MANIFESTING OUR DESTINY OF POST-DIMENSIONAL FORM (OR NOT): SUFFERING ANNEALS THE SOUL, PART 2

MANIFESTING OUR DESTINY OF POST-DIMENSIONAL FORM (OR NOT): SUFFERING ANNEALS THE SOUL, PART 2

This is part two of a continuing examination on the effect of human suffering on souls, to untangle to fact that we are timeless stars, if we are one with the Most High God.
Part one is here.

“Within the guardian of my heart you remain as a wonderful mystery. I am overcome with awe, for within you there is something God-inspired. It bestows strange powers upon you, so that at the appointed time you fight for air and light. You will be a man of courage, for such men are born to the fearless and good. Strength and beauty, courage and modesty have mated, that you may be the heir of their gifts. *Your heritage was chosen by those who gave you life.
It is your fate, my son, as a child born of woman, to fight and grasp, to grimly hold on to life as reach across to this side of the earthly portal. There are dark powers that would drag you back, but you are not for them. O let the great light be ever with you, as a watchman’s fire on a lonely road, when the evil powers beset your way. I pray, from the very inmost recess of my heart, that the Lords of Form walk with you and ever protect you from the Formless Ones.” – Kolbrin MAN:29:20-22

Lords of Form = ANGELS, and these are STARS
Formless Ones = DEMONS, DISEMBODIED SPIRITS, JINN, ALIENS (FALLEN ANGELS), PARASITES (interdimensional)

*This indicates that we are chosen, thus called the elect, and as those who know within their heart that they are Children of the Light, Children of the Most High God, we were predestined. This blows the hindu/vedic myth that we chose this life out of the water. We only do so if we chose to fail OR if we are of Anunnaki makeup, the Tribe of Dan, the Canaanites – any child of Enki, Enlil and Marduk in purpose. Like my deluded neighbor when I told her I was an activist after she brought up “the weather” and I reminded her it was created. She said she knew “but doesn’t focus on it”, rather,  goes through life as an “objective observer choosing not to focus on negative things” like geoengineering, child and animal abuse, etc., and fools herself thinking that she is enlightened because she “doesn’t judge” someone for eating fast food and drinking soda as being someone who needs to learn that the garbage they put in creates their nature.
Being this way is being an ostrich and not making waves or improving ANYTHING. It is a way of delusion, and the concept that Christ is just another ascended master is complete delusion. This thinking laid the foundation for the lies that NPR – National Public Radio – spews 24/7, and paved/paves the way for / executes the satanic transhumanist agenda.

Points to remember:
– We are stars if we are those who seek the Light
– This physical human incarnation is to refine our soul
– We return until we learn the lessons
– Like the echoes of concentric doppler reverb, we are distanced out beyond our ability to absolutely quantify what our heart knows is real and that is FAITH
– The Creator Most High God – the Light, the energy of creation – is within us, our body is – The Temple, our heart is where LOVE is
– The evil entity trauma farms to trap us in pain
– Everyone we love and miss is with us now for we are eternal, this world is illusion, what is real is what we cannot see
– They trap us in materialism
– They sap and cannibalize us because they want to live forever and our love is their drug in that they get off on our pain of loss perceived in this 3D world we are in
– Once we let go of that idea (loss, grief, pain, regrets) we are free and enlightened
– We are what we eat (and drink, breathe, wear, hear, etc) physically and this affects our pineal third eye connection, they made a business of controlling this
– They are the 4th Reich
– The stars and planets are these beings. Stars are angels. The formless ones are disembodied spirits known as demons, satans, jinn – all parasites
– There are more and more of these disembodied spirits because A. They used CERN to open the GATES OF HELL and B. They use synthetic biology and witchcraft and MKUltra (which is actually age-old, but Mengele perfected it)
– They have already lost: it is just playing out in this winding down time-line we perceive
– We are stars, we are stars, we are Children of the Light and our spiritual armor and high vibration are stronger than any other thing

“The scribe records his own thoughts” (KOLBRIN, the scribe wrote that, they copied, not interpret or teach – words in caps in brackets, mine [LIKE THIS]):

“What is there in man that sends his thoughts afar, seeking the unknown? Who first struck the spark of life and sent it forth on its mission to fill the earth with its glorious burning flame? My pen sets down these words, and behind the pen is my hand. Behind the hand are my heart and will, and behind them my loving spirit. What stands at the other end of the chain reaching upward from these words? Can it be that man is unable to see You are the directing power within his thoughts, because his thoughts are themselves within You? Is it that the within cannot see the without, though the without sees the within? Are my thoughts in a tangled skein which I lack the ability to unravel? Though not a scribe, I write because my father wrote, yet I am not a learned man. Can it be that things hidden from me are known to other men?
Whatever directs the thoughts of men does not leave them free from doubt. It arises strongly when a man dies, for some say he still is, while others say he is not. Which, O my God, is true? Teach me; let me know, that I may tell it unto all men. Is there an inborn thing in man, which never dies? Is there an everlasting part in men, or all they all heirs of decay? Men seeks assurance and are told to have faith [REMEMBER THAT THIS WAS WRITTEN OVER 18,000 YEARS AGO]. They want a substantial God they can see, and therefore make an idol of wood or stone, can this be so very wrong? [YES, IF IS NOT THE MOST HIGH GOD, BUT IF A SO-CALLED GOOD DIETY, GOD TAUGHT THAT IT IS BETTER FOR THE LOWBORN TO WORSHIP SMALLER GODS THEY UNDERSTOOD, IF THEY WERE DOING GOOD, THAN EVIL ONES: THAT WORSHIP WAS STILL WORSHIP OF THE MOST HIGH GOD TO THE BEST OF THEIR ABILITY TO UNDERSTAND, AS SLAVES/LULUs OR STRANGERS I.E. ALIEN/FALLEN ANGEL BLOOD HYBRID HUMANS] Men need a rule of life, something, in which they can repose absolute trust, they want sincerity and love.”
“I cannot blame You, my God, if You have turned Your back on men, for they have deserted the path of righteousness shown them by the men of olden times. Truth is with us no more, and men choose the pleasant paths of ignorance in preference to the more austere and profitable one. The pure worship, which once filled this land and guided its people has fallen prey to greedy and ambitious men. Its cornerstone is no longer the rigorous life of devoted service, which brings its own revelation. Its centrepiece is no longer the dark chamber of austerity where great spirits sought the light, but the pomp elaborate but empty ceremonial and futile sacrifice. It is a thing of well organized but barren ritual, the perverted tool of unscrupulous priests. The temples have become refuges for those who seek to avoid the trials of life. How can such be as they ever be true servants of God? Where, except from among them, can He find servants? I see, I understand, but, my God, it is hard for one who suffers such as I to face the truth without bitterness. Am I, who did not ask to enter this place of sorrows, to suffer for the wrongdoing and ignorance of others? Is there no dividing line between those who remain loyal and those who have deserted you? Perhaps this, too, I understand, for are we not taught that all are brothers, and men stand and fall with their kindred?
I do not erase the words I have inscribed with heavy heart and a spirit overburdened with grief and perplexity, for through the enveloping mists of sorrow, I perceive a light dimly. This is my message to those who follow and who may be tossed on the turbulent waters of despondency and despair, my pitiful contribution to the great total of inherited wisdom: If you seek God and find Him not, then blame lies with the men and not with God. For the spirit of man has begotten something which has stepped between to stop the ears of the everlasting inner man. He is blinded by the thick mummy wrappings of muttered ritual and vain ceremonial, misled by ignorant and hypocritical priests [THIS MATERIAL LIFE AND ALL IN IT / THE BIOCHEMICAL LOBOTOMY]. Yet God is still merciful, for knowing those destined for darkness and terror in the life to come [SHEOL/HELL/SOULTRAP/LOSS OF SOUL CONSCIOUSNESS/AI BORG ASSIMILATION], he showers success and good fortune upon them here. KNowing those destined for life as Glorious Ones, He further refines and tests them with sorrow and affliction, that their glory may be greater. I know, for in declaring my trust by setting forth these things, my heart has suddenly been filled with an indescribable light of spiritual illumination, and now I know greater things beyond any hint of doubt. I too am awakened.”

As I read this passage from the Kolbrin, I recalled my son’s love of the book The LOWLY WORM. He was under two years old, it was a large library book, perhaps the same author as Where’s Waldo? (Same time period, for sure). Now I see that, like the globe earth model and evolution, both lies created to hide the fact that we are divine created beings, Lowly the Worm was written to entrain toddlers that they were no more important than another countless worm in the dirt they crawled on and played in.

Certainly we know that is wrong, just as this scribe wrote, realizing via his work re-writing for posterity the ancient, sacred knowledge for man’s perpetuity to be safely stored, protected against the next – coming, impending – Destroyer crossing how real it is, the soul in us.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY MY DAUGHTER

It is with a heavy heart I live today. Yet simultaneously I live in JOY.

Today my daughter Emily (who my son named my granddaughter – his daughter, after my daughter his older and only sister – after) has turned 39. This day she was born.

I mailed her a gift package to the address I knew four years ago. I hope it gets to her.

A carved Pink Himalayan Salt votive candle holder, a pair of hand-sewn curtains in a block-print vintage Victorian blown rose fabric, and an eight-page letter.

I cannot describe the profundity inherent in the challenge of being made dead by my own family. I am existentially erased. In their minds.

Me, I’ve actually let go.

Detox and removing vampiric layers will do that for a person!

All things possible with the Most High God, in this illusion of a world!

I work very hard to center within the seat of my soul to feel God’s Goodness within myself. To not succomb to the evil that so derailed my life from birth. I have come to the conclusion that I have very little genetic serpent seed in my genes. That my task as an Elect in this incarnated flesh skin is to return to the first estate. I knew my VMAT2 was high… but at this point, realizing and seeing all I do, seeing others begin to discover what I have always known within, I see why I was targeted so early – from birth – and “never amounted to anything”, no matter how manythings I tried. Something always happened, and it was usually a death, or illness, or emergency. That’s how Satan works.

The Ice Flow of my life now
Written in a #nanowrimo slam last month

 

So whatever brings your day to you Emily, know that you are loved beyond measure.

Not only by me. I just birthed you (yes, my DNA call your name).

By GOD and Yehushua the Messiah Christ.

I know that the DNA in you will win. GOOD PREVAILS: all things in Christ.

I love you, my dear daughter! Happy Birthday!

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