I was denied diagnosis and treatment for Lyme Disease and subsequently developed Morgellons Syndrome, and lost my EVERYTHING, and this is what was done to Devon
who was euthanized in June 2017.
Now remember this, every reader: SUFFERING TEACHES US HOW TO LOVE AND PURIFIES OUR SOUL. WORLDLY ESTEEM AND REWARD ARE NOT REAL OR LASTING.
It is with a heavy heart I live today. Yet simultaneously I live in JOY.
Today my daughter Emily (who my son named my granddaughter – his daughter, after my daughter his older and only sister – after) has turned 39. This day she was born.
I mailed her a gift package to the address I knew four years ago. I hope it gets to her.
A carved Pink Himalayan Salt votive candle holder, a pair of hand-sewn curtains in a block-print vintage Victorian blown rose fabric, and an eight-page letter.
I cannot describe the profundity inherent in the challenge of being made dead by my own family. I am existentially erased. In their minds.
Me, I’ve actually let go.
Detox and removing vampiric layers will do that for a person!
All things possible with the Most High God, in this illusion of a world!
I work very hard to center within the seat of my soul to feel God’s Goodness within myself. To not succomb to the evil that so derailed my life from birth. I have come to the conclusion that I have very little genetic serpent seed in my genes. That my task as an Elect in this incarnated flesh skin is to return to the first estate. I knew my VMAT2 was high… but at this point, realizing and seeing all I do, seeing others begin to discover what I have always known within, I see why I was targeted so early – from birth – and “never amounted to anything”, no matter how manythings I tried. Something always happened, and it was usually a death, or illness, or emergency. That’s how Satan works.
Written in a #nanowrimo slam last month
So whatever brings your day to you Emily, know that you are loved beyond measure.
Not only by me. I just birthed you (yes, my DNA call your name).
I was denied diagnosis and treatment for Lyme Disease and subsequently developed Morgellons Syndrome, and lost my EVERYTHING, and this is what was done to Devon
