Heart Connecting with My Granddaughter Emily

August 14, 2019

Last night I went to bed at 10:30PM. A strong electromagnetic storm had been going on for the past three hours, as Nibiru is now very close: the skies are very obscured with HAARPed clouds of the chemsprays to create the filters that hide the light sprectrum people would see Nibiru by, which also are toxic to all life, and killing it (all), creating destruction and a world of controllable nanobot technology for the transhuman agenda of Lucifer. Because of the plasma arc-ing, all electrical plugs are pulled from outlets except for the air conditioner, and there are no WiFi devices on, no LED is on either (LiFi), and the cell is debatteried, in a metal box. Any EMFs are from sources outside my apartment.

As I do when lying down to sleep, I thanked God for the day, and cleared my mind and breathed and let go to sleep.

I awoke two hours later (I later found out), after this. I will do my best to record simply what I experienced. There is no “transition” into this Happening; no frame of reference, segue, etc.

I realized that I was looking at a scene my granddaughter Emily had made, perhaps with an animation program: it seemed like I had found this online (now I am blocked from her Instagram, so there is truly no ‘window’ for me into her life), and as I looked at it with the great interest I had, seeing the room, I saw it was of depth, and moving. Like an environmental shadowbox with objects and light and motion.

It was a room I looked into as if there were no wall between me and it. [small diagram] It was warmly lit with glowing golden light from three bay windows (like my girlhood bedroom had) at the wall opposite me. A soft, late afternoon light, not harsh like the light now. I could see that there was some furniture; shelves, things hanging on the walls behind the three chairs arranged in a semi-circle directly in front of me. A rug, perhaps braided like the one I had made when Emily lived with me in 2013, was in the center of the floor, the chairs around it. There were two pieces of white paper on the rug, one to the right and closer to me near the chair to the right-most of the semi-circle, and another toward the center chair. I was straining to read them (they were written on by her). All I can recall is that they expressed her feelings including about our enforced estrangement, and as I studied the scene, I realized it shimmered and was moving, and a cat quickly got up (it had looked like it was curled sleeping) from the left chair and jumped to the center chair, then the chair on the right, and sat. I saw that the cat was a burnished auburn-red colored tabby, and I realized I was seeing something that was happening, not just a painting or drawing.

And I said “Emily, can you hear me?”

After a very short pause, I heard her somewhat hesitantly reply (she is not allowed to interact with me and I am shunned, she was forced at age 11 to cut me out of her life, and she wrote in a book she made and gave to me – a small baby book with inserts she filled of things for me to remember her by “for when you think of me” she said as she took it from her purse and put it in my hand, looking back to see if her dad (my son Max) and his second wife Laura saw her do this – “I tear off a piece of my soul and give it to you for you to keep”): “Yes”. Another very short pause and in a voice that quickly shifted into the confident voice I recognized from when we were allowed to be gramma and granddaughter, she said “And you can see my thoughts and hear what I am thinking.”

And another “page” floated down, as a leaf might settle to the bottom of a pool of water, so thin and delicate, like a gossamer membrane like the inside of an egg the chick hatches from, but thinner, as if it was all color with no backing surface. It [diagram] came right down, obviously intentionally, and I saw it as if it were in a watery atmosphere. As it reached the rug, its edges still quavered and rippled, and the room was full of energy. I looked at the drawing (*it was a drawing she did) enraptured, and it was a white Rose of Sharon flower with carmine-tinted edges and center, and the one flower filled the paper, which never truly ‘settled’, but just-so-delicately hovered over the rug, as if alive.

All of this happened in an instant.

I replied (to her saying to me “and you can see my thoughts”, for all of this happened with no delays: experienced): “It’s beautiful. And I can hear you whistling.” For she had been softly whistling a melody as the flower came down. (Jamie whistled, I whistled, Max whistles.)

And then the room began to dim, and the dimension and ethereal glow withdrew as if a dial had been turned like volume down, and in the pause as I waited then, realizing as it dimmed that she was not going to reply because the portal closed, the veil drew back over, and I rose to my elbows and came to a waking state, no longer dreaming or asleep, and felt the bed and the room around me, and the sound of the ceiling fan and the clock on the wall ticking, and I sobbed, and thanked God for letting us connect in Spirit.

** At first I wondered, awake now, if it was my ~daughter~ Emily I connected with in this experience, a vision, a soul exchange, but quickly realized it was Emme, emily my granddaughter. And the cat, the color of her henna-dyed hair… she loves cats: it was my granddaughter. I got a drink of water, wiped the tears off and blew the mucousal archons of emotional reaction from my nose and again thanked the Most High Father God for giving me this gift, allowing Emily and I to connect in our heart space.

I love you, Emily. [drawing as I always do two connected winged hearts] I am here with you always.

Gramma ❤ ❤

* from her mind’s eye, which through our DNA and pineal glands our spirits communicated

** Because also my daughter is named Emily; my granddaughter Emily is named after her. I named my daughter Emily ‘Emily’ because she did not look like a ‘Ravenna’, the name I had planned to give her at birth, the ‘art capital of Italy” so I named her after the poet whose poems I loved reading then, Emily Dickinson.


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(posted on the 12th)

The WP redirect BS again, 12:40Am 12Aug2019

August 11, 2019 (But it’s 1:30AM on the 12th now)

“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge, because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shall be no priests to me, seeing thou hast forgotten the Law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.” – Hosea 4:6

P.S. (lol PRE-script!) Watch WANTED (jolie, freeman) then The Adjustment Bureau (damon) and think about the wizard past the elysium fields and the fact that all governments are nephilim and enchantment is the veil since their religion IS witchcraft.


To break up the morning, I decided to run an errand, but forgot something and had to return to the house. Then drove a different way, just for randomness, and at a stop sign looked up. The sky was almost cloudless. I saw in the distance over the trees past a municipal park two objects in the sky, floating and very bright and dynamic, yet not helium balloons (too large) or kites. I crossed the intersection and drove into the park, as they were still in my direct line of sight. As I was looking, they disappeared. I gathered their relative size and speed from the environment while parked, taking these two pictures.

Here is where I saw two celestial objects, one larger, one smaller, flying together. There was one on the right, which looked as if it was a humanoid-shaped figure in white, and the white around it was in motion, like plasma balls that created a form, the movement of which kept the figure materialized to my sight and moving. It seemed to have a red hem or sash, and what looked like a head. It was interacting with a smaller being, in similar form. This one had blue instead of red, and seemed to be looking to and following the larger apparition, which looked like it was guiding the form just to its left, and slightly lower and behind, as if on a path. The appearance of the two was as an adult leading a child by the hand, while the child looked about in wonder and the adult looked back at him (or her). They were above the trees seen here, and rose another short distance and then dematerialized.

It was 10:36 EST when I took the two photos. The sky was clear. I felt a sense of peace. I ran my errand, and have been processing what my third eye sees of this.

Did a small child pass away and was being led by an angel into heaven?

If so, would this sighting beyond the veil necessarily be local, as in, to this geographic area? It was near a hospital, and the beings I saw were above homes, roads… an urban area.

With The Destroyer upon us now, its elliptical transit so close this month (the reason for all the 5G GWEN DEW towers, to control people when they begin to lose it as has happened every other reset, though they are hiding this from the masses with their enchantments, pharmakiea and their sorcery, including the geoengineering climate change lie), at night I often see stars, and they are in unusual places now. North is no longer where it once was. The stars are angels, appointed in their transits. The sacred texts (this includes the bible as put forth by Religion, Inc, albeit that is watered down information) all reveal that the skies will change, the stars, the sun, the moon. They use the geoengineering to mask this. By morning their jets and crafts have made trails and clouds and whiteouts to hide the massive, striped Nibiru spanning the rims of the earth we call the horizon.

Are the beings I spotted perhaps local watchers? For I have seen similar, at night. And of course, the Ezekiel’s Wheel I photographed, which was featured by Steve Olsen on his ZionaziTube channel WSO before they deleted it (even the supposed backup copy is hacked, a great effort they go to indeed, to silence my voiced observations as a witness in these End Days.



Thank you for following, may I first say. I see that a fair number of my blog’s followers are self-proclaimed writers of Fantasy, fiction or Sci-Fi. As well, many who blog about various health topics. You, health writers, I am not so concerned about. But you fiction authors, and Nanowrimo peeps, heed my warning: plagiarism is a crime. Intellectual property theft is serious business, especially when what one “lifts” or “is inspired to use as a character, plot, story model – whatever – is derived from the content of what I write, which is TRUTH. Hard-won truth attained through detoxification of the pineal gland and study of all that has been occulted (hidden) by the powers of this world to create deception, hide from the individual their TRUE IDENTITY AS A DIVINE CHILD OF THE LIGHT AND ONE WITH THE CREATOR, and harvest the trauma they foment as a utility source, which is even sold back to the masses for their financial profit. It is free energy to them because we are their human resources: NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH ELECTROGRAVITIC FREE ENERGY TESLA TRIED TO MAKE HUMANITY AWARE OF.

So if you – a Ravenclaw, for instance (get thee behind me satan) – make use of the enlightenment freely shared here, YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS THEFT ETERNALLY.


This blog is Premium: the domain copyrights the content and this is intellectual property. Yes, I work here doing the Great Commision to save souls: yours included. If you identify with dark forces, you are out of your league here.
You have been advised.


Since meeting him, after he lied to me that he ‘really wasn’t a crossdresser or gay, but just experimenting (air quotes here) since his soon-to-be-ex-wife emasculated him’ (that’s as close to his verbatim words as I can recall), and before his then-STBX contacted ME through my eBay account and threatened to blackmail HIM for his lingerie and corsets and wigs, thinking I was part of what she left him because of… I had just met him, heard the lies… there was dark stuff there and I was so, so naive, so blind. I had no idea then about detoxing! #GodsPlanIsPerfect I believed what he said. What a mistake. And then the online hacking of all I did began, including gangstalking by first the barn manager where I boarded my horse, who insisted he was cryptorchid (an undescended testicle) and was dangerous, when he was a perfect gentleman with perfect ground manners and perfectly gelded (RIP Devon, a victim of all I speak of here), the neighbors who screamed from their yard “we’re watching you!” put up to it by his STBX, then friends and family. It is all of a pattern of classic gangstalking and not worth giving cerebral real estate to. Her (his now-first-ex-wife) had been having an affair with and then married a known and self-proclaimed computer hacker. My blog then, named after my LLC called HOME – Our Home Farm, was hacked. So it began. But I recognized it from my previous work experience, having learned computers from DOS and up, software and hardware, to becoming multiplatform and Lan/Wan certified at server level including telephony and all peripherals – even mainframes before Y2K, during which I worked at NASA Goddard Space Flight Center. And before that, I had singlehandedly created the helpdesk AND RAN IT for the Archdiocese of Baltimore, and after working at NASA Goddard, I worked at the Discovery Channel… DURING ALL THESE CONTRACTS I WAS TIER 3/4 DESKTOP SUPPORT RUNNING EXCHANGE MAIL SERVERS, and I was a Macintosh specialist as well, creating dual boot systems with emulators (there’s more preceding and following technical ‘stuff’, but that’s enough to make my point): I have spent a fair amount of time in the trenches of viruses and malware, trojans and denial of service attacks.

I have therefore been hacked since 2008 and it’s almost 2020. They will never stop. This is what they do: they are dedicated to destroying God’s people. (Read up on VMAT2 here)

He forged my name electronically and filed taxes as if we were still married, although we were legally separated. He wrote online back then “I’m in news. I lie for a living.” The Ire-Ess kowtowed to him – as all entities did and still do – because he is a part of their beast machine. His banner ZionaziTube is a pic of the mast truck he drives at… SANDY HOOK. He’s proud of that. SandyHookPakistanMassacreFFpic

That’s SICK. How could I make this up! The proof is all there.

So I do pray for him. Like the writers who, like crows (ravens) swoop down and pluck up shiny baubles, he’s hoping I’ll pass before my time and he can collect on the life insurance policy he took out on me without my knowledge and in the property and settlement agreement which HE WROTE, asked for and was awarded by the Baltimore County Court in the legally-sanctioned theft his affluent father paid lawyers to commit while he claimed he was poor and stole all I owned in my long life, although he and I were married one day less than two years. We had NO CHILDREN, NO PROPERTY except the F350 he took, although I had sold my truck I woned outright before we met and married (I was his ‘show-the world-he-was-straight-when-he’s-not trophy wife who in the first year figured his deception out, throw open the closets and said I DO NOT CONSENT TO YOUR SKELETONS – and he crushed me like a bug as reptilians do.
Or so he thought. The etymology of my name is Victory.

The bumpersticker you have seen REALLY says HE WHO DIES WITH THE MOST TOYS LOSES.

So, being targeted and interfered with, AKA hacked. In the last week, I have dealt with supervisors at the bank, my main shopping source, and my ISP. Twitter account infiltrated just enough to leave-the-gas-on breadcrumbs of changing the color scheme and reading notifications. Besides legacy back to April interference with these things, payment abilities, illegal external logon attempts to get into my main shopping account. My mail server as well (paid for, not government email AKA gmail). (Made by the folks who bring us the dark entities are being brought in daily and a videotaped human sacrifice, as well as their opening ceremony ritual celebrating Lucifer are available online for all the world to see, so hey, even THEY are the dark majority giving the semblance of privacy to the unwitting. A Shiva stands at CERN as their idol.)

I am looking right at the paper records of my meeting with the state police and the Internet Crime Commission. I reported these cyber attacks (and more) on June 11, 2016.
People who work for the beast think they are above the law.
What makes him dangerous is that so many think he’s a good guy: HA. FACADE. Someone, please, go into his garage and house: it will be full of all my things. At least those he didn’t sell or give away.
And this sad person has police level access to databases.
This is truly a fallen world.

Ephesians 6 speaks of people like that as the wickedness in high places.

#ISayBraveThings #TruthIsTheSword #GoodPrevails #IWasMadeThisWay #IIdentifyAsARighteousWoman


What is being done to me and my online presence and activities is an attempt to stop my ability to purchase, to communicate, and to create. To research, to network, and to exist as we have all come to think is natural.
Why is this happening?



Not only do I call out those who were once close to me, like my DC newsman ex, and my adult daughter (perhaps also my son, but I pray not) who is likely the beneficiary on this highly illegal and nefarious for ill-gotten gain GANNETT life insurance policy that is UNDESERVED BY HIM AND UNWARRANTED LITERALLY, AS WE HAD NO CHILDREN OR OWNED SHARED PROPERTY OR INVESTMENTS AND WERE MARRIED LESS THAN TWO YEARS. MY EX IS THE PERSON OF INTEREST IN THE ADVENT OF MY PREMATURE DEATH OF ANY CAUSE. I pray I am wrong about my blood family possible involvement, but these things must be documented, and searchable, in the advent of malfeasance of any kind which affects my wellness and personhood.

I call out the medical system who refused to test me for Lyme Disease after a lifetime of tickbites in Maryland’s Patapsco Park I called my playground for decades, the family farms in Allegheny and St. Mary’s Counties, and residences in Pennsylvania and Virginia all my life (besides Maryland). The 300 acres on the James I was asked to survey on foot, hiking, on Memorial Day weekend in 2015 where I was attached to by 20-30 nymph ticks.
Washington DC, MD, PA, and VA are ALL TICK HOTBEDS.
I call out the entire Luciferian world.

I call out the family – birth and married into – who participated in satanic ritual abuse and hurt all of us, my own family and Jamie’s, the father of my children.  And all families intertwined with ours or not – for it is everywhere. The child molesters, the rapists, the soul-stealing narcissists who literally kills children, albeit slowly, over a lifetime, spanning all time.

I call out my parents. My mother (Do You Know This Face?) who I believe was an MK Ultra nurse in the nation’s capital, and USED ME IN THEIR EXPERIMENTS.
I call out my father who raped me before I was two. I remember EVERYTHING.

CIA MK Ultra Document dated 27 March 1959, partial, transcribed


SUBJECT: Continuation of MKULTRA, Subproject 68

1. Subproject 68 is being continued as a means to support a research
program, the effects opon human behavior of the repition of verbal
signals. The program will be under the direction of D. (blacked out)
Chairman of the Department of Psychiatry at (blacked out, but this
could be looked up and connected). The program will be for a period of
one year, starting 16 March 1959.

2. The scope of the project encompasses studies upon the effects of
predetermined signals upon (a) physiological functions, (b) patterns of
behavior. The immediate objectives of the program entail a study of
methods to (a) improve the technique of heteropsychic driving (b) to
investigate the range of physiological functions which can be changed
by these procedures. More specifically, these studies include:

(1) A search for chemical agents which will breakdown the ongoing
patterns for behavior:
more rapidly
more transitorily
with less damage to the perceptive and cognitive capacities of
the individual than the present physiological agents.

(2) An attempt to develop better methods of inactivating the patient
during the period of driving (exposure to repetition), and at the same
time maintain him at a higher level of activity, by physiological and
chemical agents, than by the present physical effects. Among the
chemical agents which are being explored with respect to their capacity
to produce inactivation are the following (used either singly or in


I call out the public school system who saw the bruises, welts, cuts and burns, the missed days, poor grades and attendance – who confiscated my journal from 7th grade – and whose nurses and guidance counselors participated in the coverup.

I call out the Boy Scouts and Girl Scouts. My brother, 11, was sodomized by his scout leader’s stepson who was mentally handicapped and 18 years old, and neither my parents, his parents or the Boy Scouts did anything.

I call out the Freemasons, The Eastern Star and the Job’s Daughters fraternal organizations. I was the Jobie chaplain for five years (12-17) and was used at age 16 in a ritual in which I was drugged and my virginity was taken by the honored queen’s brother, who was a McCartney clone. Their uncle is Jerry Falwell! How small IS this world, how crazy! Read my posts IMAGINATION LIMITS OUR FUTURE and EXTRA SMALL.

I call out the county police and fire department who knew the child abuse was going on because I began calling them at age 7. The fire department knew my mother and her new boyfriend (parents divorced the year before, father a county teacher married another county teacher who had been a part of their 1960’s Baltimore County Education system swingers club (Last name Phelan jingle any bells?) drugged me and set the house on fire, but she slept with the fire chief and the arson investigation was silenced! I was eleven! I saved my three brothers!

I call out Salem Evangelical Lutheran Church. You, Pastor G. Paul Lottich FAILED ME LITERALLY as well as figuratively. I was the ONLY 14 year old girl who was a virgin, who did not – had NEVER – drank or done drugs, I had come to church since joining choir at age 4 and going to all sunday school and bible camps. I was ZEALOUS and SINCERE about GOD and TRUTH. You failed me in that you told me that for missing sunday school because I had to stay home alternate weekends and “keep my brothers quiet so my mother could sleep”, you decided I had to repeat 9th grade and could not move on. Yet on the weekends I was ALLOWED to let them make noise, i.e. get them dressed and walk them the mile – in any weather – to church, all three of them, and this included ironing their shirts and trousers and shining their shoes… Pastor Lottich, YOU FAILED ME. I was DEVOUT. I LOVED JESUS. I was PURE. You too, PAstor Lottich, must have been failed, so very badly.
This led me to joining the Forever Family cult the CIA created.

I CALL OUT ALL THE CHURCHES. This deception goes back to the beginning of all history.You are all a part of the synogogue of satan Yehushua called out.

I call out Keypoint Health, which was once simply the county mental health clinic. Lori Butkovich, the therapist who refused to allow me to incorporate spirituality into my therapy, when I requested that at our first meeting in my early thirties, and who in 2013 regretted disallowing doing that. You and your clinic and the illuminati mental health deception flowchart poisoning of minds plan destroyed what was left of the family I was trying to have, AGAINST ALL ODDS, BUT I LOVED THEM, MY FAMILY, MY CHILDREN.

I call out EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO DROVE MY BROTHER CHARLIE TO SUICIDE. You alphabet agency mind contril V2K murderers. Pediatrician Robert Irwin who drugged two fo my three brothers to the hilt with Dexedrine, before Ritalin became a thing. THEY WEREN’T ‘HYPERACTIVE’: they were NORMAL, INTELLIGENT BOYS WITH ALCOHOLIC CHILD ABUSERS ON DRUGS AND WORKERS OF SYSTEMIC INIQUITY FOR PARENTS. And the adjacent county’s police who tapped my (then landline) telephone, and followed me with unmarked cars, parked outside of my house, intimidating and terrorizing me, a 25YO young mother of two who had the audacity (you bet I did!) to initiate an investigation into how badly they handled the accident scene.

The same county that WIPED AWAY THE $44,000.00 I WAS OWED IN BACK CHILD SUPPORT, the one that legally sanctioned the theft of all I owned in the recent so-called divorce, is the county government that put my estranged, very sad to speak of brother J into their public database as a child molester, when he had been framed by a 33 year old crack whore who lied, ruiniing his life. And I mean, his life was RUINED. AFTER ALL THE NEUROLOGICAL DAMAGE OUR PEDIATRICIAN AND MOTHER CAUSED, he became an alcoholic and drug addict of diminished mental capacity, then homeless. This is the same gifted child who built Testor models of jets and ships, painstakingly assembling and painting them, and hanging them from fishing line from his bedroom ceiling. Who made masks for all of us to wear so that we could see the solar eclipses safely. Who read everything he could get his hands on. He and Charlie both were gifted, talented, empathetic and kind. The only child who became a worldly success is the youngest, who is a narcissistic co-abuser our mother left everything to, and is a guilt-ridden alcoholic intelligent but trapped in a programming TV and sports prison who watches the idiot box even sleeping. I love him. I do. I pray for him daily. IT IS NOT OUR FAULTS.

Like I was, forbidden to go outside and play anymore at age twelve, “because I had to take care of the boys”. If all this (and so much more) happened to just the four of us, WHAT WAS DONE TO OUR PARENTS, AND THEIR PARENTS?
It’s mindboggling.

I HAVE LYME DISEASE WHICH BECAME MORGELLONS, THAT COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED WITH A SIX MONTH SET OF THREE ANTIBIOTICS in June of 2015, THE PRESCRIPTIONS ROTATED, Dr. John White of Henrico Medical Accociates in Richmond! I WORKED for my Medicare. It’s not SSI. I earned it as a single working mother. I’m not a drug addict. I do not make the system profits though. I’m a Child of God. I have had to heal myself at great cost, and lost everyone and everything. Everyone, I say, because, tragically, my family believes the medical system’s lies. I rejoice in being a targeted individual. I choose eternal life over any material fleeting satisfaction obtained by
selling out to lies.
I wouldn’t trade the clarity of understanding I have for anything. Thank you, God!
I am so truly blessed.

Now if my family would just wake up.

I call out almost everyone. The ones who were good were and are truly the meek, poor and downtrodden, ignored and denied any and all ability to help stop the abuse at Shadynook. So few in number, and now, all gone. (I now know other Elect, and there are good people I am connected with, thanks to the trust I put in His Plan and where I am within It.)

I call out all rewriters of history. The fact that all we have all been taught is lies. The skeletons in the closets – come out now! Let me hang all these facts in the wind for you!

So yeah. My computer and online time is hacked. But I stand up to all of you, and I will never stop.

I must be such a frustrating Project Monarch and Project Mannequin original MK Ultra subject to them! I understand why my parents moved from the DC suburb we lived in to a street separated by a train bridge over the beltway from the Spring Grove Hospital Center where CIA experiments were in progress, the LSD ones involving operatives Timothy Leary and Richard Halpert (AKA Ram Dass of BE HERE NOW NOW BE HERE fame, that New Age mind control psyop to destroy the family and remove GOD from society). There is NO WAY this is coincidence. I grew up watching the experiments through the cracked, barred windows. I grew up THERE, things done to me in that cloning center 42 miles from DC, on the military road called 695. Coincidence? Ha.

My hometown.
I read 1984 in 1974 and that says everything.

The redirects of my premium WordPress blog login were identified by the “Happiness Team” support specialist as malware and hacking. I have witnessed the trojan in action, and see the scripts running, which explain the 10-20 browser instances running, when the cache is clean, zero, no history, and one tab is open. This is a lean, clean old system.

Even at a nearby MCDONALDS on their WiFi, a McDonalds I had never been to (and I never go to fast food places or any restaurants anymore, for that matter), with ample funds in the bank, I was not permitted to purchase alternate forms of software to examine what might be operant and remove it, as advised to do by all techs I have spoken with. THEN THE BACKBONE NETWORK OF MICKEY D’S DID A DENIAL OF SERVICE ON ME. And that was that.

They are able to completely halt pageloads at logins. They do it.
They are inside the backend of my paid-for email and VPN, the positive part of the atom, by name, FYI. And their “helpdesk team”, like all Secret-keeping Cluster A and Cluster B Narcissists who Lucifer was the first of, simply ignore my questions regarding technical security and etc., (I will leave usaid the specifics, but their silence reveals the answers and confirms all suspicions which arise from clues my background recognizes, as well as having a well-functioning pineal gland). (Note while trying to get online and post this: they have quite possibly applied DoS (denial of service) limitations to my VPN ability. Wow.)

Why is this happening?
The CIA doesn’t like it when they come to collect the 16 year old girl to work for them who they thought they had groomed/traumatized/gave splits and alters to SO THEY COULD USE HER TO DO THEIR DIRTY WORK.
Sweeping me under the rug has been their effort since 1976 when I told them no, unconditionally.

Oh no. NOW they REALLY have a thorn in their side.

I am one of Jah’s Elect, a watcher, and we are in the End Days.

I stood up with truth and ethics to a lizard in capital news, and they give me Lyme and Morgellons. AND I HEALED MYSELF. I learned how to detox others as well.


Jehovah never called anyone priests. The Religion, Inc. Roman Catholic Church translators of the edited bible did, in their weaponized word choices. The word “priests” is a 17th Century Englishman’s interpretive translation of what was actually said by Yeshua in the Hebrew: as the Elect, we are called by Jehovah to be KOHANIM. This is the plural of kohan: what was falsely interpreted as priests (giving the church of Religion, Inc. the power to extort and deceive and erase history under the deceptively trusted title of priests is actually the word JEHOVAH said: Kohanim. The plural of Kohan, I repeat. The verb root of Kohanim must be examined in order to understand the word Kohanim. Kohan’s verb root is “kahan”: one is a kohen only to the extent that one kahans. I hope that you have already immediately made the association to the term to “ken” something, from the celtic lore, eh? It means “to know”. One cannot be a kohan if they do not kahan. Only certain chosen people can kahan. Religion Inc. intentionally replaced kohan and kohanim with priest and priests, the officers and arm of the workers of iniquity, at the highest levels.
So what does Jehovah mean by His word, kohan? From Gesenius’ Hebrew Chaldee Lexicon to the Old Testament, kohan in its verb form means “to presage, predict, prophesy, and, by extension, to undertake anyone’s cause, to act as a deputy, or delegate, by [with authorization by that person or people] presenting the words of the one whose cause he [or she] has undertaken to third persons; to stand up on behalf, and to labor in the authorizing person’s cause.” Gesenius’ Hebrew Chaldee Lexicon to the Old Testament, pg. 385 [in relation to word number 3547]. Yeshua kahans in the heavenly tabernacle, according to the Word of God. The elect do so now. No societally ordained 501c3 accredited church affiliation is necessary. Only the Mind and Hand of God working through those He so chooses to receive The Light, who recognize and love Truth.
The Hebrew language literally tells a story. (And yes, the Egyptian language, and Mesopotamina/Sumerian, were also cuniform. Look at the timing and connection, post-Destroyer cataclysm reset.
This is why they changed language, the Babel tower Yahveh destroyed. The fallen angel-created languages hide history, and true history is inarguable truth. If you have wondered what people mean when they say language is weaponized, perhaps that just helped you understand it better!

KahanInHebrew Looking at the word KAHAN in pictographic letter form, as it always is in the Hebrew, one sees it is of three letters (pictograph symbol elements, to the western mindset), reading from right to left. The first one is an upturned open palm, which signifies “bend, allow, open, tame”: to submit; to be open to input. The next letter is a man with arms raised up with inspired revelation. The last letter is a nune, a representation of a sperm, and means life, or if in the final position, means the final son or heir who is the Messiah.
What is it to be a kohan? A kohan is “One who is submitting to the revelation that brings life, and speaks of the Messiah”. This is what it REALLY means to be a priest, as the word priest is considered to be.

And in Holly-wood, we have the Coen Brothers, film noir moviemakers extraordinaire. Coincidence? No. Inversal as usual.

I ask you this: would true bearers of Light do the heinous things that torture this world’s people? The little I have related of my life alone bears witness to the fallacy existent in their so-called roles! And I am but one person who had three brothers… two children, three grandchildren…

The Most High God INTENDED all of this, and all of this they fight tooth and nail; a dragon thing, divine light beings needs none! Where DO these clichés come from? <— That’s rhetorical. SMH. The reason for the alphabet agencies and Wag The Dog false flag twin tower human sacrifice stem cell therapy and natural flavor abortion business-cum-passing children over the fire to Ba’al, their adrenochrome-drinking governments and monarchies, the corporate oligarchs, the Rothschild dwelling in England where Lucifer sits at the table: his residence on earth when assuming human form. His grandson Mark Zuckerburg’s Facebook voluntary trauma endocrine harvesting surveillance database which feeds their Tavistock, adverts, social steering agendas… oops, I digressed again.

If you are reading this blog, unless you are a. – just a voyeur, ostensibly, or b. – in league with evil as a stalker of ANY kind, you are reading it because the Most High is calling you, too. I pray that you are enabled to speak out, too, against the wrongs of this world that we Lightworkers have come together to right.

I once met a man who was V2K’d to the point where all he could do was vocalize the voices he heard: it was truly like overhearing the transmission of parts of conversations from many different radio stations all at once, constantly. He was obviously educated, and was clean, well-kept, and healthy (looking). He had kind features and a pleasant, quiet voice, which could say thank you, I noticed, when a door was opened for him. Yet if you weren’t looking at him, all you heard was the many tiny portions of sentences. It was so sad. At the time, I thought he “was psychotic”, for want of a better term. Now I know that psychosis is created by the mind-splitting caused m=by MK Ultra tactics, which have existed literally since time immemorial, and are now full-on business. Even the woman who ran the barn my poor Devon was last at before he was euthanized was retired Army and worked for the government selling satellite contracts for the telecommunications companies. Really. I cannot make this up. (And yes, she gangstalked me.)

“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge, because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shall be no priests to me, seeing thou hast forgotten the Law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.” – Hosea 4:6

The strong delusion and the apostacy of the churches hinges on this intentional omission of the true meaning of Kohanim.

Absolutely related to what I just explained in the preceding paragraph above, I had a great chat with @GreyTonka about the process of sacred information downloads and how it feels; how unbidden it is, how it affects us, our relationships, our bodies – everything. We spoke about water and cymatics. Making the acquaintance of another watcher who is being shown truth – watching this unfold, a watcher watching a watcher – it is amazing, and bless-ed, and sublime. I have no words for this. I suggested she look up the cymatics of church work that has been done. I am sure she will discover why structured water is real, and needed. DO YOU STRUCTURE YOURS? If you don’t, please start. Look at my kombucha posts, you can see the bottles, and (if it hasn’t been hacked out like some of my other posts) read what I have written. Search “cymatics” in the searchbar above. THIS IS GOD’S LAW: LIGHT > SOUND > CREATION.


Ending this portion of today’s quilt-of-a-blogpost here for now. Thank you for reading, and I hope that all TIs (targeted individuals, i.e. the entire of humanity, miscegenated as it is) benefit. If you do not do it yet, please begin to detox. Your body is the antenna.



A couple I care about very much just lost their first child. They are married and this baby was intentional and very much wanted. They see this as a part of the Most High’s plan, and I agree. His Plans are Perfect. His Law is Perfect. Children of The Light learn to live by His Law. (Jesus was an Essene, the Catholic Church hid this fact, and all churches hide it still. The world as it has been toxified makes it difficult to follow The Way, which is why this blog is subtitled ALKALINE DIET AND OPTIMAL HEALTH IN A NANO TOXIC WORLD.

I was thinking… if the mother carrying the baby who miscarries was not a virgin at the time of conception (I do not know whether she was or was not, in this case), but had the genetic material DNA of previous sex partners or from pelvic imflammatory disease (PID) parasites from sex play or bad family hygiene (at best), could this be a reason a miscarriage occurs?

Nichole, my daughter-in-law who I make intercessory prayers for daily, as she died of an accidental Illuminati Sackler-family depopulation drug Fentanyl overdose on December 20, 2018, was plagued by PID since her early teens, as was my sister-in-law, the older sister my first husband, the father of my two children, whose family lineage is of the Tribe of Dann. Both of these women were molested by their fathers as young girls, and each of them suffered from PID and an entire spectrum of reproductive and menstrual problems. I have come to recognize that, as all disease and death is parasites stemming from the original parasite called Lucifer, satan, Belial, Ba’al, Sammael, Baphomet, Beelzebub, and more, the afflictions from his seed are passed through the reproduction of those he mind controlled to traumatize – SACRIFICE – their own children to. (See the Fetal Cell Natural Flavoring page.)

Poverty or affluence make no matter, although cleanliness is indeed next to Godliness. Processed or impure foods, vaccinations, epidemics, OTC medication and the print, radio and television programming all contributed to this in the pre-digital days. The advertising, the growing music industry and Hollywood drove all of this agenda, with behind the scene forces of the axis of evil with men at the helms including Werner Von Braun, Walt Disney, Aleister Crowley (Barbara Bush’s father) and Mr. Prometheus destroyer of worlds himself, the father of the Manhattan Project, Robert Oppenheimer. Josef Mengele, who devised new lows in human experimental torture, was instrumental in the formation of MK (mind kontrol in the German) Ultra, and standards for the AMA and CDC, assisting the Rothschilds with that morass of coffin nails for what remained any real possibilities of wellness extant for the American people. Sugar and wheat created the foundation of the fix addictions stepped in to fill. Now devices, WiFi, apps, geoengineering, GMOs and mass MK Ultra and transhumanism push people like lemmings over their edges: over the ledge. It’s a plan. The elite long game.
But, I digress.

When I was in nursing school, I learned in Anatomy and Physiology (actually, I have taken that very course THREE times, with a nearly 4.0 grade: in 12th grade as an honors Biology class, in my early 30’s at the community college for transfer to University of Maryland School of Nursing, and then once more because ten years had elapsed and I had not gotten the sheepskin degree yet, although I worked in private care nursing, mostly palliative, end-of-life hospice care… now I refuse to do the remaining clinical for my BSN because I will not participate in that industry of lies and death) that the body self-regulates and will shunt off nutrients to the building of the placenta if the developing baby gives off a spectrum of nonfamilial identity blueprint. That the body will stop nourishing it and reject and EJECT the unwanted pregnancy if it is faulted. That this does not happen always, apparently hence the birth of infants with genetic abnormalities… or are these teratogenic only? I believe that IS the case: that it is the mutated genes damaged by the miscegenated DNA from the eons of activities of the fallen angels and the waste they have worked at destroying earth and God’s people with which are the reason for miscarriages. The parasitic serpent seed sin in us. #detoxplease

But in the case of first pregnancies, perhaps it is the Creator’s way of clearing the deck, so to speak, to make way for the child He intended to be conceived in the womb of the mother from the seed HE chose the lineage of. I had a miscarriage before my daughter was conceived, and I was alone and it was awful. I was 18 and quite lost then, post-Forever Family cult, reeling from the trauma of our childhood and its continuance in my brothers lives which I was unable to put an end to, as my parents and the system (see Second Segment above, a partial accounting) were more than I could change. The baby I lost was not from the man I married’s seed: it was an error, a sin of fornication product. I believe wholeheartedly that everything happened because it had to then. This is The Law of God.

My heart literally goes out to the parents of this child who stayed behind the veil and is with the Creator. His ways are perfect.

“LOVE IS STRONGER THAN DEATH.” – Jesus, The Essene Gospels

Oh, and if you are not already, get off all dairy, STAT. IT ALL HAS LUNGWORMS (THREADWORMS). That’s what mucus is. Period.


Namasté ❤

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This woman was a nurse in Washington D.C. and Maryland, working at Washington Hospital Center, Bethesda Naval Hospital, and then Bon Secours and St. Agnes hospitals in Baltimore. She received her nursing degree from Washington County Hospital in Hagerstown, Maryland, a short drive from Camp David. Upon graduating nursing school, she became an assistant to leading cardiac research doctors, and was one of the country’s first critical care nurses, which at that time was called “coronary intensive care”.

She worked full-time nights in the hospitals, and had charge of one patient per shift. She controlled their respiration, fluid intake and output, post-operative care including aneuryisms, heart replacement, bypasses and stents, pain management and oversaw keeping patients in medically induced as well as natural cause [sic] comas. (She wrote their care plans while drinking scotch and smoking Salems at her breakfast room table.) She was more like an angel of death than a nurse restoring life. She drank, smoked, and took sleeping pills, amphetamines, antidepressants, diuretics, wore Jean Nate perfume and emulated Jackie Kennedy while acting like an entitled Jewish Princess. She was a “swinger”, and her husband was a four-year warship U.S. Navy musician during the Korean War, who then went on to his masters in music, was in Beatnik and jazz bands yet became a public school instrumental music teacher, deacon of his church (Lutheran) and adult choir director. They both drank alcohol daily, partner-swapped with friends, beat their children on top of the beatings she received at his hands when she voiced her unhappiness with their lifestyle. They were good-looking, fashionable, and respected in their work and the community.

Do you recognize her face? Is she in your nightmares?

Because that’s my mother.

My mother, a coronary care [sic] nurse, tortured people and monitored their responses, keeping patients on respirators, EKG, EEG and IVs, determining when to tell the doctors to drug them, and controlling – or neglecting to treat – the maintenance of their excretory functions. Her cold, Mengele-like presence is all their souls had while they hung in life’s last balance. This is who raised me, and I was early MKUltra. My first year of life was being “kept tied spread-eagled in the crib with Ace bandages, sedated with liquid opiate Paregoric, with my body functions controlled by diuretics, laxatives and enemas”… her words, admitted to me about twenty years ago.

While the memories of what was done to me in my local environment by these monstrous parents were never buried, it has taken me a lifetime to discern the shadowpast background of REM cloned constant satanic ritual abuse, and their facilitation in making me (and my brothers) available to the cloning program. What a boon it must have been for them, financially, and in terms of the sick prestige and Sixtie’s hip echelons of society they were allowed into, to have had a highly intelligent, extremely verbal and multi-talented first girl child. My memories go back as early as eight or nine months. I see the faces, I see the animals, I feel the pain and I bear scars.

End of part one of my disclosure.

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Published in: Proceeds of the International Forum on New Science, Denver, CO. October, 1996
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Published in: Proceeds of the International Forum on New Science, Denver, CO. October, 1996


Glen Rein, Ph.D. (Quantum Biology Research Labs, P.O. Box 157, Northport, N.Y. 11768)
Glen Rein, Ph.D. (Quantum Biology Research Labs, P.O. Box 157, Northport, N.Y. 11768)
Mind-body medicine has well recognized the ability of mental images, generated by the mind and
directed to specific parts of the body, to produce profound physiological changes, e.g. impede tumor
growth (Ader, 1981). Psychoneuroimmunologists, however, do not recognize that the mind can also
intentionally focus on and manifest changes in biological systems outside the body.
The effects of focused intention have nonetheless been studied using both physical (Jahn and Dunne,
1986) and biological systems (Braud, 1989), and is often referred to respectively as psychokinesis (PK)
and Bio-PK. A parallel investigation of conscious intention on biological systems falls under the auspices
of healing research where investigators have demonstrated that various types of healers can produce
biological effect (Benor, 1990). A third line of investigation involves the study of Chi-Gong practitioners
who can also influence biological systems. Most of these studies, however, are phenomenological and
are only intended to demonstrate an energetic communication between the practitioner and the
biological target. In most healing experiments the intention of the practitioner is to “heal” or normalize the
pathological situation.
A few studies, however, have addressed the question whether different intentional states of
consciousness produce different biological effects. For example, Rauscher and Rubik examined the
relationship between biological responses and different healing state of consciousness (Rauscher and
Rubik, 1983). These experiments were designed to determine whether the healer could protect bacterial
cells in culture from inhibition induced by an antibiotic (ampicillin). Using different intentions Laskow could
either protect bacteria from the lethal effects of antibiotics or inhibit their growth in the absence of
Sweet and Myers of Spindrift compared two different healing states of consciousness, goal directed and
qualitative (Sweet, 1991). Since qualitative healing, as they characterize it, is the surrender of one’s will
to the will of God, there is no focused intention as in goal-directed healing. These different states of
consciousness produced different biological effects on the growth of yeast and seeds.
The first experiments conducted by the author (Rein, 1992) were intended to study and compare the
biological effects of different images, thoughts and intentions. The growth of tumor cells in culture was
chosen because it could be monitored quantitatively using state of the art biochemical techniques and
was highly relevant clinically. The protocol involved measuring DNA synthesis by quantifying it’s ability to
incorporate radioactive thymidine using standard biochemical techniques. The rate of DNA synthesis
was determined relative to the total number of cells which were counted in a hemocytometer. The healer,
Leonard Laskow attained different states of consciousness and intentionally focused on three petri.
Aliquots of he same population of cells were simultaneously presented to a non-healer in an adjacent
room. The non-healer was reading a book to minimize the interaction of his consciousness with the cells.
Both sets of petri dishes (n=6) were brought back to the tissue culture hood where they were labeled
blindly. The author then treated all the petri dishes with radioactive thymidine and processed them after
24 hours of additional growth. DNA synthesis was measured using standard biochemical techniques
which involve counting the amount of radioactivity incorporated into the DNA molecule (a measure of
DNA synthesis) using a scintillation counter.
Five different mental intentions were studied for their biological activity. Laskow describes an overall
state of transpersonal unconditional love that was maintained throughout all the experiments, which
allowed him to be in resonance with the tumor cells. The technique used for attaining these healing states
of consciousness is a form of meditation which allows intentional focusing and cohering of energy.
Laskow refers to these intentions as different contents of consciousness. He distinguishes the intentions
as follows:
1) returning to the natural order and harmony of the cell’s normal rate of growth, i.e., before they were
transformed to tumor cells;
2) circulating the microcosmic orbit;
3) letting God’s will flow through his hands, i.e., a transpersonal intention;
4) unconditional love, ie. no specific direction to the energy was given;
5) dematerialization into the light and/or dematerialization into the void.
The results from this study indicate that the different intentions could be distinguished in terms of their
biological responses. Three intentions inhibited the growth of the tumor cells, the most effective (39%
inhibition) being to return the cells to their natural order. Allowing God’s will to manifest appeared to be
only half as effective (21% inhibition). Under the same experimental conditions, unconditional love had no
effect. Thus some intentions were more biologically active than others, although the order of efficacy may
be dependent on the specific target.
By changing the thought and image content of a given state of consciousness, it was possible to
distinguish these parameters from intentions. The results indicated that different biological effects could
be observed by just changing the intent or the imagery associated with the healing process but nonfocused
thought had no effect. Thus, while Laskow was in the microcosmic orbit state of consciousness,
the mental image of visualizing only three cells remaining in the petri dish after the experiment caused an
18% inhibition of cell growth. On the other hand, switching the mental image to one where many more
cells were visualized in the dish resulted in an increased growth of tumor cells (15%). The results are
remarkable since not only could a different biological response be observed by changing the mental
image, but an actual reversal of the biological process of cell growth was achieved.
By concentrating on returning the cells to their natural order, while holding no visual image, intention could
be separated from imagery. This experiment demonstrated that intention produced the same 20%
inhibitory effect as did imagery alone. On the other hand, when the image of few cells in the petri dish
was combined with the intention for the cells to return to their natural order, the inhibitory effect on cell
growth was doubled to 40%. These results therefore suggest that imagery and intent each contributed
equally to inhibiting the growth of tumor cells in culture and that their effect is additive when combined
These results indicate that focused human intention can influence the growth of tumor cells by modulating
the rate of DNA synthesis. The effects observed here on DNA synthesis were shown to be dependent on
the intention of the healer with some intentions producing larger effects and others producing effects in
the opposite direction. It was also demonstrated that imagery as well as intention was a critical
component of the states of consciousness which produced biological effects. Underlying all the states of
consciousness tested was a genuine heart-felt feeling of unconditional love which Laskow felt was
necessary in order to produce the observed effects on DNA synthesis.
1. Love and Coherent Bio-fields
Although specific intentional states were studied in the experiments described above, an underlying state
of unconditional love was continuously maintained. The physiological effects of love and other positive
emotional states has received relatively little attention in the biomedical community, although a few
psychoneuroimmunologists have studied its beneficial effects on immune enhancement (McClelland and
Kirshnit, 1988; Knapp et al., 1992). The possibility that such effects might be energetically mediated has
been considered, although now direct measurements of the body’s electromagnetic (EM) fields have
been made while individuals are experiencing positive emotional states. However, researchers at the
Institute of HeartMath (IHM) have demonstrated that there are characteristic ECG patterns associated
with positive emotional states which were measured as coherent frequency transforms of time domain
ECG traces and heart rate variability measures (McCraty et al, 1995). Since individuals generating such
coherent ECG patterns also showed enhanced immune systems (Rein et al, 1995b), it was proposed
that the coherent EM field radiating from the heart of individuals in the state of love is responsible for
maintaining homeostasis and promoting health in general (Paddison, 1992). It was further postulated that
these physiological changes were mediated by DNA (Paddison, 1992; Rein and McCraty, 1993c) which
acted as an antennae for the energy fields of the heart (Rein and McCraty, 1993a, 1994). In this way
specific intentions, carried by the coherent bio-field of the heart, can transmit information to local
biochemical reactions inside the cell.
Although psychoneuroimmunologists do not consider mind body effects to be mediated by endogenous
(internal) EM fields, the existence of such fields is well acknowledged by the scientific community since
EEG and ECG measurements indicate the existence of endogenous bio-fields generated by “electrically
excitable cells” in the brain and the heart. There is even some experimental data indicating the coherent
nature of these bio-fields (Frohlich, 1988; Popp et al, 1981, Ho et al, 1992). Although these bio-fields are
not usually considered to regulate the natural healing process, such a function has been considered
(Popp et al, 1979). Popp believes coherent bio-fields are generating from light emitted from DNA, since
his experimental data indicates DNA is capable of emitting coherent photons (Rattemeyer et al, 1981).
This hypothesis is supported by a recent observation that the DNA molecule itself oscillates coherently
(Gariaev et al, 1992) and would therefore generate a coherent EM field. However, the observation that
DNA oscillates coherently is also consistent with the hypothesis that DNA is sensitive to externally
applied coherent EM fields. This hypothesis is also supported with the fact that DNA is known to respond
to ordinary EM fields (Sakamoto et al, 1980) and that quantum fields enhance DNA synthesis (Rein,
1991) and might therefore be sensitive to coherent fields.
2. Experiments Indicating Coherent Bio-fields from the Heart Effect DNA
In order to test the hypothesis that coherent bio-fields from the heart resonate with and modulate the DNA
molecule, a series of experiments were conducted at the Quantum Biology Research Lab and at IHM
using isolated human DNA in an aqueous solution (Rein, 1992; Rein and McCraty, 1993a, 1993b, 1994;
Rein, 1995a). By removing the DNA from the body and placing it in a beaker in front of an individual
intending to change the DNA, it was possible to measure a direct energetic link between heart focused
intention and the DNA molecule without intervening chemical signals from the nervous system within the
Although human DNA was used in these experiments, it was a pooled sample from the placenta of many
individuals. It is likely that even larger effects would be seen if the subject was directing their intention to
their own DNA. In contrast to the previous experiments described above which measured DNA synthesis,
these experiments measured the winding and unwinding of the two strands which make up the DNA helix:
also referred to as conformational changes in the secondary structure (helix) of DNA. Although these
experiments were conducted on isolated DNA, winding and unwinding are properties of DNA which
occur in the body. Unwinding of DNA preceeds cell division and winding of DNA is associated with DNA
An UV Spectrophotometer (from Hewlett Packard) was used to measure the winding and unwinding of
DNA. This is a standard biochemical technique based on the absorption of UV light at 260nm. It was
demonstrated that DNA in deionized water (20μg/ml) was stable when kept at room temperature for two
hours. Absorption values were calculated as a percent change relative to the initial value at the start of a
given experiment. Control values (no treatment) gave values around 1.1 %, whereas treated samples
varied from 2-10% indicating at least a two-fold effect on the DNA.
Initial experiments were done with Leonard Laskow who used a combination of directed intention,
unconditional love and specific imagery of the DNA molecule at the molecular and atomic level often
focusing on the hydrogen bonds which hold the two strands together. These experiments revealed that
different intentions produced different effects on the DNA molecule causing it to either wind or unwind.
These results were later confirmed in an extensive series of experiments done at IHM. ECG recordings
were taken when ordinary subjects (not gifted healers) used the Freeze Frame technique (Childre, 1994)
to generate positive emotional states and focus their intention on the DNA molecule. In this way is was
possible to make a direct correlation between ECG coherence and changes in the winding or unwinding
of the DNA helix. Individuals generating ECG coherence were able to either wind or unwind the DNA
depending on their intention. It appeared that the more ECG coherence the better able were the
individuals to resonate and change the DNA, although a quantitative correlation between these
parameters could not be made. Individuals generating more usual incoherent ECG patterns were
typically unable to effect the DNA, although one individual who was particularly agitated (and had a very
incoherent ECG) produced an abnormal shift in the UV.
In one experiment a DNA sample was placed in front of individuals generating coherent ECG patterns.
Although the subjects were aware this was happening, they were previously instructed to continue
focusing on their heart and not to focus their intention on the DNA. In this case, no changes in DNA
conformation were observed. Although these experiments are preliminary, they suggest that the coherent
field generating from a loving heart by itself is not sufficient to change DNA and that a specific intention is
required to direct the heart field. Specific intentions may therefore be considered as frequency
modulations of the energy fields of the heart, giving direction to these energy fields to heal a specific
organ, cell or biochemical pathway.
Further experiments at IHM with Lew Childre, a particularly gifted individual capable of generating strong
ECG coherence for extended periods of time, indicated some interesting properties of focused heart
intention. In one experiment, Childre was able to direct three different intentions to three separate
samples of DNA placed in front of him. One DNA sample showed a small change in its conformation, the
other showed a very large change and the third sample was unaffected. These results indicate that
intentions can be directed and localized to a specific target (in this case a specific sample). Such a
conclusion is similar to previous work by the author working with the British healer, Matthew Manning who
was able to influence to adhesion of tumor cells to collagen by directing his intention to only one petri dish
in a stack of four. In addition to specificity the experiments presented here demonstrate a new property of
human intention. According to Childre his intentions were sent simultaneously suggesting the possibility
that we can frequency modulate the energy field of the heart with several frequencies (corresponding to
different intentions) at the same time. In this way we could simultaneously send heart energy to heal a
weak liver and a sprained ankle.
Another interesting experiment with Childre indicated that he could influence the DNA at distances of
approximately 0.5 miles (Rein and McCraty, 1993b). In these experiments he was notified by a portable
telephone when the DNA sample was placed on the laboratory bench. After the specific intentions were
sent, the experimenter was notified and the samples analyzed. In some cases the DNA was caused to
wind up, in other cases it unwound and in some cases there was no effect. In each experiment the
measured effect (or lack of effect) correlated with Childre’s intention. In this way the experiment was done
blind, since the experimenter did not know what intention was being sent during a given experiment.
These results also demonstrate that although coherent heart energy has an electromagnetic component
which can act locally within the body, it also has a non-electromagnetic component which is able to carry
specific information over long distances. Of course it is well known that healers can project their energy
and heal someone thousands of miles away.
In fact one such experiment was conducted with DNA using a healer in Russia (Moscow) who intended to
effect the DNA samples in California. Valerie Sadyrin had previously been to the lab in California where
he had demonstrated his ability to influence the conformation of DNA over short distances (Rein, 1995a).
Upon Sadyrin’s return to Russia a specific 30 minute block of time was predetermined when he would
send healing energy to influence the DNA. Immediately prior to that time a sample of DNA was measured
for its pre-treatment value and allowed to sit on the laboratory bench. After the 30 minute period the
sample was remeasured and compared with the changes that occurred in the control sample of DNA in
the next room. This exact procedure was then repeated a week later. In one of the experiments, the
treated DNA sample did in fact show increased winding, although no changes were seen in the second
experiment. Nonetheless these results are consistent with those of Childre and indicate the non-local
sensitivity of DNA to intentions sent over very long distances. These results are in turn consistent with
those of other investigators measuring non-local effects of healers (Dossey, 1989).
Additional studies with a variety of healers, including Barbara Luetgebrune of Santa Barbara, CA and
Hank Adams of El Cerrito, CA, have been conducted verifying the effect of conscious intention on the
conformation of human DNA. Adam’s Ki -Neural Integration (KNI) technique, based on Native American
prayer, brings God’s energy into the consciousness (or inner spark) of the DNA.
Although the techniques used by the different healers is quite varied they all appear to require a heart
focus. Although ECG coherence was not measured in most of these studies, at least two healers using
very different techniques were able to generate ECG coherence and could influence DNA. These
techniques are in turn different from the techniques used at IHM to generate ECG coherence. It is
therefore possible that only healers capable of generating ECG coherence, or at least generating
genuine unconditional love, will be able to resonate with the DNA molecule and intentionally and
specifically modulate its structure. This hypothesis is supported by an experiment with one healer who
was able to do “mental healing” as well as heart-based healing. In one experiment comparing these
different states of intention it was observed that only the heart-based intention was effective at altering the
conformation of DNA. Some healers could influence the DNA, although they could not intentionally direct
it to either wind or unwind. Other healers could influence the DNA on certain days and not others. These
results may be consistent with the hypothesis stated above if they were generating only weak coherence
in their ECG.
Further insight into how different healers effected DNA was obtained by measuring the changes in
conformation over time (Rein, 1995a). In the experiments described above the conformation of DNA was
measured immediately after being exposed to individuals in different intentional states of consciousness.
In some experiments the DNA was measured at fifteen minute intervals for an additional two hours after
treatment. Depending on the intention a variety of kinetic patterns were observed. In some cases the
effect lasted for the entire two hour period, whereas in other cases the effect lasted for only fifteen
minutes. Most interesting was the observation that occasionally the DNA didn’t show a response for the
first 30-60 minutes, but changed after that. Such a time delay in reading the information in the
environment could be due to a weaker or less coherent intention which took a certain amount of time to
resonate with the DNA molecule.
In analyzing the results from these studies it is important to understand that the energetic effects of heartbased
intentions may manifest physically in the DNA molecule in many different ways. Even
conformational changes can manifest differently. Traditionally, winding and unwinding of DNA is
measured by changes in the absorption of UV light which occur only at the specific frequency
(wavelength) of 260nm (see Figure 3). In some of the experiments described above changes at other
wavelengths, notably 310nm, were also observed. These results have been described elsewhere in
detail (Rein, 1995a) and indicate that in some cases the effect of human intention on DNA was more than
just winding and unwinding of the two strands which make up the helix. From a traditional scientific point
of view these experiments are anomalous, but are interesting since they suggest that intentions affect our
DNA in a unique manner.
The electrical properties of DNA in solution were assessed by measuring the flow of current between two
gold electrodes forming an anode and a cathode. The conductivity of the aqueous solution (0.5% NaCl or
deionized water) was modulated by the presence of the DNA since ions bound to the outside or inside of
the helix can be release and a free to move toward the electrodes. Depending on the charge of the
liberated ions they will either enhance or inhibit the flow of the current imposed on the system from the
cathode. Therefore this setup is indirectly measuring the charges on the DNA molecule itself, especially
in the situation where deionized water is used since the only ions in the system will be those generated
from the DNA molecule. The electrical signal detected at the anode was amplified and stored in a
computer so real time traces could be observed. In addition to DNA, some experiments also used living
human skin cells (grown in tissue culture) which were measured for their electrical activity at the same
time as the DNA (using a split screen).
These experiments were done at IHM in collaboration with Cleve Backster using the methodology he
originally used in measuring the energetic communication between plants (Backster, 1968) and which
was later modified to measure long distance communication between astronauts and their own
leukocytes (cells obtained from the mouth cavity) (Backster, 1985). Therefore this methodology is known
to detect subtle energies (beyond conventional EM fields) which travel long distances (see below).
Three experimental protocols were used in these experiments:
1) the experimenters sat at the far side of the laboratory and engaged in normal conversation.
2) three experimenters used the Freeze Frame technique to focus on their heart and send love to the
3) a healer, Melon Thomas from Santa Cruz, CA, directed his consciousness to the DNA while
holding different intentions.
The results of these experiments indicated that the Backster effect can also be used to measure
electrical signals from subcellular components, eg. the DNA molecule. This conclusion was subsequently
verified by independent testing in Backster’s lab. In fact the type and magnitude of the electrical signals
observed from DNA were similar to those Backster previously obtained from plants, bacteria and freshly
isolated human leukocytes and were also similar to the signals obtained in these experiments from
human skin cells grown in tissue culture. Thus it is possible that the energetic communication between
humans and plants, the Backster effect and between humans and their own cells may be mediated by
As previously observed by Backster for leukocytes (Backster, 1985), human DNA responded to
conscious intentions in real time with a variety of electrical responses. The most obvious responses were
the presence of either positive spikes or negative spikes.
These responses indicated a dynamic system which was constantly changing, sometimes showing
positive spikes and other times showing negative spike. The time internal between different spikes also
varied widely ranging from seconds to several minutes with no responses observed in between, ie. a flat
baseline. Different types of spikes were also observed. In addition to strength (amplitude) and direction
(positive or negative), they varied in shape. Some spikes were sharp and short in duration (msec),
whereas others had broad peaks and were sustained for several seconds. As mentioned above the
direction and amplitude of the spikes can be accounted for by the presence of positive or negative ions
appearing at the anode. However, the different shapes of the spikes can not be readily explained by
traditional electrochemistry. These results therefore suggest that some anomalous electrical behavior of
DNA is being measured in response to human intentions.
The wide range of dynamic electrical responses of DNA was most frequently noted when the
experimenters were engaging in normal conversation. However, even when Thomas was focused on a
specific intention, the DNA response was also varied. These results suggest that in responding to a
specific intention, DNA may go through a sequence of different changes. Since it is difficult for most
people to recreate the exact same state of consciousness when repeating the same intention, it was not
possible to make a direct correlation between a specific intention and a specific electrical pattern.
Nonetheless it was noted that when the experimenters were discussing highly charged emotional
subjects and all the participants were excited particularly large amplitude spikes were observed. Another
repeatable pattern also emerged in experiments where love was sent to the DNA. In this situation the
number and amplitude of the different signals always substantially reduced.
Although the electrical response of DNA to conscious intention is complex, it is specific. The specificity of
the response was determined by simultaneously measuring DNA and skin cells at the same time. These
experiments indicated that certain intentions produced a response in the DNA and no response in the
cells, whereas other intentions effected the cells and not the DNA. For example when the group
discussion focused on genetic engineering or the AIDS issue, the DNA responded but the cells did not.
On the other hand discussions about nutrition and diet produced changes in the cells and not the DNA.
These results are similar to the previously described experiments where specific intentions could be
directed to different DNA samples, but also imply that in focusing our consciousness to heal a particular
part of the body we need to choose the correct intention. The results also suggest that several different
intentions would be more efficacious in bringing about the healing of a particular system. For example in
the case of diabetes one might direct the DNA to more insulin and direct the cell membrane to modify
glucose uptake.
1. Can Conscious Intention Effect the Genetic Code
The results from the experimental data presented above indicate conscious intention can influence DNA
replication, the conformational states of the DNA helix and the electrical properties of DNA. The
implications of this research are profound when one considers the possibility that we might also be able
to consciously change the primary structure of DNA – the genetic code itself.
It is well established in the molecular biology community, but unknown the most people, is the fact that the
primary structure of DNA does actually change (Hartman, 1975; Wintersberger, 1991). We are therefore
not necessary stuck with the genetic blueprint passed down to us from our parents. Changes in the
chemical structure of the individual bases which make up the genetic code are known to be triggered by
certain external influences, such as chemicals or UV light. These changes are considered to damage the
DNA and are therefore referred to as genetic mutations. Changes in the genetic code can also be
brought about by the movement (or translocation) of individual bases from one position on the DNA
molecule to another (Paulson, 1985). This type of environmentally induced genetic alteration is often
referred to as spontaneous since molecular biologists do not know what causes the bases to change
position. Although it has not been experimentally demonstrated, it is possible that conscious intention
could alter the genetic code by directing the movement of the bases.
It is also well established by the molecular biology community that a relationship exists between the
primary structure and the secondary structure of the DNA (the helix) and its conformation (Marko and
Siggia, 1994a; Rennie, 1993). These new findings add credibility to the hypothesis that the ability of
human intention to modulate the secondary structure (winding and unwinding of the helix) of DNA may
result in some modification of the genetic code despite the fact that this has not been experimentally
demonstrated. Of course it must be remembered that the experimental data described above was done
in isolated human DNA in a test tube and it not clear whether similar changes will also occur to DNA in its
natural environment in the nucleus of the cell.
In addition to having a primary and secondary structure, DNA also has a tertiary structure. This refers to
the ability of the DNA helix to fold on itself. If the helix is like a piece of string one can readily visualize the
string randomly clumped together in a wad or neatly wound around a sphere or a tube. It has recently
been discovered through the use of modern advances in electron microscopy that the DNA helix can
actually fold on itself and form what is called “higher order structures” (like our strip wound around a tube)
(Marko and Siggia, 1994b). Even more surprising is the types of higher order structures DNA can in fact
form. By now it is well established that one of the higher order structures of DNA is the toroid (Bloomfield,
1991; Hud et al, 1995; Ubbink and Odijk, 1995).
The molecular biology community has not yet discovered the function of these higher order structures of
DNA, although they have recently acknowledged that this tertiary structure is functionally significant and
that there is a complex relationship between the tertiary structure and the secondary structure (the helix)
and the primary structure (the genetic code) (Marko and Siggia, 1994b).
2. Toroidal DNA as an Antennae for Subtle Energy
The hypothesis presented below about the function of toroidal DNA has not been considered by the
molecular biology community. It is proposed here that the toroidal shape of DNA functions as an
antennae to allow DNA to sense subtle energies in the environment. In addition the hypothesis states that
toroidal DNA acts as a transducer converting subtle energy into conventional EM energy which is then
radiated from the DNA to produce a variety of intracellular events at the biochemical level. As mentioned
above, experimental evidence already exists indicating DNA emits EM fields in the form of coherent
photons (Rattemeyer, 1981).
The scientific basis for this Toroid Antennae Model of DNA function is founded in EM field theory and
some recent experimental data indicating a subtle energy field template around the physical DNA
molecule (Poponin, 1995). Conventional EM field theory is based on the assumption fields are generated
from point charges and radiate outward in a spherical manner from their source. In addition the EM field,
magnetic vector potentials, A, and electrostatic potentials, ϕ, also exists. Potentials can be considered
more fundamental that fields since EM fields can be mathematically derived from potentials (Olariu and
Popescu, 1985). Beltrami first considered the possibility that EM fields might also be derived from
potential surfaces which are not spherical in shape (also know as topology) (Beltrami, 1889, 1985). He
proposed and mathematically demonstrated that EM fields could be generated from potentials with a
negative Gaussian curvature. Beltrami considered the toroid as a key negative Gaussian curvature
surface in his theory. His theory further demonstrated mathematically the topology of the EM fields
generated from toroidal potentials. Interestingly, the topology of these EM fields was described as
helicoid referring to their helical shape (Bjorgum and Godal, 1952). Beltrami’s theories have not been in
favor with most of the physics community, although Kovac has recently re-examined these theories and
used them to explain his anomalous results in the field of plasma physics (Kovac, 1996). Hull extended
Beltrami’s theory by demonstrating that the toroid is composed of two additional negative Gaussian
surfaces, the pseudosphere and the catenoid (Hull, 1996).
The catenoid is of particular interest here since it is the same shape that Wheeler (1962) uses in his
theory to describe how wormholes act as transducers for higher dimensional energy to influx into our 4D
space/time reality. As similar idea for the influx of energy from higher dimensions has also been
proposed (Shacklett, 1993) based on Twistor theory (Peat, 1988) which is based on a unique topology
composed of a catenoid inside the hole of a toroid.
These modern theories in quantum physics therefore support the Toroid Antennae Model of DNA by
suggesting the toroid acts as a transducer for some new form of energy (ie. subtle energy) which exists in
higher dimensional spaces. The nature of this type of energy or information has been considered by
other scientists and has received a variety of names including non-Hertzian, scalar, tachyon and zero
point energy. The biological role of these forms of subtle energy has also been studied by the author and
summarized elsewhere (Rein, 1992).
Additional evidence for the Toroid Antennae Model comes from some recent unpublished research with
DNA at the Russian Academy of Science. These experiments used a sophisticated machine (Laser
correlation spectroscopy) to measure the scattering of laser light after it passes through the DNA
molecule. The scattered light thereby creates a pattern which is distinctly different from the control in the
absence of DNA. However, after removing the DNA from the machine, a third pattern was obtained when
the laser was directed at the space where the DNA had been (Popponin, 1995). This experiment
elegantly demonstrates for the first time that there is some kind of energy template which is left behind in
the machine (after the DNA had been removed) which scattered light in a similar , but different, way as
does the physical DNA molecule. Furthermore, these experiments could determine by the nature of the
scattered light that the energetic template was coherent. Although these experiments do not indicate the
shape of this template, a toroidal shape is likely since toroids are themselves highly coherent.
These results support the hypothesis that coherence is critical in the connection between conscious
intention and DNA. The overview of how consciousness can promote healing is summarized below.
Specific thoughts and intentions are generated by the brain/mind and are used to frequency modulate the
coherent bio-fields from the heart. When one is in a state of love the coherence is enhanced and the biofields
become stronger. This allows for a resonance between the coherent fields of the heart and the
coherent fields around the DNA molecule. This process is further enhanced by the presence of subtle or
spiritual energies which resonate with the body due to the toroidal nature of the coherent bio-fields. Such
an interaction allows the frequency information associated with the original intention to manifest as a
physical change in the DNA, whether it be a conformational change in the structure of the helix, a change
in DNA replication or a shift in the electrical properties. In this way our thoughts and intentions can
manifest in the body at the biochemical level bringing about actual physiological changes associated with
the healing process.
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In 2015, my granddaughter Emily (yes, that is my daughter’s name too) and I designed a quilt together, she chose the fabrics, I suggested the pattern, she approved it, and I finished it in time for her very sad Christmas since her mommy died. (There was a delay of a few years while I self-treated for the illuminati-created “diseases” of Lyme and Morgellons.) You can see that the quilt represents a figure within a figure in the shape of kimonos, representing my overarching love with wings as my DNA carries my sleeping loved ones still in the matrix through the portal Wormwood is bringing.

Emily's Quilt, by @EatingToAscend 2018

And you see Niburu itself, the red tiger-striped fabric sphere, outsizing the bucolic (we wish!) earth realm.

I have been working on a retrospective of my artwork, and while at my desk processing photographs, I looked up at the wall above my monitor, a pastiche of images and words, like a vertical file, and there I saw the meaning of this quilt.

How to tell your loved ones? I tried telling my adult children and it essentially became a coffin-nail on my sanity lid in their eyes! I have not spoken of this to my granddchildren, except in my prayers, and my writing, which, will they read? IT IS WRITTEN ON THEIR HEARTS THOUGH, BEING OF MY DNA AND SPIRIT, REGARDLESS OF THIS FALLEN WORLD AND FALLEN PARENTS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS STILL ASLEEP IN THE MATRIX.

If you have read this far, look at my HARD SUN SERIES review, where I address this cataclysm of pain and love and responsibility for knowing.

I love YOU. Happy Birthday Emily as you turn 14 tomorrow. You are blessed and good and need not worry. It will all be perfect in the end.


How To Overcome Betrayal, Rejection and Loss of Who You Love


Just open yourself up and expose yourself. And if you’re wounded, let LOVE flow out of the wounds.










You are enfolded in my wings every moment every day, and covered with Love and protection, my darling. I hold that piece of soul you tore off and you have all of mine protecting you with God. The suffering will ease, my dear child. LOVE HEALS ALL. YOU ARE COVERED IN LOVE <3<3<3 ~Gramma