CELEBRATE THE ASCENSION OF HARALD KAUTZ-VELLA

August 12, 2019

Now this is coming home, the battle of between good and evil and those I am in some way connected to going on to sainthood and Paradise as a result of their dedication to sharing the truth of this world, in a world dedicated to hiding the Light because it is devoted to darkness, wickedness resident in all high places. This is nothing new; only obscured. The Romans perfected the art of it, and now its realm is digital: a digital hive, and people are voluntary lemmings, sheep herding themselves to the slaughter because of the biochemical and programming lobotomies and the aersolized FunVax vaccination sprayed on all humanity as if we were bugs since it was introduced by the military at the Pentagon in 2006 (probably earlier, disclosure is always after the fact). FunVax is the agent they created to suppress the God Gene in certain people who display spiritual qualities and devotion to ethics and truth, dissenting with the dehumanization and transhumanism which are all a part of the Baphomet: Lucifer, whose greatest accomplishment has been to convince the world that he doesn’t exist (meanwhile they buy his merchandise and sacrifice their own children in what is actually mass cannibalism on all levels).

Harald Kautz-Vella is another brave, honest human disclosing what is being done to humanity to have been murdered by those who are in fear of the impact on the world if enough people hear his message. A doctorate-level quantum physics and biological researcher with an intelligence higher than most, and a heart and soul that reflect his spiritual closeness to the Most High Creator, Harald helped thousands – if not hundreds of thousands, for we remain uncounted – of Morgellons victims get a grasp on what was happening within their bodies, and how to deal with it. many people have not heard of him because his truth is so suppressed. If I had not been refused medical diagnosis and treatment for Lyme Disease from at least 25 nymph deer tick attachment bites and subsequently developed Morgellons, all complicated by living in a rented house with black mold, I would possibly not have heard his name, ever, even though I have been aware of the truth of this world most of my life. I and many, many others are devastated athis premature death, murdered by the cabal who orchestrate and carry out the agenda to depopulate the earth and end the seedline of humanity, which carries within its genetic code the VMAT2 DNA of Light Beings. Harald Kautz-Vella is one of them/Us.

Does the community even know of his death? I learned from new comment alerts on @Truthscrambler’s site, Upon The Face Of The Waters, and, if true, he was killed within this past week. I searched online, and found no posts or confirmation. Perhaps his death by murder involving fire is a rumor: prayerfully so, and if so, please accept my apology as you make me aware! But at this point it appears true, and very few gnow it. if this is the case, Harald’s death must be a rallying cry for all of us to strengthen our faith and our resolve to stand fast in the face of evil, the wickedness in high places. Let us bind his soul spirit – as he is One with The Creator the wicked are so afraid of – into the tapestry of our days and unite further to spread the messages Harald taught so that we can help others have meaningful lives of peace and wellness!

In the late spring of 2017, after having watched every video he was in since becoming poisoned by Lyme Disease and then Morgellons in 2015 (or earlier, as I literally spent my entire life in the outdoors, the forests and fields of MD/VA/PA), I watched his video after he had done a dry fast for forty days, alone in his room, communing with God. He had changed, and I could see it, even through a low resolution video. He was glowing, practically, the holy spirit of Peace emanating in his words and his beaming, gentle face. I cry as I write these words… Harald inspired me to fast, and I began. After five days, I passed my first ropeworm, albeit a little one, only 5″ or so. I had a long way to go in my journey of evicting the serpent within! But Harald’s countenance and soul, the place he had reached, conveyed what I needed to gnow to remain strong in my committment to fasting and detoxing my body. I was already aware of the nanotechnology and black goo and heavy metals and neural lace and parasites, and atthat time still ran a pretty robust and progressive Morgellons group on Facebook, called Morgellons Focus: Alkaline Diet and Optimal Health in a Nano Toxic World. (Now I blog, as I was gangstalked and targeted by someone I thought was a friend, and nearly died as a result.) It’s the same story though, just a different venue. There’s no getting away from being persecuted for being Children Of The Light.

We must rejoice in being targeted individuals. Martyrdom is confirmation that one is such a threat to the deception perpetrated upon humanity that as is done to all truth, they try to erase it, replacing truth with lies. It really is that simple.

Yesterday morning I was unaware that Harald had died in the flesh. I saw what I wondered here in yesterday’s long blogpost was an angel leading a young boy’s spirit to heaven. I asked the question ‘Is this sighting local to my geographical area’, meaning is it limited to this material sense dimension and place and time. Did my spirit see Harald’s beautiful, pure, childlike spirit passing into eternity, defying the veils placed upon everyone by the pharmakeia and sorcery done to everyone, which I am so detoxed from? Because I kahan. I believe I did see Harald ascend, just as I know that Nichole’s guardian angel visited me the day before she died. Just as I presaged my brother Charlie’s death with a vision, and I interrupted my mother’s almost-successful attempted suicide, and as well, I awoke despite having been drugged and saved my brothers and myself from being murdered in our beds while sleeping in an arson plan set into place by our mother and stepfather to collect insurance and be free of us children. There have been more things I have known, and that I gnow: I will not say them yet now.

So stand strong.

“Put on the whole armor of GOD, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against wickedness in high places.
Wherefore take unto you the whole armor of GOD, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherefore ye shall be able to quench the fiery darts of the wicked.
And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of GOD.
Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints.”
Ephesians 6:10-18

 

“Lo, it is the angel of Wisdom that governs the movement of the planets, the circle of the seasons, and the orderly growth of all living things. so does the angel of Wisdom ordain the communion of the sons of Light with the Stream of Life, through the tender blades of grass. For I tell you truly, your body is holy, because it bathes in the Stream of Life, which is Eternal Order.
Touch the blades of grass, Sons of Light, and touch the angel of Eternal Life. For if you look with the eyes of the spirit, you will truly see that the grass is eternal. Now it is young and tender, with the brightness of the newborn babe. Soon it will be tall and gracious, as the sapling tree with its first fruits. Then it will yellow with age, and bow its head in patience, as lies the filed after the harvest. Finally, it will wither, for the small earthen pot cannot contain the full lifespan of the wheat. But it does not die, for the brown leaves return to the angel of earth, and she holds the plant in her arms and bids it sleep, and all the angels work within the faded leaves and lo, they are changed and do not die but rise again in another guise. And so do the Sons of Light never see death, but find themselves changed and risen to everlasting Life”. – Jesus, The Essene Gospel of Peace, Book Four (The Parable of the Grass).

QualityOfMercy Like the bottlecap I put on my brother Charlie’s roadside cross said, Harald – and all who stand against the fiery darts of evil – SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE ❤

Namasté.

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Morgellons Researcher, Lightworker Harald Kautz-Vella Has Been Murdered

 

August 12, 2019

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It’s 3AM, the devil’s hour, and I am usually – no, always – in bed at this time.

But I just learned from @Truthscrambler’s blog Upon The Face Of The Waters that quantum physicist and Morgellons researcher Harald Kautz-Vella has been murdered.

I echo the words in this comment:

“We all know why he was murdered–because he was able to conceive of, and not be afraid of, to talk about the dark, demonic nature of some human beings, at the expense of anyone who gets in the way. Harald was a threat and they took him out…
Obviously, some people in very important positions did not want him talking about or learning more about this conspiracy. Now, there is no hope for that. Their message is loud and clear.”

The full comment can be read here. She is very thorough and accurate. And she, too, has Morgellons. If you read this, Cindi, please reach out to me.

I extend waves of heart strength and prayers to all of Harald’s friends, family and those who worked with him in this struggle we all face against the evil forces in power.

I will write on this very soon. Harald is very special to me. He is the person who inspired me to begin fasting in the spring of 2017, in addition to learning the truth about nanotechnology and Morgellons. I talked about this in my post called Nanotechnology and Morgellons and Personal History 101.
Get some rest, you’ll need it. Things have now escalated for us.

Namaste and goodnight ❤

Tags: End Days,Geoengineering,Harald Kautz-Vella,MARTYR MEANS WITNESS,Max Spiers,Morgellons,murder,RIP,Truth

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UNLESS ONE CONFESSES HIM, ONLY TEMPORAL COMFORT EXISTS

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Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven. But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.” – Matthew 10:32-33

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I confess. It definitely leads to persecution. It’s been a lifetime of this deepest core value system as God’s daughter. I was even the chaplain from age 12-17 in Job’s Daughters. I began learning about God at age 4, and was fortunate to have had a devout, humble (poor) grandmother who made a lasting impression on me.

Then years went by: a CIA-created Christian cult which was a front for the Unification Church, part of politics’ hidden hands in the Seventies... getting lost for decades, due to the damage from CPTSD, MKUltra and other life-long mind control and trauma (such as being cheated of $44,000.00 in court-ordered child support, my ex (of a one-day-less-than-two-year-marriage in my early 50’s stealing all I owned, another Baltimore County court-sanctioned theft… and then being infected with Lyme Disease, the government bioweapon, and the medical establishment refusing to test me for it “because I only had Medicare, and the test is expensive”, Dr. White at Glenside Medical Associates in RVA said, creating an avalanche of subsequent refusals to test, and spiraling what was left of my previously excellent, basically organic and GMO-free health into a tailspin, and causing my adult children to believe the AMA and CDC lies that it was delusional, and I have been shunned by my family.

No, I FILLED ALL FORTY WORK QUARTERS BY AGE 31 for SS. So I paid into that pot. A $1,500.00 ELISA Western Blot Test and six months of antibiotics should have been his immediate response. Of course, if I were an opiate addict, all kinds of programs and payments and perks would be forthcoming.. remember Lyme is a bioweapon, and it’s patented by Uncle Sam.

So the BEAUTY of CONFESSING THE TRUTH OF GOD – against all odds in ones’ own estimation of mind – is that HIS PLAN IS FAR GREATER THAN ANYTHING WE CAN COME UP WITH.

You can also rest assured that no church (with a 501c3 designation/tax shelter) discusses what I do, and will deviate from truth to avoid losing that status, even to the point of repeating false narratives to maintain their success and standing [sic].

I am so happy that my own confession, and my making maneuvers in life based on faith in God are the most amazing example – albeit a terrific struggle in process, when one can’t see the forest for the trees, literally – of DIVINE POWER AND GRACE.

All because I say brave things and do not back down.

When I am faced with anything, my gut has me confess. Others have always criticized me for this. I observe people I know taking easy ways out, “keeping peace”, not making waves, “getting along” (in their voluntary material prisons of enslavement), keeping their mouth shut, being “stable”, etc.

They are building their houses on sand.

Again, THIS is the bottom line:

Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven. But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.” – Matthew 10:32-33

I pray the Holy Spirit electrifies the fence anyone might be sitting on ❤

Tags: truth,confess,eternity,faith,trauma,mind control,Lyme,Morgellons

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A Rustic Artisan Alternative Grain Home-ground Homemade Bread With Kneading Video

June 16, 2019

This is the third bread I have made in as many months, that’s how little I eat it. In order to begin to recover from the Lyme and Morgellons that the government cabal medical system refuse to acknowledge, test for, diagnose and treat, one must consume as little wheat as possible – even non-GMO organically grown heritage strains – and carbohydrates need to be dropped to 10-20% of food intake, as synthetic biology parasites and the ropeworm feed on them. The entire paradigm of nutrition and its role in disease – all deceptively defined by the cabal to profit from the industry of poor health (Big Pharma) and to depopulate humanity, as spelled out to all mankind, the twenty foot high granite slabs in Elbert, Georgia are chiseled with ten directives written in ten different languages; four are the first civilization languages of the fallen angel aliens, and the remaining six are the most populated languages in the world.  These languages are respectively: Spanish, English, Russian, Hebrew, Hindi, Swahili, Babylonian Cuneiform, Classical Greek, Egyptian Hieroglyphics, and Sankskirt.  Built to survive the apocalypse, the Georgia Guidestones are not merely instructions for the future—the massive granite slabs also function as a clock, calendar, and compass.

So it’s critical for our survival as a species, and to resist Transhumanism, that we not eat what they designed to kill us.

The most recent batch of bread I made (rolls, really) was delicious, with very little wheat. The batch had even less than that one. I used red quinoia, pinhead oats, flax seed, brown rice, teff, and just enough whole wheat flour to knead with. The liquid is always distilled water and EVO (extra virgin olive oil). I used both pink and black himalayan salt and at the last moment, thought to make an impromptu demonstration of kneading for my readers. I began baking bread in 1978, and baked it two to three times a week until both of my children left home. So my hands have a good deal of muscle memory, as you can see! I have posted this kneading video on a different video host, so the embed code is not being allowed to be saved here by WordPress, who insist they are not G-owned. Here is the embed code for it below as you can see in the *screenshot. I was ‘allowed’ to place the video on the WordPress server, but not save embed code. The SAVE button is gone. So see? From the inside-out, they are messing with us in everything. Last night they kept shutting my computer off: it began when I did the post called This cloaked Annunaki craft looks like a sonogram

so we shall see if the gremlins allow me to use Brighteon. This is a Premium Plan blog I pay for with my own funds (I don’t waste money on products or empty things), so I am ‘allowed’ to use outside video hosting to save my bandwidth and storage allotment. So where’s my save option, WP gremlins? Why can’t the video appear? Will they both ‘magically’ begin to work, soon? We shall see. In the meantime, I document. I’m just a watcher in the end days.

As I planned to have some as my one meal both yesterday and today, I made a Mediterranean Dipping oil, with freshly chopped garlic. Always let the garlic air for ten minutes after slicing but before adding to a recipe or cooking process to allow the active component Allicin to reach antioxidant capacity.

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The grains were ground in my Ninja blender cup. This is an ideal recipe to add Diatomaceous Earth to, as the texture disguises it beautifully, and critters are drawn to carbs you enjoyed it with! You can request the free chapter on the ropeworm detox protocol from my upcoming book EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET here. And below is a simple alkaline/acidic food chart.

Simple Alkaline Food Chart

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Tags: alkaline, alternative grain, artisan, depopulation agenda, EVO dipping oil, Georgia Guidestones, healthy, home milled ground, homemade, Light Food, Lyme Disease, Morgellons, olive oil, organic, non-GMO, recipe, rustic, vegetarian

Namaste ❤

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Nanotechnology and Morgellons and Personal History 101

June 14, 2019
Reader email:
Hi,
Have you heard of Tony Pantalleresco?  He lives in Canada, I believe and he says that all the above ground vegetables are contaminated with smart dust….And that root vegetables are safer to eat these days.
I am interested by his views – he seems to imply that trying to directly kill the bots causes them to replicate but there is a way to destroy them (“in a top down bottom up” type method)  It’s kind of over my head but it may be something that you understand?  I thought I should send this to you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRCQXQSLSvE
Oh, and also, it struck me as interesting that there was a town in Canaan in the bible called “Ai” ; I think found in Joshua 7,8
The name of the town means heap of ruins.

My reply:

I discovered Tony P in late 2015 when I was given Lyme and Morgellons by the alphabets. In my January 2016 video on my YT Good Prevails channel (censored by YT but still there, never shows vid views and follower count is always 343, and I cannot put any more on and they use AI to rearrange my words, and edit the video visuals), I showed people how to make Colloidal Silver, based on Tony’s method, and I credited him.

I advised a nanobath soak that LookOutFCharlie also created, in a simplified form, for targeted individuals, and Suzanne Maher of Canada’s Bye Bye Blue Skies website/group who joined my Facebook group, Morgellons Focus: Alkaline Diet & Optimal Health In A Nano Toxic World, and became an FB friend as well, lifted a LOT of my original healing material and writing. My adaptation of Charlie’s nano detox bath added rotations of other things to address Lyme, Morgellons and heavy metals, as well as the frequency of bathing (increased). Maher ‘lifted’ the nanobath and published it in a form which lowered the ratios so much that it was useless. Women are so conditioned to think that elemental boron and epsom salts will “dry their skin”, yet use products made in factories from petroleum and fetal cells, dyes, perfumes and chemicals to dumb them down. The bath I did, I developed, beginning in December of 2015. Charlie’s video was a confirmation only. I was already doing what he did, based on gnowledge and experience.

Yes, I know Tony P. I never met him, but when I did glean info – we are both chemists and nerds, and both have Morgellons and are MKultra TIs – I at least credited him. I don’t plagiarize.

It is criminal that I am being followed by naturopaths who use what I have learned and developed to heal and charge big money for. Is your contact Case Adams? Or Joseph Suglia?

Tony is a dear soul. I have watched him decline as his videos progressed. Many times I have thought about how fortunate he is that at least he had someone who could tape him and ask questions so he could show healing methods and talk talk talk, all the knowledge he has to share. I have had no one to help me.

I am probably going to stop being so free with truth. I feel I am being stolen from and others are profiting. Story of my life.

Here’s my video on how to make colloidal silver.

And do not say one word to me about salt. Tony used a few grains and at first I did too, so yell at him. Read my patient and multiple replies over the last four years. People can be such cruel things, acting like herd animals on rampages. I could not remake the video. I was so sick I do not recall February and March of 2016. Then my horse Devon was laimed on the lease, and and and… life collapsed with zero support from anyone, and hardly any ability to heal, no money to spend on self-treatment and a medical system and so-called health insurance which were in actuality licensed to kill. But heal I did, and I share it with all the world. Screw you, satan.

This is the ONE video I was able to make and publish about Morgellons, published January 29, 2016. I recall making it in a stupor and it took me days. My friend Alex called me many times each day to see if I was alive. No one checked on me or cared, believing the “medical professionals”. But I survived. Now I help others, or at least, try to.

This my playlist, including the two videos of munical tapwater and nanotechnology, December 2016. More. A few vids are just shared for other channels. The NPR interview audio is completely hacked by the YT goons, rearranged to make me say things I didn’t. I have the CD of the WAMU radio station interview that NPR mailed to me. You can read the description (if they haven’t phucked with that too) to read what I said, in part. I could only do live stream videos which really were NOT live, but had to be “processed”, which at times took them overnight! WHILE THEY CHANGED WHAT I SAID AND REMOVED FACTS. Witness the clockface I resorted to using! Did they edit out my stating that I had to use it even, an analog watchface to catch them in the act?

I have been dealing with nanotechnology with complete conscious knowledge of it in my own body since I took samples of smartdust bot plates which were exuded from my right arm to a dermatologist on October 31, 2015. She confiscated them, told me I had blue fibers growing under my skin, and had me see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional”. I had been attached to by about 30 nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend of 2015 while surveying a huge property on the James River outside Richmond, VA. On June 5, 2015, I realized I had a huge sore on my right heel (how biblical) and since my primary care doctors’ offices, Glenside Medical Associates in Henrico, VA (this is written in my gravatar bio) were closed (it was after 6PM on a Friday), I went to an Urgent Care in Lakeside VA. I feared I had a Brown Recluse spider bite (I have thrice been bitten by Black Widows and survived). They took a blood sample to see if I was septic (no), drew a 4″ circle around the site with a Sharpie pen, gave me a three-day Z-pack of antibiotics, and told me to go to an ER if it worsened, or to my priomary care doctors office on Monday. I did that.

She (the dermatologist) said I “had the worst skin she had ever seen” (I used to have creamy, milky white skin and never had acne or pimples, never wore makeup – a very natural beauty, to be truthful), and in a complete flash without thinking – and the assistant was out of the room, she made sure we were alone when she told me that I had blue fibers under my skin and to see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional” – in a complete, non-thinking sentence that just came out of my mouth, I said “Do I have Morgellons?” (I had never thought the word, even) and she held her face very still, close to mine, eye-to-eye like soul-searching, her pupils going back and forth with mine like that Nystagmus thing I wrote about with my cat Viktor in a post called How We Free Ourselves And Others . That dermatologist didn’t say a word. She looked at me, her face in an obvious internal struggle (she had a conscience?), then tore away her gaze and left the room, sending her assistant in to escort me out.
Every single person with Morgellons and Lyme will resonate to this as they read it.

Also, regarding that heap of ruins (back to the email above), we are cautioned in the Marion Visions (there are more, Religion Inc and the governments have kept us from access) that when the trhee days of darkness come, we are to give our livestock and outside animals food and water to survive on and go into our homes, shut the doors and windows and draw the curtains/coverings/shades/shutters/w/e, and not look out AT ALL.

Remember Lot’s wife who tuned into a pillar of salt when Sulfur as brimstone was rained down on Sodom and Gomorrah.

We are not to speak to anyone outside the house if we are called to. AT ALL. Tp fast and pray for the first day and night, the second day and night, and on the third night the moon will shine brightly and the next day will DAWN LIKE SPRING and if we have not succombed to the noxious gases (sulfur) and been taken to the Most High as Saints because of that, or been enfolded into the earth or swept away in a cataclysm, we will have lived to SEE THE NEW EARTH AND THE THOUSAND YEAR REIGN OF THE MESSIAH.

Still, we all need to detox. The Law – sacred geometry of life on a cellular level in us – says so. Read the Essene Gospel of Peace and BEGIN. The Holy Bible (as people call it) is NOT the whole truth. It is controlled, edited and partial, misleading and out of context info that was done purposely by the ROMAN EMPIRE – the ‘Holy Roman Catholic Church’ to literally keep humanity in the dark.

Parasites! Read my posts THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL PARASITES DECEPTION AND CONNECTION TO THE FRAUD OF DISEASE and this This Post Is The Mystery They Hid!

It is never too late. Your heart will be judged, but the LAW OF THE MOST HIGH is that death and all that is of Lucifer and is evil cannot exist or manifest in His Presence (this is why He sends messengers, only Enoch walked with God). (Hint: DETOX.)

So my doctor there at Glenside Medical Associates, John White, when I told him that I had been bitten by as many as thirty nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend along the James River, said “Well, a Lyme test is really expensive, and you only have Medicare”. They [Urgent Care] gave you antibiotics, put this cream on it, and wrote me a prescription for an antisteroidal cream, basically what you can get at the Dollar Store but a little stronger.

The summer progressed. My granddaughter was with me every day as she was 11, too young to be left home alone while my son and his wife worked. We gardened and made art and canned vegetables and sewed and had a wonderful time. She is the one whose mother died and my children who have shunned me per End Days prophecy:  And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.”Matthew 10:21 – did not tell me, but an angel visted and a spirit portal opened over my home, I blogged that, I am a seer, RIP Nichole whose angel was waiting in the wings as part of the love of heart intention between us all something I am open to and active in because my pineal gland is decalcified and my VMAT2 must be off the charts.

My decripit, used, cheap 21 year-old car (I am very poor since my secretly transgender DC newsman ex-husband had stolen all I owned, and my own daughter refused to sign the tags over to the car my son owned so I could by it – she sides with my ex, I am certain he made her a beneficiary on the HUGE GANNETT LIFE INSURANCE POLICY HE WAS ALLOWED TO KEEP ON MY POST_DIVORCE, ALTHOUGH THE ONLY PROPERTY WE OWNED TOGETHER WAS MY F350 DIESEL HE WAS AWARDED BY THE COURT IN A COURT-SANCTIONED THEFT OF ALL I HAD, Baltimore County, 2013. He conspired to have me shot, and the police were in collusion. So here I was, stricken with Lyme disease, working on the Miata to redo the head hasket with my son in the evenings after he got off work. I said to him “Look at my skin!” He said “I see your sores, Mom.”

Yet Dr. John White of Glenside Medical Associates refused to test me for Lyme Disease.

So on November 1, 2015 I went to the psychiatrist I had been seeing for depression. Why was I “depressed”? Who wouldn’t be, after their secretly transgender husband stole all they owned although they had been married one day less than two years, and their own daughter took his side? (She calls herself a witch publicly, as does my new daughter-in-law, but of course the entire world is Luciferian now.)

Stanley (the psych dr’s first name) had even taken me off the antidepressant because I wasn’t “depressed” anymore, because I had had THE BEST SUMMER OF MY LIFE WITH MY DEAR GRANDDAUGHTER EMILY. As a matter of fact, this esteemed Richmond doctor of psychiatry, whose daughter was herself in art school, was more like an equal to me. He loved my artwork, and I gave him a CD of what I had left of it in photographs to give to her, as she had seen a few I had emailed him and asked to see more, being inspired.

In 2005 I participated in a University of Pennsylvania study which supposedly was looking for genetic markers for bipolar disorder. I had been told by KEY POINT HEALTH IN CATONSVILLE in the early 90’s that I “was bipolar mixed state II and had ‘unaffecting’ DID”, but the drugs they wanted me to take made me feel like ZOMBIE, so I was “non-compliant”. The drugs are made to kill us.
Within a few weeks of the blood sample I gave, I got a telephone call from one of the study’s creators, a psychiatrist who asked me to come in and talk with him. He said he would explain when we met. I went, and he told me that I did NOT HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER OR ANY DISORDER, and that he wanted to give me free psychiatric sessions at his personal offices there in Philadelphia, and removed me from the study. I met him in his luxurious downtown Philadelphia office with marble floors and huge plants and Persian carpets and scultures and paintings. He was very kind, and softspoken. He explained that we’d meet for as many sessions as necessary to help me untangled a few questions, and that I would receive a bill I did not need to pay; he would write it off. This is exactly what he did, and we met five times, I showed him my artwork (most of which Kurt stole, sold, kept or destroyed in that court-sanctioned theft), and at the fifth session, he told me I had PTSD from a lifetime of trauma.
He told me that as difficult it was to look at my artwork, if I had not been an artist and made the art I had, I would not have integrated myself from the traumas I had been through since birth, and would have had multiple personality disorder (funny how at age twelve, my mother made me read Sybil and then The Exorcist, while laying in her bed next to her in the evenings before she got ready to go to work…).
It was a lightbulb going on in my heart.

So I was one of the first people in America to be diagnosed with PTSD, and it wasn’t until almost a decade later that it was called CPTSD.

AND what my ex did to me made me have a Disassociative Fugue, and then came the medical community’s refusal to diagnose and treat me for Lyme Disease the military invented, and I developed Morgellons.
But I lost my family and I am shunned.

Back to…
He (Stanley, the day after seeing the dermo) said “Do you think you’re delusional? Because I don’t see it. I don’t think you need an antipsychotic. You need real treatment and answers and you aren’t going to get it, it sounds like.”

I think I have said enough for now. This is only the very beginning of this four-year story. When I say that my experience with being left for dead by the medical system for a disease – LYME, invented by the military on Plum Island outside Lyme, Connecticut, and Morgellons, a syndrome caused by the US Patented Ecdysone, Monsanto’s US Patented Agrobacterium which enables vertical/horizontal cross-kingdom species (animal/mold/yeast/synthetic biology utilizing heavy metals, nanotechnology and glyphosates <— abridged explanation) which like a CANARY IN A COAL MINE my body is rejecting BECAUSE I HAVE A+ BLOOD OF THE LINE OF ABEL AND A HIGH VMAT2 GENE EXPRESSION – hence I am a lifelong Targeted Individual and my own mother worked as a research nurse for the alphabets and USED ME/let them traumatize me, keeping me drugged and tied spread-eagled with ACE bandages in a hospital crib the first year of my life, and at TWO my father molested me, shattering my Kundalini, giving me a photographic memory and an extremely high IQ (between 163 and 168, depending on the test… I read 1,583 words a minute with comprehension and recall at age twelve.

AND in twelfth grade the CIA’s men in black came FIVE TIMES to my high school to recruit me. I was the only one in our 1,200 student high school less than 40 miles from DC that they recruited, the principal told me.

Oh, it’s a hornet’s nest. And I could not write fiction if I tried. THESE ARE ALL MEMORIES AND ALL ALL KNOW ME (MANY HAVE DIED NOW) HAVE HEARD THIS AD INFINITUM ALL MY LIFE.

 

My own son-in-law, a world-famous tattooer whose last name is the same as the circus leader’s in the book I owned as a child, LITTLE BLACK GOES TO THE CIRCUS (I think my daughter may have that, my book, my name written in it in my child’s hand) said to me when I once was trying to explain to him why I had so much to deal with emotionally “It sucks to be you.” Such empathy. (Ugh.)

Anyway, that is literally just the beginning of MY MORGELLONS JOURNEY, and yes, it is a book I am working on.

Remember, MARTYR MEANS WITNESS AND WE ARE LIVING SAINTS IN THE END DAYS.

So to return to the reason I am writing this: yes, I know nanotechnology. I even counselled people not to get tattooed, as two of my three tattoos “bloomed” with nanobots, Nanoswarms from my skin, activated by ELF – electromagentic frequencies.

I posted recently about Niobium magnets in a post called Excuses for Checkups and Fillings, and in the post immediately preceding that one called QuWave EMF Defender Protection Device included my Amazon Associates affiliate link to purchase them in donation to my cause of helping others here because NO ONE HELPED ME AND THE “HEALTH SYSTEM” AND GOVERNMENT AND MY OWN FAMILY LEFT ME FOR DEAD.

My Amazon Prime Account purchase history as well as all the reciepts from feed stores and tack shops, online international pharmacies and odd specialized sites are pretty impressive! Yes, Harold Kautz-Vella and I, and Max Spiers (RIP, brother killed by Black Goo, my son looks just like you, are we related?) could have great conversation and I am sure once we’re all out of these meat suits we will.

Yes, I have CPTSD. We all do, in this world hellbent on destroying humanity and replacing us with transhumans. I am very much alive and well physically and spiritually. I protect myself from nanotechnology and trauma perps and their wiles. I use the alters I was programmed with . DrippingKeysCopyrighted450p In Hawaii while playing D&D there, my character was named DRIPPING KEYS, because I made that piece my secretly transgender DC newsman half-man ex stole – it won first place at the SOWEBO FESTIVAL in Baltimore – I made it to process the experience of being raped by my father at age two, and my growth into an integrated human being because I didn’t keep skeletons in closets and do what everyone else did – that lizard in news stole that along with all my childhood writing, all my things, he is a thief and a liar and evil incarnate who, as he wrote on straightdope.com “I’m in news, I lie for a living.” and ALL OF THE ANSWERS ARE DRIPPING LIKE KEYS AT THE ENDS OF OUR FINGERTIPS.

Transhuman Comic

No, I use the alters I was programmed by Project Monarch of the CIA for GOOD. They tried to recruit me because they knew the POWER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD IN ME.

So yeah, I know a litlle bit about nano.
I can help people get the nano out. I posted the video about the nanobot swarms in the Spring right after it came out, by the ORIGINAL POSTER OF IT, not the channel that glammed onto it. (Finding that blogpost is a problem; that post and the post I did on the GEOSTORM movies of Hollywood is a problem, and if you locate them please email me their links in via the Let’s Talk contact form!) The censorship phuckery I endure drills down to accessing my own blogposts in WordPress. And I have a PREMIUM PLAN. AND yet if YouTube can edit my words and rearrange them to make it sound like I say things I didn’t, and delete visuals and replace them, and limit my channels (I’m sure it’ll be gone soon, the one I had to basically abandon – not the first one they have phucked with, they have been messing with me since I had Our Home Farm channel and the The Survivalist Gourmet! But Sally The Zombie Cheerleader can grow -> My ex’s ex? See what society has crumbled to: worse than Sodom and Gomorrah.

WHO IS LIKE UNTO GOD is what we are to say aloud in the three days darkness.

But you guys don’t hear much from me online, if you DO get a chance to notice I exist – BECAUSE I AM CENSORED.

Just like Flat Earth to dismiss God, THEY HIDE THE EVIDENCE.

P.S. I have all documentation, bills, receipts for years of self-treatment icnluding livestock medications used because Johns Hopkins would only give me three days of a vermifuge that they charged me $3,300.00 for (thank GOD I am an equestrian and know animal care and am one clinical away from my BSN in nursing, completed Pre-Med and was given a scholarship to JHH Medical School WITHOUT an MCAT because I won the AMERICAN CHEMICAL SOCIETY’S AWARD FOR OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT IN ORGANIC CHEMISTRY in 1985, have an AS in Chemistry and an AS (Associate of Science) in Nursing, and 134 college credits, also am a Microsoft Certified Lan/WAN Specialist, a Comptia PC Specialist, a Goddard Space Flight Center Macintosh Technician (worked there with a Top Secret Clearance for the Y2K Refresh, worked at Discovery Health on their Health Channel launch team, and worked for Aerotek as a subcontractor. GMO and pesticide-free organic gardener and food preserver since 1978. Resumes? Got ’em. Diploma and transcripts? Yep.

Fuck with me, I’ll show you evidence. Images? THOUSANDS. FACTS? INFINITE. Just like God.

Eph6_10_18 I am SICK OF LIES. I am calm and full of love. There is little time left to fart around hoping people get hints. Take a side and use your spiritual armor. It’s all you need: Ephesians 6:10-18

To my son and daughter: YOU WERE LIED TO ABOUT ME.

And if anyone thinks this is intense, well, tomorrow is the 24th anniversary of my brother Charlie’s death. I created this blog a year ago tomorrow in honor of him.

I’m so happy to be a Child Of The Light ❤ My goodness, have you seen the kombucha? Light, Love, Blessed, Peace, Happy ❤ We are all graced to be The Elect. I am now formally out of words (well, maybe for a few minutes lol!) ❤

Namaste, I love you. I mean it.

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

IT IS QUIETER THAN USUAL… four 9-11 in One-9

(April 9th) This is the second night in a row that has been so very quiet: too quiet. I live on a trucking route in an east coast potato chip factory snacktown midway between the big apple and DC. This town has signs proclaiming a sister city named same in Germany, so we accurately surmise that it is a Bavarian cabal elite family town. If you are east of the Mississippi, food labels indicate that the USDA registers food to this locale. It’s crazy. The utilities, ‘deregulated’, where one must choose a gas supplier, and being a commonwealth state (what’s in a word) show the massive profit of the fossil fuel industry.

In the 18th and 19th centuries, this state was one of many which appeared in newspapers for giant bones discovered. An adjoining state is home to the Serpent Mounds (Richie From Boston made a great video about those, and flew a drone over to prove everything contended). There are Sasquatch sitings here. And if you have read the Emerald Tablets of Thoth, you will know that Enki looked down and saw this ancient earth race of furred humans, less intelligent than us now, and that fallen angel came here to inject DNA and make a tweaked slave race to take our gold for their failed atmosphere. The few Sasquatch we sight are the remaining first earth non-miscegenated residents.

Tunnels are under these streets and towns. The fossil fuel gas is the degassing from ancient life forms, including giants. The jewels and crystals are refined essences of beings. Ironically, the diamond being valuable is a scam though, to benefit the cabal DeBeers family. But these tunnels, referred to in the civil war epoch as the Underground Railroad, are in every continent. That is how the nephilim survived the returning Destroyer each cycle of transit.

And time is really dilated; dilated and compressed, both. I have been observing that for awhile now, and mentioned it on my blog here more than once. It is becoming stretched out more than compressed, I sense. And sometimes, it is just being something different, and I want to say twisted and crumpled (kneaded like bread in the ram’s head shape, like I pointed out in this blog post how Ba’al makes everything self-referential to influence all brains and consciousness), but that’s not really how it feels it is. What is happening is that the dimensions are shifting and all things in this 3/4D world are translating within their spheres.

Example: I read last night (the 8th) before turning the light off to go to sleep, and it was shortly before 11PM when I fell there (asleep, in bed). I woke a few times, drank a quart of water (distilled with cream of tartar and lemon juice, always alkalizing), opened window/adjusted it, all within what felt like the entire night. Finally, I woke again, thinking about how quiet it is outside and wondering why I awoke when the house wasn’t shaking from truck traffic and the tunnels/faults beneath the road that translate vibration and shock into this old house, making it feel like an earthquake. THAT happens ALL THE TIME. As a matter of fact, it can be nothing less than underground tunnelling STILL going on. They have done this the previous sunday nights, two and three weeks ago, and a bit before that, but I didn’t realize what I was hearing/feeling until this past month.

No, tonight is taking too long, and it’s too quiet. (My own sense of time has ALWAYS been longer than others sense. This is something that’s been true for me all my life. I never understood why it was so until the last ten years or so. Reading/listening to others who are becooming aware of this now is very heartening to me. It is good to see people waking up to what is real, not what they think is real based on what they’ve been led to believe.

* * * My theory on this quietude of streets, traffic, air traffic, and increased supersonic jet traffic as well as underground tunnelling, all of which I hear and sense, is that ‘they’ have been very, very busy getting resources of all typed moved to underground bases, and also that there are things going on in the upper atmosphere – holy wars happening now – that are literally above and beyond geoengineering. We’ve had some seriously ample warnings from watchers including JeffP, Dave Dobbs, Terral Blackstar, and more. * * *

Three nights ago (April 9th, now writing more on the 11th), after ‘sunset’, I looked to the Northwest, where the now normalized to sheeple odd, cold bright illumination dulled our behind its manufactured cloud cover, and saw that there was a very large, bright crescent moon, at the aspect of that movie intro image with the boy fishing on it, and I want to remind all of you that the moon does not rise in the northwest. [NOTE: it’s now 11AM and I’m finishing this up, after having gone on a thrift store hunt for kombucha brewing jars. The ‘sun rose’ in the east/southeast, and later than previous days’ trends. The geoengineering jets are making an aggressive white-out across the entire sky, from the east (according to the way the roads are laid out) to the west, then criss-crossing that, and spanning horizon to horizon.

Ad infinitum, I could restate many things I have spoken of here on this blog since this one was started last June 2018. My previous blogs are scrubbed from the web, and I refuse to use Facebook (anymore), so can’t refer to the writings I have done dating back when it launched and I joined in 2007, or from MySpace in 2005 to 2006 about what is being done to this earth and us. I didn’t yet consider myself a whistleblower and activist, still thinking of myself as outspoken, fringe; a rebel with cause of truth. In 2007 I wanted to have bumper stickers and T-shirts made printed CONSPIRACY REALIST. And here we are now, and true to the jot, we’re marginalized and persecuted because we aren’t herded into obsolescence. What is important right now is to be a part of rallying as many as possible to action for your souls NOW. And the souls of those you love.

Because something IS happening. Or, to be more accurate, is about to STOP happening. Being a ring magnet, the earth will continue its torroidal EMF energy changes we are observing. Its poles are shifting. That’s why the moon rises in the northwest and “the nights are too long”. Many, many folks who study PlanetX are in consideration of whether April 11th-ish will be a climactic event time. Each day, I witness the cumulative changes from what used to be weather, which I remember clearly from childhood and early adulthood, having grown up on farms, caring for plants and animals, and being a full-time gardener who raised as much produce, herbs and poultry as possible. I would direct you to it, but my NPR interview from 2011, which I revisited a few days ago,  has been edited censored by the controllers yet again, a very blatant rewording as well as blacking out the analog watch I had held in front of the camera as I spoke, proving that the so-called “live” feed, which originally took over an our to upload and process, is anything BUT… total phuckery on their end. At the time  I was interviewed I was a prepper also, but still less informed than now. This earthship system is declining more quickly than the elite planned with their Agendas 21,30 and 50. Thank the Creator that we have been made privy to the ancient texts which our ancestors took the time to preserve for future generations, knowing that there would be cataclysms caused by PlanetX AKA Nibiru, Wormwood, the Destroyer.

It is the sickest tragedy of all that this is the truth the elites hid, via their control of all knowledge and religions.

A point will come when our earth will, as best as we can describe with our crude quantitative abilities of language and physics, STAND STILL. That’s the reset moment. The earth will rearrange itself. The surface of the earth, the crust, will become mobile, and break apart, moving at will in response to forces which will flood the earth, cause an immediate flash-freeze of all living things. There will be winds in excess of 500mph. The Hilina Slump happening now is a slow process mostly, but measurable. California and the west coast are doing it too. I talked about the Hilina Slump before anyone else really did on YouTube, on my  Morgellons Homeopathic Healing channel (which is completely censored). When Kilaeua erupted last spring, I uploaded a video the day it did, in which I talked about the Hilina Slump and Hawaii being a portal to Hell got over a thousand views in less than six hours, but the hating was so bad I pulled it off. You could look and find my subsequent ones. The geothermal plant there is a cabal tool to crumble the shelf and create utter destruction. (Actually, I’d travelled to two different states to partner in two different offgrids, but left each, each run by psychopathic megalomaniac narcissists.) But this coming grand crossing has been prophecied since before the vatican-approved bible. Reading the ancient texts helps very much. Is there a savior? Yes, in yourself, in us all. We’re our own second-worst enemies though. In terms of astrotheology, it’s vibration that will ‘save’ us. The spirit that IS the Most High creator has made possible so much knowledge going back to Atlantis, Lemuria, Mu, Shambala… further. Movies and games can’t touch that. Even Stephen Hawking realized that all equations lead to the force of one creator god, who has had many names. Older than the accepted holy bible says, this planet needs this cleansing. And our purpose here is tolearn lessons, so we can become eternal soul spirit, freed from these three spheres/dimensions.
The incoming planetary system is making a fly-by now again, and the data which has been tracking this shows that around April 11th, we are in another critical time period. A TEOTWAWKI time (TEOTWAWKI = ‘the end of the world as we know it’).

It is no coincidence that simultaneously, massive things are going down geopolitically. Brexit, human trafficking, the opiate decimation of humanity, massive created mental illness and biochemical lobotomies from every vector of ingestion possible, pedophilia and human sacrifice, cannibalism via food and medicine, replacement of humans with TRANShumans as gender has been destroyed (H2) and people don’t know who they are anymore, DNA replacement and nephilim miscegenation on an unprecedented level, the impending 5G imprisonment of all: how much worse can it get? We all must take care, for basing a constructed framework of definition on millenial popular culture graphic novels, books, games and movies within the overarching digital paradigm rush and vie for, what looks to me as I observe from my sporadic internet forays, taking credit for outing the demonic forces who work in facilities, and describe things which, IMHO, sound like they have imagined from pop culture influence of gaming, comics and graphic novels, Hollywood movies, memes. I’m glad they are struggling to shed light, but at the same time inherently cringe as I listen, because there is usually now something that feels not quite right with what they say. Similar to the Alex Jones or David Icke accusations, that they are inside plants of disinfo, I fear that the few who have strong aspects of real awareness are being caught in a stream of confused currents seeking paths of least resistance, as water and electricity – aether – do. There is a saying: the definition of insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly, but expecting different results. I ask you, if the well is poisoned, why drink from it? In the information superhighway, how much data do we require? At what point do we take ourselves off the burners?

I worry for the followers – that word needs a replacement, actually, because truly we are truthseekers, both the teacher and the pupil – because as we know, the binary code of digital language is only the attempted duplication of information carried in the light code of our DNA. To glean reference points of understanding from the mirrored simulacrum of holographic representation – from the reflection of source material re-connoted with computers, and gurgitated by the very entities who are criticized rightly for controlling information/TRUTH, is the most dangerous of things, and is quite possibly the “strong delusion” that was prophecied so cause many good people to fall under in the last days. Listening to fabricated recollections and contextual associations stemming from the cabal’s own machine of ideas is disconcerting. Film, the arts, fashion (“Fashion is the bastard of vanity dressed by art”, I’d written on the spine of a college art history textbook) are all used in ways we know as programming, social steering and sorcery. All crafts are fallen angel arts. We know this. The vanity is paved by pride, the first downfall.

If you have not read my posts ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS UNDER DRIPPING KEYS and its follow-up quoting from Enoch in the Apocrypha, please do so, then return to this one and continue.

THE BEAST IS IN THE MACHINE. This is why we must remove ourselves from the IoE (internet of everything) grid hook-up. (I am not certain of this, and do have reservations, but am still maintaining that his does not mean one can’t access the web.) I have done this to the best of my ability besides deleting email and media accounts and completely stopping using it. Even if I were to do so, I’d still be embedded in the octopus. Once information is recorded, whether it be image, written words, database info or voice, it is forever stored. The sound of our own voices actually echoes for eternity, not unlike the look of Open Broadcaster software when it’s launched. It looks like a hall of mirrors. Am I the only one so far to say that’s creepy?

I was blessed last week to have found the 1991 first edition copy of BEHOLD A PALE HORSE by Milton William Cooper, and have been reading it. The fact that it jumped at my eyes from the obscurity of crappy donated books proves there are no accidents. Now, here, in this essay I must interject with these words, from the chapter Secret Societies and the New World Order, pg 73:

“The initiated elect communicate directly to gods [ALIENS] who communicate back to them. The masses sacrifice their lambs on an altar facing a stone idol that can neither hear or speak. The elect are given knowledge of the Mysteries and are illumined and are thus known as the Illuminati or the Illuminated Ones, the guardians of the “Secrets of the Ages”.

I added this to underscore the facts: there are no aliens, for they are the fallen angels and that right there is the alien deception. William Cooper added the word ALIENS to the copied government Top Secret document, bracketed and in caps. Lucifer being the first created angelic being who rebelled when The Light was created after the spoken Word AKA the very act of creating was created (most call this being Jesus). Not believing this does not make it not true. We have been lied to by the occult – which means hidden – and WITCHCRAFT is the LANGUAGE OF THE NEPHILIM (FALLEN ANGELS, DEMONS, BA’AL, BAPHOMET, JINN, LUCIFER, DISEMBODIED SPIRITS, PARASITES).
If you are into witchcraft, I implore you to strive to learn the truth that has been hidden from you. The web of science junk history lies and biochemical lobotomization has you entangled.
USE YOUR FREEWILL AND CLEAN YOURSELF WHILE YOU CAN.
That is why we exist here, to make the right choices and leave the soul contract of evil. My college Virology instructor taught us that viruses are alien. That was before education was completely destroyed.

So if we leave the pseudoneural network of the digital so-called multiverse, how do we communicate, then?

Spiritually: intention is a program. And rejoicing in love and compassion one focuses on and outward works to break the contracts of the soul traps that these dark entities roaming in the aether attack us from. They’re multigenerational, an aspect of the multiverse. If we doubt the power of our thoughts and words – even written – we doubt the power of everything we think, say or do. The vibration of our thoughts is real. Divine. Energy expresses itself mathematically. We are energy: Energetic Beings – SOULS – introduced into this plane of three dimensional reality to learn soul lessons, and doing so, transcend this body and five-sense realm of taste/touch/see/hear/feel in order to return to our source, the creator. All that is not the creator, who cannot be depicted or named, being pure energy and surpassing any mathematics of finite or infinite quantifications, as the creator incepted ALL, AS WELL AS (including) NOTHINGNESS, or VOID, and so at some point, all lesser beings, be they fallen angels under *Lucifer, who are the so-called alien races, or demons, or gods or demiurges and archons… ALL THESE ENTITIES USE MATHEMATICS TO DUPLICATE THE CREATION ACT AND DESTRUCTION ACT.
*And if you have been conditioned by the centuries of programming to believe there is no such thing as Lucifer, or satan, well, he believes YOU exist. (Your disbelief does not protect you and is meaningless.) The cabal who were given free rein here until the predicted/prophecied Grand Crossing of PlanetX/Nibiru/Wormwood/The Destroyer, an event now imminent and happening. Their destruction of truth and hide-the-evidence wars, conquests, history, education, the arts, and journalism, combined with the fact that they indeed do end and then begin the number line at the time of the Messiah Christ Yehushua’s appearance here, and also that there is no alternate possible climax end of earth and its civilation except the Transhuman movement that they created – a duplication of God’s math, satan can only duplicate, never create, that’s why his junk DNA in ours is a parasitic hook, read THIS POST IS THE MYSTERY THEY HID. Read the WHOLE THING, THE STORY AND ALL. And if you are too lazy or distractedly entrained by flashy, endocrine-system (which they pump and consume from the aether, and charge us for as utilities… Tesla TRIED to give it to us, the free energy… they killed him. See TARTARUS post. They pump and drain us all. The whole world runs on this. That’s why God wanted us living in tents as sojourners. But like Ritchie, I digress…
Please watch this video, then continue. I can’t say it better, and neither could the guy who posted THIS version, WITHOUT music. So it’s now coming to you third-hand. Made by Gary Lite, re-audioed by YouAreCreators, and redistributed by @EatingToAscend. I don’t think it will be didactic for many…

SO, HOW DO WE COMMUNICATE WITHOUT THE INTERNET OF EVERYTHING? The web, the grid: the matrix. I can’t speak for anyone else, but I know that my pyschic ability, my precognition and clairvoyance and extrasensitivity, have been extreme since birth. (I am finishing a book now called SUPERNATURAL IN MY LIFE.) This sixth sense state I live in is why I have been lifelong targeted and was early MKUltra (though all are, all humans, by Lucifer – even my now-deceased-via-murder-by-the cabal’s-Sackler-family’s-fentanyl daughter-in-law Nichole had a case for her iPhone that my granddaughter, not quite 14, told me was Baphomet when I glanced at it, at first taking the shape to be a cupcake from across the dining room table… she said it “That’s Baphomet” as if she was announcing something meaningful that I wasn’t aware of, and I looked at it in her delicate, artist’s hand disdainfully, and said “I know who Baphomet is, and that’s not good.”) I’ve seen demons, UFOs, and sensed imminent events since as far back as I remember. Those ARE my memories. This is why the CIA (men in black suits, no less) came to my high school five times in my twelth grade year, trying to get me to join them. My principal told me that no other student but me was being recruited. And it was a large school less than forty miles from the capital, FWIW.

In January and in March, I heard my granddaughter call my name audibly twice, since her mother Nichole died. Her spirit visited me – before I knew she had died, there was a gap of six days before I was told, and I had been very alert to her, but projecting love so hard that I believe that bridged the limitations of this dimension as she translated into the next, and that I at least SAW and EXPERIENCED her soul as it exited this plane. In actuality, though I did not yet theoretically know, three days after she died, ball of light was in the art supplies I had photographed and emailed her that I was giving to my granddaughter. I awoke in the early morning hours and went through the kitchen, and it bursted sort-of through the boxes, and left through the wall, pure light flash, poof, gone. And less than 24 hours before Nichole’s spirit left her body, I was visited by an angle/angel of light, and a sky portal opened up over me and the building I lived in. That’s blogged HERE. I have felt the need for being held by her, and when I feel these things, I apply myself as much I can to heart intention. Someone recently asked me if I do TM – transcendental meditation – assuming I did. I said no, I don’t call it that, that I go within my soul and focus intent, willing right action and outcome.

How can it be? “This fantastic coherence has existed since the beginning of time but has yet to be harnessed by mankind and the potential is truly mind-boggling.” – Russell Blake, Senior Researcher for Microsoft. The reason it has not ‘been harnessed’ is that the cabal have not allowed us to, and that is IN BETWEEN the reset cycles of The Destroyer, the hammer of God, basically. Mind-boggling because we literally cannot conceive of the infinite possibilities in a concrete manner. I contend that we are NOT to, in this incarnated realm, pre-ascension. We were warned in the Icarus myth. That is angel knowledge, and we will – if we use our freewill rightly, once awakened, know all things in the eternal realm, transcending the three and seven spheres, the dimensions we know of thus far.

The need to leave the web is real. It’s called ‘web’ for a reason. Many speak of it, but are they doing so? It’s so hard to do. It cuts us off from information. We don’t live in tribes anymore. There’s no more coconut telegraph or smoke signals. I have realized that as this ascension nears, the words spoken to us throughout the ages that we would be a persecuted, reviled minority are true and real, and in cutting off the offending hand by ceasing to weave onesself into the web means further ostracism and isolation. It is VERY HARD. You don’t “hear” from me very often now, because I do what I say I will do. I don’t just talk about things. I DO them. When I used to have my FB group MORGELLONS FOCUS: ALKALINE DIET AND OPTIMAL HEALTH IN A NANO EMF WORLD, if a protocol for detox, Lyme, Morgellons, mold, yeast, bacteria, nanotechnology – or any other death vector thrown at us by the cabal – if I could do so, I tried it, so I could authoritatively and being truly personally informed, help others. Elana Freeland and Clifford Carnicom were FB ‘friends’, Elana was in my group, and I in her groups as well. I also learned very much from Harald Kautz-Vella, who has come to the same conclusions as I have about parasites and disease: they are one and the same. Heart disease, mental illness, cancer, diabetes, gout, restless leg, epilepsy, arthritis, autoimmune disease, and on and on and on…

Can you see it? I will not name names, but I dearly hope that this wonderful man knows why he is having siezures suddenly…

I received an email two weeks ago from one of my readers, the very day I tried to explain to an elderly (she’s 75) neighbor I look out for why she needs to stop eating raw meat, change her diet, stop cleaning her dogs’ teeth with her fingernails (then not wash her hands, even), and why she has advanced heart disease and is very heavy from her hips to neck and can’t ride her horses anymore becuase she has “arthritis”: IT’S WORMS!
So here’s the email excerpt of what people have so much cognitive dissonance and are programmed that they can’t hear- again, there are no coincidences…

“… It’s amazing that people in the medical field have no clue. One tech was shocked when I told her, “Blood clots are actually most often simply worms that clog the artery and create a heart attack; but the doc never tells you, I’m sorry your mom died of a worm that clogged up the blood flow to her heart.” Instead they will tell you that calcium clogs it (which is possible but doesn’t happen near as often) Many other diseases caused by the worms…..
You are a wealth of knowledge. Thank you for the blog…”

Regarding sharing knowledge as I did in my group now no longer in use; I do this now. I am not paid and not yet monetized. The controllers do all they can – and always have, lifelong – to ensure I stay poor. Everything I owned has been stolen from me, first by my DC photojournalist newsman ex-husband, then by parasites in HI, then by a psychopath who purportedly runs an offgrid in UT. People are DANGEROUS when they are not detoxed. Of course, the targeting and mind control is used to make one appear erratic and unstable. In terms of ‘being clean’ AKA detoxed, I am not throwing stones through a glass roof. A person could not get much cleaner than I am, in year number four of heavy-hitting detox. If you benefit at all from my words and information, on the upper right of this page is a link to donate.

Let’s revisit being “clean”. This means not eating dead animals, avoiding genetically modified foods, refusing vaccines, drinking distilled water, not using products, doing deworming for a number of years and then maintainance dosing, removing heavy metals, molds, destructive bacteria and yeasts, reducing nanotechnology, protecting from EMFs and electrosmog’ LED and blue light microwaving, ceasing to consume so-called foods such as wheat, sugar and manmade (GMO) produce such as white potatoes, strawberries, broccoli (not a full list!). Discontinuing eating all factory, convenience and fast foods, deli and lunchmeats, cheeses which are not equal to what was made hundreds and thousands of years ago (unadulterated by ‘ingredients’), NO NATURAL FLAVORINGS – if it says that it’s base is human fetal cells and you are cannibalizing. Stop listening to 440Hz music.  Listen to healing frquencies and solfeggio tones. As I told a musician friend who plays guitar, change your tuning to 432. He did (but he refuses to get ride of/stop listening to 440, to his own detriment). Kill your televison and radio. UNPLUG.

How much can YOU do? As you are reading my blog, or see me on Twitter, you know I am still around here on the web somewhere, still…
THIS IS A PROCESS. In SHTF, without solar power, it’ll be permanent and sudden.

People are talking about ‘ASCENSION SYMPTOMS’, which include hot/cold sick feelings sneezing, headaches, odd twinges or pin-prick sensations in random places in the body, nosebleeds, ringing ears, insomnia, greater introspection, anxiety, spontaneous sweats, cold extremities, over or under-eating, agoraphobia, distorted sense of time, hyper/hypokinesia, paranormal experiences, more creative energy, heightened awareness, increased ability of each of the five senses, increased empathy and compassion… I would really appreciate – so would others – if you would take a moment to share yours here. People need to connect in this.

And so now I am going to rein this post back in to the message: the thing we know will happen IS happening. Like the word-vision I had at twenty, “Not for a constant moment but the world will be obliterated”, it ISN’T OCCURRING IN ONE CONSTANT MOMENT. It’s happening in ways we can’t track linearly, or sense sensibly based on the quantifications we are capable of. Change is happening, it’s constant, it’s already done. Will it help you to to think about it if I tell you that we do not travel trillions of miles in space to span the distance between cosmological objects? That it’s not speed in terms of distance and time? That time itself is dimensionally dependent and limited? That time has been conquered, and was before it was concepted? WE ARE INCAPABLE OF DEFINING THIS.
But we can imagine it, and sense our destiny.

We are MEANT to be martyrs for truth. Intended. ELECTED to sacrifice our selves in willing submission in service of others. The highest calling takes us to the lowest places. Only the sacrifice of self ensures the untormented eternity of one’s soul. The self is purified and rejoins source as eternal soul ascended beyond the lower spheres through the purification taken place in this realm of struggle called trauma.
IN NO WAY AM I ADVOCATING A JUSTIFICATION FOR EVIL, OR ITS SYSTEMS AND METHODS.
As heartbreaking as it is, we are not supposed to belong here. This is what differentiates us, and why we will ascend.
Our loins – our guts, our organs, what sustains us in this realm – are gird with truth.

My naysayer haters and critics will say “you can’t eat or not eat yourself into [heaven, becoming One with Source, joining Light as we who have made DMT journeys (trips) will recognize… insert your word of choice here]”. Well, no, but in the same sentence one must recall the computer term GIGO: Garbage In, Garbage Out.

Why is this true? BECAUSE WE ARE MADE OF FREQUENCY. Garbage ANYTHING makes your vibration LOW. Heavy sinks. And this earth is reaching a point soon – its tipping point – and you pick your address with the choices you’ve cumulatively made in the course of your life. I truly write my heart out here to you. I love you all. ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO HAVE HURT ME. They are the hurting ones, and I pray for them. Thank you all for being a part of the path I am on.

So, what if you had two days left until the world ended?

What would you do? Who would you reach out to and what would you say? When I began this blogpost two days ago on the 9th, that is the question I wanted to place in the forefront of each of your consciousnesses. We might not have that long. We might have two, five, ten more years (I doubt that, based on what is observed by myself and others who see past the geoengineering and bullshit of the cabal). My family and friends, to them I have been the dreamer, the one with her head in the clouds, the smart crazy one. The one whose newsman husband wrote on straightdope.com about my prepping before December 21st, 2012 Mayan Calendar prediction “She really believes that shit!” (then he stole all I owned, and all my preps, the sad lost soul sold out to Lucifer and his minions working all his life lying for a living – his words).

What I say to those I love – Emily and Max, and Emme and Rowan and Albie, David, (((Charlie))), Jay, (((Christal, Nichole))) and Morgan, Jamie… Little and Rohrer and Bruno and Travers… is…

I love you each of you and you were wanted.
I am sorry for the hurts I caused.
I forgive you for any hurts you caused me. We are all hurt. Hurt people hurt people.
You are beautiful, unique and exceptional souls and are priceless to me.
I send you my heart energy constantly.
I believe that you will have your inner eye opened and finally see past the lies we were fed.
Love is the healer, you are loved, we will unite forever in eternity.
Trauma in our family was placed there purposely, in an attempt to subvert your ascension.
Our family was divided by satanic forces but Good prevails.

Please share this blog. ❤

© @EatingToAscend https://eatingtoascend.wordpress.com 2019

EASY GARLIC AND HONEY DEWORMER

While many of us have used wormwood tincture, boiled or canned walnut hull broth, castor oil, pumpkin seeds or freshly ground cloves as a natural vermifuge, great success is had with garlic. Not just a few cloves a day in prepared meals, or tablets, but a bulb of fresh garlic a day.

Think that sounds like a lot? It is! But treated as a tasty medicine, and a healing ritual partaken of hourly throughout your day, it’s not only do-able, but actually enjoyable and even gratifying.

Garlic and Honey Wormer

Garlic and Honey Wormer

The active component of garlic, Allicin, is destroyed by heat, and diminished or even negated when processed into most supplement forms. Allicin is an antioxidant with fungicidal properties, cures Candida and other yeasts and molds, and yes, in consistent – and significant – daily usage, is a powerful dewormer. When prepared and consumed as I explain below and eaten throughout your day, your parasite burden will be greatly reduced, if not possibly completely eliminated, within three to four weeks.

Less expensive than anthelmintics and with little to no strain on the organs as well as gentler *herxing than pharmaceutical  wormers, garlic will lower cholesterol and reduce atherosclerotic plaques, clear your pores, wipe out the sinus drainage and chest congestion caused by allergies as well as the now universally chronic “Chemtrail Cough”. Your eyes will brighten and vision improves; some report more acute hearing, taste and smell, too. It requires a commitment and, for some, is perhaps an obstacle of a concept that seems unthinkable for generally accepted social reasons such as “garlic breath” and perspiration that smells slightly like your favorite Italian restaurant.

For those who do not know detox lingo, “herxing” refers to what is called the Herxheimer’s Reaction. First noted by a Dr. Herxheimer many years ago, it is the body’s mounted antihistaminic response to the die-off and metabolization of the parasites, yeast and molds being killed and processed out by the organs. The severity of this varies from person to person, and one learns to judge how much herxing one can tolerate. Those with Lyme Disease and Morgellons, or simply heavy parastic overloads from exposure unrelated to the government patented Lyme and Morgellons depopulation diseases (I touched on this in my previous post) must therefor be cognizant of the possibility of “going too fast”. It is rare, but a real risk regardless, that one can go into shock, organ failure, cardiac arrest and death if die-off occurs at a fster rate than the invidual’s body can process.

During any detox/deworm process, it is vitally important to consume to up twice the normal amount of water one normally drinks, which makes the work of the liver and kidneys much easier, and removes the toxins released during parasitic die-off. Also, taking cordyceps and reishi mushrooms daily helps. If you already drink kombucha, that’s a plus!

There’s a second ingredient that may surprise you but complements fresh garlic perfectly: raw honey! It’s delicious! Not only that, but the health virtues of raw honey – the best you can afford – are certainly known by all. Molasses or maple syrup can be substituted for honey. As always, local honey within a ten mile radius of your home is best, as it shields you against specific nearby allergens, and non-GMO organic food goes without need for explanation.

I’d love to hear how many decide to use – and stick with for the duration – this method, including any and all experiences, reactions of family, friends and co-workers, and especially, the benefits you observe after a few weeks to a month. So save this post, turn on your notifications and let’s make this a challenge! 

EASY GARLIC AND HONEY WORMER

– Purchase seven bulbs of firm, fresh garlic weekly. You will use one bulb for each day. Each morning, while listening to your alternative (e.g. REAL) news, music, or waiting for the kettle to boil for tea or coffee (I know, acidic… drink some lemon water first!), separate the bulb into cloves, trim the core end and peel (great instant compost) the cloves. Depending on the size of the individual bulbs, eye up one or two for your first dose and put the rest into a glass jar with a BPA-free lid and leave on the counter or in a cupboard, being  sure to keep it out of the sun for the day.

– Finely chop your first dose in small 1/8″ – 1/16″ pieces and let sit on the cutting board or plate exposed to air for five to fifteen minutes. This allows the sulfurous compounds in the garlic, in the presence of oxygen, to make the Allicin as potent as it can be.

– After you have waiting, drizzle-drop a teaspoon of your honey onto the chopped garlic and mix it together with the spoon.

– It’s ready to eat! Depending on your own (initial) taste and smell reaction, you may want to eat it all at once in one huge bite, or in two or three smaller spoonfuls. The honey makes the flavors as right for each other as bacon and maple chocolate! It doesn’t take more than a minute, and I find that green tea with lemon and stevia is a great chaser.

So that’s it! Then, at as regular intervals as possible throughout your day, chop another bulb or two as needed, wait for the Allicin to “mature” (not unlike letting a good red wine breathe), stir a little honey in with the pieces, and repeat. I suggest timing your last dose with an hour or so before you go to bed. And if your partner complains, ask them to join you: it can only benefit them!

It sounds bizarre to some, maybe even to many, but look at the things we ingest, apply or do that come from factories and corporations. At least this one comes from Nature.

Salut!

*Not to be practiced by those allergic to garlic, or children under the age of one.