THE TRUTH WAS ALWAYS HERE

You just saw footage of angels and demons.

The Exekiel’s Wheel I photographed in August 2018 (featured by WSO but censored) HERE IS MY POST ON THAT

My Ezekiel's Wheel Photograph On WSO

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I was overjoyed when I found Hush Puppy’s channel and saw other watchers with sight like mine. Just a few of the things I have written to wake you:

MAN IS A STAR BOUND IN A BODY

WHY DO WE EXIST?

ANGELS, DOPPLEGANGERS AND DEMONS

I SEE DEAD PEOPLE

THE MOVIE WINTER’S TALE DECODED

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WHAT IS WORMWOOD? http://www.greatdreams.com/Hercolubus.html

Realize who you are while you still can.

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DMT AND ALL: (Re-post, note date) THE PHYSICS OF THE SOUL, PSALMS 91, LYME TRUE HISTORY OF PARASITES

March 27, 2020

  • We may be in more than one set of the days of darkness, as the timeline is not limited to any dimension, if that is even understandable
  • You need to stay off your smart devices which impede the DMT – your soul – from leaving this hell plane
  • Beware of talking heads

PSALMS 91 KJV Just like Christ Yeshua taught and in the Essene Gospels, that removing the ropeworm and other parasites which are demons removes the scales from our eyes, allopathic dewormers do this too. Parasites create heavy metal strongholds in every system of the body, and these are also nexuses of molds, yeasts, nanotechnology, fibers and all manner of toxins from pesticides, colorings, chemicals, additives and all poisons they put in the water, food, medicine, et cetera. This calcifies the pineal gland. It causes heart disease by buildup of arterial plaques, diabetes, arthritis – read this post called THE ANNUNAKI MATRIX SLAVE SYSTEM, ADDICTION, DEMONS AND THE BODY AS TEMPLE CONNECTION that I wrote in 2018. It causes ALL DISEASE AND DEATH, for SATAN IS DEATH. Parasites are his demons, his agents of chaos. Humans are either angels or demons now. (my article on that is almost finished and will be posted here soon).

“And Enoch also, the seventh from Adam, prophesied of these, saying, Behold, the Lord cometh with ten thousands of his saints, To execute judgment upon all, and to convince all that are ungodly among them of all their ungodly deeds which they have ungodly committed, and of all their hard speeches which ungodly sinners have spoken against him.” – Jude 1:14-15

When a person is diagnosed as depressive, or with anxiety, or any other psychological or psychiatric disorder, the first thing done is prescribe seratonin inhibitors: especially if there is any so-called “psychosis”. When I was told in late 2015 that I was delusional although really I had been bitten by over thirty nymph ticks and had become deathly ill with Lyme Disease and they refused to test or treat me, the psychiatrist I had seen for “depression” after my Washington, D.C, ex-2nd husband newsman illegally insured me with a life insurance policy he electronically forged my permission for and then tried multiple times to have me shot by methamphetamine-making neighbors – I had to move my own three horses to a farm on the other end of the county because they were being shot at too, and the police interfered with my phone lines, both landline and cell, and would not let calls go through to the state police –  with the collusion of the county police captain, his friend. When he couldn’t kill me that way, he stole everything I owned in a court-sanctioned theft and left me homeless and destitute. Who wouldn’t seek a little support for such emotional torture?

And this was AFTER I had gone through a year and a half (off and on) of EMDR for CPTSD, and he KNEW I had endured a life of trauma. HE CAPITALIZED ON IT BECAUSE HE IS OF EVIL SEED. As he wrote on straightdope.com, “I’m in news, I lie for a living.”

The psychiatrist (I lived in Richmond, Virginia then, and it was the doctors at Glenside Medical Associates (https://glensidemedical.com/) in the neighborhood of Henrico who refused to test or treat me for Lyme disease ) was told by the dermatologist –  who told me the day before when I saw her that I had blue and red fibers growing under my skin and took away from me the samples of nanotechnology smartdust chips that had erupted from a pore and then on the metal bedside table I placed them on, arranged themselves in a perfect grid patterned – aligned by their own polarity, for they were copper-gold metal and in shield shapes with poles, and I ‘captured’ them on a piece of clear tape and put that on a clear lucite dish and brought it to the dermatologist –
well, this psychiatrist I had seen maybe a dozen times in the last nine months (half of these just to talk once a month, as I was not on medication, but his daughter was also an artist, and we had great conversation!) told me he “was supposed to put me on an antipsychotic drug, but [I] didn;t seem psychotic to [him], did [I] feel psychotic?” and I said no. I have worms coming out of my skin and have had increasing sores all over my body since I was bitten by ticks on Memorial Day (2015) and they won’t test me for Lyme’s, and now I am sick!” Then he (First name Stanley, we were on a first name basis) said “The drugs have deworming properties, supposedly a side-effect”. Well I was just touching the iceberg tip of awareness of the black goo and nanotechnology and demonic evil of Lyme and Morgellons, and that “raised my hackles”. So I refused. He accepted that and agreed to see me in one month. That is when I began Morgellons Homeopathic Healing, which I changed to the name GOOD PREVAILS in 2018, and you can see that YouTube channel by that name, but it deadended because of the censorship due to surveillance of me, and many playlists and videos were removed.
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So the antipsychotic drugs the medical industry uses have anthelmintic properties.

I write all this to preface talking about DMT!

No wonder I always loved tripping, from age 17 to my last experiences in 2014 on pscilocybin mushrooms. DMT release = BLISS, and in “bad trips” of which I have only had a few, as others might have called them, really that was wrestling demons. My first trip was in late September of 1976 in the town called Glenelg in Howard County, Maryland, on Strawberry Fields little tablet acid and JobsDaughtersBethel17_Testimony777 I was dosed by the Honored Queen of my Job’s Daughter’s Bethel 17 in Catonsville, MD read THREE POSTS IN ONE: THE UNIFIER IS TRUTH and IMAGINATION LIMITS OUR FUTURE and while you’re at it, read KEY POINT HEALTH, THE DOTS JUST KEEP ON CONNECTING). Her name was Jackie Pettit and her uncle was Jerry Falwell https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jerry_Falwell_Sr. and my virginity was taken by her brother Billy, who was a clone of Paul McCartney, in an illuminati ritual carried out in their home where I was invited to spend the weekend, and when my hymen was broken while tripping on acid, been forced to smoke pot and drink red wine, three things I had NEVER DONE BEFORE, as I was a straight girl with a love of God who had just removed my self from the CIA-created cult THE FOREVER FAMILY https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Forever_Family, which changed its name to THE CHURCH OF BIBLE UNDERSTANDING https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_of_Bible_Understanding. I was completely drugged and forced into this, and when he broke my hymen, the severe pain was NOTHING compared to the terrifying despair I felt as an entire chorus of angels began crying out from within my ears and all throughout the room, deafening me with a sadness I could barely handle. That was how I experienced “tripping” and losing my virginity, and I was only 17.

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WE ARE HERE NOW AND THIS IS THEIR JUDGEMENT AS WE FIGHT THE HOLY WAR

Albrecht_Durer_battle-of-angels_1497-98 I will not lose in this battle against evil. I type this at age sixty, in Rishikesh, India, where I came because I AM A SEER, have ALWAYS BEEN A RISHI (which means seer). I walk the ground Jesus walked, and all the other enlightened beings who took human form to teach us how to access the divine light within our temple, the temple of our body.

 

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Vision I had at age 19 about the end of this world

I knew that we are in the last days, and have been persecuted all of my life. Even before eyes fully opened thanks to Lyme/Morgs galvanized fight! DMT, the pineal gland, soul weight is proven to be 21 grams, please read THE EGO IS MOLECULARLY ANTITHETICAL TO TRUTH, and this absolutely awesome Joe Rogan comment that I made into an image to share with you here, in which he tells author Michael Pollan that a guy he knew ‘came back from’ his DMT experience reporting that he was “installed in the firmament as a happy star”.

DMT Comments Joe Rogan

Why do I think this is the truth, that the guy was “installed in the firmament as a happy star”?

heartenergyfibonacci_sm.jpg The sacred geometry based on Pi and the Fibonacci Sequence, which Lucifer attempts to duplicate with digital and synthetic physics. This is why structured water works. Everything is frequency. THE WORD created LIGHT, we are children of the Light.

rho_ophiuchi_cloud.jpg The king of the airwaves who uses 5G as the spacefence fowler’s net in Psalm 91:3. Ophecius, the 13th constellation here now, come in from its elliptical parabolic orbital. The feathered serpent who created the Mayan civilation, Maya itself, all ignorance, disease and death. The interdimensional parasite and prince of chaos. The serpent in the gut.

Look at these images I took on December 19, 2018, the day before my daughter-in-law Nichole Travers Little died – she who was like a daughter and friend both to me. (No one has ever been kinder or shown more love to me.) What is not depicted in photos is the STARGATE that was open directly over my home, which was an old Methodist church built in the mid-1800’s converted into seven very small apartments. This stargate portal looked to be only perhaps 150 – 200 feet above the roof, and the left side of the circular opening was sharply distinct: I could clearly see cuniform symbols which were emanating soft colors like fire opal in motion.
The last six images are the EZEKIEL’S WHEEL I PHOTOGRAPHED, WHICH WAS FEATURED IN A WSO VIDEO THAT WAS REMOVED BY THOSE WHO REMOVE ALL TRUTH FROM THE NET.

For the record, anyone who is stating that the hippocampus is the seat of the soul, not the pineal gland, is a victim of Luciferian disinformation. The hippocampus can be likened to a traffic cop in the mind, telling signals where to come and go (back to, as well). The PINEAL GLAND is where DMT dimethyltryptalline is manufactured THIS IS DEAD-ICATED TO THE ONE-EYE, LOVE and this is what is attacked by the fluoridation program, dental work, vaccines, and heavy metals including aluminum. The body loses 21 grams upon death and that is fact. Read my article on this.
THE EGO IS MOLECULARLY ANTITHETICAL TO TRUTH.

Read my articles on how we are stars on human bodies.

Jesus said that we are stars in the gospels the cabal hid.

Nebru, Yaldabaoth, Enki, Thoth, Ba’al, Baphomet, Sama’el, satan, Ophecius, Hermes, Jupiter, more… all names for the mistake of Sophia who autogenerated. The feathered serpent. This is why China is leading the way in survellance. This is the net of the fowler God will preserve us from being snared in. THE DIGITAL DNA AND CREDIT SCORE THE SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER DIGITAL DNA AND CREDIT SCORE TIE-IN FOR HUMAN CONTROL DISCLOSURE UNDERWAY.

After my separation I dated the son of the man who was in charge of creating the medical system database which ties all healthcare to the blockchain.

Eating to ascend is what we all should be doing. And that means fasting now, or eating only lightly. We do not know how long this tribulation period will last. Troops are readying in Maryland, California and Florida and that is in accordance with the Navy Maps of the new coastlines post-cataclysm.

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PSALMS 91
Abiding in the Shadow of the Almighty
He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High
shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the LORD,
He is my refuge and my fortress:
my God; in him will I trust.
Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler,
and from the noisome pestilence.
He shall cover thee with his feathers,
and under his wings shalt thou trust:
his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night;
nor for the arrow that flieth by day;
nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness;
nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.
A thousand shall fall at thy side,
and ten thousand at thy right hand;
but it shall not come nigh thee.
Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold
and see the reward of the wicked.
Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge,
even the Most High, thy habitation;
there shall no evil befall thee,
neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.
For he shall give his angels charge over thee,
to keep thee in all thy ways.
They shall bear thee up in their hands,
lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.
Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder:
the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.
Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him:
I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.
He shall call upon me, and I will answer him:
I will be with him in trouble;
I will deliver him, and honor him.
With long life will I satisfy him,
and show him my salvation.

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My articles (blogposts, most call them, but these are all factual documentations of true history, so I prefer articles, because I am a spiritual journalist, if a name must be given… A WATCHER) may seem incomplete or a bit disjointed, but there is much data to impart and to be overly particular and polish each piece is not possible now, so please keep that in mind as you read.

© THE ASCENSION DIET – EATING TO ASCEND
27March2020
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

TEAM LOVE

DEVON BODY SCORE 1 - 4APRIL2016 I was denied diagnosis and treatment for Lyme Disease and subsequently developed Morgellons Syndrome, and lost my EVERYTHING, and this is what was done to Devon
who was euthanized in June 2017.
Now remember this, every reader: SUFFERING TEACHES US HOW TO LOVE AND PURIFIES OUR SOUL. WORLDLY ESTEEM AND REWARD ARE NOT REAL OR LASTING.

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Your lungs are where your wings attach. Be strong. Just breathe.
You are already a shining star, the battle is won. STAY THE COURSE.

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© THE ASCENSION DIET – EATING TO ASCEND 13April2020
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

A DIFFERENT MARTYRDOM

 

A martyr (Greek: μάρτυς, mártys, “witness”; stem μάρτυρ-, mártyr-)

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FROM CHITTA
“We must critically examine and re-examine and compare with what is deep inside us… there is no better datum than that!”

Yes, I agree, for if we do not, our ego will bury us!

FROM LUCA
“Bride of the father, these years will be called short by the short days, the photon will be the center of the rebirth and there will be purge at many galactic and planetary levels, read among the secrets and the sores the signs that the soul is placed. this is a braid of lands, they attack the heart and lungs “to steal the holy spirit, even if it’s not so they want you to fear it they make it pour out of the rna more ‘ I don’t know. But fear not the light has already won we are choosing how fallen the speed to learn it : adrenaline 3d in disintegration.” (comment from image above, translated from Italian)

And then that, for the thirst of the martyr,
nor the presence of the superb Soldan
preached Christ and others who followed,

and to find to convert too many people
and not to stand indarno,
redeemed to the fruit of the italian grass,

in the raw stone intra Tiber and Arno
da Christ took the last seal,
that his limbs two years carry.
– Dante, Paradiso XI, 100-108

http://www.vocazionefrancescana.org/2014/09/da-cristo-prese-lultimo-sigillo.html
(Translated from Italian)
Dear friends, the Lord will give you peace! Did you know that Dante Alighieri in the Divine Comedy also speaks of St Francis? And that’s why the Song XI of Paradise is also an integral part of the Franciscan Sources? Yes, even a piece of Dante poetry is part of the collection of the oldest Franciscan testimonies! To tell of the life of Francis of Assisi is the Dominican Saint Thomas Aquinas, as in The Song XII it will be the Franciscan Saint Bonaventura who will present the life of Dominic of Guzman. Dante poetry, as always, with the effective synthesis and elegant beauty of its triplets manages to make in short the understanding life of our Father “all seraphic in ardour” (XI, 37).

St. Francis: from martyrdom to the stigmata

On the day of the feast of the Impression of the Stimmate of St. Francis, 17 September, I would like to briefly resume what Dante says. As you can read in the three triplets above, he places the event of the Stimmate immediately after the pilgrimage to the Holy Land and the encounter with the Sultan. In the verses that follow, he immediately recounts the death of the Saint. St. Thomas says that the Poverello of Assisi “for the thirst of the martyr, / in the presence of the superb Soldan / preached Christ and others who ‘followed’ them: like Saint Anthony of Padua, Saint Francis goes “among the Saracens” available, indeed eager, to give his life for Christ. We also know from the other biographies that, admitted in the presence of al-Malik al-Komil, announced to him the gospel and salvation in Christ. Francis left that court, without having earned martyrdom, but much esteem for his holiness and some gifts… including the ivory horn still preserved among the relics of St. Francis Basilica in Assisi. St. Francis was to receive a different martyrdom: what we celebrate today, the extraordinary gift of the stigmata, “the last seal” of love and pain that Jesus himself has imprinted in his flesh. They are a sign for him and for us of a whole life deeply resembling that of Christ.

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This: what can it mean to you?? We all desire and imagine our future for what our hearts are given to sense. At some point in his life, St. Francis felt ready to take risks: to give and, if necessary, to lose his life for the sake of Christ and for the conversion of some unfaithful brothers. This availability was not collected from the design of Providence in the most ‘predictable’ way of martyrdom in odium fidei. His mystical martyrdom has come in an original way, if anything linked to his struggle to accept the evolution of the Order, now almost ‘autonomous’ and ’emancipated’ with respect to its founder (as it leaks from the biographies and parable of Perfect joy). And Francis was crucified in La Verna for the sake of all those who are astonished by this sign, and in particular for the sake of his fellow brothers. Of which he managed to be even in the end the ‘most’ lesser friete. Assisi. Prayer Corda pia, which associates the Passion of Christ and the Stimmate of St. Francis. For you, who listen to the Lord, it calls you to follow him, is to imagine your future in some way and form a particular one. In that imagination is hidden the good intuition of what the Lord asks of you: to give yourself in a total way. Often, however, in this ‘imagine’, our imagination ends up getting a little distracted around the peripheral aspects of vocation: for example, fantasizing a little about the new role or the respect I will receive when I am a priest/frite (?!); or the beauty of fraternal life in the community, when I am a nun (?!); or the fact that my talents will finally be valued… All possible, but not always realistic… and certainly not central, because often more than growing in faith and holiness, they tickle and gratify the ego.

A vocation is given to you because in it you learn to give yourself and to love… even when it is necessary to suffer to love. Just as Francis asked and obtained in La Verna: to love and suffer as Jesus loved and suffered for us on the Cross. Today’s feast, then, gives you practical advice: when you notice that your fantasy takes you away from the ‘centre’ of your vocational discernment, or entices you with ‘glorious’ perspectives that are all to be verified, ‘escape’ from this ego-centric path and return to place your feet where you find the footsteps of Christ, following him as you carry your (heavy but not impossible) cross every day. The humble realism of today, will bless you tomorrow too… Happy feast of the Holy Stimmate!! The Lord gives you peace!

MY REPLY
First, Luca, before I respond to your thoughts, let me share something with you. Because what you told me was galvanizing, and I am strengthened by your words. This allegorical desert is a place of strange testing and confirmations.
Last August you wrote me this:

“You are written in the book of life – do not fear spit or insults, I cry for this humanity only a few see and among these are especially women, from the double date of 2020 everyone will see himself in glory or vergogna. Dio bless you…
… I wanted to inform you; to tell you something very important when you did an article about your granddaughter Emily, I saw a sun that came into you and called you “bride”. Maybe I should not say these things… but you are far ahead and you are not of this world.”

Okay, now I’m replying…

I’ve actually never felt of this world, and to be quite honest, I thought that by coming to India I would find others who were aware of TRUTH, but so far – and I keep reaching out to so-called spiritual leaders here (gurus, babaji’s, long-time seekers, monks/nuns – supposedly HIGHLY SPIRITUAL PEOPLE – all I am discovering is different shades and values of ego on different styles of dress, and the VERY FEW TIMES I have been able to engage someone in questioning the narratives, they SHUT DOWN.
There are so few who are not deceived, Luca.

And I just finished the Fowler’s Net post, which will probably get me kicked off the internet! (Trying to make a joke, but as I type I am being hit with millimeter waves in my throat, aimed at my thyroid. Getting up to take more iodine…). I will expand that article more, perhaps next. It depends soully on (how I am moved by) God.

You: “Bride of the father, these years will be called short by the short days, the photon will be the center of the rebirth and there will be purge at many galactic and planetary levels, read among the secrets and the sores the signs that the soul is placed. This is a braid of lands, they attack the heart and lungs “to steal the holy spirit, even if it’s not so they want you to fear it they make it pour out of the rna more; I don’t know. But fear not the light has already won we are choosing how fallen the speed to learn it: adrenaline 3d in disintegration.”

According to the Ethiopian calendar it is the year 2012, not 2020, and I guess many of us are aware that at the Council of Nicae, hundreds of years were made to disappear, and what is thought of as “the middle ages” is fictional, written by the likes of Juval Noah Harari. We’ve had the noctoluminscent skies for years now, and Tavares (it sounds like her voice) showed footage from the Alaska weather cams of the huge umbrella-like shade apparatus being kept in the sky between earth and Nibiru. Sometimes I go to bed and it seems as if the ‘night’ was 14 hours long: it is only becoming more and more insensible. The portions of the Nag Hammadi about The Destroyer say all these things we see. When I found the text from the ancient Egyptian Valley of the Kings tombs which talked about the net in the sky, that was another a-ha to confirm the place 5G and smart devices, apps, et cetera are being used.

“A braid of lands, they attack the heart and lungs ‘to steal the holy spirit’…” – yes. Only if we let them. I think the digital link is the key here, Luca. This will probably make me the least welcomed spiritual writer in modern history. No one wants to stop communicating. This is our desert. This is it. It’s happening.

And yes, they attack the heart and lungs. This is why I began taking Levamisole, given to all dairy cattle and sheep up, to get rid of them. In 2018 I researched and found the FDA acceptable limits for the amounts of detectable lungworms and threadworms in dairy products for sale in the United States, that the worms pass through breast milk and the placenta, and I emailed my daughter about it, since she’s a doula and lactation counselor, but of course she ignored me (and still shuns me). It was very difficult to take it, and I started at a dose for a small sheep. I basically used myself as an experiment, and as they cleared from me I began to feel entirely new sensations in my lung areas (on my back) especially when I was praying or writing, or doing anything with my heart intention and love. So I wrote that post called BREATH OF LIFE.

I will stop there, but we are light energy, yes. And I do not think of myself as of master root Pleidian, but beyond. That’s how it feels: star-like. That star that came the day before Nichole died was MY STAR, and there was a STARGATE PORTAL OPEN OVER THE ROOF OF MY HOUSE, and a DNA-shaped spiral it came down, like a heaven stair. So did I – my spirit being – come to give myself an ‘upgrade’ considering one of the most – no, THE MOST DIFFICULT THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME AS A MORTAL HUMAN was about to happen, my granddaughter who is like a soul-daughter to me losing her mother, and my family not telling me, and not letting me come to comfort my granddaughter? Still I am shunned completely. Yet my soul is of GOD, and I LOVE. I have never felt so sure and secure and strong. And things have happened which show me that hypercommunication / heart communication is real and happening.

“they want you to fear it they make it pour out of the rna more”: if we fear, it weakens us, our immuno-suppression goes down, illness goes up, and they harvest more etheric energy. Am I oversimplifying it? If we succomb to fear, as their host, they run amok with our systems and takeover occurs. We also lose time, lose ground, what in spiritual sense is backsliding, which is the worst kind of falling away and hardest to recover from.

“the light has already won we are choosing how fallen the speed to learn it: adrenaline 3d in disintegration” – Hmm, I am going to take a guess at that meaning. Are you saying we have a degree of control regarding our collective consciousness bringing on this leaving of physical density, and that the adrenaline fear creates is becoming less available for them because en masse we’re “wising up” and rising up?

From your link given to St. Francis http://www.vocazionefrancescana.org/2014/09/da-cristo-prese-lultimo-sigillo.html, it says “We all desire and imagine our future for what our hearts are given to sense”, and I imagine that is true for many, until pain and trauma either takes it out of them or they erode and sell out! The author goes on: “A vocation is given to you because in it you learn to give yourself and to love… even when it is necessary to suffer to love.” YES. Only suffering teaches us what love truly is. As much as trauma and evil need to be eradicated, in this physical realm, they are teachers, but how hard. I cannot tell you how many times I listened to Derek Prince’s LOVE IS THE PERFECT LAW OF LIBERTY – I even transcribed it from the YT video – forced to be barred from family and losing all, as you know from reading what I have written, and seeing photos and artwork. Humans are at their best when things are at their worst. We get the stigmata within.

But are you suggesting that I am being impractical or egoistic? Chitta? Anyone? I ask this seriously.

Much love, with a holy kiss.

Laura

That drawing of Saint Francis of Assisi, I did that in 2013, looking at a statue – a lawn statue – that my landlord Bill Kuiper had given me (now sold, too heavy to carry around while dealing with all the shite).

MORE ARTICLES ABOUT SUFFERING AND SOUL GROWTH

WE LIVE IN A NON-LOCAL SPACE-TIME – SUFFERING ANNEALS THE SOUL, PART 1
MANIFESTING OUR DESTINY OF POST-DIMENSIONAL FORM (OR NOT): SUFFERING ANNEALS THE SOUL, PART 2
HOW WE FREE OURSELVES AND OTHERS
Why we fast: THE BODY KILLS THE SOUL

Namasté and hari OM.
© THE ASCENSION DIET – EATING TO ASCEND 10April2020
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

 

 

THIS IS A SYNTHETIC BIOLOGY NANOTECHNOLOGY-DEPENDENT RFID ELF 5G WIFI-TRIGGERED VIRUS

COVID-19 CORONAVIRUS IS A SYNTHETIC BIOLOGY NANOTECHNOLOGY RFID 5G WIFI-CONTROLLED TRACKING “VIRUS”

Except really it’s NOT a virus. The “flu” variations they attempted did not achieve the culling numbers they wanted. Remember the Georgia Guidestones, they want to bring the population down from 8 billion to 500,000. So now they plan to “test” – which means INJECT NANOTECHNOLOGY TRACER MATERIAL CALLED MICROBOTS, 5G-CONTROLLED MICROMACHINES – into EVERY PERSON ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH,  and then monitor them via the smart devices they use, and surveillance cameras, which, believe me, are everywhere. No wonder Winston and Julia weren’t even safe in the brush.

Professor, research scientist – and now whistleblower – Chandra Wickramasinghe, of the Buckingham Centre for Astrobiology disclosed last October 11th that the viral material which was used to culture the COVID-19 Coronavirus came from extrastellar material which landed near Wuhan, China on a piece of the asteroid/meteorite now being called ATLAS. Meteorites are carriers of extraterrestrial microbes, and the weaponized viral particles are better-described as alien genetics intended to affect the human population of earth. This level of biochemical weaponry makes Lyme Disease look like child’s play. Of course search engine results show top hits for sites debunking this fact, but it is understood that delivered news cannot be trusted. (Incredibly, the Washington, D.C. radio station WTOP actually said last autumn, while I was listening for weather during a tornado watch, “NEWS YOU CAN TRUST. BECAUSE IF ITS NOT DELIVERED, IT’S NOT NEWS”. I mentioned that HERE AND HERE.  My last place of residence before leaving Babylon was/is owned by an Arabian Sheik (and his male life partner) who works at not only gene mutation but language syntax manipulation to steer humanity. Both of these activities show up more than fifty times in internet searches of his name. He’s not human. His property is used for human SACRIFICE (I found bones, prayed over them and stopped walking on the property) and every facet of his life that I could see online is proof he is high-level anunnaki. To share all of these findings here is unneccessary: GOD SEES ALL.

Wuhan, China, where the Coronavirus was witchcrafted in a military bioweapon research lab – and quite likely Operation Paperclip-esque, with the help of the experts at Fort Dietrick where my cousin Phillip worked as a medical officer after his four years in the Navy and he told me at my uncle’s/his father’s wake that “AIDS was created at Fort Detrick to decimate the black population through the gays.” My cousin Phillip Burgess (we share the gramma Grace) was ‘mysteriously injured’ on a naval ship in what can only be a part of the Philadelphia Experiment, received a great deal of money as a payoff, bought land in Pennsylvania where the majority of the film GETTYSBURG was filmed, and went to work for the Army at Fort Dietrick, only a few miles from my gramma Burgess’s house, the Hilltop Inn up until WWI, and less than an hour’s drive from where my father’s side is from, the county named after the Freemason who was the walk-in body clone for Lucifer and [sic] fathered this country.

So this new synthetic biology nanotechnology-driven parasite-opportunizing designed-by-death-agents “flu”, which ‘escaped’ a la the Lyme Disease scenario, is based upon material from Nibiru which came to earth. But that fact has been filtered so greatly, censored by the powers that drive the search engines, AI all of them. Share this article.

This should come as no surprise, as the miscegenation of humanity and all life on earth has been interfered with and steered by the alien satanic race since Sama’el / Yaldabaoth / Lucifer / Enki / Hermes / The Feathered Serpent / Nebro / Nibiru was thrown to earth. (Actually, Enlil stays on Nibiru, according to the ancient scriptures that had been hidden from you, occulted by the Judeo-Christian kaballah-rich satanic disinformation agents who are even now continuing to mislead minds. The Scientologist “religion” is the octopus at work through the seedlines of the entertainment industry, utilized for their glamour and influence.

Every pandemic humanity has experienced has come from alien genetic manipulation. The Black (bubonic) Plague, the Spanish Flu, Influenza… that epidemic they released killed my gramma Burgess’s four-year old brother David when she was twelve, and when she told me this one winter day when I WAS TWELVE, staying with her for a few days during winter vacation, she began to weep, and then gathered her strength and did not cry, but suggested we go for a walk, and we took a winter afternoon walk, observing the birds, squirrels, the trees.

Even the first fleet of satellites ever launched—the 28 U.S. military satellites of the Initial Defense Communication Satellites Program—were associated with disease on Earth. They began operation on June 13, 1968. The “Hong Kong” flu pandemic began in July 1968 and lasted until March 1970. – cellphonetaskforce.org The Tuskeegee Experiment is still underway. It became the Lyme Disease epidemic they created and released from the Army’s bioweapon research facility on Plum Island outside Lyme, Connecticutt. Being a human they infected with Lyme Disease, and then they refused me the diagnosis and treatment for it as well, I became informed and healed myself, and even at this late hour hope to help anyone who would like to heal. The first step is removal of the human ropeworm as well as other parasites, heavy metals, molds, yeasts and nanotechnology. This is how you will optimize your health and reduce the factors that make your body a traceable antenna. You have to eliminate parasites, heavy metals, molds, yeasts, chemicals and toxins and of course nanotechnology. The combined protocol I teach does this.  we are seeking OPTIMAL HEALTH IN A NANO TOXIC WORLD.

And things are further along than most think or sense, because most of the world population is imprisoned electromagnetically by the HAARPed Spacefence grid, and from within as well.

THE ETHIOPIAN CALENDAR, WHICH IS THE TIMELINE CHRIST HIMSELF USED, HAS THIS YEAR WE THINK OF AS 2020 AS —- 2012.
The Ethiopian calendar , also called the Ge’ez calendar, is the principal calendar used in Ethiopia and also serves as the liturgical calendar for Christians in Eritrea belonging to the Eritrean Orthodox Church, Eastern Catholic Church and Lutheran Evangelical Church of Eritrea.
Funny, I was raised Lutheran…
And on the very date in December 2012 – according to our Gregorian, sabotaged calendar – said Nibiru would arrive, I flew to Hawaii to escape the repeated murder attempts and every other evil placed in my life, which I now fully identify and publicly disclose.

EXACTLY THE YEAR THE MAYAN CALENDAR STARMAPS SHOW NIBIRU ARRIVING, AND THEY ARE SERIOUS ABOUT SIRIUS, BELIEVE ME.

THE DOG STAR SIRIUS ANUBIS LUCIFER

Winters Tale about Sirius decode screenshot
I wrote about Sirius here in THE MOVIE WINTER’S TALE, DE-CODED https://eatingtoascend.com/2019/09/23/the-movie-winters-tale-decoded/

Pearly says that what intrigues him – a demon like the monarchs in rule now, with all their glittering gems – about jewels is the way they accept the light. Look at the image below, and read what I wrote on it. I found this while researching stones in early 2019. “A termite, trapped millions of years ago in pine resin, was embalmed when the resin hardened into amber. The rainbow colors indicate areas of strain created during the insect’s death struggle”. NOW think about how we are stars, that our souls are shaped in these flesh vessels, how the earth is made from bodies, that the celestial objects we observe are actually beings, AND THAT THEY HARVEST OUR ETHERIC ENERGY THROUGH TRAUMA AND SEEK TO SOULTRAP US BECAUSE THEY’RE ALL ARCHONS.

TermiteInAmber_800p

I had a prophetic dream of this alignment and wrote about it last year here in this post called ARE YOU SIRIUS

You will need to trust in the light within you. That is FAITH. I suggest again that you read these two books: HIND’S FEET ON HIGH PLACES and FOXE’S BOOK OF MARTYRS. Yes, these are affiliate links, and if you get a copy from them, thank you for helping me to help others.

HIND’S FEET ON HIGH PLACES is a highly allegorical novel that traces the steps of the main character, Much-Afraid, from a frightened, deformed, lost soul to a beautiful, spiritually connected, joyful being. It applies to seekers, and is not tainted by dualism.

FOXE’S BOOK OF MARTYRS is fascinating and inspiring. It allows greater understanding of how TRUE HISTORY was occulted by what came to call itself the universal – which means catholic, in the language of the time – church, self-appointed with the messenger/first fallen angel Lucifer guiding it, and that became the Roman nation. I read it when I was a teenager while I was in the Forever Family, one of the cults created by the CIA, and re-read it last year, and am again now.

(The next eight paragraphs, the last just one sentence, was written weeks ago. March 22nd, to be exact.)

FROM WHERE I AM I SEE TWO GWEN TOWERS DESIGNED TO DROP PEOPLE AND LOCK THEM INTO THIS LOW FREQUENCY DIMENSIION. PROTECTING MYSELF WITH ORGANITE I MAKE, SHUNGITE, DETOXING, FREQUENCY MUSIC OF CHANTS, TONES AND SONG, PRAYER AND MEDITATION, AND ESPECIALLY NOT USING SMART DEVICES OR SOCIAL MEDIA AND APPS IS KEY TO REMAINING SEPARATE FROM THE WORLD AS IT ENFOLDS INTO COLLAPSE.

AND ALL OF THESE UNIDENTIFIED SHIPS IN THE CLOUDS ARE THEM, IN THE SKIES, HARVESTING SOULS AND ENERGIES. THE CORONAVIRUS IS A MILITARY CAMPAIGN FOR THEM TO TAKE OUT SOULS! THEY ARE BOTTOM FEEDERS FEEDING ON BOTTOM FEEDERS! TO BE HONEST, PEOPLE WHO ARE EXPOSED TO THE CORONAVIRUS AND ARE GETTING SICK AND DYING ARE VERY SICK IN THE FIRST PLACE, AND THEIR BODIES ARE FULL OF PARASITES, HEAVY METALS, NANOTECHNOLOGY, MOLDS, YEASTS AND TOXINS FROM PESTICIDES, MEDICAL INDUSTRY DRUGS AND ALL OF THE THINGS MAKING PEOPLE ILL.

I SAW A BODY BEING CARRIED DOWN THE MAIN ROAD THREE DAYS AGO AND IT WAS BEING TAKEN TO THE GANGA RIVER TO BE CREMATED. HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE DYING OF THE COVID-19 VIRUS WHICH CAME FROM NIBIRU AND THEN WAS TWEAKED IN THE LAB IN CHINA AND THEN RELEASED AS A MASSIVE EFFORT TO LOWER POPULATION AND INSTALL MARTIAL LAW AND ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT, IN THE SAME WAY ITS PREDECESSOR BORELLIA BORIOSSIS LYME DISEASE DID, CREATED IN THE PLUM ISLAND LAB OFF THE SHORE OF CONNECTICUTT BY THE SAME ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT MILITARY?

THE MONKEYS HERE ARE MORE AGGRESSIVE THAN THEY HAVE EVER BEEN, I AM TOLD, AND ONE TRIED TO ATTACK ME THROUGH A PLATE GLASS WINDOW. PEOPLE EVERYWHERE ARE IN SMART DEVICE SPACEFENCE LOCKDOWN.

MY COLLEGE VIROLOGY PROFESSOR, WHO WAS THE HEAD OF THE SCIENCE DEPARTMENT WHEN I ATTENDED AGAIN IN 2013 TO COMPLETE MY NURSING DEGREE CREDITS, TOLD US IN CLASS IN 1985 THAT VIRUSES ARE FROM ALIENS. HOW DID THIS MAN KNOW THAT, AND WHY DID HE TELL US, AND WHO LISTENED?
I NEVER FORGOT IT.

THE MILITARY EXISTS TO MAINTAIN THE WAR STATE AS THEY EXIST ON REAPING SUFFERING AND HARVEST OUR ETHERIC ENERGY AS THEY CREATE TRAUMA AND PAIN. THEY KEEP SATELLITES IN THE AIR TO MAIINTAIN THE HAARP GRID AND TARGET PEOPLE AND PLACES. DEVON’S LAST BARN BARN MANAGER IN MARYLAND WORKED FOR SATELLITE COMPANY BASED IN TYSONS CORNER VIRGINIA, SHE WAS EX-ARMY VERY OBESE PARASITE-FILLED BLACK FEMALE WHO IMMEDIATELY TARGETED ME. THERE ARE NO COINCIDENCES OR ACCIDENTS: SHE WAS PLACED IN OUR PATH (DEVON’S AND MINE) TO TRY TO DETER MY MISSION AS A CHILD OF GOD. ANYONE WHO THINKS THIS IS “CRAZY TALK” IS EITHER BRAINWASHED BY OR PART OF THE ACTIVE ARM OF THE CABAL WHO CREATED MENTAL ILLNESS AS AN INDUSTRY. SPIRITUAL POWER IS NOT PSYCHOSIS: THAT IS JUST A CLASSIFICATION THEY INVENTED TO STIFLE AND SILENCE – MURDER – THE ONES WHO SPEAK FOR GOD.

CHINA HATES GOD BECAUSE IT IS THE WORKING ARM OF SATAN. THE VATICAN IS A PART OF THIS OCTOPUS. READ MY POST ABOUT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH AND THIS ONE ABOUT THE KHAZARIAN MAFIA.

THIS IS HOW IT IS BEING DONE TO ENTRAP SOULS.

COVID-19 CORONAVIRUS IS A SYNTHETIC BIOLOGY NANOTECHNOLOGY RFID 5G WIFI-CONTROLLED TRACKING “VIRUS”

As I woke up this morning with the winds of this shift threatening to implode the building I thought of my adult children Emily and Max, and my grandchildren emily, Rowan and Albie, and what a miracle it will take for them to wake up and realize that Mom was right all these years for being a prepper, and wish that they had accepted my offer to give them each 15 acres of the 42 acres with a gold mine on it that I had bought in Goldvein (named after the mine I had bought, an dthe Smithsonian’s largest piece of East Coast gold ore is from the mine I briefly owned) in Orange County, Virginia. I’ve tried to set up off-grid survival locations all my life, actually (and as recently as 2017 in Utah and then again Hawaii, but each leader was a psychopath infested with parasites demons. It starts with family, MK Ultra, and my children followed my parents’ and in-laws’ direction and became perps of mind control, and they’re vaccinated, FunVaxxed like the rest of the world.  Read BROMINE IN MUNICIPAL TAP WATER NOW, HERE’S WHY. To prevent my reptilian second ex-husband the DC newsman from taking half the property when we separated in 2012, I GAVE IT BACK TO THE OWNER. That’s how little lucre matters.
Thinking about my family, and being shunned, and that I will likely never see them again with my physical eyes, or hear their voices say “Mom” and “Gramma”, I was sad for a second, and then remembered that we each cleanse our bloodlines. Then I meditated and thought about how beautiful it is to know that we are stars, and remembered my own star that came to visit me the day before Nichole died.

WE ARE STARS The Gospel of Judas THE MOVIE WINTER’S TALE, DE-CODED

Bas for now. namaste and Hari OM <3

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Knowing who you are, and that the secret we all carry is that the incredible physics of Love can take your soul home to the Most High is Love’s unstoppable liberty. We are simply deceived into not accepting what is already within us.

From https://eatingtoascend.com/2019/04/02/why-do-we-exist/

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ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL

From a private exchange in the Ascension Diet forum:
March 27, 2020
I just realised that the coming of the Christ is individual and internal matter. For each individual, the surrounding world is tuned for his / her spiritual progress. It could be loosely aligned with someone else too but primarily ones own! In the further spiritual development the connection with same or approximately same spiritual level person/s goes deeper for the reason we are one.
What decisions one take based on the choices presented into his / her own world within this general world takes one further in the direction of the decisions taken.

The decisions taken means not only decisions taken externally or for living in general world and one’s own world but also in your mind. The mind chatter brings the change in one’s own world and the general world.

So ultimately the conscious efforts on mental level to control the chatter towards positive or helpful or loving ways change one’s world and general world slowly.

So, the coming of the Christ is one’s individual mental journey reflecting one’s internal and external decisions taken, in one’s spiritual progress.

My reply:
March 29, 2020
Yes. This is what we finally understand, and you reached the core of who you are, your SELF, past all the obstacles of duality, ignorance, conditioning and programming. This is the enlightenment, your baptism. The vesica piscis reached within past your own event horizon. You attained your star which beckoned you, as it is timeless, literally (reference to the Gospel of Judas).
And you had to reach to this level yourself. I am only a wayshower.

As you put it so well in a recent comment, time does not exist, so not only can we save our seed, our lineage, our progeny forward and behind us now as we perceive ourselves in the body our 21 gram soul inhabits, but as we are each one of us the superconsciousness, just as we cannot in this form name or quantify GOD, this LIFE FORCE WHO CREATES ALL, we also in some manner we cannot comprehend EACH ONE OF US COLLECTIVELY CHANGE THE TIDE AND USHER IN THE NEW AGE.

Religions would stone us for this, burn us at the stake for such heretical thought. That’s what dualism was created for: to decieve.

And so the Adiyogi taught us to meditate. Jesus Christ Yeshua came to live in the Vashistha Cave a few kilometers from me. But wherever we are, we are GOD.

Thank you, hari OM. The ALL will benefit from this.

WE ARE STARS IN HUMAN FORM

This is the PERFECT TIME for you to watch the movie WINTER’S TALE

I decoded it! Read my post THE MOVIE WINTER’S TALE DECODED

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FORTY YEARS AGO TODAY, written May 1, 2019 to my children Emily and Max

FORTY YEARS AGO TODAY, I MARRIED YOUR FATHER

May 1, 2019

To my children Emily and Max,

Forty years ago today, I married your father.

I was pregnant with you, Emily, and you were conceived on March 5th, 1979, when I drove back from Tampa, Florida, where my mother had moved to after selling our home, 202 Shadynook Court, fleeing the heritage of debauchery in her life, and seeing the product of my father’s adultery living right across the street: my half-brother, Michael Dayball.

Father had been having an affair with Gail Guinn since I was five years old, he and Mother both ‘swingers’ in the scene in the Sixties. Emily, you ended up accepting their child, conceived through artificial means – Gail always resented that I conceived you naturally, and before she succeeded with in vitro, which cost them a lot – John Rohrer, and are friends with him on Facebook, or were, last I was privy to your fb profile before you chose to shun me.

Mother – Nana to you – sold the house, put her Dodge Dart on a train car and she and “the boys” took a sleeper car to Florida. I drove my Volkswagen there, and met them at the house. It was a rancher, with huge Palmetto cockroaches that leapt at me, and the boys were beside themselves with grief, especially David, who was like an animal more than a child, all anger and confusion. Charlie was crying and Jay was quiet; numb. Mother was on autopilot, I think. I was revolted. I drove around the area, trying to see where I could work, and saw that the city of Tampa was a shithole. It was awful. The boys were out of control, there was no plan: it would not work. She (mother) had already sabotaged my attempts at going to college, more than once (this is why I worked so hard, taking on $8,000.00 in student loans bundle into mine, to let you go to Wilson, so you could have the college experience I was denied by both parents). I had been accepted to University of South Alabama, in Mobile, where my best friend Kathy Park went, and took a Greyhound bus there to begin in the Spring Semester in January 1979, but Mother did not do any of the financial aid paperwork, and did not tell me she ignored it, in fact, she let me think she had done it all. I got there and at registration was told I couldn’t, that neither she nor Father filled anything out. I had to go home. I had spent all I had to get there, paying for the one-way bus ticket myself. I called mother, who said she didn’t have any money to pay for the ticket, and screamed hysterically “Get home and take care of these boys!” I called father, who coldly told me he had no money for a ticket, and I could hear Gail listening on the other extension (her bedroom Bell Princess phone). I had to go door-to-door in my friend Kathy’s dorm, borrowing change, or a few dollars, to get the bus ticket, which was only $33.00. Yet my parents said they didn’t have it. It took me months to pay it back once I got back “home”, working in a sub shop in Security Mall, walking there with only sole less Indian moccasins, mother would not drive me to work, the Volkswagen was uninsured at the time, and it snowed a lot, huge blizzards. I had pneumonia but still worked. And the previous time my college attempt was sabotaged was in high school, when I was trying to get into the University of Colorado to study veterinary medicine. Mother refused to fill out any applications. In twelfth grade I was recruited by the CIA five times. I refused them. I worked at Lexington Market, Westview Mall, Security Mall, and at the Green Earth health food store on Charles Street, from high school until the early 80’s. I worked three part-time jobs in twelfth grade alone. (I worked so much, not getting child support, that I filled the forty work quarters Social Security requires filled in order to retire at age 65 by age 31. If that says anything, i.e. no familial support.)

Then I tried living at Uncle Clarence and Uncle Homer’s farm, and went one semester to Saint Mary’s College. But it was a 70-mile round trip, I became very depressed, and Uncle Clarence wanted me to marry the Baptist preacher’s son to inherit the farm. Jay and Charlie were like lost souls. Mother paid attention only to David. I was driving back and forth to Baltimore on the weekends to try to keep the family glued together. It was awful. Even though I had my horse Sunny, that was not enough. I could not save my family. I left the college, and came back to Catonsville. Charlie had taken over my bedroom. It was January 1979. Mother was preparing to sell the house and move to Tampa. That is how it all unfolded once I graduated in May 1977, and was first with your uncle Jon, but was really in love with your dad Jamie, who I saw from the school bus window at the end of the day in 10th grade, walking my church friend Celeste Reis, who sang like Joni Mitchell and whose mother, a chain smoker, was an organist for the adult choir at my church, Salem Lutheran. Jamie was on her left (of course, because he was deaf in his left ear, and had fifty percent hearing in his right, from ear infections, as Mamaux had told me). Your dad was wearing a white shirt with the sleeves rolled up, his braid down the back past his belted jeans, and combat boots. He held Celeste’s arm deferentially; gently, and seemed to be listening to her with rapt attention. I was fifteen, and my heart leapt in my chest. My life as mother’s slave went on, defending and nurturing my brothers, her Cinderella, and I was in the Forever Family cult. In the fall of twelfth grade, your uncle Jon walked by me as I stood in the doorway of the Don Flowers plant store (I was standing in right side of the doorway waiting for the mall to close), one of three stores I worked at in Westview Mall (the other two were KB Toys and The Gap, all while in twelfth grade, and keeping up my GPA as well as taking care of the boys and the house – and turning the CIA down), and I spoke to him, we went for a drive in my car – an MG Midget I had bought new, I worked so much – and we “dated”, but really, I was in love with your dad Jamie.

And so eventually he fell in love with me. When he was 14, 15, he had been in a relationship with a girl named Paige in Hyattsville, and, also, I know now, was involved with Janet, which is incest. I hate to tell you, but the Littles were in a sex ring of pedophilia, and Pop – your grandfather Jim Little – was run out of his job at Fort Meade as chaplain, and he and a Baptist minister, and then charismatic church christians at Saint Timothy’s in Catonsville traded Janet and Jamie as sex slaves. They were sent to a dungeon house club in Hyattsville and the guy – his name is Ed, and I forget the last name, but it’s not Simoncek (though that Ed, another Catonsvillian, older than me, might know it) – also had one in Florida. During the period of time I described above, when I went to Uncle Homer and Clarence’s farm, Jamie and Janet went to that bondage and domination pedophile’s place in Florida, and that is where Janet got her skin condition and your dad his foot rot. Janet was already sterile, from STD infections as far back as age twelve. She was twelve when Jim took her virginity. She told me that when I was 17, she 18, and I was seeing Jon.

That is how it all transpired. I am writing everything I remember.

Everything needs its backstory for present-day clarification, and that is why I begin with this. I did not know about the pedophilia ring until this past December (2018), when I ran into one of the participants who wife-swapped with Pop, Larry Frank. He thought I knew about all of this. I didn’t. I do now. Now you both do. No wonder the Littles never wanted me to have you, Emily, and when I did, never wanted Jamie and I to be married. No wonder they aided and abetted him not paying for your child support. And no wonder they were more accepting of Levigh and Madison. Levigh and her mother were prostitutes. Julie, David and then Brenda believed the lies they were told, the whitewashing of facts. Janet went into an abusive relationship and married Bill Jamison, an alcoholic Vietnam vet point man who survived three tours of duty and beat her senselessly. She always had a black eye and lost many teeth because of him. Jamie was half crazy, and so was Jon, because of all they knew, did, or witnessed (I think Jon witnessed more than did, being younger).

Christianity was a front for child sex trade, and the Littles and their friends; the Meischeid’s, the Wicker’s (who bought the 4 acres of 100 Bishops Lane and developed it, the last agriculturally zoned farmland in Catonsville – THEY SHOULD HAVE GIVEN IT TO JAMIE AND I, WE WORKED SO HARD ON IT, but no, Janet ensured the house was condemned, angry that I kept Big there, after Jamie and I cleared the entire woods to become pasture. There were other people as well, the Roloff’s, and at least four other couples whose names I forget. There was Gavin and Lynette, who slept with Pop and Jamie and Larry Frank all in the same span of time (before Jamie went to Florida to work for Ed the B & D pedo sexring guy). I know that Jamie and Janet went to Florida with Charlie Watt of the Rolling Stones, as “toys”, when Jamie was 12 and Janet 13. That connection helped Janet and Jamie become acid and pot dealers in Hyattsville, and they sold to the University of Maryland crowd. One of your aunt Janet’s – her nickname was “Chicken Little” – ‘lovers’ was the author (Bonfire of the Vanities) Tom Wolfe’s son, who dressed in white suits like his father, and looked exactly like him, I was in his company with her at least two or three times in 1977-1978. She also had a much-older black boyfriend named Mark Puryear, who lived in Washington DC too, and traveled with Tom Wolfe Jr.

I did not know the impact or meaning of any of this when your dad and I became two young people who loved each other.

I was a hard-working, overly idealistic devoutly christian girl who was seeking stability after being treated like crap and sabotaged by both of her parents. I had an eating disorder and distorted body image, and a great deal of shaming and rejection internalized by parents who actively hurt me since birth. I believed that I could make a better life for myself – and you, Emily, and Jamie, you and I as a family, because I saw the good in him and responded to it – I fell in love with Jamie as if a spell was cast on me – and maybe it was. And because I felt such strong convictions, which incidentally had kept me and my brothers alive, surviving my parents, my mother and Mr. John, saving her from suicide soon after she began her relationship with Mr. John (the suicide attempt – I averted her success – was a clairvoyance I had had at 11) and saving myself and my brothers from when Mr. John drugged me and set the house on fire and left it, I realize now, based on what went on then – and I have a perfect memory – that my own mother and Mr. John had planned to kill us and collect life insurance. Mother and Mr. John were into drugs. They “swang’. He was a pimp in Baltimore City with a forged Baltimore City Police Detective Badge, my best friend Susie Cullom’s father, who worked as an engineer at Westinghouse told me after the arson and murder attempt mother and Mr. John did, that he was not really a detective at all, but ran a prostitution ring. He made mother trade the beautiful station wagon inherited when my grandfather Rohrer died in for a pale mint cream green four door Cadillac DeVille (his, which he had when they met, was baby blue, same, both with white leather interiors). As a matter of fact, when Mr. John came over the first time in late September of sixth grade, as soon as I met him I told mother not to go out with him. All I said was “He is a bad man, make him leave here.”  They did BAD THINGS, and so did the Littles. But I was too naive to realize this. Because I had such fealty to my role as daughter and sister, then wife (of your dad), I really did not know what reality was. I knew that I had been abused, and when I had tried to tell the pastor, school teachers, the school nurse, even the police the times I called (until I stopped calling, because the punishments for standing up to my mother, father and stepfather were so severe, and being threatened to be sent away and never see my brothers again), nothing was ever done.

Like so many families, our bloodlines are farmed for trauma. You may not know what I am even trying to convey here. It is called MKUltra, satanic ritual abuse. The religious people are all hypocrites, and in on it.

I was demonized, and am demonized by you both still, because of the depth and complexity of the web of lies.

So it’s now forty years to the day, my adult children Emily and Max, residents of the Virginia Commonwealth and slaves of the cabal, that your father and I married. On May Day. How absurdly fitting for the numerology of Pagan ritual human sacrifice (in the guise of fertility).

On the third day of being in Tampa (I almost feel like I am describing raising from the dead, and maybe, in a way, I am), I simply could not see myself staying there, and could not help my brothers, and mother was a screaming banshee, so I got in my Volkswagen and drove non-stop for eighteen hours from Tampa to the Bishops Lane house, and went with your dad to Tiffany’s Sub Shop (where I then worked until visibly pregnant with you), and back to his room, called “the library room”, which was at the western end on the third floor, had a working fireplace, and six huge windows, some of which were missing glass. Your dad had a mattress on the floor covered with old wool (many were Harris Tweed) coats, and it was like a nest. I sat in the rocking chair, and he sat on a trunk, and we talked. At some point, Jamie stood up, pushed the rocking chair backwards onto the bed, and it broke under us, and we made you, Emily. March 5, 1979.

Jim and Mary (a Dann – read If you are one of the elect, you have purer genes – the Tribe Of Dann / DaNaan, restored blogpost copy before she married Jim), who you call Mamaux and Pop, didn’t want me there, but my father wouldn’t let me live at his house. Gail wanted us four children he had with Mother to disappear. I did not know then that Gail (and he) had been trying to get pregnant – not his problem, as my father sired at least five children, including my half-brother Michael Dayball) – and I quickly started working at Tiffany’s Sub Shop, but then got a day position at Lexington Market, downtown. Your dad worked under the table with Pop for all the other pedo names I mentioned, and so my working days downtown as opposed to evenings at Tiffany’s was better for us. One morning a few weeks later, while brushing my teeth before work, the toothpaste made me nauseated, and I threw up. It was weird, because I had brushed my teeth, pulled out of the semi-circular driveway, and at the stop sign there at the corner to turn left toward the elementary school and Frederick Road, suddenly bile came up into my throat and I had to open the car door and vomit. I immediately realized that I should have begun my period, and that this was morning sickness, when it happened the next day, which was a Saturday, Jamie and I went and bought a pregnancy test, and it was positive. Like the fool I was, trusting everyone I thought was a friend, I told your aunt Julie, asking her to promise not to tell her parents. Jamie and I wanted to tell them after they came home from church on Sunday. We wanted to get married. We loved each other, and wanted our baby. We wanted to move to West Virginia and have a homestead. Jamie read Soldier of Fortune magazine, and I did too, and I also read the early issues of Rodale’s Organic Gardening that Mamaux had. There was a company called United Realty, and we saw places we thought we could afford.

Your father descended from the fallen angel lineage of the Tribe of Dann.

So that sunday when your to-be-grandparents came back from church, they took Jamie and I to Dunkin Donuts. We all got coffee and doughnuts, and drove back to the Bishops Lane house in Pop’s old white Suburban. Jamie was sitting on the left of the back seat, behind Pop, and I was on his right behind Mamaux. After Pop turned the engine off, he turned back toward me, looked into my face and said, “We know you are pregnant, Julie told us.” Your dad looked at me with a look of fear or dread. “What are you going to do with it?” Jamie and I looked at each other, and I said, and he seconded verbally, “We’re going to get married.” Jamie said, “We love each other”. Pop looked at Mamaux (who was silent) and then at me, and Jamie sort-of, since he was directly behind his line of sight, and said “We want you to have an abortion.” Jamie stiffened visibly, and I began to cry silently. Jamie got out of the truck, and I followed, and we went upstairs to the library room. He was white in the face-pale with anger. We were scared and felt deserted. All I could think about and say was that “Jim (your grandfather) is a Methodist minister and a christian and this is wrong! Why don’t they want us to have a baby!” I sobbed up there. It was a very bad day.

Pop (Jim the hypocrite pedophile) told us I couldn’t stay in the house anymore. There was a concrete pad in the woods where Jamie had begun building a log cabin – why? Because he could, he loved things like that, you know that. He was amazing. So we began building this log cabin for me to live in since Pop wouldn’t let me stay in the house! I was pregnant with you, Emily!

Some nights I did stay with Jamie in his room up on the third floor. There was a second-floor screened-in sleeping porch (as Janet and Jamie called it) that I stayed in a few times, when Janet (Chicken) wasn’t in DC. (It was always very formal, her coming and going to Washington. She dressed in her best vintage clothes, wore pearl or gold earrings, makeup, and always came back with money and pot. Janet always had a lot of both of those. She was very generous with both with me, as well. Jamie transitioned, it seemed, from her solicitous partner walking and going places to mine. He walked Janet with the tenderness and watchfulness that I saw he had my friend Celeste from the bus window in 10th grade. It became me.

We went to see my great uncles at the farm for their help in getting married. I did not know yet that Uncle Homer had been diagnosed with cancer. Both of them refused to help us. We had hoped to have one or both of them come to our wedding, which we thought we could get at the Saint Mary’s County MD courthouse. (My mother was in Tampa, and my father… I don’t even remember a reaction from him, so I think it was so painful that I blocked it out.) They told us it took three days wait after a blood test. We went to the courthouse and filed the application and each had blood drawn (the government keeps a DNA database for scurrilous reasons beyond ensuring same-family genotypes do not marry). We had no money left, and if we drove back to Catonsville for the weekend (it was a Friday), could not afford to drive back down to get married.

Uncle Clarence had a large, undeveloped parcel of farmland up the road, closer to Mechanicsville, and so we drove there to ‘camp’ until we could get married. We called your uncle Jon and asked him to come down and be our witness. He said he would. We had ten dollars left, and went to the Amish market and got a small bag of potatoes and a small slab of salt pork, a bag of coffee (either the kind with chicory – Luzianne, or Bustelo, I forget) and your dad got cigarettes, and I think that he got Marlboro, since tobacco was cheaper in that tobacco-growing county. We filled bottles of water. We had a camping mess kit, a frying pan, and an old tin ware percolator.

We cooked on a fire, and slept in a pup tent. We read, your dad smoked, we talked, and I had terrible, never-ending morning sickness. It was awful. We loved each other, though. We were hurt, and Jamie was angry with a conflicted anger he turned inward as he smoked, with a bitterness developing. I cried.

Jon came on the third day, and we met him at the courthouse. I had on embroidered overalls, which I eventually threw out after your dad got Levigh pregnant. Even though they were really pretty and very vintage, and I had embroidered them all over, they made me sad at all we lost and how lost we were. Why did no one want us to be a couple? Why would they want us to abort our child? Why O why would every set of parents always hurt me? Why? Why would Jamie not work? Why did the Littles hate my desire to become a doctor? (I am skipping forward here a few years, sorry.)

We were married and I remember laughing, looking down at my soiled overalls. We were relieved and happy that we were able to get married without it being stopped finally. Jon seemed happy, too, and I believe that is because his older brother was.

We drove home to Catonsville in my navy blue Volkswagen Beetle. Jim could no longer forbid us to sleep together. All those times he let Janet have her boyfriends over, and Jon had his now-wife Mary over, yet I wasn’t allowed to be there with Jamie, even though I was pregnant and we wanted to marry? Jim couldn’t stop us from being together anymore. (But he wasted no time finding other ways to hurt our marriage.)

We continued working on the cabin, but someone burned it down. It had to have been soaked with a flammable fluid, since the logs were locust and black walnut: very hard. I think Pop did it. I had just finished using an adze and draw shave that your dad taught me how to use, and finished the inner log surfaces and was readying to chink them, while your dad had finished framing the roof and put plywood sheeting on it and was making hand-split shingles and making windows for under the eaves. It was a beautiful, solid chalet and had to have taken effort to set fire.

So that is how we married forty years ago today, and what preceded and followed that May 1st.

This is only a beginning to put our marriage in a frame of understanding in light of knowing the truth about the Littles, and their children, and my own parents. I think about Jamie every day, and wish I could go back in time, and not have made some of the choices I did. I wish I had understood that, although it was hard for him to work every day with his father and those people – BECAUSE OF THE ABUSE HE ENDURED THROUGH THEM, WHICH I DID NOT KNOW THEN, BUT KNOW NOW – that your dad’s not working did not mean that he didn’t love me. I wish I had been faithful. I was 21, 22, 23 and stupid, ignorant, and I was sabotaged by my own parents. Thus I thought Jamie didn’t love me enough to provide for us (myself and you, Emily, and then Max too). When my mother and Kathy Troutman each encouraged me to leave Jamie, by that time he was very much an alcoholic, and I was often visibly bruised from his beating me, like Janet was by Bill. It was all just a mess.

When your dad and I found out we were pregnant with you, we wanted you. We wanted to get a house of our own. If not land in West Virginia, we next looked into that house on Frederick Road in Ellicott City. Pop influenced your dad not to buy it with me. I had gotten back my tax refund and had the $3,000.00 to make a down payment (the total cost was only $11,000.00 in 1982). Pop actually blocked me physically at the door of the Bishops Lane house and demanded my tax refund. I am sure he had looked into my refund check envelope. I was just getting home from picking you up from the babysitter after getting off work at the restaurant I worked at. This was June of 1982. When your dad finally was eroded by Pop to the point that he was convinced not to buy the house in Ellicott City with me, I moved to the “post office house” on the 4th of July. By August, your dad moved in. He came to the door in the middle of the night and knocked on it. This was the third floor apartment there, where we lived before moving to the first floor (I had become the manager of the building). I asked who was there through the closed, locked door, and Jamie said “It’s me, Jamie.” I said “Why are you here?” I was afraid of him being drunk. He said “I had to come back, I can’t live without you.”

We conceived you, Max, intentionally and with love. Emily was unplanned, but wanted. You were planned and wanted.

In my glass-topped jewelry box that I got with you, Emily, at the Goodwill on Cary Street the Thanksgiving weekend after Nana died I have the paper – a bulletin from my church, Salem Lutheran – on which I had written a premonition I had woken up with, and a note from your dad, under a drawing of a cloud with God rays, as he/we called them. The premonition is “Not for a constant moment but the world will be obliterated”, which is happening now. (Then, Three Mile Island nearly melted down, and I had my VW packed up ready to drive west with your dad if it did, pregnant with you, Emily.) Your dad’s words, in his neat print: “Wake me up when you get home, Jamie”. I look at it every night, and say back “I will”.

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I love you all. I am sorry for my wrongs.

Mom

 

DMT AND ALL: THE PHYSICS OF THE SOUL, PSALMS 91, LYME TRUE HISTORY OF PARASITES

March 27, 2020

  • We may be in more than one set of the days of darkness, as the timeline is not limited to any dimension, if that is even understandable
  • You need to stay off your smart devices which impede the DMT – your soul – from leaving this hell plane
  • Beware of talking heads

PSALMS 91 KJV Just like Christ Yeshua taught and in the Essene Gospels, that removing the ropeworm and other parasites which are demons removes the scales from our eyes, allopathic dewormers do this too. Parasites create heavy metal strongholds in every system of the body, and these are also nexuses of molds, yeasts, nanotechnology, fibers and all manner of toxins from pesticides, colorings, chemicals, additives and all poisons they put in the water, food, medicine, et cetera. This calcifies the pineal gland. It causes heart disease by buildup of arterial plaques, diabetes, arthritis – read this post called THE ANNUNAKI MATRIX SLAVE SYSTEM, ADDICTION, DEMONS AND THE BODY AS TEMPLE CONNECTION that I wrote in 2018. It causes ALL DISEASE AND DEATH, for SATAN IS DEATH. Parasites are his demons, his agents of chaos. Humans are either angels or demons now. (my article on that is almost finished and will be posted here soon).

“And Enoch also, the seventh from Adam, prophesied of these, saying, Behold, the Lord cometh with ten thousands of his saints, To execute judgment upon all, and to convince all that are ungodly among them of all their ungodly deeds which they have ungodly committed, and of all their hard speeches which ungodly sinners have spoken against him.” – Jude 1:14-15

When a person is diagnosed as depressive, or with anxiety, or any other psychological or psychiatric disorder, the first thing done is prescribe seratonin inhibitors: especially if there is any so-called “psychosis”. When I was told in late 2015 that I was delusional although really I had been bitten by over thirty nymph ticks and had become deathly ill with Lyme Disease and they refused to test or treat me, the psychiatrist I had seen for “depression” after my Washington, D.C, ex-2nd husband newsman illegally insured me with a life insurance policy he electronically forged my permission for and then tried multiple times to have me shot by methamphetamine-making neighbors – I had to move my own three horses to a farm on the other end of the county because they were being shot at too, and the police interfered with my phone lines, both landline and cell, and would not let calls go through to the state police –  with the collusion of the county police captain, his friend. When he couldn’t kill me that way, he stole everything I owned in a court-sanctioned theft and left me homeless and destitute. Who wouldn’t seek a little support for such emotional torture?

And this was AFTER I had gone through a year and a half (off and on) of EMDR for CPTSD, and he KNEW I had endured a life of trauma. HE CAPITALIZED ON IT BECAUSE HE IS OF EVIL SEED. As he wrote on straightdope.com, “I’m in news, I lie for a living.”

The psychiatrist (I lived in Richmond, Virginia then, and it was the doctors at Glenside Medical Associates (https://glensidemedical.com/) in the neighborhood of Henrico who refused to test or treat me for Lyme disease ) was told by the dermatologist –  who told me the day before when I saw her that I had blue and red fibers growing under my skin and took away from me the samples of nanotechnology smartdust chips that had erupted from a pore and then on the metal bedside table I placed them on, arranged themselves in a perfect grid patterned – aligned by their own polarity, for they were copper-gold metal and in shield shapes with poles, and I ‘captured’ them on a piece of clear tape and put that on a clear lucite dish and brought it to the dermatologist –
well, this psychiatrist I had seen maybe a dozen times in the last nine months (half of these just to talk once a month, as I was not on medication, but his daughter was also an artist, and we had great conversation!) told me he “was supposed to put me on an antipsychotic drug, but [I] didn;t seem psychotic to [him], did [I] feel psychotic?” and I said no. I have worms coming out of my skin and have had increasing sores all over my body since I was bitten by ticks on Memorial Day (2015) and they won’t test me for Lyme’s, and now I am sick!” Then he (First name Stanley, we were on a first name basis) said “The drugs have deworming properties, supposedly a side-effect”. Well I was just touching the iceberg tip of awareness of the black goo and nanotechnology and demonic evil of Lyme and Morgellons, and that “raised my hackles”. So I refused. He accepted that and agreed to see me in one month. That is when I began Morgellons Homeopathic Healing, which I changed to the name GOOD PREVAILS in 2018, and you can see that YouTube channel by that name, but it deadended because of the censorship due to surveillance of me, and many playlists and videos were removed.
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So the antipsychotic drugs the medical industry uses have anthelmintic properties.

I write all this to preface talking about DMT!

No wonder I always loved tripping, from age 17 to my last experiences in 2014 on pscilocybin mushrooms. DMT release = BLISS, and in “bad trips” of which I have only had a few, as others might have called them, really that was wrestling demons. My first trip was in late September of 1976 in the town called Glenelg in Howard County, Maryland, on Strawberry Fields little tablet acid and JobsDaughtersBethel17_Testimony777 I was dosed by the Honored Queen of my Job’s Daughter’s Bethel 17 in Catonsville, MD read THREE POSTS IN ONE: THE UNIFIER IS TRUTH and IMAGINATION LIMITS OUR FUTURE and while you’re at it, read KEY POINT HEALTH, THE DOTS JUST KEEP ON CONNECTING). Her name was Jackie Pettit and her uncle was Jerry Falwell https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jerry_Falwell_Sr. and my virginity was taken by her brother Billy, who was a clone of Paul McCartney, in an illuminati ritual carried out in their home where I was invited to spend the weekend, and when my hymen was broken while tripping on acid, been forced to smoke pot and drink red wine, three things I had NEVER DONE BEFORE, as I was a straight girl with a love of God who had just removed my self from the CIA-created cult THE FOREVER FAMILY https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Forever_Family, which changed its name to THE CHURCH OF BIBLE UNDERSTANDING https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_of_Bible_Understanding. I was completely drugged and forced into this, and when he broke my hymen, the severe pain was NOTHING compared to the terrifying despair I felt as an entire chorus of angels began crying out from within my ears and all throughout the room, deafening me with a sadness I could barely handle. That was how I experienced “tripping” and losing my virginity, and I was only 17.

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WE ARE HERE NOW AND THIS IS THEIR JUDGEMENT AS WE FIGHT THE HOLY WAR

Albrecht_Durer_battle-of-angels_1497-98 I will not lose in this battle against evil. I type this at age sixty, in Rishikesh, India, where I came because I AM A SEER, have ALWAYS BEEN A RISHI (which means seer). I walk the ground Jesus walked, and all the other enlightened beings who took human form to teach us how to access the divine light within our temple, the temple of our body.

 

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Vision I had at age 19 about the end of this world

I knew that we are in the last days, and have been persecuted all of my life. Even before eyes fully opened thanks to Lyme/Morgs galvanized fight! DMT, the pineal gland, soul weight is proven to be 21 grams, please read THE EGO IS MOLECULARLY ANTITHETICAL TO TRUTH, and this absolutely awesome Joe Rogan comment that I made into an image to share with you here, in which he tells author Michael Pollan that a guy he knew ‘came back from’ his DMT experience reporting that he was “installed in the firmament as a happy star”.

DMT Comments Joe Rogan

Why do I think this is the truth, that the guy was “installed in the firmament as a happy star”?

heartenergyfibonacci_sm.jpg The sacred geometry based on Pi and the Fibonacci Sequence, which Lucifer attempts to duplicate with digital and synthetic physics. This is why structured water works. Everything is frequency. THE WORD created LIGHT, we are children of the Light.

rho_ophiuchi_cloud.jpg The king of the airwaves who uses 5G as the spacefence fowler’s net in Psalm 91:3. Ophecius, the 13th constellation here now, come in from its elliptical parabolic orbital. The feathered serpent who created the Mayan civilation, Maya itself, all ignorance, disease and death. The interdimensional parasite and prince of chaos. The serpent in the gut.

Look at these images I took on December 19, 2018, the day before my daughter-in-law Nichole Travers Little died – she who was like a daughter and friend both to me. (No one has ever been kinder or shown more love to me.) What is not depicted in photos is the STARGATE that was open directly over my home, which was an old Methodist church built in the mid-1800’s converted into seven very small apartments. This stargate portal looked to be only perhaps 150 – 200 feet above the roof, and the left side of the circular opening was sharply distinct: I could clearly see cuniform symbols which were emanating soft colors like fire opal in motion.
The last six images are the EZEKIEL’S WHEEL I PHOTOGRAPHED, WHICH WAS FEATURED IN A WSO VIDEO THAT WAS REMOVED BY THOSE WHO REMOVE ALL TRUTH FROM THE NET.

For the record, anyone who is stating that the hippocampus is the seat of the soul, not the pineal gland, is a victim of Luciferian disinformation. The hippocampus can be likened to a traffic cop in the mind, telling signals where to come and go (back to, as well). The PINEAL GLAND is where DMT dimethyltryptalline is manufactured THIS IS DEAD-ICATED TO THE ONE-EYE, LOVE and this is what is attacked by the fluoridation program, dental work, vaccines, and heavy metals including aluminum. The body loses 21 grams upon death and that is fact. Read my article on this.
THE EGO IS MOLECULARLY ANTITHETICAL TO TRUTH.

Read my articles on how we are stars on human bodies.

Jesus said that we are stars in the gospels the cabal hid.

Nebru, Yaldabaoth, Enki, Thoth, Ba’al, Baphomet, Sama’el, satan, Ophecius, Hermes, Jupiter, more… all names for the mistake of Sophia who autogenerated. The feathered serpent. This is why China is leading the way in survellance. This is the net of the fowler God will preserve us from being snared in. THE DIGITAL DNA AND CREDIT SCORE THE SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER DIGITAL DNA AND CREDIT SCORE TIE-IN FOR HUMAN CONTROL DISCLOSURE UNDERWAY.

After my separation I dated the son of the man who was in charge of creating the medical system database which ties all healthcare to the blockchain.

Eating to ascend is what we all should be doing. And that means fasting now, or eating only lightly. We do not know how long this tribulation period will last. Troops are readying in Maryland, California and Florida and that is in accordance with the Navy Maps of the new coastlines post-cataclysm.

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PSALMS 91
Abiding in the Shadow of the Almighty
He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High
shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the LORD,
He is my refuge and my fortress:
my God; in him will I trust.
Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler,
and from the noisome pestilence.
He shall cover thee with his feathers,
and under his wings shalt thou trust:
his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night;
nor for the arrow that flieth by day;
nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness;
nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.
A thousand shall fall at thy side,
and ten thousand at thy right hand;
but it shall not come nigh thee.
Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold
and see the reward of the wicked.
Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge,
even the Most High, thy habitation;
there shall no evil befall thee,
neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.
For he shall give his angels charge over thee,
to keep thee in all thy ways.
They shall bear thee up in their hands,
lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.
Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder:
the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.
Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him:
I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.
He shall call upon me, and I will answer him:
I will be with him in trouble;
I will deliver him, and honor him.
With long life will I satisfy him,
and show him my salvation.

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My articles (blogposts, most call them, but these are all factual documentations of true history, so I prefer articles, because I am a spiritual journalist, if a name must be given… A WATCHER) may seem incomplete or a bit disjointed, but there is much data to impart and to be overly particular and polish each piece is not possible now, so please keep that in mind as you read.

© THE ASCENSION DIET – EATING TO ASCEND
27March2020
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

THE GOSPEL OF JUDAS – JESUS TOLD US NIBIRU WAS COMING – text and audio

THIS IS THE TRUTH THEY HID FROM YOU AND WHY GEOENGINEERING IS DONE AND THEY CREATED THE CLIMATE CHANGE LIE. NEBRO IS NIBIRU. #TRUEHISTORY

THE GOSPEL OF JUDAS

You may listen to a very good audio version here

And Jesus said: “His name was Nebro, which means ‘Rebel.’ Others call him Yaldabaoth.”
NEBRO IS NIBIRU.
WAKE UP, NEO!
ZEN GARCIA, you claim to be a watcher and expert on extrabiblical texts, but you have withheld this truth!

Every since I began this blog on the anniversary of my brother Charlie’s (Charles Burgess Rohrer) death https://eatingtoascend.com/2018/06/15/in-memory-of-charlie/ driven to suicide by Lucifer, for satan is responsible for all targeting, torture, disease, lies and death, I have been telling you that WE ARE STARS. We are our own angelic forms in flesh bodies, here to be cleansed, tested, and to shoulder with our spiritual armor the fight against evil in this holy war.
This gospel, which the forces of evil hid from you, is the recording of the Christ Jesus’s words: YOU ARE STARS, ANGELS IN HUMAN FORM.
This is a gospel full of meaning for these #challengingtimes, the #lastdays

~ GOOD PREVAILS ~


THE GOSPEL OF JUDAS

Introduction

33 This is the secret message of judgment Jesus spoke with Judas Iscariot over a period of eight days, three days before he celebrated Passover.

When he appeared on earth, he did signs and great wonders for the salvation of humanity. Some [walked] in the way of righteousness, but others walked in their transgression, so the twelve disciples were called. He started to tell them about the mysteries beyond the world and what would happen at the end. Often he didn’t reveal himself to his disciples, but you’d find him in their midst as a child.

Jesus Criticizes the Disciples

One day he was with his disciples in Judea. He found them sitting together practicing their piety. When he [came up to] his disciples 34 sitting together praying over the bread, [he] laughed.

The disciples said to him, “Master, why are you laughing at [our] prayer? What have we done? [This] is what’s right.”

He answered and said to them, “I’m not laughing at you. You’re not doing this because you want to, but because through this your God [will be] praised.”

They said, “Master, you […] are the Son of our God!”

Jesus said to them, “How do [you] know me? Truly [I] say to you, no generation of the people among you will know me.”

When his disciples heard this, [they] started to get angry and furious and started to curse him in their hearts.

But when Jesus noticed their ignorance, [he said] to them, “Why are you letting your anger trouble you? Has your God within you and [his stars] 35 become angry with your souls? If any of you is [strong enough] among humans to bring out the perfect Humanity, stand up and face me.”

All of them said, “We’re strong enough.” But their spirits weren’t brave enough to stand before [him] – except Judas Iscariot. He was able to stand before him, but he couldn’t look him in the eye, so he looked away.

Judas [said] to him, “I know who you are and where you’ve come from. You’ve come from the immortal realm of Barbelo, and I’m not worthy to utter the name of the one who’s sent you.”

Then Jesus, knowing that he was thinking about what’s exalted, said to him, “Come away from the others and I’ll tell you the mysteries of the kingdom. Not so that you’ll go there, but you’ll grieve much 36 because someone else will replace you to complete the twelve [elements] before their God.”

Judas said to him, “When will you tell me these things, and when will the great day of light dawn for the generation […]?”

But when he said these things, Jesus left him.

Another Generation

The next morning, he appeared to his disciples. [And] they said to him, “Master, where did [you] go and what did you do when you left us?”

Jesus said to them, “I went to another great and holy generation.”

His disciples said to him, “Lord, what great generation is better and holier than us, that’s not in these realms?”

Now when Jesus heard this, he laughed. He said to them, “Why are you wondering in your hearts about the strong and holy generation? 37 Truly I say to you, no one born [of] this realm will see that [generation], no army of angels from the stars will rule over it, and no person of mortal birth will be able to join it, because that generation doesn’t come from […] that has become […] the generation of the people among [them] is from the generation of the great people […] the powerful authorities who […] nor the powers […] those by which you rule.”

When his disciples heard these things, they were each troubled in their spirit. They couldn’t say a thing.

The Disciples’ Vision

Another day Jesus came up to them. They said to him, “Master, we’ve seen you in a dream, because we had great [dreams last] night.”

But Jesus said, “Why […] hidden yourselves?”

38 And they [said, “We saw] a great [house, with a great] altar [in it, and] twelve people – we’d say they were priests – and a name. And a crowd of people was waiting at the altar [until] the priests [finished receiving] the offerings. We kept waiting too.”

[Jesus said], “What were they like?”

And they said, “[Some] fast [for] two weeks. Others sacrifice their own children; others their wives, praising and humbling themselves among each other. Others sleep with men; others murder; yet others commit many sins and do criminal things. [And] the people standing [before] the altar invoke your [name]! 39 And in all their sacrificing, they fill the [altar] with their offerings.” When they said this, [they] fell silent because they were troubled.

Jesus said to them, “Why are you troubled? Truly I say to you, all the priests standing before that altar invoke my name. And [again], I say to you, my name has been written on this [house] of the generations of the stars by the human generations. [And they] have shamefully planted fruitless trees in my name.” Jesus said to them, “You’re the ones receiving the offerings on the altar you’ve seen. That’s the God you serve, and you’re the twelve people you’ve seen. And the animals you saw brought in to be sacrificed are the crowd you lead astray 40 before that altar. [Your minister] will stand up and use my name like that, and [the] generations of the pious will be loyal to him. After him, another person will present [those who sleep around], and another those who murder children, and another those who sleep with men, and those who fast, and the rest of impurity, crime, and error. And those who say, ‘We’re equal to the angels’ – they’re the stars that finish everything. It’s been said to the human generations, ‘Look, God has accepted your sacrifice from the hands of priests,’ that is, the minister of error. But the Lord who commands is the Lord over everything. On the last day, they’ll be found guilty.”

41 Jesus said [to them], “Stop [sacrificing animals]. You’ve [offered them] over the altar, over your stars with your angels where they’ve already been completed. So let them become […] with you and let them [become] clear.”

His disciples [said to him], “Cleanse us from our [sins] that we’ve committed through the deceit of the angels.”

Jesus said to them, “It’s not possible […], nor [can] a fountain quench the fire of the entire inhabited world. Nor can a [city’s] well satisfy all the generations, except the great, stable one. A single lamp won’t illuminate all the realms, except the second generation, nor can a baker feed all creation 42 under [heaven].”

And [when the disciples heard] these [things], they said to [him], “Master, help us and save us!”

Jesus said to them, “Stop struggling against me. Each one of you has his own star, [and …] of the stars will […] what belongs to it […] I wasn’t sent to the corruptible generation, but to the strong and incorruptible generation, because no enemy has ruled [over] that generation, nor any of the stars. Truly I say to you, the pillar of fire will fall quickly and that generation won’t be moved by the stars.”

Jesus and Judas

And when Jesus [said] these things, he left, [taking] Judas Iscariot with him. He said to him, “The water on the exalted mountain is [from] 43 […] it didn’t come to [water … the well] of the tree of [the fruit …] of this realm […] after a time […], but came to water God’s paradise and the enduring [fruit], because [it] won’t corrupt that generation’s [walk of life], but [it will exist] for all eternity.”

Judas said to [him, “Tell] me, what kind of fruit does this generation have?”

Jesus said, “The souls of every human generation will die; however, when these people have completed the time in the kingdom and the spirit leaves them, their bodies will die but their souls will live, and they’ll be taken up.”

Judas said, “What will the rest of the human generations do?”

Jesus said, “It’s not possible 44 to sow on [rock] and harvest its fruit. In the same way, it’s [not possible to sow on] the [defiled] race along with the perishable wisdom [and] the hand which created mortal humans so that their souls may go up to the realms above. [Truly] I say to you, [no ruler], angel, [or] power will be able to see the [places] that [this great], holy generation [will see].” When Jesus said this, he left.

Judas said, “Master, just as you’ve listened to all of them, now listen to me too, because I’ve seen a great vision.”

But Jesus laughed when he heard this. He said to him, “Why are you all worked up, you thirteenth demon? But speak up, and I’ll bear with you.”

Judas said to him, “In the vision, I saw myself. The twelve disciples are stoning me and 45 chasing [me rapidly]. And I also came to the place where [I had followed] you. I saw [a house in this place], and my eyes couldn’t [measure] its size. Great people surrounded it, and that house had a roof of greenery. In the middle of the house was [a crowd …]. Master, take me in with these people!”

[Jesus] answered and said, “Your star has led you astray, Judas,” and that “no person of mortal birth is worthy to enter the house you’ve seen, because that place is reserved for those who are holy. Neither the sun nor the moon will rule there, nor the day, but those who are holy will always stand in the realm with the holy angels. Look, I’ve told you the mysteries of the kingdom 46 and I’ve taught you about the error of the stars and […] sent [on high] over the twelve realms.”

Judas said, “Master, surely my seed doesn’t dominate the rulers, does it?”

Jesus answered and said to him, “Come, let me [tell] you [about the holy generation. Not so that you’ll go there], but you’ll grieve much when you see the kingdom and all its generation.”

When Judas heard this, he said to him, “What good has it done me that you’ve separated me from that generation?”

Jesus answered and said, “You’ll become the thirteenth, and will be cursed by the other generations and will rule over them. In the last days they’ll […] to you and you won’t go up 47 to the holy generation.”

Jesus Reveals Everything to Judas

Jesus said, “[Come] and I’ll teach you about the [mysteries that no] human [will] see, because there exists a great and boundless realm whose horizons no angelic generation has seen, [in] which is a [great] invisible Spirit, which no [angelic] eye has ever seen, no heart has ever comprehended, and it’s never been called by any name.

“And a luminous cloud appeared there. And he (the Spirit) said, ‘Let an angel come into being to attend me.’ And a great angel, the Self-Begotten, the God of the Light, emerged from the cloud. And because of him, another four angels came into being from another cloud, and they attended the angelic Self-Begotten. And said 48 the [Self-Begotten], ‘Let [a realm] come into being,’ and it came into being [just as he said]. And he [created] the first luminary to rule over it. And he said, ‘Let angels come into being to serve [it,’ and myriads] without number came into being. And he said, ‘[Let a] luminous realm come into being,’ and it came into being. He created the second luminary to rule over it, along with myriads of angels without number to offer service. And that’s how he created the rest of the realms of light. And he made them to be ruled, and created for them myriads of angels without number to assist them.

“And Adamas was in the first cloud of light that no angel could ever see among all those called ‘God.’ 49 And [Adamas begat Seth in] that [place after the] image [of …] and after the likeness of [this] angel. He made the incorruptible [generation] of Seth appear to the twelve androgynous [luminaries. And then] he made seventy-two luminaries appear in the incorruptible generation according to the Spirit’s will. Then the seventy-two luminaries themselves made three hundred sixty luminaries appear in the incorruptible generation according to the Spirit’s will so that there’d be five for each. And the twelve realms of the twelve luminaries make up their father, with six heavens for each realm so there are seventy-two heavens for the seventy-two luminaries, and for each one 50 [of them five] firmaments [for a total of] three hundred sixty [firmaments. They] were given authority and a [great] army of angels without number for honor and service, along with virgin spirits [too] for the honor and [service] of all the realms and the heavens with their firmaments.

“Now the crowd of those immortals is called ‘cosmos’ – that is, ‘perishable’ – by the father and the seventy-two luminaries with the Self-Begotten and his seventy-two realms. That’s where the first human appeared with his incorruptible powers. In the realm that appeared with his generation is the cloud of knowledge and the angel who’s called 51 [Eleleth …] After these things [Eleleth] said, ‘Let twelve angels come into being [to] rule over Chaos and [Hades]. And look, from the cloud there appeared an [angel] whose face flashed with [fire] and whose likeness was [defiled] by blood. His name was Nebro, which means ‘Rebel.’ Others call him Yaldabaoth. And another angel, Saklas, came from the cloud too. So Nebro created six angels – and Saklas (did too) – to be assistants. They brought out twelve angels in the heavens, with each of them receiving a portion in the heavens.

“And the twelve rulers spoke with the twelve angels: ‘Let each of you 52 […] and let them […] generation [… five] angels:

The first [is Yaoth], who’s called ‘the Good One.’
The second is Harmathoth, [the eye of fire].
The [third] is Galila.
The fourth [is] Yobel.
The fifth is Adonaios.

“These are the five who ruled over Hades and are the first over Chaos.

“Then Saklas said to his angels, ‘Let’s create a human being after the likeness and the image.’ And they fashioned Adam and his wife Eve, who in the cloud is called ‘Life,’ because by this name all the generations seek him, and each of them calls her by their names. Now Saklas didn’t 53 [command …] give birth, except […] among the generations […] which this […] and the [angel] said to him, ‘Your life will last for a limited time, with your children.'”

Then Judas said to Jesus, “[How] long can a person live?”

Jesus said, “Why are you amazed that the lifespans of Adam and his generation are limited in the place he’s received his kingdom with his ruler?”

Judas said to Jesus, “Does the human spirit die?”

Jesus said, “This is how it is. God commanded Michael to loan spirits to people so that they might serve. Then the Great One commanded Gabriel to give spirits to the great generation with no king – the spirit along with the soul. So the [rest] of the souls 54 […] light [… the] Chaos […] seek [the] spirit within you which you’ve made to live in this flesh from the angelic generations. Then God caused knowledge to be brought to Adam and those with him, so that the kings of Chaos and Hades might not rule over them.”

[Then] Judas said to Jesus, “So what will those generations do?”

Jesus said, “Truly I say to you, the stars complete all these things. When Saklas completes the time span that’s been determined for him, their first star will appear with the generations, and they’ll finish what’s been said. Then they’ll sleep around in my name, murder their children, 55 and [they’ll …] evil and […] the realms, bringing the generations and presenting them to Saklas. [And] after that […] will bring the twelve tribes of [Israel] from […], and the [generations] will all serve Saklas, sinning in my name. And your star will [rule] over the thirteenth realm.” Then Jesus [laughed].

[Judas] said, “Master, why [are you laughing at me?”

Jesus] answered [and said], “I’m not laughing [at you but] at the error of the stars, because these six stars go astray with these five warriors, and they’ll all be destroyed along with their creations.”

Then Judas said to Jesus, “What will those do who’ve been baptized in your name?”

The Betrayal

Jesus said, “Truly I say [to you], this baptism 56 [which they’ve received in] my name […] will destroy the whole generation of the earthly Adam. Tomorrow they’ll torture the one who bears me. Truly I [say] to you, no hand of a mortal human [will fall] upon me. Truly [I say] to you, Judas, those who offer sacrifices to Saklas […] everything that’s evil. But you’ll do more than all of them, because you’ll sacrifice the human who bears me. Your horn has already been raised, your anger has been kindled, your star has ascended, and your heart has [strayed]. 57 Truly [I say to you], your last [… and] the [… the thrones] of the realm have [been defeated], the kings have grown weak, the angelic generations have grieved, and the evil [they sowed …] is destroyed, [and] the [ruler] is wiped out. [And] then the [fruit] of the great generation of Adam will be exalted, because before heaven, earth, and the angels, that generation from the realms exists. Look, you’ve been told everything. Lift up your eyes and see the cloud with the light in it and the stars around it. And the star that leads the way is your star.”

Then Judas looked up and saw the luminous cloud, and he entered it. Those standing on the ground heard a voice from the cloud saying, 58 “[ . . . the] great [generation . . . ] and [ . . . ].” And Judas didn’t see Jesus anymore.

Immediately there was a disturbance among [the] Jews, more than […] Their high priests grumbled because he’d gone into the guest room to pray. But some scribes were there watching closely so they could arrest him during his prayer, because they were afraid of the people, since they all regarded him as a prophet.

And they approached Judas and said to him, “What are you doing here? Aren’t you Jesus’ disciple?”

Then he answered them as they wished. Then Judas received some money and handed him over to them.

End of The Gospel of Judas

Notes on Translation

Page 33: “Judgment.” Or “declaration.”

Page 36: “Elements.” Rodolphe Kasser and Gregor Wurst reconstruct this word as “disciples” in The Gospel of Judas, Critical Edition: Together with the Letter of Peter to Philip, James, and a Book of Allogenes from Codex Tchacos (National Geographic), 2007, p. 191; but cf. Lance Jenott, The Gospel of Judas: Coptic Text, Translation, and Historical Interpretation of the ‘Betrayer’s Gospel’ (Mohr Siebeck), 2011, pp. 54-56; 193-194.

Page 38: “Receiving.” Kasser and Wurst reconstruct this word as “presenting” (op. cit., p. 195); but cf. Jenott, op. cit., p. 196.

Page 40: “Your minister.” Kasser and Wurst originally considered “the ruler of the world” as a possible reconstruction (op. cit., p. 199), which is followed by Willis Barnstone in The Restored New Testament: A New Translation with Commentary, Including the Gnostic Gospels Thomas, Mary, and Judas (W.W. Norton & Company), 2009, p. 600; cp. Karen King, “the ruler of chaos” in Elaine Pagels and Karen L. King, Reading Judas: The Gospel of Judas and the Shaping of Christianity (Viking), 2007, p. 113, but Kasser and Wurst suggested instead reconstructing the gap to read “the bishop” or “the minister” based on what follows. For “your minister,” cf. Jenott, op. cit., p. 64. “Present.” Meyer and Gaudard translate “stand up from,” King translates “stand with,” and April DeConick translates “stand up for” in her book The Thirteenth Apostle: What the Gospel of Judas Really Says (Continuuim), 2007, rev. ed. 2009, p. 78; but cf. Jenott, op. cit., pp. 65,66.

Page 44: “Demon.” Literally, “daimon,” translated initially as “spirit” by Meyer and later as “god” by King. In broader Greek literature, daimons weren’t necessarily evil spirits, but in Jewish and Christian literature, they were unambiguously regarded as evil. Cf. Birger A. Pearson, “Judas Iscariot in the Gospel of Judas,” in The Codex Judas Papers: Proceedings of the International Congress on the Tchacos Codex held at Rice University, Houston, Texas, March 13-16, 2008, ed. by April D. DeConick (Brill), 2009, pp. 138-140.

Page 45: “A roof of greenery.” Or possibly “a roof of lightning” or “fire.” Cf. Lance Jenott, “The Gospel of Judas 45,6-7 and Enoch’s Heavenly Temple,” in The Codex Judas Papersop. cit., pp. 471-477.

Page 46: “Surely my seed doesn’t dominate the rulers, does it?” Following King, DeConick, and Jenott. Meyer and Gaudard translate, “could it be that my seed is under the control of the rulers?” and Barnstone, “could my seed, my heritage, fall under the control of the archons, who are rulers of this world?”

Page 47 and following: “The Self-Begotten.” Literally, “Autogenes.”

Page 48: “Let a realm come into being.” Kasser and Wurst reconstruct “Let A[damas] come into being” (op. cit., p. 215); but cf. Jenott, Judas, op. cit., pp. 80-84.

Page 49: “The twelve androgynous luminaries.” Kasser and Wurst reconstruct “the twelve […] 24 […]” (op. cit., p. 217); but cf. Jenott, op. cit., pp. 86-87.

Page 51: “Eleleth.” Cf. Jenott, op. cit., pp. 94ff.

Page 52: “The first is Yaoth, the one known as ‘The Good One.’” Meyer and Gaudard, King, and Barnstone translate “The first is Seth, the one who is called the Christ.” However, the context makes that reconstruction doubtful, as the Sethian Christ is never counted among the lower angels. Consequently, this translation follows Jenott’s reconstruction of “[Ya]oth” instead of “[Se]th” and DeConick’s reading of the sacred abbreviation “chs” as “chrestos” (“good one”) instead of “christos” (“Christ”; cf. DeConick, op cit., p. 121).

Page 57: “Fruit.” Kasser and Wurst propose the reconstruction “image” instead of “fruit” (op. cit., p. 233); but cf. Jenott, op. cit., pp. 33,34.


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