Heart Connecting with My Granddaughter Emily

August 14, 2019

Last night I went to bed at 10:30PM. A strong electromagnetic storm had been going on for the past three hours, as Nibiru is now very close: the skies are very obscured with HAARPed clouds of the chemsprays to create the filters that hide the light sprectrum people would see Nibiru by, which also are toxic to all life, and killing it (all), creating destruction and a world of controllable nanobot technology for the transhuman agenda of Lucifer. Because of the plasma arc-ing, all electrical plugs are pulled from outlets except for the air conditioner, and there are no WiFi devices on, no LED is on either (LiFi), and the cell is debatteried, in a metal box. Any EMFs are from sources outside my apartment.

As I do when lying down to sleep, I thanked God for the day, and cleared my mind and breathed and let go to sleep.

I awoke two hours later (I later found out), after this. I will do my best to record simply what I experienced. There is no “transition” into this Happening; no frame of reference, segue, etc.

I realized that I was looking at a scene my granddaughter Emily had made, perhaps with an animation program: it seemed like I had found this online (now I am blocked from her Instagram, so there is truly no ‘window’ for me into her life), and as I looked at it with the great interest I had, seeing the room, I saw it was of depth, and moving. Like an environmental shadowbox with objects and light and motion.

It was a room I looked into as if there were no wall between me and it. [small diagram] It was warmly lit with glowing golden light from three bay windows (like my girlhood bedroom had) at the wall opposite me. A soft, late afternoon light, not harsh like the light now. I could see that there was some furniture; shelves, things hanging on the walls behind the three chairs arranged in a semi-circle directly in front of me. A rug, perhaps braided like the one I had made when Emily lived with me in 2013, was in the center of the floor, the chairs around it. There were two pieces of white paper on the rug, one to the right and closer to me near the chair to the right-most of the semi-circle, and another toward the center chair. I was straining to read them (they were written on by her). All I can recall is that they expressed her feelings including about our enforced estrangement, and as I studied the scene, I realized it shimmered and was moving, and a cat quickly got up (it had looked like it was curled sleeping) from the left chair and jumped to the center chair, then the chair on the right, and sat. I saw that the cat was a burnished auburn-red colored tabby, and I realized I was seeing something that was happening, not just a painting or drawing.

And I said “Emily, can you hear me?”

After a very short pause, I heard her somewhat hesitantly reply (she is not allowed to interact with me and I am shunned, she was forced at age 11 to cut me out of her life, and she wrote in a book she made and gave to me – a small baby book with inserts she filled of things for me to remember her by “for when you think of me” she said as she took it from her purse and put it in my hand, looking back to see if her dad (my son Max) and his second wife Laura saw her do this – “I tear off a piece of my soul and give it to you for you to keep”): “Yes”. Another very short pause and in a voice that quickly shifted into the confident voice I recognized from when we were allowed to be gramma and granddaughter, she said “And you can see my thoughts and hear what I am thinking.”

And another “page” floated down, as a leaf might settle to the bottom of a pool of water, so thin and delicate, like a gossamer membrane like the inside of an egg the chick hatches from, but thinner, as if it was all color with no backing surface. It [diagram] came right down, obviously intentionally, and I saw it as if it were in a watery atmosphere. As it reached the rug, its edges still quavered and rippled, and the room was full of energy. I looked at the drawing (*it was a drawing she did) enraptured, and it was a white Rose of Sharon flower with carmine-tinted edges and center, and the one flower filled the paper, which never truly ‘settled’, but just-so-delicately hovered over the rug, as if alive.

All of this happened in an instant.

I replied (to her saying to me “and you can see my thoughts”, for all of this happened with no delays: experienced): “It’s beautiful. And I can hear you whistling.” For she had been softly whistling a melody as the flower came down. (Jamie whistled, I whistled, Max whistles.)

And then the room began to dim, and the dimension and ethereal glow withdrew as if a dial had been turned like volume down, and in the pause as I waited then, realizing as it dimmed that she was not going to reply because the portal closed, the veil drew back over, and I rose to my elbows and came to a waking state, no longer dreaming or asleep, and felt the bed and the room around me, and the sound of the ceiling fan and the clock on the wall ticking, and I sobbed, and thanked God for letting us connect in Spirit.

** At first I wondered, awake now, if it was my ~daughter~ Emily I connected with in this experience, a vision, a soul exchange, but quickly realized it was Emme, emily my granddaughter. And the cat, the color of her henna-dyed hair… she loves cats: it was my granddaughter. I got a drink of water, wiped the tears off and blew the mucousal archons of emotional reaction from my nose and again thanked the Most High Father God for giving me this gift, allowing Emily and I to connect in our heart space.

I love you, Emily. [drawing as I always do two connected winged hearts] I am here with you always.

Gramma ❤ ❤

* from her mind’s eye, which through our DNA and pineal glands our spirits communicated

** Because also my daughter is named Emily; my granddaughter Emily is named after her. I named my daughter Emily ‘Emily’ because she did not look like a ‘Ravenna’, the name I had planned to give her at birth, the ‘art capital of Italy” so I named her after the poet whose poems I loved reading then, Emily Dickinson.

Namasté.

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JEREMIAH WAS MORE THAN A BULLFROG (THE STUBBORNESS OF HIS PEOPLE)

July 29, 2019
(Some of this content has been reposted from the Messianic Bible Project newsletter.)
He’s a good friend of ours, if we would only listen. He gets labelled as a crazy, delusional idiot mistaken for a toad in the film O Brother Where Art Thou, the retelling of Odysses, a reworked myth of antidiluvian true history. And I don’t mean just the song “Joy To The World” by Three Dog Night (a wordplay on/against the Three Wiseman: O how they twist meanings to deceive us all!), or from the soundtrack to film The Big Chill – both intended to dilute the prophetic messages via the 440Hz music industry and the predictive programming and brainwashing to create cognitive dissonance by Hollywood and all enetertainment industries. You see, man can rationalize anything.
Israel’s primary problem in Jeremiah’s day was not that they “oppressed the foreigner, the fatherless and the widow” or that they “stole and murdered, committed adultery and perjury” or even that they “followed other gods.”
What sealed their destruction was that they declared before the Lord Almighty that “we are safe, safe to do all these detestable things.” – Jeremiah 7:6 – 10
But God declared, “I have been watching!” – Jeremiah 7:11
Much like the social norm of today, the people insisted, “He will do nothing! No harm will come to us; we will never see sword or famine.” – Jeremiah 5:12
Jeremiah wept over the stubbornness of this people who would not turn from their sin, foreseeing the many years when Jeremiah - Sistine Chapel _ Michelangelo the crown of glory would fall from the head of God’s elect, a time when Babylonian servants would rule His People and dwell in the city that God calls His own: Zion.
What sealed their destruction was that they declared before the Lord Almighty that “we are safe, safe to do all these detestable things.” – Jeremiah 7:6 –10
But God declared, “I have been watching!”  – Jeremiah 7:11
Just as we see today, the people insisted, “He will do nothing! No harm will come to us; we will never see sword or famine.” – Jeremiah 5:12
Jeremiah wept over the stubbornness of this people who would not turn from their sin, foreseeing the many years when the crown of glory would fall from the head of God’s elect, a time when Babylonian servants would rule His People and dwell in the city that God calls His own: Zion.

Yeshua Wept _ Tissot painting

Over 600 hundred years later, Yeshua wept over the stubbornness of a people who would not listen to Him either.  He said, “If you, even you, had only known on this day what would bring you peace — but now it is hidden from your eyes.”  – Luke 19:42
Yeshua Himself is the Sar Shalom or Prince of Peace.  But in His day, people preferred to listen to the priests and Pharisees, who tried to offer them religious peace and political safety.
Being our heavenly High Priest, Yeshua offered them a Divine Shalom that no human priest could offer:  “Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you.  Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful,” He said.  – John 14:27
But the people still would not accept it.
Like Yeshua, Jeremiah tried to lead the people toward true Shalom and away from destruction by telling them to “ask where the good way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your souls.”  – Jeremiah 6:16
But the people said, We will not walk there-in.
He warned them again, “Also I set watchmen over you, saying, Hearken to the sound of the trumpet.” But they said, We will not hearken” – Jeremiah 6:17
Just as today, the people said, We will not listen.
WILL THEY HEAR THIS?
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The priests entrusted with leading the people into holiness “did not say, ‘Where is the LORD?’ Those who handle the law [torah] did not know Me; the shepherds transgressed against Me; the prophets prophesied by Baal and went after things that do not profit.”  – Jeremiah 2:8

What would cause a priest or prophet to lead people away from the blessings and protection that God offers and, instead, lead them into evil ways that cause destruction?

Jeremiah explains, “For from the least of them even unto the greatest of them every one is given to covetousness; and from the prophet even unto the priest every one dealeth falsely” . – Jeremiah 6:13

Like Yeshua, Jeremiah called the Temple that bears the name of the Lord, “a den of robbers.”  – Jeremiah 7:11; Matthew 21:13

We can see this today with the prosperity ministries and televangelists who command, “Money, come to me now!” Or they promise that as you use your faith and donate with a credit card, God will wipe away your credit card debts.

But the Lord is still watching and says, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it? I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.”  – Jeremiah 17:9–10

This is why the interdimensional fallen angel vampyric soul-stealers have attacked the human heart, and why God says this. Humanity is influenced and beseiged on every level by Luciferian dark entities and programs. The world as it is observed and experienced has been corrupt since time immemorial. Yeshua was prophecied to come, and shed the Vesica Piscis healing incorruptible blood – the 23 chromosome blood lacking the serpent seed genetics, as Ron Wyatt proved in the independent tests he had done from the sample he obtained underneath Golgatha where Yeshua – Jesus – was crucified.
All peoples of this world, thanks to colonization and conquering (there may be a few indigenous peoples left deep in jungles, but that’s it now), have been victimized by the programming and the influences of evil throughout all time. We have been told to trust our heart and our gut, but they are permeated by parasites, the cause of all disease, which kills us! Christ Yeshua told us in the Essene Gospels how to cleanse ourselves. Do your best with that, and read scripture, including the extrabiblical texts which add so much more meaning and validity and understanding. These documents were intended to be revealed in the last days in which we are in now. Even if your heart and gut say “I feel like I need a same-sex partner” or “It’s okay to smoke pot (or vape, or cigarettes, or drink, or use prescription psychotropic meds, etc), it helps me cope and takes the edge off” – don’t. Don’t mask the truth within, the Holy Spirit within you. And don’t confuse it with your heart or gut, as you have been brainwashed to think is good.
Look to the truths that are being shared by the watchers now. Read the ancient texts along with the bible (remember, the bible was edited and reduced of meaning in places, so the extrabiblical texts restore what the ‘holy roman catholic church’ [sic] stripped off) and BE THE TRUE REBEL, AND STAND WITH GOD.
Instead of receiving His rewards, God promised the priests and prophets of Jeremiah’s day that “Were they ashamed when they had committed abomination? nay, they were not at all ashamed, neither could they blush: therefore they shall fall among them that fall: at the time that I visit them they shall be cast down, saith the Lord.”  – Jeremiah 6:15
This is a sobering warning for all Believers today, who as priests in the Kingdom of God (1 Peter 2:9), are each responsible for what we teach others, for it is not true that “we are safe”to sin, nor that “no harm will come to us” for doing so.
“But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light;” – 1 Peter 2:9
“For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them.” –2 Peter 2:21
You and I have been told what we need to do. Do not be confused or desolated!  Jeremiah tells us what will keep us blessed:
“Blessed is the man that trusteth in the Lord, and whose hope the Lord is.For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit.”  – Jeremiah 17:7–8
This is hand-in-hand with abstaining from riotous living, eating a clean diet as a vegetarian – not eating dead flesh – avoiding GMOs, stem cells, artificial flavorings, drinking distilled water, and detoxing to the best of your ability. Limit your WiFi and LiFi exposure, the time you spend in the artifical sunlight so full of UVC (the lens array they have in place since The Destroyer is now between earth and the real sun so much of the time), and RAISE YOUR VIBRATION.
AND ABOVE ALL, LOVE AND GIVE SERVICE TO OTHERS.
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Repentance means return
Even more than trusting in the Lord, however, The Most High requires repentance:
If you really change your ways and your actions and deal with each other justly … and if you do not follow other gods to your own harm, then I will let you live in this place, in the land I gave your ancestors for ever and ever.” – Jeremiah 7:4–8
Only repentance can bring about the God’s plans for true peace in our lives.
Adonai’s Plans for Shalom
“For I know the thoughts that I think [hashab] toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace [shalom], and not of evil [ra], to give you an expected end [aharit tiqvah].” – Jeremiah 29:11
God is in the business ofplanning, thinking, and creating in each of us Shalom (peace).
In fact, one of the many names of God is the LORD Is Peace (YHVH Shalom).
And ra – evil – was what the Egyptian pharaoh and sun god was called. Further proof that they were the fallen angels, not aliens as the cabal has been indoctrinating all to believe. These are the agents of Lucifer, whose dynastic lines of rule dominate this earth unto now, and are embedded in all words, sound, pictography and icons – all of culture, all foods, all everything.
So why does His peace seem so elusive at times?
If we look honestly at ourselves, we can often trace the root of calamity in our lives, even ra (evil), to refusing to recognize Adonai and His Son, Yeshua, as the source of our shalom (peace)—a unique Hebrew concept that encompasses blessing, wholeness, and completeness.
Like the people of Judah, we often close our ears to His trumpet call and determine to walk down our own path of destruction.  And we do so with the blessings of our spiritual leaders.
Nevertheless, our Lord of Shalom who sees all continues to extend His olive branch to us.  He wants to give us His Peace as our hope for a better future.
The Hebrew word translated future is aharit, which literally means end.
David confirms this end is shalom:  “Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end [aharit] of that man is Shalom [peace].” – Psalm 37:37
Yeshua Gate This perfection and uprightness has been achieved through Yeshua, the gate of our salvation.  He shares His perfection with us, covers us with His righteousness, and makes us complete in Him.
This is why Yeshua will forever be our gate to the Kingdom and our Sar Shalom (Prince of Peace) as we journey towards His Everlasting Shalom as it is stated in this Messianic Prophecy:
“For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on His shoulders.  And He will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace [Sar Shalom].”  – Isaiah 9:6
Yeshua Calms The Storm - James Tissot painting
We have seen how the People of God could not keep even the most basic laws of God. 
For centuries, they sinned, repented, sinned, repented until Jeremiah’s generation, who sinned even greater than their ancestors.
“You too have done evil, even more than your forefathers; for behold, you are each one walking according to the stubbornness of his own evil heart, without listening to Me.”  – Jeremiah 16:12
The Lord had to redeem His people out of the curse of death that the law required, or else they would have truly perished forever.  So He gave them a new covenant:
“Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel, and with the house of Judah: Not according to the covenant that I made with their fathers in the day that I took them by the hand to bring them out of the land of Egypt; which my covenant they brake, although I was an husband unto them, saith the Lord: But this shall be the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel; After those days, saith the Lord, I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their hearts; and will be their God, and they shall be my people. And they shall teach no more every man his neighbour, and every man his brother, saying, Know the Lord: for they shall all know me, from the least of them unto the greatest of them, saith the Lord: for I will forgive their iniquity, and I will remember their sin no more.”  – Jeremiah31:31–34
JESUS CHRIST THE MESSIAH NAMED YEHUSHUA or YESHUA IS THE NEW COVENANT AND BROKE THE PRISON OF THE SERPENT SEED WITHIN OUR GENETIC CODE, WHICH WAS AND IS CAUSED BY THE MISCEGENATION OF ALL GENETICS ON EARTH (GMOs, fetal cells in foods, stem cell therapy, products – EVERYTHING) DUE TO THE WORKS OF THE FALLEN ANGELS, WHO ARE THE WORLD RULERS UNDER LUCIFER / BA’AL / BAPHOMET / SATAN / ENKI / AHRIMAN / THOTH / RA / VATICAN
But those who have been reborn with the power of the Ruach HaKodesh (Holy Spirit) know the Lord in an intimate way that even the prophets and righteous men of ancient times longed to know. “For verily I say unto you, That many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them.” – Matthew 13:17
Yeshua Questioned by the Pharisees _ James Tissot Through this Brit Chadashah (New Covenant), Believers have become the true Temple of the Lord, and His laws are now written within us, on our hearts.
“Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit [Ruach HaKodesh], who is in you, whom you have received from God?  You are not your own.”  (1 Corinthians 6:19)
humanenergyteslacoilchakras_sm This holy indwelling causes us to feel conviction and shame over even the least of our sins, a shame that came so rarely to the Israelites and priests.
If you are a persecuted Believer shunned by family and friends, you will quickly learn that unbelievers cannot comprehend at all that you have been washed clean and are a new person able to love them as you should have – as we all should love, or try to. They are unable to grasp this very real fact.
The Lord asked, “Were they ashamed when they had committed abomination? nay, they were not at all ashamed, neither could they blush: therefore they shall fall among them that fall: at the time that I visit them they shall be cast down, saith the Lord.” – Jeremiah 6:15
At one point, however, the people acknowledged that they did sin: “Why do we sit still? assemble yourselves, and let us enter into the defenced cities, and let us be silent there: for the Lord our God hath put us to silence, and given us water of gall to drink, because we have sinned against the Lord.” – Jeremiah 8:14
Adam and Eve Being Banished from Eden _ Lorin stained glass window But the people rejected Jeremiah’s warnings to repent of their sin because (according to a collection of rabbinic homilies on the Book of Deuteronomy, Devarim Rabbah), they said they could not return to God with their shame.
Jeremiah repeatedly told the people that God had not completely rejected them, but wanted them to repent so they could live in peace.  Nevertheless, the people refused to accept the Lord’s free offer of forgiveness and grace.
Instead, they clung to their shame.
The rabbinic homilies teach us that it was this shame 2,000 years ago that led to the destruction of the Second Temple along with the dispersion of the Jewish people to the four corners of the earth.
We learn from this ancient teaching that even when we sin, the Lord does not desire to look upon our shame, but desires to forgive us if we sincerely turn away from our sin.
The New Covenant provided the final sacrifice for our guilt through Yeshua HaMashiach (Jesus the Messiah).  (See Isaiah 53:10; Romans 5:12, 21, 6:23.)
 “Yet it pleased the Lord to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the Lord shall prosper in his hand.” – Isaiah 53:10
“Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned:” – Romans 5:12
“That as sin hath reigned unto death, even so might grace reign through righteousness unto eternal life by Jesus Christ our Lord.” – Romans 5:21
“For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.” – Romans 6:23
Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.” – Matthew 11:28–29
For it is time to accept that we are divine beings of bright natures because Yeshua took our serpent seed sin burden on the absolutely rock-bottom sub-atomic level. 
Jesus and the Backpacker _ Greg Olsen painting

Peace be with you.Namasté.

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IF YOU LISTEN TO ONLY ONE ZEN GARCIA INTERVIEW… THIS IS IT

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July 28, 2019

(The featured image is an aerial view of St. Peter’s Square and the vatican’s Doomsday Clock, which will show the alignment of Wormwood at the End of Days)

The most hard-hitting, informative and absolutely timely Zen Garcia / ENDEAVOR FREEDOM show you will ever listen to. Share with everyone you love.
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Namasté.

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TREES

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This is a disc of wood being played on a laser turntable.

This is what music is. Imagine what The Creator hears, for whom one day is as a thousand years. Who created the act of creation itself, numbered our hairs, and the sparrows’ chorus and midsummer grasshopper symphony under stars and fireflies.

The fallen angels devised (device, the vice) instruments and measures to imitate this. This is not about religion, which is a business of death. This is what is called The Law. It begins before the spark. It is what is before nothing had a counterpart: infinite.

We can’t see the forest for the trees. Watch this. Is the scheme (puntended) coalescing yet?
“The war is not meant to be won: it is meant to be continuous.” – George Orwell, 1984
The war on Divinity, the Divine Light of US.

Traubeck’s website here.

No more words.

 

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Excellent Frequency Music for These Days

May 4, 2019

There are two frequency pieces which I play often (besides the Schumann Resonance, linked on the right sidebar of this page). One is quite austere and solemn sounding, a 417Hz Tibetan Singing Bowl session, and really grounds my self and my space.

The second completely clears and uplifts, and is such a high vibration: 963Hz. They call it God’s frequency.

I hope you find these additive in these days when all seems on its edge and dropping off, since we must transmute any unsettlement within to firm, strong assured LOVE. We are exactly where we need to be. ❤

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WHY DO WE EXIST?

Note to the reader: the spiritual category word BELIEVER is what the first now-called-christians referred to themselves as. Yeshua never wanted to make a religion or a church.
He came as the energetic force of the Most High on a DNA rescue mission.

We have learned that we have been farmed as a human harvest in a prison construct that is actually a sensory illusion. Here we are dismantling it, one heart at a time. Our separate voices join as one in The One. Our weapon? Truth, which is Love. Why does Love rule? I wanted to share with you here my readings on this from three sources: the accepted bible, the ancient texts the Kolbrin and the Emerald Tablets of Thoth, and the words of the dearly compassionate evangelist, Derek Prince, who, I think, helped open doors for many in understanding who they are and what this existence here means, in simple words from a man who originally studied philosophy and adopted a dozen African children as his own, a selfless giver, and so in touch with the Most High that his tears will move you, too.

“Let nothing be done by personal ambition. What are we to be moved by? The answer is love or compassion. What prompts us to speak act or interrelate should be of love, not gainful personally. We have been told to love one another. If love is of God, and everyone who loves is born of the Most High and knows the Most High, is that really what is motivating us? Is it the love of God? Is it compassion?” – Derek Prince
Good questions.
“There are some things that do not come without suffering. ‘That I may know him, Jesus, and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His suffering.’ (Phillipians chapter 3) Some things only come from suffering. Suffering does something other things won’t do. It prepares the soil for the fountain which arises from the pool of despair and lack. And people who pass through difficulty together are bonded in a way that others are not.”
That is the core definition of #TraumaBonding.

The Most High God, the Self-Creator whose garden is earth and created us to share His experience of eternal knowing with individual as aspects of Him in each of our unique souls, wants to go through things together with us. When we go through pain with love for others, a bond with Him forms which cannot be broken. We should not seek suffering but should be prepared for it, realizing that our spiritual growth hinges upon going through it. “God is a self-revealing God. He loves to share Himself. He has a deeper reason than that: He loves to share what He goes through: literally to share His experiences with Him (He already shares ours through omniscience). And when you go through the valleys of suffering, you are sharing something very precious and very wonderful. Here is where we are refined. You will come closer to the Lord than you’ve ever been, and that’s what the Most High wants: He’s not interested in our suffering: He’s interested in sharing His sufferings with Us.” – the above quotes are from Derek Prince
“This is the fate of man. He must strive for that which he cannot attain. He must believe in that which he cannot prove. He must seek that which he cannot find. He must travel a road without knowing its destination. Only then can the purpose of life be fulfilled. Man may believe he knows his destiny, but he cannot be assured with certainty; in no other way can he fulfill it. In this way alone can his soul be properly awakened to flower with its full potential. This alone may he know: the purpose of all human life is a goal so glorious it surpasses all earthly understanding.” – Kolbrin SCL:13:16-17, 12,000 – 24,000BC (or older).

It is because we become the love, translating pain into transcended soul growth. The human experience is a trial of the soul in the human consciousness of the body. Through selfless loving service to others we transmit the Light of life, the spark of creation which is Love which is God. Loving others joins us in Oneness with the Most High. To Love, to BE the self-creating force, or spark ignited without fuel or starts, that which defines itself beyond mortal quantification, and this fallen world in which the existence of so-called duality is passed off as balanced was not the original intention. Every one of the Nibiru/PlanetX/Dark Star – referred to in the many ancient texts and also the catholic church’s ‘holy bible’, including the fourteen books they removed to hide information so they could construct the fake history we are taught and reap profit off every aspect of us. Knowing that what they are attempting to hide from us all, to hide the next Grand Crossing in a world of spiritually stupefied, parasite-diseased body heavy-metal and calcified pineal gland materialism, human trafficking and sacrifice and overt worship of Ba’al, destruction of family and gender-bent transhumanism becoming one and all a part of the hive mind as people feed themselves into it, sheep to the slaughter.

We have been lied to in the worst of ways. (By the way, that is a really spot-on video detailing the DISNEY and HOLLYWOOD hidden-in-plain-sight indoctrination and sorcery cast onto the masses from cradle-to-grave… here it is and the link opens in a new tab. I used it because as an expression, it’s accurate.) These descendants of the fallen angel elite who run this world are trying to hide the prophecied End Days – prophecied much further back than 6,000 years, as the cycles were watched and planned for, to survive underground, so THEY KNOW IT’S COMING (the telescope the vatican owns and uses, with Jesuit astronomers at the helm is called Lucifer) – is to eke out every resource benefit possible until the very end, and hide out in their D.U.M.B.S. until the cataclysm’s worst is passed, and continue to rule the world with H2, Human 2.0. e.g. Transhumans in a world run by satanic artificial intelligence humans fed themselves into to become replicants.
If this sounds like science fiction to you, I beg you to realize: it’s FACT.

Back far, far beyond the earliest recorded words of humankind on earth, there was a hominid, hairy race on earth (we now know is the Sasquatch who have remained, but you will recognize that this hidden truth was the basis for the lie of Darwinian evolution theory: that’s how they do it) which was not adapted from the primate mammal lineage, and then a sudden infusion of DNA in which Man as we know ourselves to be now appeared suddenly. The flaw of Darwinism which proves its fallacy is the so-called “missing link”. I heard an analogy recently which illuminates the nonsense of evolution: “The concept that the earth and all life forms upon it occured as a spontaneous, random concoction of a few elements of primordial stellar soup is as plausible as a tornado running through the debris on the dirty floor of a machine shop and a Boeing 747 being formed.”

We were intelligently created, then the Annunaki came and the entire planet’s animal and plant system was genetically miscegenated. The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, who is also known as the god Enki and lived 351,000 years, flew over the earth and looked down and saw this Pre-Adamite human species. Why was Enki flying in earth’s lower atmosphere (which did not have a firmament yet, and has to remain a subject for another time)? The planet his people were on, what we call Nibiru now, required gold (atomic period table symbol Au) to seal the holes they had put in the ozone layer of Nibiru, which they, fallen angels, had destroyed by their careless usurpation of that planet’s atmosphere, as is their modus operandi, being entities which just use as they please, for their pleasures. So Enki returned to earth with some family members (excuse the abbreviated explanation) and thus we have the Sumer culture which appeared suddenly in Mesopotamia, as well as North and South America, and Antarctica, and a few other places. They enscribed meridian points all over the seven islands lying within the confines of the Ice Wall perimeter of the oceans and seas and land masses, and built massive stone complexes for watching for the return of Nibiru in its cyclic orbit overlapping earth’s. These structures are megalithic and remain unexplained by ‘scientists, archeologists, historians and scholars’ [sic] today.

With their original privileged angel knowledge of plant medicines, and all other highest order information, they injected their own DNA, which is referred to now as “alien” by geneticists who are decoding the human genome. (Interestingly, the vatican-approved bible old testasment King James version uses alien six times to describe these ‘foreign people’ another biblical reference term). Their fallen angel attempt to ‘be as gods’ and alter life forms. This is where the hybrid beasts of mythology come from. The use of the word concept “myth” is intentionally misleading. With every cataclysm caused by the Most High via a crossing and pole shift, civilizations were destroyed, land masses heaved and folded into earth like one kneads bread dough (interestingly enough, we bakers are taught to knead dough in the shape of a ram’s head – ram, goat, Baphomet, Satan), and a cleasing reset occurred, always destroying peoples and places rife with evil. Fallen angel knowledge, no matter how beautiful in original use, was misused here. After a number of cycles (how many, we do not know, but one imagines that satan’s church the vatican does, since the occult (hidden) is theirs, since they stole truth and hid it, continuing to suppress it now via censorship of every method).
They made slaves.
And then after the next cataclysm passed, from which we see the extant tunnels and structures which survived, despite the bombing of sites in the Middle East and Vietnam, Cambodia, and other locations, where under the pretense of a war they send in troops and bombs to destroy the evidence… Monsanto made Agent Orange to defoliate the jungles so they could see giant megalithic structures and pillage then destroy them. The excuse given was to expose the Vietnamese people who were shooting at our soldiers… we went to destroy true history. Same in the Middle East. Wake up! Know these facts!

Watch this short 7-ish minute video called USA – CIA – Killed Millions – To Hide Proof of Giants in Laos

Why were we incepted here then then by the Most High later as Sons of Adam? Why do we struggle to define ourselves and a creator? Why do we have circumspect natures always seeking? That is, at least until this generation X and onward (EMO, millennial, transgender), thanks to the biochemical and programming lobotomies all are subjected to. I am not saying (as I write this, the frequencies which I am forced to endure in the nearby millimeter wave bath of 5G, neighbors’ IoT and satellites above (I have no internet at home, and my phone is a ‘dumbphone’… I hope you make the same choices and de-matrix as you can) are varying in pitch and volume wildly. This picks up drastically when I “embarrass the illuminati”, as my ex-Lockheed Martin computer systems engineer friend said to me a few months ago. (Shrug.)

“We may visualize our individual goals as we will; it is ordained that we have this freedom. How close or how far that we are from reality is of little consequence: what is, is. He who seeks a non-existent destination will, nevertheless, get somewhere. He who seeks not at all will get nowhere. Earthly life fulfills itself without attainment.” – Kolbrin SCL:13:18
“… for each is the keeper of his spirit. Each soul is fashioned by every thought, desire and deed, every emotion that touched it during its sojourn in an earthly body. Each is the maker of his own future, the fashioner of his own being.” – Kolbrin SCL:14:17-18
“The love of God for His wayward children has been limitless and abounding. It has remained changeless throughout the ages, filled with His noble purpose. He created so that He might express and share that love, which is the very essence of His nature, with beings created in His likeness, beings that could absorb and reflect that love. Yet, that His love might be wholly free, man was endowed with freewill which he has used perversely.”  – Kolbrin SCL:18:11
“For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies:” – Matthew 15:19

Understanding the effects of intention on water reveal what we nned to know about LOVE and our incarnation here on earth, and where our soul shall reside after this life.  Dr. Masaru Emoto on Human Consciousness and Water article many excellent videos online as well), and I embedded one I particularly like at the bottom of this page.

Passing from this body which loses 21 grams of weight at death, DMT, the spirit molecule, exits our pineal gland and our spirit leaves, to be judged, and directed to our eternal address. What we did here, the lessons we learned or rejected, the inner self we formed by our choices, disciplines, or lack thereof, are recorded and we stand before the Creator. As we are not truly limited by Time, the eternal is now, and we are living our eternal destiny with the choices we make in the now of what we experience with the five senses of this dimension and our self-awareness of being. Every moment is a concentric echo reverberating limitlessly, without beginning or end.
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Loving others without limit is the only thing which puts an end to the trauma damage: that vicious cycle of parasitismic predation of soul energy. If love is light, we can know that darkness – the lack of light – is energetic destruction. That is death. Only love creates. Take for example the dark matter creation that is CERN. Their CON-cern is to create anti-matter and open portals for it to enter this realm from other dimensions. The craft of this being done has as one of its goals to attempt to extinguish – by outnumbering through demonic force entities invited in and given place to in humans and other living forces on earth – the Light of the Most High creator God. The technology to accomplish this is literally out of this world: occult supernatural: an ever-increasingly shocking epitome of dark arts. Humans, over 7 billion on the planet (not to mention animal souls, which possibly have a collective soul, I am not certain of that, but I do wonder) are becoming an unparalled repository of GMO parasites and diseases. No food on earth, no biological entity of any kingdom, exists with untainted DNA. Death is built into our genetics with the third strand, and that is fed – and as ouroboros, feeds itself – by all processes on earth. Only love itself, the light, negates its destructive power of life-sapping as an atomic structure dark hole in our basic cell building blocks.

From the Kolbrin scroll 25:40 and 41, written AT THE EARLIEST 12,000+ years ago, a full 14,000 years before the bible the catholic church allowed and 501c3 tax-paying, government approved churches use:
“O God, who teaches us in so many strange ways in this great place of instruction called earth, who set us tasks to an end which we cannot foresee, and who tests us to measure our abilities and to try our courage and fidelity. Instruct us, so we may better understand the bitter lessons, which purge from our natures all that is unwholesome to the spirit. Strengthen us so we may bear all things without complaint and conduct ourselves under the strict discipline of this unique place of instruction. Open the eyes of understanding within us, so that we may benefit by every experience and not waste time bewailing our lot.”

As you read these quotes written before the bible was, it is clear that prior to the last planetary comet-impact reset, there were those who believed in a Most High God. So much so that they sought to document and store their words to survive the next coming extinction-level events, which always wipe man’s memory along with the earth’s face. The writings we have access to, though so numerous that one could spend a lifetime reading and understanding, are still incomplete, as the vatican and the elite fallen angel so-called alien (that’s the deception, the aliens ARE the fallen angels) descendents only released a small amount of this esoteric knowledge record. Remember: the ‘Holy’ Roman Empire burned the Library of Alexandria. The Hall of Records under the Sphinx and the Egyptian Pyramids is sequestered away by them. They would have us think that only their bible from which they removed fourteen books is the only truth there is. Even THEN they go against it, embracing abominations and implementing the beast and new world order.

See my post on the underground caves of Malta, and the one below. Every continent has archeological feats like this. In the North American continent, they were mostly destroyed in the name of “civilization”, and/or hidden in plain site, or by public parks.

The incredible Ellora Caves Documentary 2019 The Mind-Boggling Rock Cut Temples of India video is just another staggering example of the truth hidden, and the power of intention. If the nephilim used cymatics to do this… all over the earth… we can too, through love and intention. Certainly, we can ascend.

So to wrap this up, what you must know is that YOU ARE A DIVINE BEING OF LOVE, FROM LOVE AND CAN RETURN TO ETERNAL LOVE. A great price was paid for you. Yes, a child was born after being foretold in prophecy for thousands of years who had only 23 chromosomes – the late archeologist Ron Wyatt proved that by blind independent separate lab testing of blood samples from the cracked rock where the Messiah Christ, Jesus of Nazareth, a man who walked this earth from year zero (there’s a hint of the real truth, in that the elite use His birth year as calendar demarcation!) to year 33AD: here are two videos – one called Ron Wyatt blood of Christ and another called The Ark of the covenant found now revealed the blood of Christ on the mercy seat Documentary SD.
Yes, we have been lied to in the worst of ways, and the smear campaign known by the world as science, history, medicine and all academia and institutions, along with these hidden truths, is preventing people from knowing their identity and purpose. Think about what this has done! It has created an industry of mental illness, which is really spiritual lack of knowledge.

I pray – put out complete heart intention – that this helps anyone reading it to connect at least a few more dots, and understand the meaning of our existence with daily inspired rededication to do their best to face the electromagnetic frequency challenges ahead, and the fate of their souls. We have all been traumatized: it’s worse than ever, the cycles. Example: pedophilia is rampant, people are using aborted fetal cells in everything almost, homosexuality and gender confusion are normalized, and we are being replaced by robots. The hate and evil of Sharia Law and Islam is protected and promoted while believers in Christianity are being arrested. The mainstream news and all reporters are liars for a living. NASA is a satanic arm and geoengineering is used to hide the incoming system Nibiru, stop photosynthesis and food production, kill the pollinators, and the SpaceFence of Solar Warden and SkyNet China just implemented – the Social Credit Score surveillanced and tabulated, which governs citizens’ every move and opportunity, this is just an iceberg tip. It’s bad and how much worse can it get.

Knowing who you are, and that the secret we all carry is that the incredible physics of Love can take your soul home to the Most High is Love’s unstoppable liberty. We are simply decieved into not accepting what is already within us. ❤

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PASSING WISDOM, #NATIONALPOETRYDAY2018

And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved. Matthew 10:21-22

As we get older we want to pass
our wisdom to our children
A natural progression
now thwarted
Prohibited, made abhorrent by the powers that be
who dictate and distribute
perception of reality

Mine who I made in me
with fierce desire for their becoming
who became as they grew older
influenced by my own obstructions and
the datasets of others
These two human beings now
treat me like the plague

(To them I’m dead)

I’d say the system succeeded
in separating me from those I love
Shed tears exceed by thousands times days
since I have heard their voice
(silence) (wait)
If I give up hoping
I as I thought I was cease to exist

My condition as a truthsayer and Morgellons-hijacked body
(canary in a coal mine complicated with medically denied Lyme disease)
became the final door they closed
after years of loving strained by contradiction
as the programming their minds absorbed came between us
and the success they began to reap in worldly ways
reinforced the covert message to reject their mother

(emails, calls classified as spam, and blocked, all mail and contact ignored)

In my cells I feel these humans
and in my thoughts preserve them, heart: protect them
my first thought in the morning thanks the Almighty Father for another chance to love them
to redeem myself another day from the height they saw me fall
I cannot blame them for my descent
Nor for shutting the door between us
Neither am I capable of accepting this decree and moving on

That said I also transmute this gash
to restoration of my frame
The landscape of the world I inhabit (and create)
made better for their sakes (love in action)

And every day I live in love
for my children
for my grandchildren
for everyone who rejects and shuns me
Love Is All
Only love will save us
So I live in love alone
Eating – and *not eating* – to ascend

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
2 Timothy 1:7

#NATIONALPOETRYDAY2018

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