And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved. Matthew 10:21-22

As we get older we want to pass
our wisdom to our children
A natural progression
now thwarted
Prohibited, made abhorrent by the powers that be
who dictate and distribute
perception of reality

Mine who I made in me
with fierce desire for their becoming
who became as they grew older
influenced by my own obstructions and
the datasets of others
These two human beings now
treat me like the plague

(To them I’m dead)

I’d say the system succeeded
in separating me from those I love
Shed tears exceed by thousands times days
since I have heard their voice
(silence) (wait)
If I give up hoping
I as I thought I was cease to exist

My condition as a truthsayer and Morgellons-hijacked body
(canary in a coal mine complicated with medically denied Lyme disease)
became the final door they closed
after years of loving strained by contradiction
as the programming their minds absorbed came between us
and the success they began to reap in worldly ways
reinforced the covert message to reject their mother

(emails, calls classified as spam, and blocked, all mail and contact ignored)

In my cells I feel these humans
and in my thoughts preserve them, heart: protect them
my first thought in the morning thanks the Almighty Father for another chance to love them
to redeem myself another day from the height they saw me fall
I cannot blame them for my descent
Nor for shutting the door between us
Neither am I capable of accepting this decree and moving on

That said I also transmute this gash
to restoration of my frame
The landscape of the world I inhabit (and create)
made better for their sakes (love in action)

And every day I live in love
for my children
for my grandchildren
for everyone who rejects and shuns me
Love Is All
Only love will save us
So I live in love alone
Eating – and *not eating* – to ascend

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
2 Timothy 1:7

#NATIONALPOETRYDAY2018

Poem property of @EatingToAscend, All Rights Reserved