I was denied diagnosis and treatment for Lyme Disease and subsequently developed Morgellons Syndrome, and lost my EVERYTHING, and this is what was done to Devon
who was euthanized in June 2017.
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“Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven. But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.” – Matthew 10:32-33
I confess. It definitely leads to persecution. It’s been a lifetime of this deepest core value system as God’s daughter. I was even the chaplain from age 12-17 in Job’s Daughters. I began learning about God at age 4, and was fortunate to have had a devout, humble (poor) grandmother who made a lasting impression on me.
No, I FILLED ALL FORTY WORK QUARTERS BY AGE 31 for SS. So I paid into that pot. A $1,500.00 ELISA Western Blot Test and six months of antibiotics should have been his immediate response. Of course, if I were an opiate addict, all kinds of programs and payments and perks would be forthcoming.. remember Lyme is a bioweapon, and it’s patented by Uncle Sam.
So the BEAUTY of CONFESSING THE TRUTH OF GOD – against all odds in ones’ own estimation of mind – is that HIS PLAN IS FAR GREATER THAN ANYTHING WE CAN COME UP WITH.
You can also rest assured that no church (with a 501c3 designation/tax shelter) discusses what I do, and will deviate from truth to avoid losing that status, even to the point of repeating false narratives to maintain their success and standing [sic].
I am so happy that my own confession, and my making maneuvers in life based on faith in God are the most amazing example – albeit a terrific struggle in process, when one can’t see the forest for the trees, literally – of DIVINE POWER AND GRACE.
All because I say brave things and do not back down.
When I am faced with anything, my gut has me confess. Others have always criticized me for this. I observe people I know taking easy ways out, “keeping peace”, not making waves, “getting along” (in their voluntary material prisons of enslavement), keeping their mouth shut, being “stable”, etc.
They are building their houses on sand.
Again, THIS is the bottom line:
“Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven. But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.” – Matthew 10:32-33
I pray the Holy Spirit electrifies the fence anyone might be sitting on <3
I did not use crisis in the post title, intentionally. On this blog I share with you many ways to avert the impacts of 5G on ascension. One of my earliest posts addresses the topic of 5G and ascension as well and is called THE REAL REASON FOR 5G IS TO KEEP OUR FREQUENCY LOW AND STOP US FROM ASCENDING. The greatest power we have to weild is love, uniting us as one with the Most High creator of all. Having created all things, including creation as an act in and of itself, and also responsibly for nothingness, the void of love and light in which evil dwells, we need not fear. Yet fear is ingrained in us, and all in this deception realm is illusion to detach us from knowing who and what we are. Be armed with facts, so you can help others. Wear your armour. LOVE, DETOX, AND STAND.
And if you detox and take precautions/makes severe changes – yes, severe – you can minimize being the antenna as this image describes all are. You see them, it’s almost everyone in this world now. Full of nanotechnology, neural lace, parasites, mind controlled, and vaccinated for “the flu”. See this post on FunVax and the VMAT2 gene expression in some humans, a research for yourself. Watch this leaked Pentagon video and ignore Snopes and other “fact check” debunkers. If you think this is a hoax, you need to decalcify and detox more than you know: their plan worked on you. (You likely still think 9-11 was a terrorist event.)
Although it has allowed for dissemination of so much information, I have come to the conclusion that the World Wide Web is just that: the net to trap humans. As we know that the electromagnetic shift is coming, it is best to cut the cord of it from your self. I removed it from my home and now will interact with it only randomly and sporadically, not unlike as depicted in the Matrix movie. As a matter of fact, that is an extremely apt way to understand how we need to proceed now, since we are actually dimensional projections of ourselves in this third dimension that we are in; about to shift into the fourth. And while we may be convinced that we are in obedience to all that the Most High requires of us, and doing our utmost to not only be ascension-ready spiritually but physically. See my posts on ascension clothing and fasting, and heavy metal detox, and frequencies as well as cymatics and the matrix prison we are in – and OH, Tartarus!
So let me assure you, this kind of disconnection from the web – the octopus – is difficult at first. It’s an addiction. Again, I emphasize the way it’s described in the movie. Like a submarine underwater escaping detection, they had only limited and very dangerous opportunities to escape the clone reality trapping them. Detaching from it was/is perilous and required random movements and intelligent maneuvers. Granted, we are all in a sea of millimeter waves, bathed in frequencies designed to control and kill us. We mediate and protect as we can. (I hear them more, actually, now that I am offline literally, feeding my artificial intelligence clone of myself as little as humanly possible – literally.) And my last foray with the internet from home was hardwired, yet still they did all they could to surveillance and influence me. Constant denial of service attacks (have a look at my real-time complaints of that on my @EatingToAscend twitter feed), completely hosed bandwidth, logons, uploads, downloads, and constant modem resets, DNS flushing, etc. All that while using a Proton VPN! Ridiculous!
Finally, I decided that Satan, the Prince of the Airwaves, was having a field day setting traps for me and that it was all a waste of my time, since basically I just need updates at this point, as the understanding of truth is within me a form foundation set rightly by the Most High, and His Son.
So here I am popping in to touch base with you my family, my friends, my brethren, and exhort you to do the same.
Also, I want to share that I have been attending Conservative Mennonite services the last few weeks. Their highly intellectual teaching is not contradicted by the truths we know and discuss here, and by others I respect, although I may not always agree on all points with them, but such is the way of truthseeking: Graham Hancock, Steve Quayle, Max Spiers, Gary Wayne, Anthony Patch, Dave Dobbs, Zen Garcia, Donald Marshall, Aug Tellez, Terral Croft… I could go on… and… Yesterday, I sat with one of the church deacon and explained to him (and his wife and mother, all Mennonite family background to the 1500’s) the realities I know – we know – that they did not: GMOs, glyphosate and atrazine, pharmakeia and the medical industry, 5G, heavy metals and vaccines, nanotechnology in the air/food/water/medicines/etc, geoengineering dimming the sun and stopping photosynthesis, the biochemical agenda of transhumanism, that all the things in water/air/foods/medicines/products made are biotechnical highest order witchcraft, the fact that Lyme disease is a bioweapon created by the military on Plum Island (his wife has it too, like me she too was left untreated by doctors – it’s a conspiracy to kill us the health/death industry conspires with), and artificial intelligence, the InternetOfThings and algorithms taking over humanity to cause its end. Or try to. And that was just a start over the course of ninety minutes or so.
We agreed that God is in charge and Lucifer will not win.
I expect to have some questions coming to me! I honestly am just so blessed that the Most High has opened this door for truth – plain or otherwise! – to enter through. Please pray for this.
Why is there such a protracted and heart-wrenching period such as is unfolding before us now, with only three Democrat senators voting against the human sacrifice/infanticide third trimester late-term) abortion bill?
The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance. – 2 Peter 3:9
Daily we are seeing mass animal die-offs, legalized human sacrifice, extreme weather, earthquakes, tsunamis, volcanic eruptions and mud floods, windstorms, hordes of locusts, strange and unexplained loud sounds and booms in the atmosphere and underground, wars and rumors of war, detestable abominations of human tissue products in our food labelled “Natural Flavoring” (here is my page listing the products to avoid) and in medications and vaccines, water and air poisoned, Christian persecution, disease outbreaks, normalization of pedophilia, increased sightings of unidentified objects in the sky which are the craft of the Annunaki, rips in the earth and sinkholes, increased meteor activity associated with the incoming Nibiru /Wormwood /PlanetX system, and many other strange occurrences that this world has never before witnessed. Sorcery of media programming controls the minds of almost everyone. It is now illegal for parents to prohibit a child from being the gender they were born as, enforced by the state and educational system. Elementary school children are taught anal sex practices. A universal income is in the pipeline, which is the mark of the beast. Artificial Intelligence robotics have replaced us, or soon will. It is a crime to speak the truth. This is transhumanism and the work of Baphomet. But almost every person is just a boiling frog in a pot being cooked and they all have Stockholm Syndrome and love their confinement. Mothra. No wonder the CIA calls the MKUltra program “Monarch”, and the glyphosates are sprayed on milkweed and we’re losing them and ourselves. It’s all a huge Fibonacci death spiral while people hubristically think that their science god called physics explains things.
Even truthers are still mislead by that.
The strange behavior of animals is a vibrational pre-echo of what humans are too biochemically lobotomized to react with. Humans have been made paralyzed on all sense levels. Viruses, which are all alien in origin, according to my college professor when I was finishing my pre-med, replicate in and shed from RNA, not DNA, for a reason: they are the alien genetics of the parasite Lucifer, arnd they can only duplicate. Science – physics, chemistry, mathematics, music, all arts and sciences, all history and arts, which are falsified since they hide all evidence through murder, lies and theft (war on souls, the holy war of evil vs. good) – science is lies.
You’re all still fooled by truthers who think otherwise.
This is not being presented openly in the churches. Pastors and local volunteers are leading their brethren to slaughter, and will be accounted responsible. Their works they get 501c3 funding for are meaningless.“You hypocrites! You know how to interpret the appearance of earth and sky, but why do you not know how to interpret the present time?” – Jesus speaking about apostacy, Luke 12:56
How long will this go on? Until the last soul realizes that they are a sovereign being and has been fooled by the darkness of this world, and ceases to rely on the illusion. We are already free! Seize the truth of your spiritual liberty this very moment, and keep affirming it each moment from now on. We are at liberty already, only deceived to act as slaves.
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On Friday, January 11, 2019 7:14 AM, firstname <a friend@an isp> wrote:
Why is it so dark outside? Not suppose to snow til tomorrow
My reply (I have been waking him up – so heartened that he asked this!):
Things will become less and less “normal”, but since most people have their faces bathed in LED light strapped to a device, phone, tablet, gaming, virtual reality goggles when they come home from their slavery and eat the crap that kills them, drinking the water that kills them, take their medications that kill them, watch the TV that kills them, they don’t notice. GOOD FOR YOU, you asked the question!
You do see that when it does “snow”, the piles linger for weeks, right? Even when temps warm up? Because is is not “snow”: it’s full of chemicals and metals, and biologicals, and plastics.
When I looked out this morning at the southern sky, the chemtrail jets were laying criss-crossed trails lower in atmosphere than “normal”, ducking in and out like they were darning a hole in the sky, or creating a patch against one.
The sanctuary cities they are setting up as they make it impossible for poorer people to live in rural areas because they destroy the countries infrastructure, and they create food deserts, will be to herd people into ZONES, and there are maps for that you can look up. FEMA zones. They’re numbered.
When I was driving back Monday, following behind your vehicle, I saw an industrial lot near a railroad track that was full of the FEMA coffins in stacks. I made a note of the intersection, it’s near that house you liked, the butter yellow one.
I’m blogging this email convo, go check it out in a few minutes. I’ll put up the image of the tsunami that will destroy New York City and flood the entire east coast. It’s the carving on the cathedral pillar that was carved in the 19th century at St. John’s Cathedral in NYC. How did they know what the skyscrapers would look like? Imagine how tall thise waves are.
Oh, wait… they are freemasons, the cathedral builders. That’s how they knew. Witchcraft.
The plasma bursts from Nibiru will cause EMPs and at some point the grid will go down and not come back. The media reports these increasing “transformer explosions” but when one watched the videos taken by locals – it’s happening everywhere now on the earth – one sees the arcs of energy pulsing from the heavens to earth. Not transformer-created, though of course it fries them.
Carved by freemasons in the late 19th century, pillar on St. John’s Cathedral in New York City depicts the city of skyscrapers being devastated by a tsunami with waves much taller than the buildings
Notice the vests
Your best prep and only prep is soul prep, my loves. Choose your address now.
Faith, family, eternity. Hollywood is sorcery, they have to state their spells. It will get very bad as tribulation continues. Tribulation will occur and worsen until the people who are from the line of the tribe of Judah repent and return to JHVH. These are the ones who are not corrupted genetically by the DNA of Lucifer – the serpent seed of genetic defect of sin, see my blogpost yesterday which recounts the verbatim details of the generic research on the DNA of an Illuminati man who wanted to leave and needed to know if his blood was different, as they teach – and it was.
I was called last night by my daughter-in-law’s roommate, who realized no one had told me that she overdosed last week. I had been with her two days before, taking gifts for her and my granddaughter (named after my daughter and Nichole’s twin sister).
I stand against you Satan until my last breath fighting your evil in this life we are all in in this world you have corrupted and lives you destroy.
I am so sad for my granddaughter, she is not yet 14. Nichole’s twin sister, her mom and siblings and friends. I am loving each of you. Sending all my love. Doing all I can to not cry and produce trauma energies for their collection.
Nichole had begun to embrace the knowledge I was sharing. (She had seen Afflicted, before our reuniting after a few years being separate – her ability to forgive and love was great.) Before I left last Monday (her twin was with us all day too, us three girls like in old times years past) she said she was wrapping her mind around it, it made her forehead hurt. HER PINEAL WAS OPENING. Praise the MOST HIGH.
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
I love you Nichole. I lift you up to our Creator, the Most High. He knows everything you were considering and trying to understand. He knows your heart. Your heart is Good. We are all trauma victims.
Added on January 13, 2019:
I have been writing a book called SUPERNATURAL IN MY LIFE. I did not know that Nichole had died until the 26th when her roommate (the one who followed the advice in my post DO THIS WHEN YOU REFUSE A VACCINE) called. There I was, sending texts, emails, leaving voice messages after the 18th when we were last together. I have had supernatural things occur as long as I can remember, back to age two. Never forgotten.
I wrote this early on the morning of December 21st. I write so much that this was ‘backburnered’ in my mind until, reading aloud to my friend the chapters I have finished in the book. This dear friend who helped me have my granddaugher’s weighted blanket custom-made and shipped to her because his own son almost OD’d on fentanyl just two weeks before Nichole did. (This is true #empathy.) He has known me since I was 20, old friends with the my children’s grandparents. As I began to read the most recent event of December 21st, I realized Nichole had come to visit.
Here is what I wrote, less than twenty-four hours from her death, less than 25 miles from her body in the mortuary, without knowing – NO ONE TOLD ME – she had died.
4AM WALKED INTO KITCHEN IN DARK FOR WATER, THERE WAS A FLASH OF ENERGY, December 21, 2018
At about 4AM I walked naked (I usually wear sleep clothes now, for rapture preparedness, but last night felt constricted, irritated skin, dry?) into the kitchen for lemon water (alkaline) and as I took my first step past the threshold of my bedroom door into the kitchen space there was a very fast, very intense, tight small flash of light that immediately disappeared through the wall below the window – toward the graveyard. It was very fast, very intense, very concentrated and very real and it happened like a hand clap and was gone. I felt as I poured my water like a presence lingered. I believe it was a disembodied spirit, and was keeping place with the art materials I am giving Emily. I photographed them yesterday and sent the photos to Cherie, Nichole’s roommate, since Nichole’s phone is off right now. The two boxes of art supplies are full of love. Just as when I experienced the spirit throwing my portfolio then book at the Little’s, and heard the footsteps running in the hall, so did Mamaux, just as a spirit came out of my unplugged, turned off Powerbook in 2017, this was real. It is in form like the whirl of manifestation of a jinn in cartoons. Genie. An entity.
I am so glad I am moving from here, and getting away from these demons concentrated in this forsaken church building place of pain and death. This dead town full of zombies. Not that any other location does not have them. But this ground I live on is literally full of death, being a graveyard, and old church from 1870 whose founder/minister the owners disinterred when they put in the basement steps.
[Written about 3PM EST] Let me start by saying that I have been recording the skies all day. From the moment I looked out the kitchen window southward, with the due east to the left of my southern horizon view, which parallels the eastern seaboard coastline, and about sixty miles from Washington DC, I have observed the immediate post-dawn chemtrailling jets stacked one upon the other simultaneously spraying from east to west, low on the horizon, as I looked facing directly south. Literally a dozen lines made by these evil sociopaths. Every day they outdo their egregious days before.
My photographs as the day progressed show exactly the artificial cloud patterns created. Like yesterday, I looked at some of the formations and thought (and at one point inferred in a very short video) it looks like they are hiding crafts (“what are they hiding”). (I’ll post the images of their chemical aerosol stratospheric aerosol injection madness later/soon, and back-link.)
Early in the afternoon (timestamp on the phone photos) I went to use the bathroom and looked out its west-facing window. The cold, white sun was there at about 1-ish location-wise, slightly south-west of west, the sky was bizarrely patterned, and whoa! I said to myself, there is another light in the sky, west. It was shimmering rainbow iridescent like moving oil, in a paisley-shaped changing shape-shifting cloud. I grabbed the (older iPhone) camera, and ran outside, to get better pictures than through window glass. Took shots of it and a video, and then a delivery van drove up, window down, radio blaring, so I stopped filming. Once the vehicle had gone, and I was looking for the light which is just a few seconds was gone, I looked around, then up. DIRECTLY OVER MY HEAD WAS A PERFECT HALF CIRCLE RAINBOW WITH CLEAR SKY IN THE CENTER. *I began to film and document it, took between 2 and three minutes of video, then turned off my camera and went inside.
I live in a church converted into apartments, seven of them. I do know that the owners, business partners who buy buildings for rental properties, told me that they exhumed the grave of the minister who built this church in 1870 and who is buried in the backyard cemetery (there is no yard, only cemetery and parking lot/driveway/stairwell to basement which smells like churchyard mold). They exhumed his grave without legal permit or pastoral presence, so they could dig a poured concrete stairwell and basement entry. His gravestone and casket was lifted out and put back in, his headstone was moved and set away from its original place, as was his casket, and his footstone is sideways. They didn’t even orient it correctly. So, and since I sense and see spirits, that’s some bad ju-ju present. I have talked with three other tenants who have seen orbs and felt a presence which all creeped them out. I have written about how my hat flew off the shelf as if pushed outward a few months back (not my first experience with entities moving things).
I went upstairs to write the experience while it was fresh and as I looked at the two videos I had made of the light, and then the semi-circular portal overhead, after taking a few still photos, I realized that they had each filmed while off, not on. I DID NOT MAKE THAT MISTAKE. I realized with a chilling understanding that my phone/camera had been manipulated by them. *supernatural
Before sitting down to write this, I made a small pot of coffee, to collect my thoughts and listen to some reflection on our spiritual reality on a CD. While I had been outside filming, the already loud harrassing electronic frequencies increased even more, incredulously. (I am always shocked as they keep ramping it up as time goes on, why shocked, I don’t know, and maybe I’ll get over that, but it does help me maintain a sense of humor, in an odd way.) So by the time my coffee was done I checked the sky and it was cleared to the west and south, pretty much. FOR THE FIRST TIME ALL DAY.
I truly believe that the eastern seaboard is under a heavy flotilla of crafts.
Many mornings begin with the sound of very high aircraft and what sounds like supersonic flights and their fighting/evasion/chasing. I don’t know how to really explain that further.
I will also add that my LAPTOP HAS BEEN FUCKED WITH ALL DAY AND IT WILL START UP, NOTHING IS WRONG WITH IT, AND IT SHUTS OFF AS IF FORCED OFF AT THE MOTHERBOARD. ALL DIAGNOSTICS RUN SAY IT’S FINE. I AM A CERTIFIED TECH WHO WORKED FOR AEROTEK, NASA GODDARD AND DISCOVERY CHANNEL. (I now embrace my low credit score 🙂
Just before i went to the bathroom and this all started, I had been – when I got the laptop working after six hours since it went haywire after I got up – writing a blogpost about French president Emmanuel Macron possibly being the antichrist. I had just made an image of YouTube videos in a row, with the search macron antichrist above, and was about to insert it into my wordpress post editor – and the laptop powered off.
And all day I have been thinking that it looks like crafts are being hidden by the chemtrails.
And my granddaughter drew a drawing (she’s almost fourteen now, and gifted) of a large, malevolent fish-like but with gills creature, and eyes, and I saw it on Monday (will get a pic for comparison as soon as I can, have “a call in”) and it was practically pictured in the sky (see photograph) and did she have a precognition of Lucifer, or an alien ship, or evil in the aether, or below; the deep abyss? SAME.
(The larger image below)
I am done recording this. Please Father Creator Most High draw my loved ones to you, unveil their eyes and hearts. My DNA is in them, I love them. We were all lied to. December 19, 2018. (Written on the very old off-network non-wifi laptop which is basically a typewriter, and saving to removeable drives… do not trust the ghosts in the machine…)
And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved. Matthew 10:21-22
As we get older we want to pass
our wisdom to our children
A natural progression
Prohibited, made abhorrent by the powers that be
who dictate and distribute
perception of reality
Mine who I made in me
with fierce desire for their becoming
who became as they grew older
influenced by my own obstructions and
the datasets of others
These two human beings now
treat me like the plague
(To them I’m dead)
I’d say the system succeeded
in separating me from those I love
Shed tears exceed by thousands times days
since I have heard their voice
If I give up hoping
I as I thought I was cease to exist
My condition as a truthsayer and Morgellons-hijacked body
(canary in a coal mine complicated with medically denied Lyme disease)
became the final door they closed
after years of loving strained by contradiction
as the programming their minds absorbed came between us
and the success they began to reap in worldly ways
reinforced the covert message to reject their mother
(emails, calls classified as spam, and blocked, all mail and contact ignored)
In my cells I feel these humans
and in my thoughts preserve them, heart: protect them
my first thought in the morning thanks the Almighty Father for another chance to love them
to redeem myself another day from the height they saw me fall
I cannot blame them for my descent
Nor for shutting the door between us
Neither am I capable of accepting this decree and moving on
That said I also transmute this gash
to restoration of my frame
The landscape of the world I inhabit (and create)
made better for their sakes (love in action)
And every day I live in love
for my children
for my grandchildren
for everyone who rejects and shuns me
Love Is All
Only love will save us
So I live in love alone
Eating – and *not eating* – to ascend
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7
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