THE GARMENT

October 21, 2019

You only live once, but it’s forever. You will keep changing your garments until your casting your shadows has come to an end.

There is one in front of whom and within whom this play is unfolding. He was never born. He can never die. He is thought-free. Timeless. Imperishable. Bliss absolute. He has given you the opportunity to call yourself He. But only in your heart. And the garment of personhood, no, it will not be. Too much shame there. Too much arrogance.

What you are not is floating to the surface of the ocean of samsara. You are witness to this. Your life was a path that consciousness took in order to learn about itself, and to re-awaken to its magnificence. But it will not recognize its magnificence with an ego on its back. Even the most helpless thought is watched from the unsplittable One.

Here is everlasting peace.

Namasté.

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToascend http://eatingtoascend.com

SOUND IN SILENCE

October 20, 2019

Sound and silence are not juxtaposed, for when one gets past the narratives, thoughts, distractions, to their place of being, the creation sound, that frequency of joy and love for nothing identified is the nirvana bliss of The All.

Cymatics is used to control us, is why language was weaponized, so as speech occurs the planned agendas were carried out. The same with symbols, colors, names.

Music, the 440Hertz scale, embedded imagery in broadcast signals and recorded media, refresh rates which entrain the brain and control thoughts, moods, the endocrine system, turning on and off switches for disease, 5G to drop us all and prevent souls from translating beyond the veil

Was this why The Christ taught the Essenes – and instructed his disciples to carry on this message – to eat living food with intact biophotonic light energy, and to remove the parasites, thus removing the fallen angel alien DNA from their systems? Is that the programmable DNA, not humans? Is that it?

Because the reptilians, the vril, they are the spawn of Yaldabaoth, Lucifer, the serpent seed.

Could it be this simple, that all their efforts to imprison us in a world of sound, the weaponized food, water, biological systems of insects, molds, yeasts, the air laden with adhesives, heavy metals, dried blood products, vaccines including the FunVax to shut off pineal glands, because WE ARE UNSTOPPABLE GENETICALLY?

Yes.

They tell us there is “too much space junk” and yet satellites are assigned to surveillance human beings, and an entire industry exists in which people sell rights of use, coordinating with intelligence agencies, military branches and maintaining orbit patterns. The very last barn my horse Devon was at before I had to put him down (a Morgellons victim, a victim of the crime against humanity as we all are, I had to lease him out to be be able to afford the holistic healing remedies I needed, since the medical establishment condoned my cabal-planned murder with Lyme Disease they refused to diagnose and treat, so Devon was fatally lamed – NEVER LEASE A HORSE YOU LOVE, IS MY ADVICE), that last barn was managed by – I can not make this up – a very obese (parasite-ridden) ex-Army veteran (25 year tour, she said) who reported to Tysons Corner and Quantico weekly, and carried with her a laptop in which she sold the contracts for targeting people, and I pretty much said to myself this is crazier than Morgellons. That was the moment I realized that they had even made my own horse a target.

At home I put aluminum foil on all of my tower-facing, non-treed windows. After a month of hearing pops and taps, to the eye they looked fine, but on a moonless night I put lights outside to illuminate them and took photographs: they were full of pinholes in arrays like the pattern from a shotgun shell.

So I began to sleep behind a wall of stacked water bottles. That’s when I began making organite. I’d been teaching people how to do the nanobaths since 2016 on Facebook already. Fasting, becoming vegetarian, and the fermented cabbage all began that same month, June 2017. I’d been deworming and detoxing since December 2015 for the Morgellons and Lyme already. Now this was war. My name means Victory. My own mother who used me in MK Ultra experiments named me that, and I am certain that that was her own inner light, however dimmed, who chose that name. That light is my light. You gnow that.

Tomorrow is the TARGETED INDIVIDUALS PROTEST MARCH in Washington, D.C. If you plan to go, meet in the morning at 1600 Constitution Avenue, NW (I do not have the time, the previous day’s schedule started with a 10AM meeting, check HERE for last minute changes).

This is rather a rambling post. I was inspired by the listening I finished earlier of this Mooji satsang The Power of Silence and having gotten around to looking at these two short videos on Russian experiments changing DNA with frequency. I might have not chosen to get back online – or do anything electricity-dependent at ALL, as it is well after midnight – but a new building resident came in noisily, and he truly is making my heart sad. He’s an addict, but trying to survive the struggle as best he can, that is clear. He works; he’s typical of the assault on humanity the Sackler family and entire cabal have underway with “the opiate epidemic”. So I thought, after a few hours of observing thoughts/not thinking, that I’d write.

I’m really no one. No one wants to hear my voice, listen to my stories, hear me sing lullabies or say good night to them. Because of the MK Ultra targeting and gangstalking, and the effect my secretly cross-dressing ex-husband (of one day less than two years marriage, I was his “I’m not really ___” trophy wife) DC newsman had on my family – he is a consummate liar, a perfect skeleton-in-closet-keeping narcissicist who delights in the actually-illegal insurance policy he keeps on me which he wrote into the divorce I had no ability to defend myself against, and he himself is a tool to make my family hate me. Because of this perp and louche I don’t get called “Mom” or “Gramma” anymore. It’s going on five years now, with my son and granddaughter, and eight for my daughter. I’ve decoded the ‘whos and the hows’ of it, and why I was put in the program at birth. Why my life was derailed, who derailed it, and the significance of mine and my my children’s lineage as well. And my granddaughter Emily’s. Extra teeth, red hair and all.

I write about it here because that IS-ness within me is my LIGHT, THE LIGHT the same as YOUR LIGHT.

Three videos: The Power of Silence, Russians Change DNA with Frequency Experiments (1/2) and Russians Change DNA with Frequency Experiments (2/2) (set to open in new tabs).

The hard, proven science behind heart intention they don’t want you to know
Secrets of Cymatics, DNA, and Egyptians
DNA SEQUENCE COUNTUP

It’s a gift that Master Mooji was graced to humanity at this time, and others too. I am only one person, I can’t “stay on top of” all the things (as my granddaughter would say, I can hear it in her ten year old voice – see? THE MEMORY TRAP). So much pitted against us. Look at the skies, what is being hidden, the effects upon the earth, the psychopaths in power. Imagining the resources they are using to literally aerosolize spray and HAARP every foot of skies under the dome of our earth, and as I looked this evening at their so-obvious spraying over the area the black sun is “setting”, which is south/south west, and then looked toward one of the other two luminaries they were also still heavily spraying in the southeasterly direction, well, I just shook my head and chose non-thought.

I believe that this silence we seek is exactly what is needed, and the space they cannot invade.

Namasté.  Thank you. LOVE. ❤

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToascend http://eatingtoascend.com

(Afterthought [sic])

 

Transmutation in process

To thealchemistspottery ,

This is my response to your healing project. WordPress won’t allow me to comment. I have cleared all cache. I can’t even “like” things. I had to do this to get this to you.

I cannot describe adequately how moved I am by your project and its reasons, your givingness and the outcome ALREADY REALIZED FOR ALL HERE READING,WRITING, INTERACTING – you have made a healing circle – and my heart literally goes out to every person here and everywhere, for we all suffer.
Thank you for doing what humans should be doing, which is a system of heart healing, the true magic.

First, let me say that of all the potteries, Raku is the elemental and transformational one. What metals do from earth elements and our intention is of a power that is unquantifiable.
Like us.
I feel your grief and share with you empathy, love and all connectedness.
I’m gratefully submitting this link https://eatingtoascend.com/2018/12/27/in-memory-of-nichole-daughter-to-me-stolen-from-life-on-december-20-2018/ for you to open, print and transmute with all others in the collective fire of love.

Eight days passed since I was there. I had a silent, alone Christmas, as I have since 2012.
No one told me she had died, my own family shuns me, I am cut off from my granddaughter, Nichole’s daughter, and I had been with Nichole less than 48 hours before she died. I took her shopping for Christmas presents which I paid for, for her daughter/my granddaughter and her other daughter Lola. We stopped at her therapist’s office (state run) who broke pharaceutical protocol and yanked her off of Klonopin a week before Christmas and she was struggling with her Fentanyl addiction, badly “managed” by the Draconian ‘behavioral health care” system. In essence, she was murdered. She came out of that office sobbing, and had begged her therapist to let her stay on the Klonopin (which she had run out of and was already in need of to maintain the ridiculous cocktail they had her dependent upon) and her tehrapist refused. I stayed with Nichole until long after dark before driving the long drive home, talking with her about detox, emotional healing, spiritual growth, and things she could begin to do to regain her life and selfhood. I apologized for “talking her ear off” when she looked strained, listening, and she said “No, don’t! I’m getting it! I’m understanding so much it’s making my brain hurt!” And that’s when I knew she was having an awakening. Her pineal gland was opening up and fast.

Nichole was Rh Negative and of the Tribe of Dann. This is significant.

So the day before her death, an angel visited me and a stargate opened over my home. I gnow (gnosis/knowledge: they changed language to dilute meaning and weaponize it, and disempower the masses) that this was what it was, including the huge DNA spiral of light information.

The next day she accidentally overdosed on Fentanyl as my granddaughter was in the car being driven there to spend her school vacation with her mother.
I have to wonder, did she pass on, or take the dose, at the time on the clock in the photograph I took five years before (in the blogpost). I continued sending her heart energy and emails relevant to what we had been discussing, in particular two TED talks on spiritual awakening misunderstood for depression or psychosis, and the deadening effects on the human soul the “behavioral health system” has in its treatment methods.

Late in the evening on December 26th, her rommate called me, as Nichole’s husband, seeing my emails still coming to her phone, said something about my not knowing yet.
MY OWN SON, HER EX-HUSBAND, MY DAUGHTER, AND NICHOLE’S TWIN SISTER – also someone I have been close to these same 18 years – NEVER TOLD ME SHE WAS DEAD.
I called my son and he hung up on me.

My daughter called – for the first time in almost four years – the day before the memorial service, actually fishing for information but pretending she cared, asking how I learned of her death, but really to see if I had plans to come (to the memorial; she had been cremated), and then after we hung up immediately texted me forbidding me to come.

Nichole is the child who at 15 when she ran away from home, being abused by her stepfather, who I, a divorced working mother of two, took in. And again at 18, she came to live with me, and I drove her back and forth to finish high school – a 30 mile round trip, and I worked at a 45 horse barn, and there was commuter traffic – while her family rejected her.
She was a daughter to me and a friend.

I LOVE HER AND I MISS HER AND I MISS MY GRANDDAUGHTER EMILY, AND SHE WAS FORCED TO HAVE ME REMOVED FROM HER LIFE, AND THEN HER MOM.
I NEVER GOT TO GRIEVE, and worse than that, I myself am treated as if I am dead, with a twist: I’m not missed. (I never got to see her one last time. I could not comfort my granddaughter.)

Nichole was kinder to me in this life, more loving and supportive than any other human being has ever been.

She was heading back to SOURCE and her escort stopped by my house and made itself visible on December 19, 2018. I was wordlessly called to look out the window and see what I saw.

So please accept this letter from my heart, my spirit’s soaring song, and print it with the two printed posts I linked here, and add my love to yours and all of ours.
LOVE. Is. All.

Suffering Anneals the Soul.
Suffering Anneals the Soul.

We are ONE. Namaste and hugs to you.

 

I’ll see you soon, Nichole.
Laura

©EatingToAscend – The Ascension Diet 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

Reader email: It’s working!

“Thank you!!

Yes, you did put the link up.  I just meant that reading online makes me nervous because of the bots.  I’m seeing my addiction to the machines but I am also waking up…slowly…
I LOVE IT!  Yes, we shall sing praises in the heavenlies together.  ABSOLUTELY!
I will do this fast and lemon juice the 1 day skip, 2 day, skip 1, 3 day then skip one.
I need to ignore the “professionals” in the medical field, right.  By that I mean just quit going.  Some very strange things have happened there. 
This is all good.  So much is exiting my system that you wouldn’t believe it if you saw it.  Seriously at least 2  times my length maybe more.  So, basically about 15 ft long helminthes….  It’s the MIMOSA PUDICA.  Seriously,
I can’t even believe it!!!
Thank you for everything and I am excited to see you in the heavenlies!
LOVE, [name withheld]”
Thank you so much for letting me share your healing with other readers ❤
Tags: email, healing, helminth, herbal, LOVE, mimosa pudica, natural, protocol, ropeworm, tapeworm
© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET Book Pre-release Chapter: THE ASCENSION DIET ROPEWORM PROTOCOL

May 14, 2019

“Be as the sun, whose brightness seeks out every nook and cranny and pours light into their hidden gloom. Be one who shines among men to lighten their days. Spread uprightness and honesty across the two lands, as the sunshine spreads brightness and warmth. Cover the land with goodness, as the rising waters cover it with fertility. Fill the land with strength, as the northwind fills it with contentment.” – from the KOLBRIN Manuscript

Despite a lifetime mostly-holistic living and small farm non-GMO organic food production from age 18 to 54 while enduring the typical North American East Coast toxic vector exposures (with a sixth-month completely offgrid foray in the Hawaiian rainforest in 2012), being (re-)infected with Lyme “Disease” and developing Morgellons Syndrome in 2015 led me into extensive detoxing from much more than I had bargained for.

Readers of this blog know that I began the blog as part of the development of the book I am writing, called EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET. The blog now has its own website (a work in progress), https://www.eatingtoascend.com, and I am delighted to announce that I am offering a chapter from the book FREE to anyone who emails me requesting it. Once receiving your email via the Let’s Talk blog contact page, you’ll get a reply email with the chapter in PDF form.

The chapter is entitled THE ASCENSION DIET ROPEWORM PROTOCOL, and I’m offering it in response to comment left by a reader who goes by the nomiker “Jashula”. Quite possibly it’s the one of the most important chapters to apply. Everyone has ropeworms, yet the medical establishment is in complete denial of this fact. You see them everywhere, in the big bellied, protruding abdomen, saddlebag-hipped big-butt bodies. On the other end of the spectrum, they exist hidden deep in the gut of other-wise lean figures who still “just don’t feel quite right”. Some feel them move, even. Almost everyone, however, struggles in their own internal narratives. Ropeworms in the body are disturbers of our peace.

It’s time to evict these monsters. Whether you believe the last days are at hand because the skies are being hidden from us or not, you just don’t need these unwanted guests sapping your lifeblood. It is the foreign DNA of all systems not original to humans when we were created that is responsible for all things negative, all of which lead to disease, death of the the body, and loss of one’s soul.

This chapter is not a treatise on what is called the human ropeworm, but is intended to be a functional explanation of the protocol to remove it, with attending health precautions described. In the upcoming book, EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET, I include all scientific and research references, with images, links and attributions. Also included are many documented photographs of what exited my body. If this benefits you or someone you know, please consider pre-purchasing my book, which is getting closer to publication daily. A one-woman-show (I am solitary in this life thanks to the targeting and MKUltra/cabal efforts) who is EMF-sensitive (we all are, really, but the sorceric toxic vectors desensitize people, e.g. hypnosis on a mass scale), so what may seem slow to my followers is something I apologize for: I am doing the best I can, as quickly as I can, with what I have, which after all that has been done to me isn’t much anymore, materially or monetarily. So please bear with me, and thank you for availing yourself of what is here. It is my fervent wish that what I share grows your wholeness on all levels. By purchasing the protocol products via my Amazon Associate links here, and sharing this document and its links with others, the small commission I make helps my abilities to make all of the information I can help others with more available to them on a larger scale. Your purchases via my Amazon Associate links have ripples infinitely! So please consider this when you take steps to do the cleanse.

For a limited time, I am accepting pre-orders for the signed, First Edition EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET book via the PayPal link on the above right of this page, payable to eatingtoascend@protonmail.com which, for $35.00 including standard U.S. domestic shipping delivers the first copy to you.

Once EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET reaches press, efforts next will move onto a dedicated published work of deeper exploration regarding this “old man in the gut” known as the ropeworm, who, like in the 46+2 TOOL song, is the human shadow animus embodied, with extensive scholarly references and photographs both from professional researchers, scientists and laypeople. Just cataloging my own documentation is a challenge, considering the time spent on every other facet of getting the spiritual detox message relayed to others, in my daily work. I apologize for the time it has taken me to release this. My readers know that I live without internet or devices, so forays onto the web are sporadic. For this author, as for you, life is a process, especially when dealing with systemic obstacles set up to thwart truth being revealed. May The Most High GOD remain forever the LIGHT you seek within. NAMASTE.

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

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