We are never given more than we can handle: BE STRONG. #paradox
“And he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver; and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they may offer unto the LORD an offering in righteousness.” – Malachi 3:3 KJV
Journal entries from May 13-19, 2020
Note to readers: If I have missed an insertion or file, please let me know in the comments, so I can complete this mission =) Thanks!
<3 Handmade by Gramma for Emily Little <3
* notes vv important
Food and the world take us from our natural state, which is a supernatural state
I’m fasting because so I can be a better herald of what is coming that I am watching for.
I began this fast three days ago. I also began Vipassana, which means being silent, not socializing or talking to others with the voice. Most know of this as “A Vow of Silence”.
HIS BURDEN TRULY IS LIGHT – LITERALLY!
May 13, 2020
Day 4 of fast.
8:42AM power went out
9:35AM power went out
10:59AM power went out
5:19PM power went out
(that was my last notation; it may have happened again and I think it did, but I did not think to note it; it’s become commonplace)
It’s hard to say what color the sky really is, because it’s artificial. It’s been light since 5 o’clock in the morning, and now at 6:10AM, the sky to the east past the foothills of the Himalayas is a glowing grey with the slightest-pinkish tint. No blue at all to be seen; no distinct cloud shapes. Every day the sun rises from further to the north. There is a diffuse light behind this small pinhole of sun, which I know is created by lenses, because I have their patent. I shared that on this blog.
The body of the being, Nibiru, dwarfs earth, that much I can tell from behind the geoengineering. Two years ago it was further away and when I could make it out, it spanned perhaps 3/5 of the horizon, but at an atmospheric distance. Now it is from edge to edge.
The frequencies are so high and thin, and I marvel at them sometimes.
I gnow that I was separated from those I love to be in the place where I can understand reality and return to God when the event occurs. If I were back on the east coast in the military lap of Ba’al, where my children and grandchildren are, and if I had never been infected by ticks and gotten Lyme Disease and developed Morgellons Syndrome, I would never have been able to put the final dots together.
God broke my heart to open my eyes.
There. It broke through the thick covering of chemicals and metals sprayed over earth which are directed by microwave beams from HAARP in Alaska and by satellites. It’s tiny, and has no warmth at all. Our artificial sun because the real sun is behind Nibiru.
I’m going to have my coffee with one of the 500Mg flushing Niacin I have cached from the states and try to get online. After I posted what I did yesterday, our entire network was given a Denial of Service Attack. Their AI – and they means satan – makes the Strong Delusion Covid coronavirus scheme their top priority because it IS their priority, to dominate humanity and to be worshipped by them by the false gods the people follow in social media, their only tool as they’re locked in place in martial law.
Later if I can get online, I’ll post this and the letter I never mailed to my children which I wrote as I was leaving Babylon. I am sewing my wedding dress (not to a man: I AM THE BRIDE OF GOD).
There are those I look forward to seeing in heaven. My Grandma Burgess and great-uncle Homer, and I hope my Uncle Mike. He was the architect of the seminary and grotto where the Marian Visions occurred, in Emmittsburg, Maryland. He was very Good. My brother Charlie and best friend Christal. Nichole. Few there are who had that purity in life, as I think of all I have loved and lost.
Last night I dreamt and I remembered it after waking up. I woke up in the dark remembering it, but went back to sleep praying for my family. I went to sleep praying for my family as I always do. My daughter told me someone was very sick. I asked who, and woke up.
Going to sew now. Hands. Making my wedding dress. Listening again to Derek Prince (I will meet him in the spirit) speak about THE ENEMIES WE FACE (1988), which is ever more clear. Derek Prince THE ENEMIES WE FACE WITCHCRAFT EXPLAINED (all four parts in one file)
WITCHCRAFT IS THE UNIVERSAL RELIGION OF THIS FALLEN WORLD
I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND WITCHCRAFT
PART 1 – THE NATURE AND STRUCTURE OF SATAN’S KINGDOM
PART 3 – THE SPIRIT OF ANTICHRIST (THE BEAST)
1 John 2:18-23
CHRIST / CRISTOS IS GREEK FOR MESHIACH WHICH MEANS MESSIAH SO THE ANTICHRIST MEANS AGAINST THE MESSIAH. THE PREPOSITION ANTI IS A GREEK PREPOSITION WHICH HAS TWO MEANINGS: AGAINST AND “in place of”. So the ultimate purpose is to put a false messiah in place of the true messiah. 2:06.xx
THIS MAKES IT VERY CLEAR WHY SYNTAX IS GIVEN RULES AND LANGUAGE IS CONTROLLED BY GOOGLE AND THE NEPHILIM LIKE THE SHIEK WHO OWNS THE HOUSE I LAST LIVED AT.
* Witchcraft is the [POWER OUT AGAIN AT 9:35AM] universal religion of the fallen race, with many different manifestations, forms and ceremonies*
PART 4 – THE CHURCH’S VICTORY: How we can obey God and overcome those enemies by the means that He has provided NOTE: the term “church” means the body of those who know TRUTH: CHRIST. Not religions or churches or types of faith. TRUTH.
5G IS SATAN’S HEAVENLY KINGDOM, MEANING, IT’S THE SPACE HE OPERATES IN BELOW THE DOME
BILL GATES IS THE ANTICHRIST
2:03:56 — PAY ATTENTION, THIS IS PROPHETIC.
1 JOHN 2:18-23 – the advent of the antichrist intensifies at the end of the age, saying “of us” means from within the church
Wherever Jesus and the gospel are proclaimed (and that is the Essene Gospels and the Apocrypha and all hidden texts coming to light now), God permits the opposite plane to follow, and humanity is goin gto be forced to choose between the true messsiah and the false.
1 John 4: 2-3 – “By this you know the spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus the messiah has come in the flesh is of God, and every spirit that does not confess that Jesus the messiah has come in the flesh is not of God.” There are three forms of antichrist, and there are many antichrists. Secondly there is THE antichrist: not many, but just one specific: the final manifestation and final product of the spirit of antichrist (remember, satan assumes innumerable forms and bodies) whose shadow has fallen across the stage many times. (2:12:15) But at the end of the age scripture makes it clear there will be one final, supremely evil, supremely powerful ruler who will dominate the whole human race for a brief period, who will be THE antichrist (2:12:32). The third form is the spirit of antichrist, the spirit that operates through every antichrist. John has given us certain marks of the spirit of antichrist which are very important. First of all, it starts on association with God’s people. For John says in the first epistle of John 2:19: “For they, the antichrists, went out from us, but they were not of us. For if they had been of us they would have continued with us, but they went out that they might be made manifest that none of them were of us.” Antichrist always begins in some way in association with the people of God, but it doesn’t really belong there and in due course that will be made manifest. (2:13:27) It denies that Jesus is the messiah. 1 John 2:22 “Who is a liar, who denies that Jesus is the messiah: he is antichrist. He is antichrist who denies the Father and the Son.” This is very important. Antichrist does not deny the existence of God; in fact, he claims to be God’s representative. What he does deny is the relationship of the Father and the Son in the Godhead, and wherever you come against the denial of that you are facing the spirit of antichrist. The fourth mark John gives in 1 John 4 is that it denies the messiah has come. It probably believes the messiah WILL come, but it denies that the messiah has already come.
2:14:38 THESE FOUR MARKS THE APOSTLE JOHN GIVES ARE EXTREMELY IMPORTANT
1. It starts in association with God’s people
2. It denies that Jesus is the messiah. Obviously that can’t be from paganism, because the antichrist can only come from where Jesus has been proclaimed.
3. It denies the Father and Son relationship within the Godhead. It doesn’t necessarily deny God, but it denies a god who is revealed as Father and Son.
4. It denies that the messiah HAS come, but very likely teaches that the messiah WILL come (the new age Christ Consciousness star seed movement who call Jesus an ascended master and insist he did not rise from the dead).
02:15:28 HISTORICAL EXAMPLES, WHICH BECAUSE THEY ARE TRUE, ARE CONTROVERSIAL
1. The first, most persistent and longstanding manifestation of the antichrist is in Judaism. We used to think Christianity branched off from Judaism, but that isn’t true. The teachings of Jesus are the true continuation of the Old Testament and Judaism branched off of it. (2:16:38) That’s the first mark that started in association with the people of God. Most of Judaism is an unacknowledged refusal to believe in Jesus.
In front of Pilate as the crowd demanded Jesus be crucified and Barabbas freed John 5:43 Jesus said “I have come in my Father’s name and you do not receive me. If another comes in his own name, him you will receive.” In other words, “I am the true messiah but you won’t receive me, and if a false messiah comes in his own name, you will receive him.”
A THOUGHT? WHAT MUSIC DID THE GROUP THE ASSOCIATION DO?
My parents had one or two albums by them and when my father and mother separated, he left them in the house for me to listen to, he told me, along with some others, including THE FIFTH DIMENSION’S “THE AGE OF AQUARIUS”, and otehrs which I will have to endeavor to recall when my brain has some filing leeway. Right now it is rather full of this MISCEGENATION and WITCHCRAFT and NANOTECHNOLOGY and END TIMES DELUSION that I am decoding.
In the ancient church, who used to use Latin, they would say: DIABOLUS SIMIUS DEI – THE DEVIL IS THE APE OF GOD.He can only duplicate.
May 14, 2020
Day 5 of fast
8:18AM power went out
9:37 AM power went out
At least three more times as of 3PM
Added to the above and two other files: a study on Miscegenation, Transhumanism and Nanotechnology and reference documentation and research, all while praying, fasting, purifying and sewing. Background soundfiles: MESSIAH by Handel, Sacred Garden 432Hertz (always transcendent).
May 15, 2020
Day 6 of fast
6:07AM power went out, 6:44AM back on
8:44AM power went out, 9:00AM back on
10:46AM power went out, came back on a few moments later
11:52AM power went out, 12:05PM back on
Power went out 2:55PM, ? PM power back on (LESS THAN 30 MINUTES LATER)
Power went out 5:48PM, ? PM power back on
Story of the Gary Larson comic T-shirt I bought at Collins Thrift Store in Irvington in 1993 (which is where I went with Nichole on December 18th, 2018, two days before she died, and bought the christmas presents she wanted to give to Emily, since she had no money, she had been housecleaning for her Aunt Charlotte for days and Charlotte still had not paid her, so I paid for all she wanted to give to Emily for christmas), which depicted with line drawing Larson was so economically and expressively adept at a view from the back of the classroom all the students seated at their desks, and the teacher at the front pointing with a cue stick at the blackboard covered with words, formulas and diagrams, and one student, about 2/3 of the way back raising his hand to ask his teacher a question, and a thought bubble saying the words “MAY I PLEASE BE EXCUSED? MY BRAIN IS FULL.”
THAT’S HOW I FEEL EVERY DAY, ALL MY LIFE, AND SO MUCH MORESO NOW. This is how it is for seers.
GOD GIVES ME STRENGTH TO CONTINUE, AND I DO THIS FOR ALL OF HIS CHILDREN (actually “HE” is not defined by male or female, but that’s ~IMMATERIAL~ LOL! =)
*Nichole’s family, including her giant-stature ex-boyfriend Jesse, father of her second daughter, may have a great deal of alien genetic serpent seed clan bloodline, as Nichole was Rh-negative and a twin, whose biological father was a persecuted man and shunned. Her stepfather continued the child abuse she had suffered at the hands of an uncle, a man who had owned the bookstore in Paradise. This is what precipitated the note Nichole wrote me when she was fifteen years old.
As a twin, Nichole was split, torn between her pure Light DNA and the satanic RNA. This “plagued” her all her life. She and her twin Morgan both very special, and dear to me.
Dr. Josef Mengele studied twins and went on the form the Rockefeller medical system in the U.S. under Operation Paperclip, which my great-uncle Homer David Lung refused to work with, and they stole his land and made a movie about that called CHINATOWN.
This is what they did to the twins:
In the Book of Daniel it is recorded that it took Archangel Michael three weeks to answer Daniel’s prayer because he was opposed by satan’s powers for that length of time as he was coming to Daniel with the answer from God to the question Daniel was asking as he fasted and prayed.
I wrote an article called [LINK] IMAGINATION LIMITS OUR FUTURE and I titled it so because the mind is the playground of satan. We have all the answers at our fingertips in the truths now revealed that they have hidden and continue to hide. The Strong Delusion is very much based on the lies put forth by the likes of truthscrambler and Aug Tellez and all who believe there is a future in being uploaded and that we are holograms. “For though we walk in the flesh, we war not after the flesh, for the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God, to the pulling down of strongholds, casting down imagination and every high thing which exalted itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.” – 2 Corinthians 10:3-5
NOW IT SHOULD BE CLEAR WHY THAT ARTICLE I WROTE WAS TITLED THAT. AT THE TIME I WROTE IT, ONLY THE REALITY WAS REVEALED TO ME, NOT YET THE VERSE JUST QUOTED.
SATAN BUILDS UP FORTRESSES IN THE MINDS OF MEN AND WOMEN AND CHILDREN TO PREVENT THEM FROM SEEING THE TRUTH OF WHAT IS IN THE GOSPELS.
I am certain that the power goes out sometimes because of the positive polarity electromagnetic forces of Nibiru, whose atmosphere and earth’s are like two pouches almost touching, one very large, one a fraction of the large one’s size. As the large one, Nibiru, makes its elliptical pass around earth each day, all things with a net negative polarity are repelled, and the positive are attracted. This is why a few people are feeling sensations of popping, pains, pressure and ringing in ears and sinus cavities (head), joints. Even in deep bones and tissues. The ancients called it The Purifier.
At other times it’s them adding on new 5G towers to the grid.
Revelation says that in the last days people have sores on their bodies. This is from The Purifier purging their bodies of alien material.
“GOD said to Jacob, “Arise, go up to Bethel and dwell there. Make an altar there to the God who appeared to you when you fled from your brother Esau.” So Jacob said to his household and all who were with him, “Put away the foreign gods that are among you and purify yourselves and change your garments. Then – Genesis 35:1-4
Job was covered with sores as God purified him by testing. It is all part of His plan somehow: the Lyme, the Morgellons, the parasites, the skin rashes from nanotechnology. The bodies of the righteous are shedding all things negative.
This is why they – the AI which is their intelligence – has made the word DETOX a forbidden keyword, as well as ASCENSION.
Yesterday my own website’s automated comment emails were filtered by Protonmail to my email’s SPAM folder for the first time. Also an email from Natural News with DETOX in the subject heading.
Protonmail support itself told me late last year (2019) that it uses AI to manage SPAM filtering, when I complained to them that I was not getting Natural News emails even though I was subscribed and the sender’s address was whitelisted in my Protonmail contacts.
I had to RE-REGISTER for Natural News newsletters under another Protonmail account (I pay for five addresses and a VPN, monthly, so I am a ~supposedly valued customer). Again, the sender address – which is the same as before, I added a note in the field in contacts – and so when yesterday I discovered my own two Eating To Ascend WordPress email notifications, originating from the same activity trigger they have for almost two years, New Subscriber and Comment, and also that NN’s newsletter with keyword DETOX was spam filtered too, I thought about how AMAZON would not permit me to include the word DETOX in my description as an Affiliate.
It is all clear.
The nanotechnology book I found – “accidentally”: it came up in searches in their store for something totally unrelated, I ~thought, about Sumer and Assyria… but there are no accidents or coincidences, so either they are bundling keywords to steer sheep into cow’s herds or The Light put it there as GRACE to send me on this path of deciphering the depopulation agenda and The Strong Delusion – refers to the use of nanotechnology as part of steering evolution.
(8:44AM power went out, a cow began to call out and people I can hear have begun “talking vociferously”/arguing in Hindi)
It could not be clearer that satan is attempting to make a new temple and altar to himself within the human body digitally and keep it in his lower frequency lower heaven which is protected by HAARP and 5G and is the soultrap, as I have discussed before.
#Skynet of the Egyptians
#Fowler’s Snare of the Levites, the Branch of David, of whom Christ was the last, through his mother Mary, and God Himself impregnated her with His Holy Spirit, and Christ shed that VESICA PISCIS BLOOD WHICH RON WYATT HAD TESTED IN DOUBLE-BLIND GENETIC STUDIES AND IT WAS ALIVE AND HAD – 33 – YES, 33 – CHROMOSOMES, NOT 46!
And of course, 5G.
So in my sixth day of fasting and purification this is what I am writing, and I hope you save THE ENEMIES WE FACE LECTURE BY DEREK PRINCE for when you can no longer find it on or use the internet, as by then, if you are blessed by GOD, you will know what’s going on and see past The Strong Delusion.
PLEASE LISTEN TO ALL OF IT.
PLEASE WADE THOUGH MY WORDS HERE.
I am doing my best to be organized and concise.
Since the SUPERNATURAL is NATURAL FOR ME, it may not always seem thematic of logical to those with veils on their eyes, expecting order of delivery the way they are entrained to by the media.
In my “off-time”, lol, I am also re-reading 1984 for the I-don’t-know-how-manyeth-time.) I’be bought three copies here in India: gave away the first, bought another, took it to another bookseller to suggest he order it, and without a word he bought that copy, and I went back to the first bookseller and bought a third, which I am now reading. The starseed pop-up who thinks he’s “an empath and an indigo new earth co-creator who is waiting for the universe to show him what it will do” – a panoply pastiche paraphrase of his own self-description/ego – hasn’t read the one I gave him last I asked, over a week ago when I decided NO MORE WORDS TO ANYONE WHO ISN’T ON THE SAME PAGE I AM, which basically means ALL here in the real world I am in, MAKING VIPASSANA A SNAP!
TO ALL LYME DISEASE AND MORGELLONS SYNDROME SUFFERERS: THE MYIAMIS STOPS WHEN YOU DETOX OF THE GMO AND ALIEN GENETIC MATERIALS, THE SYNTHETIC BIOLOGY HELD IN PLACE BY MOLDS, YEASTS, HEAVY METALS, NANOTECHNOLOGY AND TOXIC CHEMICAL MADE. WE ARE THE GUINEA PIG COAL MINE CANARIES. NO BUGS COME FROM ME ANYMORE. IT WAS NEVER A DELUSION, YOU SATANIC SELLOUTS IN THE MEDICAL PROFESSION TITLES AT:
GLENSIDE MEDICAL ASSOCIATES DERMATOLOGIST IN RICHMOND PYSCHIATRIST STANLEY ___ IN RICHMOND FIVE HOSPITAL EMERGENCY ROOMS IN RICHMOND VIRGINIA COMMONWEALTH UNIVERSITY INFECTIOUS DISEASE DEPARTMENT JOHNS HOPKINS HOPSITAL EMERGENCY ROOM AND INFECTIOUS DISEASE DEPARTMENT CARROLL COUNTY HOSPITAL IN MARYLAND HANOVER HOSPITAL IN PENNSYLVANIA FAMILY PRACTICE IN DOCTORS IN LITTLESTOWN, PENNSYLVANIA FRONT ROYAL HOSPITAL EMERGENCY ROOM
ALL OF YOU CONSPIRED TO KEEP THIS ALL A SECRET AND I HOLD EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU ACCOUNTABLE, AS GOD IS MY WITNESS. – Laura Jeanine Rohrer Little Brooks, 15May2020
THE LIE THEY SPREAD THAT USING DEWORMERS (ANTHELMINTICS) IS BAD FOR THE LIVER: WRONG! IT KILLS LIVER FLUKES AND BILE DUCT FLUKES AND MAKES IT WORK AS INTENDED! THE DOCTORS AT GLENSIDE MEDICAL ASSOCIATES NOT ONLY REFUSED TO TEST ME FOR LYME DISEASE BUT REFUSED TO PRESCRIBE ME IVERMECTIN WITH THIS BALDFACED LIE! The doctor still practicing there named Glenn B. Mizrach gave me ONE 2 milligram pill, and refused to write the six refill I had researched was the standard to treat Lyme disease when I asked. ONE TWO MILLIGRAM PILL. HE ACTED LIKE I WAS ASKING FOR HEROIN! Oh my GOD, they are so evil. Then they discharged me (fired me) as a patient by Certified letter and Registered mail, with a copy also sent by regular postal mail.
For one aspect of your health sovereignty that helps prevent 5G extra-low frequency microwave radiation damage: AVAIL YOURSELF OF THESE
Back to sewing and studying the religion of the liberal world government…
PART 4 of THE ENEMIES WE FACE – OUR VICTORY: How we can obey God and overcome those enemies by the means that He has provided.
The antichrist is a spiritual power that only has relevance where the gospel of Jesus Christ has first been proclaimed. The word “anti” has two meanings: AGAINST and also IN PLACE OF. The pressure of the spirit of antichrist is AGAINST Jesus the true Messiah, to eliminate Him, and the second move is to replace him with a false messiah.
We are seeing this with the vaccine movement and fake science worshipped as God.
Watch this latest YouTube CEO clip where she admits YouTube iscensoring videos promoting Vitamin C and Turmeric as healthful, and allowing only what W.H.O. – the World Health Organisation – says.
Science is the false god of the antichrist.
All the promises that close the bible and the final revelation of Jesus to his church, all the positive promises are ONLY for those who overcome. There are NO PROMISES for the defeated. Paul said “Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil by good.” We have only two options: we either overcome, or WE are overcome. There is no third ground. There are no positive promises of God whatsoever for those who allow themselves to be overcome. Revelation chapters 2 and 3 make this very clear. There are NO positive promises to those who do not overcome the antichrist. God has made it possible for us to overcome. This is summed up in one verse near the end of the book of Revelation: “He who overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.” – Revelation 21:7
10:46AM power went out, came back on a few moments later.
Again, as I sew, listen, prepare to transcribe from the 3:07.xx mark, and consider my family in regard to this sentence: SATAN BUILDS UP FORTRESSES IN THE MINDS OF MEN AND WOMEN AND CHILDREN TO PREVENT THEM FROM SEEING THE TRUTH OF WHAT IS IN THE GOSPELS.
It took my losing everyone and everything to see this.
Jesus: “Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation, and every city or house divided against itself will not stand.” Matthew 12:25
The first verse of 2 Timothy chapter 3 says; “But know this: that in the last days perilous times will come.”
As this age comes to its close, Paul presages eighteen moral and ethical blemishes characterizing humanity at the close of this age. The root of them all is SELFISHNESS.
LOVE OF SELF
LOVE OF MONEY
LOVE OF PLEASURE
AN UPSURGE IN THE OCCULT.
(NOW THINK ABOUT THE SUPERBOWL HALFTIMES YOU HAVE SEEN.)
Paul states in 2 Timothy 3 that “ALL scripture is given by inspiration by God and is profitable for doctrine, reproof, correction, instruction and righteousness, so that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.”
THIS explains why they removed the sixteen books of the Apocrypha and burned down the Library of Alexandria’s buildings after looting it and hiding all the whole scriptures in their secret places: the vatican, monarchy holdings, private collections.
(11:52AM power went out, 12:05PM back on)
~ * ~ * ~ * ~ Paul continues: “I charge you therefore before God and the Lord Jesus Christ who will judge the living and the dead at his appearing in his kingdom.” ~
AND I NOTICE THAT WHEN THE POSITIVELY-CHARGED GAMMA AND X-RAY ELECTROMAGNETIC WAVES COME, INCREASINGLY AS THESE DAYS PASS AS THE PERIHELIUM OF COMET ATLAS/NIBIRU/WORMWOOD APPROACHES I AM EXPERIENCING A SENSE OF HEAT WITHIN, AS IF AN INFRARED BROODER LIGHTBULB IS WITHIN ME EMANATING OUTWARD, IN A SENSE. WHEN THIS OCCURS, IT SEEMS THE BIRD CALLS OUTSIDE ALSO CHANGE, AND THE HIGH-PITCHED SONGBIRDS ARE SINGING MORE. ~ * ~ * ~ * ~
TAKE A BREAK TO READ AND RETURN AT 3:23:18
2 Timothy 3:16 2-4 – “Know this: that in the last days perilous times will come…
3:47:45 – There is a parallel between Psalm 8 and Matthew 21:9 to illustrate that God’s peoples’ praise silences satan. God has given us the means to praise Him and that silences satan. This is integral to these last days. PRAISE PRAYER IMPOSES SILENCE ON SATAN. It drives out the dark powers plaguing humanity. This is why they have imposed social distancing and closed all places of worship.
Power went out 2:55PM, ? PM power back on (LESS THAN 30 MINUTES LATER)
It is getting dark outside and hot, dry winds are coming. It is supposed to be monsoon season, but there are no rains. The utility people keep releasing the mountain waters to flow down the open sewers of this town to the river and no irrigation is being done. These people grow their own food here. This is part of the depopulation agenda, creating food scarcity. And I believe I am the only one saving water.
Power went out 5:48PM, 6:0PM power back on
May 16, 2020
Day 7 of fasting
10:31AM power went out, was out when it restored
11:54AM power went out, back on 12:14PM
4:46PM power went out, 4:54PM back on
The first birdsong began at 4:24AM, unless it began earlier and did not awake me. By 5AM it was as light as it would be an hour and a half after that. Things are definitely changing.
16MAY2020 10AM WHERE THEY ARE SNOOPING IN MY COMPUTER, LEAVING FOLDERS OPEN
C:\Program Files (x86)\BraveSoftware\Brave-Browser\Application\126.96.36.199
NOTE TO SELF – THIS MUST BE DIVIDED INTO THREE PARTS: AUTOBIOGRAPHY, JOURNAL AND DEREK PRINCE ENEMIES WE FACE STUDY. Have I transcribed that already, back in 2018? Check for it. The task is daunting. Especially so since the war they are fighting with me on is for right now in the digital realm, since my sword is truth, and this is my pen, mightier than any sword.
And the supernatural is real. A few weeks ago a woman from down the hall who is considered an HSP by her title, dress and charity and fundraising work locally and on social media (Facebook) came to my door to visit and learn about making the cabbage juice for detox. When I opened the door to her, a spider descended from a web directly onto my face, and without thinking, I gently caught it by its thin string of web attached to the doorframe, removed it from my face, and stepped past her to wrap it around the exterior stairway banister. In the months I have lived here, that has never happened, and there are no cobwebs: the door and hall are extremely clean. When she left, a very large cockroach fell into my loose hair – so large I felt it land with force and its legs moving, instantly crawling – and I had to force it out, flinging it away. She looked at me doing that, smiling namaste goodnight walking away, as if oblivious, and I am sure she was and still is. Oblivious to what, am I saying? She visited again the next evening, and when she left I saw a large spider on the inside of my doorframe inside my apartment, and it was larger than the first. I killed it. Another large roach came in from under the door the third time she left. It was as if satan sent emissaries in insect form which her presence made a portal for.
I had never seen a roach here and had lived here nearly two months.
And as she and I spoke, and I told her what I tell all of you about what’s going on – I began with the Covid Toes and what 5G is doing and the satanic end times agenda now so obvious – and she wanted only to talk about “lite” subjects. I realized that she was a “pop-up”, and saw and see how she is revered still. She helps provide food for poor people here, and collects money campaigning on Facebook. I had told her exactly the reality of Facebook and all social media, and cellphones and smart devices. Her answer to my saying people need to be woken up because they are going to die of 5G damages and cytokine swarms from activated nanotechnology in their bodies being poisoned by wheat, white rice and sugar with tortured minds full of demons, and that the food most needed was spiritual truth was “Well at least they can die feeding their families.”
So then she continued stopping by a few more times, not coming in. I didn’t welcome her, but answered the door, listening. Three times she brought me small dishes of food she had made, beautifully garnished in a very genteel presentation, really. But she was either forgetting or ignoring what I told her when we first met: that I don’t eat food made by others. That’s a rule I started to live by in late 2018 when I began the ropeworm cleanse. Since we live in a small community, for sake of peace, each time she brought the food, I smelled it and thanked her, and flushed it down the toilet, returning her containers to her doorstep. The last time she brought some food, she asked me about how to treat the ringworm she has, something she had told me about when we first met, and I told her then that the protocol I teach would cure that. I then told her how to treat with allopathics: to get fluconazole and ivermectin tabs from the druggist (it’s an open market here in India), crush them, and make a paste with mustard oil or coconut oil, depending on her sensitivity, and apply under a dressing daily, and to begin the cabbage juice protocol to get at it from the inside as well. It was frustrating and, for me, very redundant, and felt like a disrespect of my time and knowledge. She’d ignored my demonstration and instruction on how to make the probiotic cabbage juice cleanse, and instead made sauerkraut with caraway seeds to eat, bringing that and a reused plastic oregano spice jar with another hummus.) She accepted that information, and then returned to glibly talking about food; how she loves to make flavor combinations, wants to have a cafe and feed people, and I told her that I used to love to cook, and sold my homegrown foods at farmer’s markets and taught food preservation. Then she said her guru told her not to talk for three days, and she left waving.
I thought to myself after she left and before going to sleep that it was a wasted effort on my part, whether innocent to it or not, she was controlled by the demons within and how likely this is emblematic of almost everyone in the religion business and world at large. It remains fact that food is a sport, a pastime, hobby, occupation, profit industry, necessary to survive, an addiction and a human controller. One lives to eat or lives to live, and a man can’t serve two masters.
The next morning I sent her an email in which I explained that that I have been seeking God all my life since I wrote my first illustrated book called ALL ABOUT GOD when I was six, included the link to that on my website, and that I keep to myself because I practice Vipassana naturally, since most of the world isn’t on the same plane I am. I put a sign on my door: VIPASSANA. And I began to fast. That was a week ago, now it’s day eight.
She is from Topanga Canyon and is a Valley Girl through and through (Nicholas Cage’s – and wow, is he in an eternal one now – role in the 80’s movie VALLEY GIRL was dystopically prophetic). She’s also sixty. When she volunteered to me that that was her home, I said “Oh, so you know about Laurel Canyon and the military CIA MKultra film industry.” She didn’t recognize the meaning of what I said! She went on “Laurel Canyon is just next to ours”, and I said “Oh, I thought you would know about it since you organized the film festival here.” I dropped it. Began to formulate my observations into opinion now shared.
Two spiders, two cockroaches. Not one bit of interest in the facts I shared. The Strong Delusion and the grip of smart devices, social media, pharmakeia and all the viels of illusion which make the ego is VERY STRONG INDEED.
The two spiders and two roaches weren’t happenstance: they’re harbingers from the lower realm. That’s why Kurt’s house in Jefferson, Maryland was infested by roaches at the time I met him when I moved in to provide his free home nursing for his broken femur, sustained on our third date at Ragnarok in Ohio. That’s the way of low vibration demonic entities.
So when things happen now, examine them with attention. The world is not at all what it seems.
Christ told his followers that the supernatural world is the real world and that what they experience in the flesh is the illusion to be overcome. With this in mind, you can withstand these last days and not accept the forced vaccine injection mark of the beast.
May 17, 2020
Note about fasting: the things I am able to discern now that the sheath of food is removed are staggering to the mortal mind. I see clearly the demonical heirarchy of the satanic kingdom in this world and in my life and the lives of all human beings significant to me: my family and the close friends I have now lost, as satan took them from me one by one.
I am third from the left in the top row, Jill is second from right in the second row, Rhonda is third from the right in the bottom row and Suzie is on the left in the bottom row (seated).
John Anthony Baronowski of Highlandtown, of Roman Catholic Polish ancestry, his mother’s house, full of idol statues and altars and old lithographs of the Virgin Mary and Jesus’s Sacred Heart of Thorns. J.A.B., for short, as in jab you with a knife. I was thinking about my mother’s second husband we (my brothers and I, and how our mother referred to him with us) called “Mr. John”, and how I found out that he wasn’t really a detective working nights for the Baltimore City Police Department, but a pimp. I had three very close friends while in Catonsville Elementary School: Rhonda Rohrs, who lived at the end of our street two houses from the I695 Baltimore Beltway and lived in a large catholic family of seven children all togther in one house with their paternal grandparents, and the mother was a computer programmer for the now defunct Montgomery Ward department store in Baltimore – Rhonda went on into programming as well, studying it at the Vocational Technical school on Kenwood Avenue across the streey from Nichole’s mother’s house. #interesting Jill Wood was the second close friend, and her father was a politically-appointed Howard County, Maryland Executive. Jill lived at 620 Maiden Choice Lane in Paradise. Suzie (Susan) Cullum was the other close friend I had as a child. She lived on Paradise Avenue, a street not far west of where Maiden Choice Lane intersected Wilkins Avenue, the dividing line beginning the locale called Arbutus. There was a stream that ran from Jill’s to Suzie’s, and we would play in it together. It began a few blocks from my house, where the road called Paradise Avenue began, branching off of Shady Nook Avenue. I lived at 11 Shadynook Avenue from age four to seven, and then we moved to 202 Shadynook Court when first grade ended and summer vacation began and my father, who taught elementary instrumental music at Waterloo Elementary School on Waterloo Road, now Route 103, and where I bought my daughter’s first pony “Mork” for christmas when she was three, for $115.00 from an old farm that has long since been developed.
I was in sixth grade when the Cullums began inviting me over on weekends I was not required to stay home and babysit my brothers while my mother and Mr. John (they were not married yet) went out on Friday and Saturday nights and never came home until the next day, in a stupor, drugged, hung over, and stayed in my mother’s bedroom the rest of every sunday. Mr. Cullum was an engineer at Westinghouse. Mrs. Cullum didn’t have to work, and their home was a brick split-level rancher. They had books, they read, Suzie’s older brother Johnny and their father spent time hunting Civil War memorabilia: once Suzie and I were playing tickling, wrestling like otters on her bed and I fell against the wall, and on the other side Johnny’s display of Civil war shells and indian arrowheads fell. He was very angry, but not mean, and I tried to be more careful; we both did. They also went doing archeology searches at Calvert Cliffs: I never had an opportunity to go, but wanted to. In the summer of 7th grade, Mother and Mr. John grounded me to my room for a year. But I am jumping ahead.
The Cullums were very kind, a kindness and love shown only in my life by my grandmothers and my Uncle Mike. They knew something and they weren’t friends with Jill’s parents like my mother was. They didn’t go to church, which is very significant, considering how ethical and good they were. Mr. Cullum began to teach me how to play chess on sunday mornings while Mrs. Cullum cooked breakfast. She always offered me my choice of whatever I wanted, and it was like being gentle to an abused child, which I was. After a few times, as the winter went into spring, I was talking about how I babysat and waited for mother and Mr. John to come home, and how Mr. John worked nights as a Baltimore City police detective. Mr. Cullum asked how I knew and I said he showed me his badge. He put down his chesspiece – and I recall it was the bishop, red, white or black I cannot say – and looked at me and said gravely: “He’s lying. He’s not a detective. That’s a a fake badge and he’s a pimp. I had him investigated.”
Into the immediate silence his words caused he sought to gauge my reaction looking at my eyes – remember, we were playing chess, seated opposite each other at a small table in front of the living room bay window, facing west with woods and the stream and then a hill that separated them from the Spring Grove State Hospital, where many of the CIA / Leary LSD Acid Experiments were conducted, primate genetic studies, and Hinckley was kept (the man who was mind-controlled into shooting Reagan).
My mind flooded with the sounds of cars and womens’ voices sounding muffled downstairs as I slept in my bedroom while my mother was at work as a full-time night Intensive Coronary Care registered nurse at Saint Agnes Hospital on Wilkens Avenue in Arbutus. Mr. John’s suits, and his Cadillacs and drycleaning bills and starched (heavy) white shirts, and cologne, and the lipstick stains. The smells of perfume that weren’t the Jean Nate my mother wore. The time he took my brothers and I downtown and we had to – all four of us – wait in the back seat of his metallic sky blue four-door Cadillac Coupe De Ville with a white leather-look vinyl top on the left side of Lombard Street in front of a large white marble building all night long with the doors locked until he came out hours later. I never slept but kept watch. I was eleven. Jay was nine, Charlie was seven and David had just turned five.
My surviving brother (if Jay is alive, I don’t know and don’t know how he could be) David in Hampstead, Maryland, doesn’t remember any of this and shunned me when I tried to tell him how mother and Mr. John tried to murder us all for Gerber Life Insurance by burning the house down. Again I jump ahead. Gradually the family history is being documented.
Mr. Cullum looked at me with sympathy. He asked me if I knew what prostitution was, and I said yes I did. I already was reading the entire newspaper, The Baltimore Sun, everyday including Sunday by a local boy named Bill Link who lived near Eddie’s Supermarket.
“He’s lying to you and your mother. He’s a dangerous man and a criminal. It is good that you are taking care of your mother and brothers, you are very strong.”
Now here is where the memory stops, except that I knwo that I did not begin to cry or feel any more afraid that I sometimes already did. And we went and sat at the table for breakfast. I had pancakes with butter and maple syrup, scrambled eggs and sausage links and extra orange juice.
The cabal did all it could to make a specialist out of me to use in their programs, and they failed. I am a child of God.
I told my mother. Then the physical abuse stepped up. I’m stopping the accounting for now. It’s brutal.
My recurring nightmares were of Nazi stormtroopers with German Shepherd dogs on chains, and I was trying to hide my brothers and myself from them by clinging to the undersides of the silver-colored aluminum-painted metal coil boxsprings of our beds, hanging from them off the floor desperately, the paint flakes falling in my eyes, and the dogs biting at us. In those dreams we were pierced in the sides with their bayonets, and I learned to break a dog’s jaw by prying its mouth open, sacrificing my forearm as it bit it, pulling down at it’s lower jaw and bending its head back from its snout, breaking its neck. That’s when I always woke up.
MY CHILDHOOD PRECOGNITIVE NIGHTMARES HAVE BECOME REALITY IN AMERICA.
I mention all this because I have been catching bits and pieces of the “news” via my blessedly infrequent ventures online. My only news comes from sources I trust that I seek out. Remember, I wrote this about what WTOP in an article called Kristall nacht, Repeaters and Nanobot Swarms Visible: WATCH “NEWS ON THE 8’S” RADIO said last fall “IF IT’S NOT DELIVERED, IT’S NOT NEWS”.The evil disinformation agenda in place And by the way, my newsman ex is a frequent caller and contributor; I have been privy to his calls, he has WTOP on speed dial). This is all about them being finished with the human race they created to harvest resources. The penis is how they spread their evil seed. The put their genetics in everything, and MONSANTO is the commercialized example. Look at the codpiece penis armor of Emporor Ferdinand of Rome and how it iexactly the shape of the satyr’s penis, and Ba’al’s and Baphomet’s. COD MEANS FISH.
THEY ARE DAGON WORSHIPPERS, POSEIDON. See all the details I show here. Look with fresh eyes at the catholic mitre headpiece now.
HOW SICK ALL THIS IS. AND ALMOST EVERYONE IS PART OF IT.
LUCIFERASE, THE “RULE OF LAW” FORCED VACCINATION PROGRAM OF 500 MILLION PEOPLE, JUST LIKE THE GEORGIA GUIDESTONES SAYS WILL BE LEFT TO POPULATE TO EARTH AFTER THEIR DEPOPULATION.
THE 500 MILLION ROUNDS OF HOLLOWPOINT BULLETS OBAMA BOUGHT FOR THE UNITED STATES DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE, THE VERY SAME AGENCY ENTITY THAT GAVE ME THIS CERTIFICATION
BAS, as the Indians say, which means “done”, or “enough”. I’m stopping here.
PLEASE KEEP READING, this goes through the last six days, and includes what you MUST UNDERSTAND:
THE ENEMIES WE FACE: WITCHCRAFT IS THE RELIGION OF THE WORLD
I NEVER GAVE PERMISSION TO BE BILL GATES LUCIFER’S QUANTUM DOT GUINEA PIG. NO WONDER HE NAMED IT LUCIFERASE. HE WANTS TO DOMINATE AND TO BE WORSHIPED. IT’S THE AGE-OLD METHOD: HE CAN ONLY DO IT BY INJECTING HIS DEMONIC SEED, AN ENZYME OF HIS OWN REPTILIAN MISTAKE TRASH GENES – WHICH ARE GOING TO BE DESTROYED IN THE SINGULARITY EVENT COMING AND HE KNOWS IT – INTO PEOPLE TO TRY TO UPLOAD THEIR SOULS INTO HIS DIGITAL HEXADECIMAL REPLICATION SOULTRAP IN THE CLOUD.
Gates said, quoted exactly from his TED Talk speech: “If we do a good job on vaccines, health and reproduction, we can reduce the world population by 10-15%. Only a genocide can save the world”.
THEY HAVE FINISHED RAPING EARTH AND HUMANITY AND WANT TO DESTROY US – THE EVIDENCE – AND ESCAPE VIA THEIR SPACE-X IN THIS LAST PASS OF NIBIRU. BUT THEY KNOW THEY CAN’T.
With his vaccines, Gates managed to sterilize millions of women in Africa. Gates caused a polio epidemic that paralyzed 500,000 children in India and still today with DTP, Gates causes more deaths than the disease itself. And he does the same with GMOs designed by Monsanto and “generously donated” to needy populations. All this while he is already thinking about distributing the quantum tattoo for vaccination recognition and mRNA vaccines as tools for reprogramming our immune system. In addition, Gates also does business with several multinationals that own 5G facilities in the USA.
Making a transhuman body uploaded to cloud is digital temple copy of body temple of God – DUPLICATED CONCEPT
THE FIRST NET EVER PLACED UPON HUMANS WAS A HUGE FLAT ROCK THROWN ON ADAM AND EVE BY SATAN. GOD STOPPED IT FROM CRUSHING THEM AND MADE THEM A SHED OF IT. SINCE THEN SATAN HAS BECOME DIGITALLY AND CYMATICALLY REFINED, AND THE 5G MICROWAVE SPACEFENCE HAS REPLACED THE ROCK, BUT GOD IS GREATER THAN THAT OLD SNAKE.
The First Book of Adam and Eve, Female Voice, Audio Book
Also called The Conflict of Adam and Eve with Satan
1st Book Adam and Eve review, focus on the rock satan threw to crush them, which God made into a shed. Compare this to the Spacefence (and all preceding nets). We have to remember the past to move forward. The narrative misleads and all on social media are decieved. Starseed Indigo children is a psyop. They are not genetic descendents of God, but aliens.
THE BRAVE BROWSER’S PREDICTIVE PROGRAMMING, ACKNOWLEDGING HUMANITY’S NATURAL AND SACRED BEGINNINGS, AND REVEALING THEIR ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL TRANSHUMANISM PLAN
BRAVE 5G TOWERS OVERLOOK WATERFRONT NIBIRU SKY
Brave browser CODE HEAD MIND UPLOAD IMAGE
BRAVE CRYPTOCURRENCY STORING OUR SOULS IN THE AI BLOCKCHAIN SOCIAL CREDIT SCORE IN THE CLOUD MATRIX BORG
BRAVE CUBE SOUL TRAP – ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL
MAY 18, 2020
DAY NINE OF FAST
Number of transformer explosions so far – 17
7:47AM power went out, 7:51AM back on
8:26AM power went out, a fourth transformer just blew, 8:37AM as the power came back on
There is a river in the sky, and I don’t mean the Milky Way.
SIRIUS CONSTELLATION IS THE ORBS WE HAVE ALL BEEN SEEING THEY CALL LENS FLARES
7:47AM TRANSFORMERS ARE BLOWING
Three transfomers have blown in the last few minutes; seven minutes, eight maybe. The power went out after the second one.
Related to how the lens arrays and the giant screen being pulled through the sky hiding Nibiru and the Sirius Constellation is what I am about to explain now. This location at the foothills of the Himalayas in India is the closest civilized place to what was once Eden before all the catostrophic resets reshaped the earth.
*The electromagnetic forces of the Purifier making:
Birds flee, behave oddly
Butterflies seem very happy and free
Dogs, cows seem stressed and anxious; confused
Babies and toddlers crying more/coughing
I am hearing higher pitched frequencies than I have ever heard and how is this possible to detect! Much, much higher than what I was tested for in Catonsville Elementary School (the school nurse was named Mrs. Helfrich, Bill Helfrich’s aunt)
8:26AM power went out, and I can see by the cieling fan that it’s fluctuating. It’s the EMs electromagnetic forces between earth and Nibiru’s system colliding. It’s all getting closer to THE DAY THE KING THE LIGHT COMES: THE SINGULARITY. THIS WORLD IS GOING DOWN AND THE LIGHT ERADICATES ALL DARKNESS.
*Returning to the above (The electromagnetic forces of the Purifier making:):
– Waves of pressure/something like vibratory movement in my cells that I have described as internal infrared heat, but it’s far more subtle than that
– It seems to somehow ‘punctuate’ like a code of language, although I don’t want to even compare it to language, since language was created by the Mesopotamian Sumerians to do their bookkeeping counting the resources they stole from earth: humans as slaves, gold, wheat, every product of earth is a transaction they mined and tabulated. This is why language was developed. The original humans hypercommunicated in heart language.
The Anunnaki who rule this world – the fallen angels and the serpentseed reptilians in news, corporate, royalty, elite, politics, military, all governing agencies and religions – only created language, beginning with the cuneiform then heiroglyphs, to beancount the resources they harvested by enslaving and using us, the true humanity, created by the ONE TRUE GOD, THE LIGHT.
Those who run the world now landed on earth and began to rape it.
– And yes, things are still coming from my skin, small crystals and fiber bundles, things like fibrous roots tougher than leather or keratinous fingernails, and last night a very large and hard fly erupted from my left shin, I could only look down, see it twisting out and begin to go from being within the sac of my (vein?) to waving its wings in air I captured it, it did not crush, it did not drown, I had to flush it. It was synthetic biology. It looked like a normal fruitfly but was hard like a tick, and twice the size. It was very aggressive, somehow. No pic. I was dealing with it so intently as it was so real, no need to shoot a photo. Anyone who does not believe me is of satan.
UNITED NATIONS OF SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE
I am going to post this if the WiFi is on. With all the outages, the ISP’s DNS server stops working (not that I have any control or access, I just know how it works from being in the industry). Please bear with what seems to be rambling: it’s not. The focus is very singular and POINTED TO GOD AND TRUTH.
12:23PM – I wonder if this is why I am hearing what sounds like transformers blowing – the count of what sounds like explosions is at 17 right now. MAYBE I am hearing the sound of BEDROCK CRACKING AND SHIFTING.
Note 8PM – there is some kind of windstorm going on, and I am stopping for now. It’s time to be be in prayer. It’s taken all day to pull these notes and images together, and is weighing on my heart that I have not connected with my readers and those I love.
IT FEELS LIKE THIS VERY SUBSTANTIAL BUILDING IS GOING TO BE BLOWN OVER. YET THE POWER IS ON. MY EARS ARE POPPING.
May 19, 2020
The power has already been out and restored once, before 6AM.
8:29AM power went out, 8:32AM came back on
The laptop also “hiccupped” with knowing who it was from the motherboard at 8:04AM timestamp
Wind gusts continue, although yesterday evenings remain unmatched, for now. I looked at the sky a few times during the night, and it was completely clear, full of very close stars. The frequencies were intense and still are, with pressure behind my eardrums as if I am climbing in altitude. As I never have congestion, mucus, “colds” or “allergies”, no sinus material is there to blame. The chambers in my cranium are registering this. The drumskin of my brain, as it’s defined in the Kolbrin, is beating positively. There is occasionally a very strong flux of what I can’t describe that pulses through me like a beam of spiritual forces. One blogger ignorantly referred to it as “the space spiders”. I gnow it’s the positive forces of The Purifier. I release to it. This is the returning to The Light.
BRAIN MEANS DRUMSKIN, FROM THE KOLBRIN
LUC:14:14 “Man has a material sounding board called the brain, which means a drumskin, and this is very apt. However, if it is battered with impure desires or taken over by worldliness it thickens and becomes a barrier against the spiritual forces. The brain, made dense with insensitivity and calloused by wickedness, forms a door which closes out all things of the spirit and becomes a servant of the senses. It no longer admits the light, and what light does penetrate becomes disguised and distorted into gloom. The door to the soulspirit becomes overgrown with weeds and brambles, the material and spiritual are separated by an immoveable barrier and the soulspirit slumbers while the body decays.”
I will get this posted. What a blessing to be in this psychic, spiritual space. We are told to fast in this time. This is day ten. As Christ teaches in the Essene Gospel of Peace, “all manner of unclean things will leave the body of the Son of Man”. I find no parasites or ropeworms, only decreasing amounts of dark biosludge that comes out formed as if it was encysted or pocketed, or like a sheath of ancient decomposing material that shaped itself to my intestinal tract and its contours. There is always a twinge of pain and feeling of heat before the urge to toilet. Volume very low, always a small amount of putrid gas. It’s obvious this is old, old stuff. Exactly like the Tale of the Five Sheaths. So Christ told us to fast to free us from the bondage to the slavery of illusion and ignorance the sheaths of food and addictions create. Let my words inspire you.
People ask about the book, and I tell them it’s already been written, Yeshua the Christ wrote it, and it’s on the front page of this website for all. Really, it’s not eating that frees us to carry the burden of Light.
The sun is now in the North/Northwest and that is the direction that the extremely sharp, high-contrast shadows are making on the ground, heading West/Southwest. I had the LED – all lights here are LED – light on in the bathroom and it is pulsing, creating anxiety and doubt thoughtforms.
8:29AM power went out, 8:32AM came back on
The laptop also “hiccupped” with knowing who it was from the motherboard at 8:04AM timestamp
8:53AM THE SUN IS DEFINITELY CASTING SHADOWS FROM A GRADUALLY AND PERCEPTIBLY NORTHWARD TRAJECTORY THAT IS INCREASING. PEACOCKS ARE CALLING LOUDLY FROM THE MOUNTAIN. PEOPLE OUTSIDE ARE LOOKING AT THEIR CELLPHONES TALKING ABOUT COVID. NO ONE IS NOTICING THE SHADOWS CAST FROM WHERE THEY HAVE NOT BEEN CAST FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS.
The WiFi is off or I would be uploading. I still must get the lyrics to MESSIAH and the URL embed for:
– Derek Prince THE ENEMIES WE FACE WITCHCRAFT EXPLAINED
– SHARE BEFORE DELETED – WHO Planned Training & Simulation Exercise in September 2019
(if they are even up)
– The First Book of Adam and Eve, Female Voice, Audio Book
UPLOAD SKY RIVER VIDEO TO BRIGHTEON AND WP
I LOVE YOU GOD.
HANDWRITTEN LETTER, NEVER MAILED December 9, 2019 To my children, leaving for India
Emily and Max,
I have done all I could to release each of you from the lies you are victims of. Now you must prepare as best you can for a very difficult time that will come. This is the FINAL KALI YUGA of planet earth. Religion, Inc. has lied to all humanity beginning with the theft of the knowledge in and then the burning down of the lotted, empty Library of Alexandria in Egypt by Caesar, who answered to Lucifer. This is the truth, and if you still dismiss what I write, one day, sadly, tragically, each of you and your children – my grandchildren – you will see. Then it will be too late, as there will be no more soul recycling AKA reincarnation. Death itself will die. Dimensions, as we “know” them, all “math”, physics and quantitative sciences and numbers will pass. A new earth unlimited by form will come.
I left you all my books. Read my blogs. Read the Kolbrin (online: I took my kindle).
Scribes copied all truth for ages and ages so that when the every 12,000 years or so resets occurred, mind-wiped humanity on re-folded, catastrophied earth could learn what their own history was. ROME HID THAT: OCCULT means TO HIDE.
Thoughts for you (all) , especially you, Emily and max, who are my children. Emily, you wanted me to make a website and call it ANIMALS I HAVE LOVED. I have not (yet), but as ~timr permits, will, GOD willing, on http://elocutrix.com. I have written about some of my/our animals on http://eatingtoascend.com, and keyword searches top right corner for Devon, Felicity, Zoey, geese, etc, will yield articles I wrote.
Elizabeth waited in a blizzard for 3 days at that Exxon in Ellicott City by 83 Lumber when Sam let her out of the car while taking me to his parents’ cabin after Charlie died. He refused to go back to look for her when I discovered she had jumped out when he got gas. I fought with him to stop at that gas station (on the way back) and there she was late at night, at the edge of a cone of light from the pole casting a circle of white on the snow in the dark, the station closed. She waited where I could see her when I came, and she knew I would. As I wait for you.
I include two keys to a storage unit, and it is all I left for you, Max and Emily, Rowan and Albie. I love them all, but Emily is like a daughter and also twin flame to me.
There is all my art you saved for me from Kurt’s theft of my things when I had the disassotiative fugue after the after three years of trauma and gaslighting and finally the murder attempts he orchestrated to collect on the illegal life insurance policy he holds. You should read the books. There are high-end homeopathic healing teas, some vegan foods, my water distiller, electronics: many things. You and Max should go there and take it all. The space is only 5’X5’X6′ in volume.
There will be an event you all deny, but it is coming, and perhaps very soon. I will wish I was here for you all, but continually you and Max reject me, and I have left. I refuse to be a sitting duck for FEMA/MARTIAL LAW and the illegal life insurance scheme Kurt has, which I guess he told you that you too will benefit from when I am prematurely and unnaturally dead of what would look like an accident or a suicide, but actually be murder. I have all copies of everything he wrote online that he has now erased or edited. His day will come with God.
I have made amends, detoxed and healed. This is a fallen world and it’s name is BABYLON. This is the FINAL KALI YUGA, and you all must get right with the MOST HIGH GOD. I love you, I know this is harsh, but it is TRUTH.
I live where Jesus walked, and the Holy Ganga River waters from heaven is swirling mists from her body up the valley underneath the geoengineered skies as they try to hide the event with chemicals and metals and NASA equipment and satellites and 5G in the hands of zombies, for it’s angels and demons time.
That said, I am telling all of you that this is the third day, but I didn’t recognize and admit it to myself until yesterday evening, that I am “off my food”. I don’t want to eat. My body is telling me to fast and be clear of waste. I think this is significant. I’m finishing the 5G Protection article and have found myself spending a long time on parasites, something no other activist or 5G scientist and whistleblowing advocate for humanity does. But it’s the parasites that thrive on our food which our five sheath physical bodies are made of that make us eat. We’re light beings.
So since I have experienced precognition many times before in my life, from saving my mother from dying from her suicide attempt, the vision I had when my daughter Emily was born at Johns Hopkins Hospital of a crowd of demons screaming at me that they would take her from me (they did, she’s into witchcraft, has done evil things to me and still does, and is a tool for satan to destroy our family with – it’s time to WAKE UP, EMILY), the waking dream I had of my brother Charlie’s death, foreknowledge of two murder attempts, one horse accident Devon and I survived, and countless other family, weather and animal-related occurences and events. The vision I had when pregnant with Emily NOT FOR A CONSTANT MOMENT BUT THE WORLD WILL BE OBLITERATED. Poltergeists throwing my books and portfolios, Nichole’s spirit visiting me three times since she died, my own star descending and a stargate open over the house I lived in the day before Nichole died, December 19/20, 2018. My dream of heart connecting in hypercommunication with my granddaughter Emily. The Sirius alignment I saw last year. I can’t keep up. I’ve shared all this here. The above sentences are full of keywords and I want to get this posted and will add links in a bit.
Now I am sharing that I feel something NOW. I have no desire for food, no hunger, no nervousness. I’m writing, reading, doing good personal things, feeding animals, interacting with others I see. Mostly I am connected and I FEEL SOMETHING VERY STRONG AND IT IS SOMETHING SUBLIME AND BEAUTIFUL COMING.
Two weeks ago I bought the three essential oils used together on Yeshua / Isha / Jesus Christ and his body came back to life after three days. This mixture was used by every pharaoh. The first time I put it on and meditated and prayed, I had an immediate out of body (OOB) experience like a rocket ship. When I bathe I rinse with vinegar, himalayan salt and use this oil, including on my pineal gland spot of forehead (which is where Nichole felt her awakening the last time we were together).
I am just saying, THIS IS HAPPENING.
And this video came out and she is speaking my own words.
I was denied diagnosis and treatment for Lyme Disease and subsequently developed Morgellons Syndrome, and lost my EVERYTHING, and this is what was done to Devon
who was euthanized in June 2017.
Now remember this, every reader: SUFFERING TEACHES US HOW TO LOVE AND PURIFIES OUR SOUL. WORLDLY ESTEEM AND REWARD ARE NOT REAL OR LASTING.
A little black sheep whose soul wants to be in the flock, not with the herded cattle, OR, the consequences of The Strong Delusion.
My friend, I’ll call her “Patty”, is in her late seventies, a former equestrian with a farm, now alone with a small house in Hanover, Pennsylvania, and two small dogs and very fat cats. She has a huge heart and is full of parasites. Some people get overweight with parasite loads, while others remain very thin. Patty is the latter, although her torso rveals how large the ropeworm serpent in her gut it. She watches television, one in every room. She sleeps with it on (like my brother David). She believes all the media says. And she is vaccinated with the same religious fervor her Catholic upbringing had her going to mass.
She’s brainwashed and poisoned.
I met her at the very large thrift store near my short-lived apartment I had to flee last June because it had black mold and the owner refused to mediate, just like happened to me in Henrico County, neighborhood called Lakeside, where I spent the last summer with my granddaughter Emily before being bitten by over thirty nymph ticks on the Saturday of that Memorial day weekend in 2015, which is what sent my system into final overload, the lifetime of previous tick bites and stressed immune system from parasites the doctors refused to test for when I came back from Hawaii in 2012 AND the lifetime of exposures like everyone has (search for the word “lifetime” in that article). Black mold is evil, made worse by Monsanto, obviously.
So “Patty” and I met and we were like the Odd Couple. but her heart is full of love and there is nothing she won’t do for someone else: I saw it. Like all of us, she is made broken by pain and trauma with ill health because she “trusts the experts”, with her expensive insurance and doctors visits and prescriptions.
When I told her I was moving to India, she was crushed. Since I do not use a cellphone, and she didn’t have email, I reached out to her manager at the thrift store, but he never replied. But five days ago I got an email from her: she had evidently gotten herself an email account – on what device I have no idea – and contacted me at the email address I had left her.
Her email was brief, asking me why I hadn’t called (she is a very direct person), how was I, was I okay.
My reply #1 (excerpted):
OK [Patty], thank you SO MUCH for emailing me and I am sorry it took me three days to write back again. All day today we had no wifi. Things are very intense, as many things are going on. Nothing is automatic here.
How are you doing? How is your health? I miss you. I miss being with you and I hope to see you again, but this world is in TRIBULATION, [Patty], so it is more likely we’ll see each other in HEAVEN.
How are the dogs? Are you working still? How is Hanover, is it like a war town? Are shops boarded up? I saw online images from LA and also Vancouver all boarded up.
Cows, horses, burros and dogs all freely roam the streets here, and occasional goats, the odd rooster. It’s a vegetarian part of India.
I keep thinking about catching a horse…
I live at the foothills of the Himalayas. The Holy Ganges River flows here and it is the water from heaven.
I wish you read my website/blog…
So the coronavirus is really just another flu they made. People are dying – and there will be more – from the effects of the 5G. They first turned it on in Wuhan China and it took a little over 6 months for people to die. It is more complicated than this but I explain it on the blog. They are killing humanity, this is the holy war, I am glad I am here where other people also very enlightened are. So far though I am still “on a different level” but I am respected. I have more ‘friends’ that I ever had in life, and I am still a loner.
How [are people we knew]?
I have still not heard from my children. I sent my granddaughter a birthday box including so many things – cost a fortune – no word. It arrived, I tracked it.
GOD IS GOOD, HE HAS PERFECT TIMING AND WISDOM.
I’m sorry if I hurt you by being so hard to understand or deal with. Know that I love you very much. [Patty], we are in a holy war. Humanity is under a great delusion! This IS TRIBULATION NOW.
The coronavirus is just the biggest scheme ever pulled off by satan. It’s the effects of the 5G, those TOWERS. 5G destroys the ability of cells to regenerate and it takes on the average a year for a body to replace all cells. I can explain it fully, and I do on my blog. Keep your immune system strong, take lots of Vit C, yadda yadda… all the things I have been teaching. But know this: 5G is a military weapon and we are all living in a microwave world. Everyone. It’s here too.
I am so happy we met.
“How r u. I had to get tested for the virus. Will get results Mon. Or Tues. Hope u r well. I hear it’s bad in India. Keep in touch.”
You got microchipped with an RFID radiofrequency tracker, [Patty]. The bible calls this THE MARK OF THE BEAST.
India is very safe, and whatever you read in the newspapers, hear on TV, radio, magazines, from educational and medical so-called authorities is all LIES.
This is what the bible in Revelation refers to as the STRONG DELUSION in the last days. THERE IS NOT COVID VIRUS PANDEMIC, it is all a scheme to microchip people and track them, and actually put more alien genetic material in them. Viruses are alien RNA – ribonucleic acids / genetic material. My virology professor taught us this when I was in pre-med, [Patty], and he was the head of the department.
People are dying because they are full of PARASITES, heavy metals that have been sprayed in the skies all across the face of the earth for over 50 years and put in all foods and products, pesticides, chemicals, toxins, molds and yeasts, and GMOs, which are hybrids – the bible calls them CHIMERAS. For example, white potatoes have moth genes in them.
The internet was created by DARPA and is a weapon to trap souls. Reagan talked about the SPACE DEFENSE PROGRAM, and Trump rolled it out last year “officially”, but it’s been in place a long time.
You will not believe me because you are hyponotized, like my own children are, watching television and drinking fluoridated water.
But your heart cries out for return to God and that is why we see each other as sisters, becuase you are a child of God like I am, just not detoxed.
It’s really amazing here. Yesterday I went to the Holy Ganga River, which is the waters that come to earth directly from heaven, and immersed myself in baptism. Look how beautiful. And the mountain range is the REAL stairway to heaven. What the song is about.
People have come to Rishikesh from all over the earth. I have never been with so many enlightened souls and had so many friends/soul family.
I guess you don’t notice that the sun is rising closer and closer to the north because there are multiple light sources in the sky hiding the truth. Here, it is very hard for them to make the artifical atmosphere. The energy here, the vibration, is very high. Jesus lived in this cave only a few kilometers from where I live, [Patty]. The church calls it “the lost years of Christ” – BUT HE LIVED IN INDIA FROM AGE 13 TO 33. Indians know this, and they read the bible.
Everything you believe to be true is lies. The parasites and all the crap I listed put scales on the eyes, another scriptural reference. The nanotechnology in the human body – nanobots – gets triggered by the 5G and satellites and LED lighting pulses, and smart devices from cellphones to TVs to friedges, washing machines – even cars – in what is called cytokine swarms as the human body tries to reject the alien RNA (virus) and they are already immuno-compromised and they suffer pneumonia and organ failure and quickly die. There IS NO PANDEMIC. Look what satan’s arm called JOHNS HOPKINS HOSPITAL did staging a rehearsal for the false flag called Covid-19 http://www.centerforhealthsecurity.org/event201/
THEY STAGED THIS. THIS IS THE MOST DIABOLICAL TRICK THE DEVIL EVER PULLED, AND BELIEVE ME, HE IS REAL.
I will always pray for you and fight for your soul. I love you.
AI – artificial intelligence – CONTROLS THE FOOD SYSTEMS – what could be wrong with that?
ARTIFICAL INTELLIGENCE IS LUCIFER.
And I attached these images:
The image below is a drawing my daughter, Emily Little Bruno, did when she was twelve years old, and beneath that, my son Max Little’s depiction of the cloning centers. MOUTHS OF BABES
They are separating and isolating everyone and this is REAL. Put on your spiritual armor, prep as best you can, pray, fast, pray, meditate, and at all costs do all you can to inform everyone you know that they are about to either die within the next year from the effects of 5G or be murdered for being human beings who know GOD and stand up for TRUTH, against EVIL.
A martyr (Greek: μάρτυς, mártys, “witness”; stem μάρτυρ-, mártyr-)
“We must critically examine and re-examine and compare with what is deep inside us… there is no better datum than that!”
Yes, I agree, for if we do not, our ego will bury us!
FROM LUCA “Bride of the father, these years will be called short by the short days, the photon will be the center of the rebirth and there will be purge at many galactic and planetary levels, read among the secrets and the sores the signs that the soul is placed. this is a braid of lands, they attack the heart and lungs “to steal the holy spirit, even if it’s not so they want you to fear it they make it pour out of the rna more ‘ I don’t know. But fear not the light has already won we are choosing how fallen the speed to learn it : adrenaline 3d in disintegration.” (comment from image above, translated from Italian)
And then that, for the thirst of the martyr, nor the presence of the superb Soldan preached Christ and others who followed,
and to find to convert too many people and not to stand indarno, redeemed to the fruit of the italian grass,
in the raw stone intra Tiber and Arno da Christ took the last seal, that his limbs two years carry.
– Dante, Paradiso XI, 100-108
http://www.vocazionefrancescana.org/2014/09/da-cristo-prese-lultimo-sigillo.html (Translated from Italian) Dear friends, the Lord will give you peace! Did you know that Dante Alighieri in the Divine Comedy also speaks of St Francis? And that’s why the Song XI of Paradise is also an integral part of the Franciscan Sources? Yes, even a piece of Dante poetry is part of the collection of the oldest Franciscan testimonies! To tell of the life of Francis of Assisi is the Dominican Saint Thomas Aquinas, as in The Song XII it will be the Franciscan Saint Bonaventura who will present the life of Dominic of Guzman. Dante poetry, as always, with the effective synthesis and elegant beauty of its triplets manages to make in short the understanding life of our Father “all seraphic in ardour” (XI, 37).
St. Francis: from martyrdom to the stigmata
On the day of the feast of the Impression of the Stimmate of St. Francis, 17 September, I would like to briefly resume what Dante says. As you can read in the three triplets above, he places the event of the Stimmate immediately after the pilgrimage to the Holy Land and the encounter with the Sultan. In the verses that follow, he immediately recounts the death of the Saint. St. Thomas says that the Poverello of Assisi “for the thirst of the martyr, / in the presence of the superb Soldan / preached Christ and others who ‘followed’ them: like Saint Anthony of Padua, Saint Francis goes “among the Saracens” available, indeed eager, to give his life for Christ. We also know from the other biographies that, admitted in the presence of al-Malik al-Komil, announced to him the gospel and salvation in Christ. Francis left that court, without having earned martyrdom, but much esteem for his holiness and some gifts… including the ivory horn still preserved among the relics of St. Francis Basilica in Assisi. St. Francis was to receive a different martyrdom: what we celebrate today, the extraordinary gift of the stigmata, “the last seal” of love and pain that Jesus himself has imprinted in his flesh. They are a sign for him and for us of a whole life deeply resembling that of Christ.
Every call: from imagining to following This: what can it mean to you?? We all desire and imagine our future for what our hearts are given to sense. At some point in his life, St. Francis felt ready to take risks: to give and, if necessary, to lose his life for the sake of Christ and for the conversion of some unfaithful brothers. This availability was not collected from the design of Providence in the most ‘predictable’ way of martyrdom in odium fidei. His mystical martyrdom has come in an original way, if anything linked to his struggle to accept the evolution of the Order, now almost ‘autonomous’ and ’emancipated’ with respect to its founder (as it leaks from the biographies and parable of Perfect joy). And Francis was crucified in La Verna for the sake of all those who are astonished by this sign, and in particular for the sake of his fellow brothers. Of which he managed to be even in the end the ‘most’ lesser friete. Assisi. Prayer Corda pia, which associates the Passion of Christ and the Stimmate of St. Francis. For you, who listen to the Lord, it calls you to follow him, is to imagine your future in some way and form a particular one. In that imagination is hidden the good intuition of what the Lord asks of you: to give yourself in a total way. Often, however, in this ‘imagine’, our imagination ends up getting a little distracted around the peripheral aspects of vocation: for example, fantasizing a little about the new role or the respect I will receive when I am a priest/frite (?!); or the beauty of fraternal life in the community, when I am a nun (?!); or the fact that my talents will finally be valued… All possible, but not always realistic… and certainly not central, because often more than growing in faith and holiness, they tickle and gratify the ego.
A vocation is given to you because in it you learn to give yourself and to love… even when it is necessary to suffer to love. Just as Francis asked and obtained in La Verna: to love and suffer as Jesus loved and suffered for us on the Cross. Today’s feast, then, gives you practical advice: when you notice that your fantasy takes you away from the ‘centre’ of your vocational discernment, or entices you with ‘glorious’ perspectives that are all to be verified, ‘escape’ from this ego-centric path and return to place your feet where you find the footsteps of Christ, following him as you carry your (heavy but not impossible) cross every day. The humble realism of today, will bless you tomorrow too… Happy feast of the Holy Stimmate!! The Lord gives you peace!
First, Luca, before I respond to your thoughts, let me share something with you. Because what you told me was galvanizing, and I am strengthened by your words. This allegorical desert is a place of strange testing and confirmations. Last August you wrote me this:
“You are written in the book of life – do not fear spit or insults, I cry for this humanity only a few see and among these are especially women, from the double date of 2020 everyone will see himself in glory or vergogna. Dio bless you… … I wanted to inform you; to tell you something very important when you did an article about your granddaughter Emily, I saw a sun that came into you and called you “bride”. Maybe I should not say these things… but you are far ahead and you are not of this world.”
Okay, now I’m replying…
I’ve actually never felt of this world, and to be quite honest, I thought that by coming to India I would find others who were aware of TRUTH, but so far – and I keep reaching out to so-called spiritual leaders here (gurus, babaji’s, long-time seekers, monks/nuns – supposedly HIGHLY SPIRITUAL PEOPLE – all I am discovering is different shades and values of ego on different styles of dress, and the VERY FEW TIMES I have been able to engage someone in questioning the narratives, they SHUT DOWN. There are so few who are not deceived, Luca.
And I just finished the Fowler’s Net post, which will probably get me kicked off the internet! (Trying to make a joke, but as I type I am being hit with millimeter waves in my throat, aimed at my thyroid. Getting up to take more iodine…). I will expand that article more, perhaps next. It depends soully on (how I am moved by) God.
You: “Bride of the father, these years will be called short by the short days, the photon will be the center of the rebirth and there will be purge at many galactic and planetary levels, read among the secrets and the sores the signs that the soul is placed. This is a braid of lands, they attack the heart and lungs “to steal the holy spirit, even if it’s not so they want you to fear it they make it pour out of the rna more; I don’t know. But fear not the light has already won we are choosing how fallen the speed to learn it: adrenaline 3d in disintegration.”
According to the Ethiopian calendar it is the year 2012, not 2020, and I guess many of us are aware that at the Council of Nicae, hundreds of years were made to disappear, and what is thought of as “the middle ages” is fictional, written by the likes of Juval Noah Harari. We’ve had the noctoluminscent skies for years now, and Tavares (it sounds like her voice) showed footage from the Alaska weather cams of the huge umbrella-like shade apparatus being kept in the sky between earth and Nibiru. Sometimes I go to bed and it seems as if the ‘night’ was 14 hours long: it is only becoming more and more insensible. The portions of the Nag Hammadi about The Destroyer say all these things we see. When I found the text from the ancient Egyptian Valley of the Kings tombs which talked about the net in the sky, that was another a-ha to confirm the place 5G and smart devices, apps, et cetera are being used.
“A braid of lands, they attack the heart and lungs ‘to steal the holy spirit’…” – yes. Only if we let them. I think the digital link is the key here, Luca. This will probably make me the least welcomed spiritual writer in modern history. No one wants to stop communicating. This is our desert. This is it. It’s happening.
And yes, they attack the heart and lungs. This is why I began taking Levamisole, given to all dairy cattle and sheep up, to get rid of them. In 2018 I researched and found the FDA acceptable limits for the amounts of detectable lungworms and threadworms in dairy products for sale in the United States, that the worms pass through breast milk and the placenta, and I emailed my daughter about it, since she’s a doula and lactation counselor, but of course she ignored me (and still shuns me). It was very difficult to take it, and I started at a dose for a small sheep. I basically used myself as an experiment, and as they cleared from me I began to feel entirely new sensations in my lung areas (on my back) especially when I was praying or writing, or doing anything with my heart intention and love. So I wrote that post called BREATH OF LIFE.
I will stop there, but we are light energy, yes. And I do not think of myself as of master root Pleidian, but beyond. That’s how it feels: star-like. That star that came the day before Nichole died was MY STAR, and there was a STARGATE PORTAL OPEN OVER THE ROOF OF MY HOUSE, and a DNA-shaped spiral it came down, like a heaven stair. So did I – my spirit being – come to give myself an ‘upgrade’ considering one of the most – no, THE MOST DIFFICULT THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME AS A MORTAL HUMAN was about to happen, my granddaughter who is like a soul-daughter to me losing her mother, and my family not telling me, and not letting me come to comfort my granddaughter? Still I am shunned completely. Yet my soul is of GOD, and I LOVE. I have never felt so sure and secure and strong. And things have happened which show me that hypercommunication / heart communication is real and happening.
“they want you to fear it they make it pour out of the rna more”: if we fear, it weakens us, our immuno-suppression goes down, illness goes up, and they harvest more etheric energy. Am I oversimplifying it? If we succomb to fear, as their host, they run amok with our systems and takeover occurs. We also lose time, lose ground, what in spiritual sense is backsliding, which is the worst kind of falling away and hardest to recover from.
“the light has already won we are choosing how fallen the speed to learn it: adrenaline 3d in disintegration” – Hmm, I am going to take a guess at that meaning. Are you saying we have a degree of control regarding our collective consciousness bringing on this leaving of physical density, and that the adrenaline fear creates is becoming less available for them because en masse we’re “wising up” and rising up?
From your link given to St. Francis http://www.vocazionefrancescana.org/2014/09/da-cristo-prese-lultimo-sigillo.html, it says “We all desire and imagine our future for what our hearts are given to sense”, and I imagine that is true for many, until pain and trauma either takes it out of them or they erode and sell out! The author goes on: “A vocation is given to you because in it you learn to give yourself and to love… even when it is necessary to suffer to love.” YES. Only suffering teaches us what love truly is. As much as trauma and evil need to be eradicated, in this physical realm, they are teachers, but how hard. I cannot tell you how many times I listened to Derek Prince’s LOVE IS THE PERFECT LAW OF LIBERTY – I even transcribed it from the YT video – forced to be barred from family and losing all, as you know from reading what I have written, and seeing photos and artwork. Humans are at their best when things are at their worst. We get the stigmata within.
But are you suggesting that I am being impractical or egoistic? Chitta? Anyone? I ask this seriously.
Much love, with a holy kiss.
That drawing of Saint Francis of Assisi, I did that in 2013, looking at a statue – a lawn statue – that my landlord Bill Kuiper had given me (now sold, too heavy to carry around while dealing with all the shite).
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Knowing who you are, and that the secret we all carry is that the incredible physics of Love can take your soul home to the Most High is Love’s unstoppable liberty. We are simply deceived into not accepting what is already within us.
The western world locks people up for this, slapping on the mental illness label; marginalizing the targeted individual into a dark abyss. Take heart: *Grace abounds.
This satsang सत्संग – a word which comes from Sanskrit, meaning to associate with others in the company of the “highest truth,” the company of a guru, or company with an assembly of persons who listen to, talk about, and assimilate the truth. Satsang is a Hindi term derived from the Sanskrit of ‘satsangha’, which is based on the root word: ‘Sat’ (Sanskrit), which means ‘true’, and in Indian philosophy, “gathering together for the truth” or, more simply, “being with the truth”. (Indian philosophy – the recording of facts – is the first, original philosophy existing on earth upon which all Greek, Roman, European and Western cultures borrowed from (plagiarized, looted, stole, desecrated) and rewrote in accordance with their own socioeconomically geopolitical powermonger-in-world-theater goals. The first recorded holy war (predating the nation that would become Rome) occured in India, and this began the obfuscation of truth and the beginning of human trafficking as resources.) Seekers become enlightened (released from the bondage of ignorance caused by the conditioning and programming of the world) while being in the company of the truth. Their ability to realize the truth and release from the blinding veils of illusion is related to their innermost degree of searching and Grace, which is the unknowable, undefinable, all-powerful supernatural power of God, the creative force of all existence, beyond space and time.
*This satsang is filmed at the Sri Ramana Maharshi Ashram in Tiruvannamalai, India. Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi. The word (title) Bhagavan भगवान , ‘भ’ stands for Bhoomi or Earth, ‘ग’ stands for Gagan or Space, ‘व’ stands for Vayu or Air, ‘आ’ stands for Agni or Fire, ‘न’ stands for Neer or Water. The earliest writings define this as complete splendor, virtue, glory, opulence, knowledge, dispassion; the supreme personality of Godhead, the omniscient being who has the complete knowledge of creation, dissolution, knowledge, ignorance, etc. Hence, the absolute truth. The link in the first sentence of this paragraph is to the website devoted to him, so I will only relate that the ‘takeaway’ relevant to this satsang and what you witness here – why this is titled ENLIGHTENMENT – is this: Sri Ramana Maharshi spent much time in silence, with the explanation that enlightenment came in his presence, and that is exactly happened for all truth seekers on their spiritual path who spent time in his presence, time varying by individual but a shared end result of reaching samadhi, or nirvana. Such is the power of God in human form. Like Jesus. Here we witness Grace conferred in this video.
The featured image of the two ripples creating one vesica piscis form while being one as water is a visual example of ‘Hari Om’, a greeting form that sums up, I think, the analogy of the water and the wave. Although there are numerous waves in the ocean, big and small, rough and gentle, they are all made up of the same material which, is water. Further more the waves cannot exist apart from water. So is it with us as well. We cannot exist without the feeling of our being. In deep sleep, which is invariably a blissful state for all, we exist though we are forgetful of our name and form, which is why we wake up and reflect that we had a wonderful sleep. So is it with self consciousness. Once we understand our true nature to be the being, the spirit, we understand ourselves to be an immortal being. This is the release from the bondage of ignorance: ENLIGHTENMENT.