Now this is coming home, the battle of between good and evil and those I am in some way connected to going on to sainthood and Paradise as a result of their dedication to sharing the truth of this world, in a world dedicated to hiding the Light because it is devoted to darkness, wickedness resident in all high places. This is nothing new; only obscured. The Romans perfected the art of it, and now its realm is digital: a digital hive, and people are voluntary lemmings, sheep herding themselves to the slaughter because of the biochemical and programming lobotomies and the aersolized FunVax vaccination sprayed on all humanity as if we were bugs since it was introduced by the military at the Pentagon in 2006 (probably earlier, disclosure is always after the fact). FunVax is the agent they created to suppress the God Gene in certain people who display spiritual qualities and devotion to ethics and truth, dissenting with the dehumanization and transhumanism which are all a part of the Baphomet: Lucifer, whose greatest accomplishment has been to convince the world that he doesn’t exist (meanwhile they buy his merchandise and sacrifice their own children in what is actually mass cannibalism on all levels).
Harald Kautz-Vella is another brave, honest human disclosing what is being done to humanity to have been murdered by those who are in fear of the impact on the world if enough people hear his message. A doctorate-level quantum physics and biological researcher with an intelligence higher than most, and a heart and soul that reflect his spiritual closeness to the Most High Creator, Harald helped thousands – if not hundreds of thousands, for we remain uncounted – of Morgellons victims get a grasp on what was happening within their bodies, and how to deal with it. many people have not heard of him because his truth is so suppressed. If I had not been refused medical diagnosis and treatment for Lyme Disease from at least 25 nymph deer tick attachment bites and subsequently developed Morgellons, all complicated by living in a rented house with black mold, I would possibly not have heard his name, ever, even though I have been aware of the truth of this world most of my life. I and many, many others are devastated athis premature death, murdered by the cabal who orchestrate and carry out the agenda to depopulate the earth and end the seedline of humanity, which carries within its genetic code the VMAT2 DNA of Light Beings. Harald Kautz-Vella is one of them/Us.
Does the community even know of his death? I learned from new comment alerts on @Truthscrambler’s site, Upon The Face Of The Waters, and, if true, he was killed within this past week. I searched online, and found no posts or confirmation. Perhaps his death by murder involving fire is a rumor: prayerfully so, and if so, please accept my apology as you make me aware! But at this point it appears true, and very few gnow it. if this is the case, Harald’s death must be a rallying cry for all of us to strengthen our faith and our resolve to stand fast in the face of evil, the wickedness in high places. Let us bind his soul spirit – as he is One with The Creator the wicked are so afraid of – into the tapestry of our days and unite further to spread the messages Harald taught so that we can help others have meaningful lives of peace and wellness!
In the late spring of 2017, after having watched every video he was in since becoming poisoned by Lyme Disease and then Morgellons in 2015 (or earlier, as I literally spent my entire life in the outdoors, the forests and fields of MD/VA/PA), I watched his video after he had done a dry fast for forty days, alone in his room, communing with God. He had changed, and I could see it, even through a low resolution video. He was glowing, practically, the holy spirit of Peace emanating in his words and his beaming, gentle face. I cry as I write these words… Harald inspired me to fast, and I began. After five days, I passed my first ropeworm, albeit a little one, only 5″ or so. I had a long way to go in my journey of evicting the serpent within! But Harald’s countenance and soul, the place he had reached, conveyed what I needed to gnow to remain strong in my committment to fasting and detoxing my body. I was already aware of the nanotechnology and black goo and heavy metals and neural lace and parasites, and atthat time still ran a pretty robust and progressive Morgellons group on Facebook, called Morgellons Focus: Alkaline Diet and Optimal Health in a Nano Toxic World. (Now I blog, as I was gangstalked and targeted by someone I thought was a friend, and nearly died as a result.) It’s the same story though, just a different venue. There’s no getting away from being persecuted for being Children Of The Light.
We must rejoice in being targeted individuals. Martyrdom is confirmation that one is such a threat to the deception perpetrated upon humanity that as is done to all truth, they try to erase it, replacing truth with lies. It really is that simple.
Yesterday morning I was unaware that Harald had died in the flesh. I saw what I wondered here in yesterday’s long blogpost was an angel leading a young boy’s spirit to heaven. I asked the question ‘Is this sighting local to my geographical area’, meaning is it limited to this material sense dimension and place and time. Did my spirit see Harald’s beautiful, pure, childlike spirit passing into eternity, defying the veils placed upon everyone by the pharmakeia and sorcery done to everyone, which I am so detoxed from? Because I kahan. I believe I did see Harald ascend, just as I know that Nichole’s guardian angel visited me the day before she died. Just as I presaged my brother Charlie’s death with a vision, and I interrupted my mother’s almost-successful attempted suicide, and as well, I awoke despite having been drugged and saved my brothers and myself from being murdered in our beds while sleeping in an arson plan set into place by our mother and stepfather to collect insurance and be free of us children. There have been more things I have known, and that I gnow: I will not say them yet now.
So stand strong.
“Put on the whole armor of GOD, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against wickedness in high places.
Wherefore take unto you the whole armor of GOD, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherefore ye shall be able to quench the fiery darts of the wicked.
And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of GOD.
Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints.”
Ephesians 6:10-18
“Lo, it is the angel of Wisdom that governs the movement of the planets, the circle of the seasons, and the orderly growth of all living things. so does the angel of Wisdom ordain the communion of the sons of Light with the Stream of Life, through the tender blades of grass. For I tell you truly, your body is holy, because it bathes in the Stream of Life, which is Eternal Order.
Touch the blades of grass, Sons of Light, and touch the angel of Eternal Life. For if you look with the eyes of the spirit, you will truly see that the grass is eternal. Now it is young and tender, with the brightness of the newborn babe. Soon it will be tall and gracious, as the sapling tree with its first fruits. Then it will yellow with age, and bow its head in patience, as lies the filed after the harvest. Finally, it will wither, for the small earthen pot cannot contain the full lifespan of the wheat. But it does not die, for the brown leaves return to the angel of earth, and she holds the plant in her arms and bids it sleep, and all the angels work within the faded leaves and lo, they are changed and do not die but rise again in another guise. And so do the Sons of Light never see death, but find themselves changed and risen to everlasting Life”. – Jesus, The Essene Gospel of Peace, Book Four (The Parable of the Grass).
Like the bottlecap I put on my brother Charlie’s roadside cross said, Harald – and all who stand against the fiery darts of evil – SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE ❤
Namasté.
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THREE POSTS IN ONE: THE UNIFIER IS TRUTH Blogpost 11August2019 (posted on the 12th)
The WP redirect BS again, 12:40Am 12Aug2019 https://wordpress.com/wp-login.php?redirect_to=https%3A%2F%2Fwordpress.com%2F
IT TOOK ME OVER 90 MINUTES TO GET ONLINE AND LOGGED INTO WORDPRESS. MOST PEOPLE WOULD HAVE GIVEN UP. THIS IS REALLY OVER-THE-TOP. I MUST BE SAYING SOMETHING THEY DON’T WANT HEARD. #PROOF
August 11, 2019 (But it’s 1:30AM on the 12th now)
“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge, because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shall be no priests to me, seeing thou hast forgotten the Law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.” – Hosea 4:6
THIS IS A THREE-PARTER.
P.S. (lol PRE-script!) Watch WANTED (jolie, freeman) then The Adjustment Bureau (damon) and think about the wizard past the elysium fields and the fact that all governments are nephilim and enchantment is the veil since their religion IS witchcraft.
FIRST SEGMENT: WHAT I WITNESSED THIS MORNING
To break up the morning, I decided to run an errand, but forgot something and had to return to the house. Then drove a different way, just for randomness, and at a stop sign looked up. The sky was almost cloudless. I saw in the distance over the trees past a municipal park two objects in the sky, floating and very bright and dynamic, yet not helium balloons (too large) or kites. I crossed the intersection and drove into the park, as they were still in my direct line of sight. As I was looking, they disappeared. I gathered their relative size and speed from the environment while parked, taking these two pictures.
Here is where I saw two celestial objects, one larger, one smaller, flying together. There was one on the right, which looked as if it was a humanoid-shaped figure in white, and the white around it was in motion, like plasma balls that created a form, the movement of which kept the figure materialized to my sight and moving. It seemed to have a red hem or sash, and what looked like a head. It was interacting with a smaller being, in similar form. This one had blue instead of red, and seemed to be looking to and following the larger apparition, which looked like it was guiding the form just to its left, and slightly lower and behind, as if on a path. The appearance of the two was as an adult leading a child by the hand, while the child looked about in wonder and the adult looked back at him (or her). They were above the trees seen here, and rose another short distance and then dematerialized.
It was 10:36 EST when I took the two photos. The sky was clear. I felt a sense of peace. I ran my errand, and have been processing what my third eye sees of this.
Did a small child pass away and was being led by an angel into heaven?
If so, would this sighting beyond the veil necessarily be local, as in, to this geographic area? It was near a hospital, and the beings I saw were above homes, roads… an urban area.
With The Destroyer upon us now, its elliptical transit so close this month (the reason for all the 5G GWEN DEW towers, to control people when they begin to lose it as has happened every other reset, though they are hiding this from the masses with their enchantments, pharmakiea and their sorcery, including the geoengineering climate change lie), at night I often see stars, and they are in unusual places now. North is no longer where it once was. The stars are angels, appointed in their transits. The sacred texts (this includes the bible as put forth by Religion, Inc, albeit that is watered down information) all reveal that the skies will change, the stars, the sun, the moon. They use the geoengineering to mask this. By morning their jets and crafts have made trails and clouds and whiteouts to hide the massive, striped Nibiru spanning the rims of the earth we call the horizon.
Are the beings I spotted perhaps local watchers? For I have seen similar, at night. And of course, the Ezekiel’s Wheel I photographed, which was featured by Steve Olsen on his ZionaziTube channel WSO before they deleted it (even the supposed backup copy is hacked, a great effort they go to indeed, to silence my voiced observations as a witness in these End Days.
#detoxplease
SECOND SEGMENT: TO ALL THE FANTASY, SCIENCE FICTION AND HEALTH WRITERS FOLLOWING MY BLOG
Thank you for following, may I first say. I see that a fair number of my blog’s followers are self-proclaimed writers of Fantasy, fiction or Sci-Fi. As well, many who blog about various health topics. You, health writers, I am not so concerned about. But you fiction authors, and Nanowrimo peeps, heed my warning: plagiarism is a crime. Intellectual property theft is serious business, especially when what one “lifts” or “is inspired to use as a character, plot, story model – whatever – is derived from the content of what I write, which is TRUTH. Hard-won truth attained through detoxification of the pineal gland and study of all that has been occulted (hidden) by the powers of this world to create deception, hide from the individual their TRUE IDENTITY AS A DIVINE CHILD OF THE LIGHT AND ONE WITH THE CREATOR, and harvest the trauma they foment as a utility source, which is even sold back to the masses for their financial profit. It is free energy to them because we are their human resources: NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH ELECTROGRAVITIC FREE ENERGY TESLA TRIED TO MAKE HUMANITY AWARE OF.
So if you – a Ravenclaw, for instance (get thee behind me satan) – make use of the enlightenment freely shared here, YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS THEFT ETERNALLY.
DO YOU WANT THAT FATE?
This blog is Premium: the domain copyrights the content and this is intellectual property. Yes, I work here doing the Great Commision to save souls: yours included. If you identify with dark forces, you are out of your league here.
You have been advised.
SURVEILLANCE, HACKING, IDENTITY THEFT, AND THE COLLUSION OF GOVERNMENT AGENCIES TO FURTHER DARK AGENDA OF SECRETKEEPING (EX IN NEWS)
Since meeting him, after he lied to me that he ‘really wasn’t a crossdresser or gay, but just experimenting (air quotes here) since his soon-to-be-ex-wife emasculated him’ (that’s as close to his verbatim words as I can recall), and before his then-STBX contacted ME through my eBay account and threatened to blackmail HIM for his lingerie and corsets and wigs, thinking I was part of what she left him because of… I had just met him, heard the lies… there was dark stuff there and I was so, so naive, so blind. I had no idea then about detoxing! #GodsPlanIsPerfect I believed what he said. What a mistake. And then the online hacking of all I did began, including gangstalking by first the barn manager where I boarded my horse, who insisted he was cryptorchid (an undescended testicle) and was dangerous, when he was a perfect gentleman with perfect ground manners and perfectly gelded (RIP Devon, a victim of all I speak of here), the neighbors who screamed from their yard “we’re watching you!” put up to it by his STBX, then friends and family. It is all of a pattern of classic gangstalking and not worth giving cerebral real estate to. Her (his now-first-ex-wife) had been having an affair with and then married a known and self-proclaimed computer hacker. My blog then, named after my LLC called HOME – Our Home Farm, was hacked. So it began. But I recognized it from my previous work experience, having learned computers from DOS and up, software and hardware, to becoming multiplatform and Lan/Wan certified at server level including telephony and all peripherals – even mainframes before Y2K, during which I worked at NASA Goddard Space Flight Center. And before that, I had singlehandedly created the helpdesk AND RAN IT for the Archdiocese of Baltimore, and after working at NASA Goddard, I worked at the Discovery Channel… DURING ALL THESE CONTRACTS I WAS TIER 3/4 DESKTOP SUPPORT RUNNING EXCHANGE MAIL SERVERS, and I was a Macintosh specialist as well, creating dual boot systems with emulators (there’s more preceding and following technical ‘stuff’, but that’s enough to make my point): I have spent a fair amount of time in the trenches of viruses and malware, trojans and denial of service attacks.
I have therefore been hacked since 2008 and it’s almost 2020. They will never stop. This is what they do: they are dedicated to destroying God’s people. (Read up on VMAT2 here)
He forged my name electronically and filed taxes as if we were still married, although we were legally separated. He wrote online back then “I’m in news. I lie for a living.” The Ire-Ess kowtowed to him – as all entities did and still do – because he is a part of their beast machine. His banner ZionaziTube is a pic of the mast truck he drives at… SANDY HOOK. He’s proud of that.
That’s SICK. How could I make this up! The proof is all there.
So I do pray for him. Like the writers who, like crows (ravens) swoop down and pluck up shiny baubles, he’s hoping I’ll pass before my time and he can collect on the life insurance policy he took out on me without my knowledge and in the property and settlement agreement which HE WROTE, asked for and was awarded by the Baltimore County Court in the legally-sanctioned theft his affluent father paid lawyers to commit while he claimed he was poor and stole all I owned in my long life, although he and I were married one day less than two years. We had NO CHILDREN, NO PROPERTY except the F350 he took, although I had sold my truck I woned outright before we met and married (I was his ‘show-the world-he-was-straight-when-he’s-not trophy wife who in the first year figured his deception out, throw open the closets and said I DO NOT CONSENT TO YOUR SKELETONS – and he crushed me like a bug as reptilians do.
Or so he thought. The etymology of my name is Victory.
The bumpersticker you have seen REALLY says HE WHO DIES WITH THE MOST TOYS LOSES.
So, being targeted and interfered with, AKA hacked. In the last week, I have dealt with supervisors at the bank, my main shopping source, and my ISP. Twitter account infiltrated just enough to leave-the-gas-on breadcrumbs of changing the color scheme and reading notifications. Besides legacy back to April interference with these things, payment abilities, illegal external logon attempts to get into my main shopping account. My mail server as well (paid for, not government email AKA gmail). (Made by the folks who bring us the dark entities are being brought in daily and a videotaped human sacrifice, as well as their opening ceremony ritual celebrating Lucifer are available online for all the world to see, so hey, even THEY are the dark majority giving the semblance of privacy to the unwitting. A Shiva stands at CERN as their idol.)
I am looking right at the paper records of my meeting with the state police and the Internet Crime Commission. I reported these cyber attacks (and more) on June 11, 2016.
People who work for the beast think they are above the law.
What makes him dangerous is that so many think he’s a good guy: HA. FACADE. Someone, please, go into his garage and house: it will be full of all my things. At least those he didn’t sell or give away.
And this sad person has police level access to databases.
This is truly a fallen world.
Ephesians 6 speaks of people like that as the wickedness in high places.
What is being done to me and my online presence and activities is an attempt to stop my ability to purchase, to communicate, and to create. To research, to network, and to exist as we have all come to think is natural.
Why is this happening? BECAUSE I AM A WHISTLEBLOWER AND THIS IS HIGH ORDER.
#PSYCHICDRIVING
Not only do I call out those who were once close to me, like my DC newsman ex, and my adult daughter (perhaps also my son, but I pray not) who is likely the beneficiary on this highly illegal and nefarious for ill-gotten gain GANNETT life insurance policy that is UNDESERVED BY HIM AND UNWARRANTED LITERALLY, AS WE HAD NO CHILDREN OR OWNED SHARED PROPERTY OR INVESTMENTS AND WERE MARRIED LESS THAN TWO YEARS. MY EX IS THE PERSON OF INTEREST IN THE ADVENT OF MY PREMATURE DEATH OF ANY CAUSE. I pray I am wrong about my blood family possible involvement, but these things must be documented, and searchable, in the advent of malfeasance of any kind which affects my wellness and personhood.
I call out the medical system who refused to test me for Lyme Disease after a lifetime of tickbites in Maryland’s Patapsco Park I called my playground for decades, the family farms in Allegheny and St. Mary’s Counties, and residences in Pennsylvania and Virginia all my life (besides Maryland). The 300 acres on the James I was asked to survey on foot, hiking, on Memorial Day weekend in 2015 where I was attached to by 20-30 nymph ticks.
Washington DC, MD, PA, and VA are ALL TICK HOTBEDS.
I call out the entire Luciferian world.
YOU HYPROCRITES AND MONSTERS.
I call out the family – birth and married into – who participated in satanic ritual abuse and hurt all of us, my own family and Jamie’s, the father of my children. And all families intertwined with ours or not – for it is everywhere. The child molesters, the rapists, the soul-stealing narcissists who literally kills children, albeit slowly, over a lifetime, spanning all time.
I call out my parents. My mother (Do You Know This Face?) who I believe was an MK Ultra nurse in the nation’s capital, and USED ME IN THEIR EXPERIMENTS.
I call out my father who raped me before I was two. I remember EVERYTHING.
CIA MK Ultra Document dated 27 March 1959, partial, transcribed
MEMORANDUM FOR: THE RECORD
SUBJECT: Continuation of MKULTRA, Subproject 68
1. Subproject 68 is being continued as a means to support a research program, the effects opon human behavior of the repition of verbal signals. The program will be under the direction of D. (blacked out) Chairman of the Department of Psychiatry at (blacked out, but this could be looked up and connected). The program will be for a period of one year, starting 16 March 1959.
2. The scope of the project encompasses studies upon the effects of predetermined signals upon (a) physiological functions, (b) patterns of behavior. The immediate objectives of the program entail a study of methods to (a) improve the technique of heteropsychic driving (b) to investigate the range of physiological functions which can be changed by these procedures. More specifically, these studies include:
(1) A search for chemical agents which will breakdown the ongoing patterns for behavior: more rapidly more transitorily with less damage to the perceptive and cognitive capacities of the individual than the present physiological agents.
(2) An attempt to develop better methods of inactivating the patient during the period of driving (exposure to repetition), and at the same time maintain him at a higher level of activity, by physiological and chemical agents, than by the present physical effects. Among the chemical agents which are being explored with respect to their capacity to produce inactivation are the following (used either singly or in combination):
Artane Anectine Bulbocapnine Curare LSD-25
I call out the public school system who saw the bruises, welts, cuts and burns, the missed days, poor grades and attendance – who confiscated my journal from 7th grade – and whose nurses and guidance counselors participated in the coverup.
I call out the Boy Scouts and Girl Scouts. My brother, 11, was sodomized by his scout leader’s stepson who was mentally handicapped and 18 years old, and neither my parents, his parents or the Boy Scouts did anything.
I call out the Freemasons, The Eastern Star and the Job’s Daughters fraternal organizations. I was the Jobie chaplain for five years (12-17) and was used at age 16 in a ritual in which I was drugged and my virginity was taken by the honored queen’s brother, who was a McCartney clone. Their uncle is Jerry Falwell! How small IS this world, how crazy! Read my posts IMAGINATION LIMITS OUR FUTURE and EXTRA SMALL.
I call out the county police and fire department who knew the child abuse was going on because I began calling them at age 7. The fire department knew my mother and her new boyfriend (parents divorced the year before, father a county teacher married another county teacher who had been a part of their 1960’s Baltimore County Education system swingers club (Last name Phelan jingle any bells?) drugged me and set the house on fire, but she slept with the fire chief and the arson investigation was silenced! I was eleven! I saved my three brothers!
I call out Salem Evangelical Lutheran Church. You, Pastor G. Paul Lottich FAILED ME LITERALLY as well as figuratively. I was the ONLY 14 year old girl who was a virgin, who did not – had NEVER – drank or done drugs, I had come to church since joining choir at age 4 and going to all sunday school and bible camps. I was ZEALOUS and SINCERE about GOD and TRUTH. You failed me in that you told me that for missing sunday school because I had to stay home alternate weekends and “keep my brothers quiet so my mother could sleep”, you decided I had to repeat 9th grade and could not move on. Yet on the weekends I was ALLOWED to let them make noise, i.e. get them dressed and walk them the mile – in any weather – to church, all three of them, and this included ironing their shirts and trousers and shining their shoes… Pastor Lottich, YOU FAILED ME. I was DEVOUT. I LOVED JESUS. I was PURE. You too, PAstor Lottich, must have been failed, so very badly.
This led me to joining the Forever Family cult the CIA created.
I CALL OUT ALL THE CHURCHES. This deception goes back to the beginning of all history.You are all a part of the synogogue of satan Yehushua called out.
I call out Keypoint Health, which was once simply the county mental health clinic. Lori Butkovich, the therapist who refused to allow me to incorporate spirituality into my therapy, when I requested that at our first meeting in my early thirties, and who in 2013 regretted disallowing doing that. You and your clinic and the illuminati mental health deception flowchart poisoning of minds plan destroyed what was left of the family I was trying to have, AGAINST ALL ODDS, BUT I LOVED THEM, MY FAMILY, MY CHILDREN.
I call out EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO DROVE MY BROTHER CHARLIE TO SUICIDE. You alphabet agency mind contril V2K murderers. Pediatrician Robert Irwin who drugged two fo my three brothers to the hilt with Dexedrine, before Ritalin became a thing. THEY WEREN’T ‘HYPERACTIVE’: they were NORMAL, INTELLIGENT BOYS WITH ALCOHOLIC CHILD ABUSERS ON DRUGS AND WORKERS OF SYSTEMIC INIQUITY FOR PARENTS. And the adjacent county’s police who tapped my (then landline) telephone, and followed me with unmarked cars, parked outside of my house, intimidating and terrorizing me, a 25YO young mother of two who had the audacity (you bet I did!) to initiate an investigation into how badly they handled the accident scene.
The same county that WIPED AWAY THE $44,000.00 I WAS OWED IN BACK CHILD SUPPORT, the one that legally sanctioned the theft of all I owned in the recent so-called divorce, is the county government that put my estranged, very sad to speak of brother J into their public database as a child molester, when he had been framed by a 33 year old crack whore who lied, ruiniing his life. And I mean, his life was RUINED. AFTER ALL THE NEUROLOGICAL DAMAGE OUR PEDIATRICIAN AND MOTHER CAUSED, he became an alcoholic and drug addict of diminished mental capacity, then homeless. This is the same gifted child who built Testor models of jets and ships, painstakingly assembling and painting them, and hanging them from fishing line from his bedroom ceiling. Who made masks for all of us to wear so that we could see the solar eclipses safely. Who read everything he could get his hands on. He and Charlie both were gifted, talented, empathetic and kind. The only child who became a worldly success is the youngest, who is a narcissistic co-abuser our mother left everything to, and is a guilt-ridden alcoholic intelligent but trapped in a programming TV and sports prison who watches the idiot box even sleeping. I love him. I do. I pray for him daily. IT IS NOT OUR FAULTS.
We were SACRIFICED.
WE HAVE ALL BEEN.
WE MUST ALL LOVE AND FORGIVE EACH OTHER.
Like I was, forbidden to go outside and play anymore at age twelve, “because I had to take care of the boys”. If all this (and so much more) happened to just the four of us, WHAT WAS DONE TO OUR PARENTS, AND THEIR PARENTS?
It’s mindboggling.
I HAVE LYME DISEASE WHICH BECAME MORGELLONS, THAT COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED WITH A SIX MONTH SET OF THREE ANTIBIOTICS in June of 2015, THE PRESCRIPTIONS ROTATED, Dr. John White of Henrico Medical Accociates in Richmond! I WORKED for my Medicare. It’s not SSI. I earned it as a single working mother. I’m not a drug addict. I do not make the system profits though. I’m a Child of God. I have had to heal myself at great cost, and lost everyone and everything. Everyone, I say, because, tragically, my family believes the medical system’s lies. I rejoice in being a targeted individual. I choose eternal life over any material fleeting satisfaction obtained by
selling out to lies.
I wouldn’t trade the clarity of understanding I have for anything. Thank you, God!
I am so truly blessed.
I call out almost everyone. The ones who were good were and are truly the meek, poor and downtrodden, ignored and denied any and all ability to help stop the abuse at Shadynook. So few in number, and now, all gone. (I now know other Elect, and there are good people I am connected with, thanks to the trust I put in His Plan and where I am within It.)
I call out all rewriters of history. The fact that all we have all been taught is lies. The skeletons in the closets – come out now! Let me hang all these facts in the wind for you!
So yeah. My computer and online time is hacked. But I stand up to all of you, and I will never stop.
I must be such a frustrating Project Monarch and Project Mannequin original MK Ultra subject to them! I understand why my parents moved from the DC suburb we lived in to a street separated by a train bridge over the beltway from the Spring Grove Hospital Center where CIA experiments were in progress, the LSD ones involving operatives Timothy Leary and Richard Halpert (AKA Ram Dass of BE HERE NOW NOW BE HERE fame, that New Age mind control psyop to destroy the family and remove GOD from society). There is NO WAY this is coincidence. I grew up watching the experiments through the cracked, barred windows. I grew up THERE, things done to me in that cloning center 42 miles from DC, on the military road called 695. Coincidence? Ha.
MY UNIVERSITY PHYSICS PROFESSOR (I was in pre-med, SO glad I never became a murderer medical doctor) – MIXED THE INCENDIARY CHEMICALS FOR THE CATONSVILLE NINE.
My hometown.
I read 1984 in 1974 and that says everything.
The redirects of my premium WordPress blog login were identified by the “Happiness Team” support specialist as malware and hacking. I have witnessed the trojan in action, and see the scripts running, which explain the 10-20 browser instances running, when the cache is clean, zero, no history, and one tab is open. This is a lean, clean old system.
Even at a nearby MCDONALDS on their WiFi, a McDonalds I had never been to (and I never go to fast food places or any restaurants anymore, for that matter), with ample funds in the bank, I was not permitted to purchase alternate forms of software to examine what might be operant and remove it, as advised to do by all techs I have spoken with. THEN THE BACKBONE NETWORK OF MICKEY D’S DID A DENIAL OF SERVICE ON ME. And that was that.
They are able to completely halt pageloads at logins. They do it.
They are inside the backend of my paid-for email and VPN, the positive part of the atom, by name, FYI. And their “helpdesk team”, like all Secret-keeping Cluster A and Cluster B Narcissists who Lucifer was the first of, simply ignore my questions regarding technical security and etc., (I will leave usaid the specifics, but their silence reveals the answers and confirms all suspicions which arise from clues my background recognizes, as well as having a well-functioning pineal gland). (Note while trying to get online and post this: they have quite possibly applied DoS (denial of service) limitations to my VPN ability. Wow.)
Why is this happening?
The CIA doesn’t like it when they come to collect the 16 year old girl to work for them who they thought they had groomed/traumatized/gave splits and alters to SO THEY COULD USE HER TO DO THEIR DIRTY WORK.
Sweeping me under the rug has been their effort since 1976 when I told them no, unconditionally.
Oh no. NOW they REALLY have a thorn in their side.
I am one of Jah’s Elect, a watcher, and we are in the End Days.
I WAS MADE FOR THIS.
I stood up with truth and ethics to a lizard in capital news, and they give me Lyme and Morgellons. AND I HEALED MYSELF. I learned how to detox others as well.
I CLAIM MY DESTINY – THE DESTINY YOU TOO CAN CLAIM – AS A CHILD OF THE LIGHT, AND A PRIEST IN THE ORDER OF MELCHIZIDEK.
Jehovah never called anyone priests. The Religion, Inc. Roman Catholic Church translators of the edited bible did, in their weaponized word choices. The word “priests” is a 17th Century Englishman’s interpretive translation of what was actually said by Yeshua in the Hebrew: as the Elect, we are called by Jehovah to be KOHANIM. This is the plural of kohan: what was falsely interpreted as priests (giving the church of Religion, Inc. the power to extort and deceive and erase history under the deceptively trusted title of priests is actually the word JEHOVAH said: Kohanim. The plural of Kohan, I repeat. The verb root of Kohanim must be examined in order to understand the word Kohanim. Kohan’s verb root is “kahan”: one is a kohen only to the extent that one kahans. I hope that you have already immediately made the association to the term to “ken” something, from the celtic lore, eh? It means “to know”. One cannot be a kohan if they do not kahan. Only certain chosen people can kahan. Religion Inc. intentionally replaced kohan and kohanim with priest and priests, the officers and arm of the workers of iniquity, at the highest levels.
So what does Jehovah mean by His word, kohan? From Gesenius’ Hebrew Chaldee Lexicon to the Old Testament, kohan in its verb form means “to presage, predict, prophesy, and, by extension, to undertake anyone’s cause, to act as a deputy, or delegate, by [with authorization by that person or people] presenting the words of the one whose cause he [or she] has undertaken to third persons; to stand up on behalf, and to labor in the authorizing person’s cause.” Gesenius’ Hebrew Chaldee Lexicon to the Old Testament, pg. 385 [in relation to word number 3547]. Yeshua kahans in the heavenly tabernacle, according to the Word of God. The elect do so now. No societally ordained 501c3 accredited church affiliation is necessary. Only the Mind and Hand of God working through those He so chooses to receive The Light, who recognize and love Truth.
The Hebrew language literally tells a story. (And yes, the Egyptian language, and Mesopotamina/Sumerian, were also cuniform. Look at the timing and connection, post-Destroyer cataclysm reset.
This is why they changed language, the Babel tower Yahveh destroyed. The fallen angel-created languages hide history, and true history is inarguable truth. If you have wondered what people mean when they say language is weaponized, perhaps that just helped you understand it better!
Looking at the word KAHAN in pictographic letter form, as it always is in the Hebrew, one sees it is of three letters (pictograph symbol elements, to the western mindset), reading from right to left. The first one is an upturned open palm, which signifies “bend, allow, open, tame”: to submit; to be open to input. The next letter is a man with arms raised up with inspired revelation. The last letter is a nune, a representation of a sperm, and means life, or if in the final position, means the final son or heir who is the Messiah.
What is it to be a kohan? A kohan is “One who is submitting to the revelation that brings life, and speaks of the Messiah”. This is what it REALLY means to be a priest, as the word priest is considered to be.
And in Holly-wood, we have the Coen Brothers, film noir moviemakers extraordinaire. Coincidence? No. Inversal as usual.
I ask you this: would true bearers of Light do the heinous things that torture this world’s people? The little I have related of my life alone bears witness to the fallacy existent in their so-called roles! And I am but one person who had three brothers… two children, three grandchildren…
The Most High God INTENDED all of this, and all of this they fight tooth and nail; a dragon thing, divine light beings needs none! Where DO these clichés come from? <— That’s rhetorical. SMH. The reason for the alphabet agencies and Wag The Dog false flag twin tower human sacrifice stem cell therapy and natural flavor abortion business-cum-passing children over the fire to Ba’al, their adrenochrome-drinking governments and monarchies, the corporate oligarchs, the Rothschild dwelling in England where Lucifer sits at the table: his residence on earth when assuming human form. His grandson Mark Zuckerburg’s Facebook voluntary trauma endocrine harvesting surveillance database which feeds their Tavistock, adverts, social steering agendas… oops, I digressed again.
If you are reading this blog, unless you are a. – just a voyeur, ostensibly, or b. – in league with evil as a stalker of ANY kind, you are reading it because the Most High is calling you, too. I pray that you are enabled to speak out, too, against the wrongs of this world that we Lightworkers have come together to right.
I once met a man who was V2K’d to the point where all he could do was vocalize the voices he heard: it was truly like overhearing the transmission of parts of conversations from many different radio stations all at once, constantly. He was obviously educated, and was clean, well-kept, and healthy (looking). He had kind features and a pleasant, quiet voice, which could say thank you, I noticed, when a door was opened for him. Yet if you weren’t looking at him, all you heard was the many tiny portions of sentences. It was so sad. At the time, I thought he “was psychotic”, for want of a better term. Now I know that psychosis is created by the mind-splitting caused m=by MK Ultra tactics, which have existed literally since time immemorial, and are now full-on business. Even the woman who ran the barn my poor Devon was last at before he was euthanized was retired Army and worked for the government selling satellite contracts for the telecommunications companies. Really. I cannot make this up. (And yes, she gangstalked me.)
“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge, because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shall be no priests to me, seeing thou hast forgotten the Law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.” – Hosea 4:6
The strong delusion and the apostacy of the churches hinges on this intentional omission of the true meaning of Kohanim.
Absolutely related to what I just explained in the preceding paragraph above, I had a great chat with @GreyTonka about the process of sacred information downloads and how it feels; how unbidden it is, how it affects us, our relationships, our bodies – everything. We spoke about water and cymatics. Making the acquaintance of another watcher who is being shown truth – watching this unfold, a watcher watching a watcher – it is amazing, and bless-ed, and sublime. I have no words for this. I suggested she look up the cymatics of church work that has been done. I am sure she will discover why structured water is real, and needed. DO YOU STRUCTURE YOURS? If you don’t, please start. Look at my kombucha posts, you can see the bottles, and (if it hasn’t been hacked out like some of my other posts) read what I have written. Search “cymatics” in the searchbar above. THIS IS GOD’S LAW: LIGHT > SOUND > CREATION.
Okay.
Ending this portion of today’s quilt-of-a-blogpost here for now. Thank you for reading, and I hope that all TIs (targeted individuals, i.e. the entire of humanity, miscegenated as it is) benefit. If you do not do it yet, please begin to detox. Your body is the antenna.
#detoxplease
THIRD (AND FINAL, WHEW) SEGMENT: THOUGHTS ON MISCARRIAGE, ESPECIALLY FIRST PREGNANCY MISCARRIAGE
A couple I care about very much just lost their first child. They are married and this baby was intentional and very much wanted. They see this as a part of the Most High’s plan, and I agree. His Plans are Perfect. His Law is Perfect. Children of The Light learn to live by His Law. (Jesus was an Essene, the Catholic Church hid this fact, and all churches hide it still. The world as it has been toxified makes it difficult to follow The Way, which is why this blog is subtitled ALKALINE DIET AND OPTIMAL HEALTH IN A NANO TOXIC WORLD.
I was thinking… if the mother carrying the baby who miscarries was not a virgin at the time of conception (I do not know whether she was or was not, in this case), but had the genetic material DNA of previous sex partners or from pelvic imflammatory disease (PID) parasites from sex play or bad family hygiene (at best), could this be a reason a miscarriage occurs?
Nichole, my daughter-in-law who I make intercessory prayers for daily, as she died of an accidental Illuminati Sackler-family depopulation drug Fentanyl overdose on December 20, 2018, was plagued by PID since her early teens, as was my sister-in-law, the older sister my first husband, the father of my two children, whose family lineage is of the Tribe of Dann. Both of these women were molested by their fathers as young girls, and each of them suffered from PID and an entire spectrum of reproductive and menstrual problems. I have come to recognize that, as all disease and death is parasites stemming from the original parasite called Lucifer, satan, Belial, Ba’al, Sammael, Baphomet, Beelzebub, and more, the afflictions from his seed are passed through the reproduction of those he mind controlled to traumatize – SACRIFICE – their own children to. (See the Fetal Cell Natural Flavoring page.)
Poverty or affluence make no matter, although cleanliness is indeed next to Godliness. Processed or impure foods, vaccinations, epidemics, OTC medication and the print, radio and television programming all contributed to this in the pre-digital days. The advertising, the growing music industry and Hollywood drove all of this agenda, with behind the scene forces of the axis of evil with men at the helms including Werner Von Braun, Walt Disney, Aleister Crowley (Barbara Bush’s father) and Mr. Prometheus destroyer of worlds himself, the father of the Manhattan Project, Robert Oppenheimer. Josef Mengele, who devised new lows in human experimental torture, was instrumental in the formation of MK (mind kontrol in the German) Ultra, and standards for the AMA and CDC, assisting the Rothschilds with that morass of coffin nails for what remained any real possibilities of wellness extant for the American people. Sugar and wheat created the foundation of the fix addictions stepped in to fill. Now devices, WiFi, apps, geoengineering, GMOs and mass MK Ultra and transhumanism push people like lemmings over their edges: over the ledge. It’s a plan. The elite long game.
But, I digress.
When I was in nursing school, I learned in Anatomy and Physiology (actually, I have taken that very course THREE times, with a nearly 4.0 grade: in 12th grade as an honors Biology class, in my early 30’s at the community college for transfer to University of Maryland School of Nursing, and then once more because ten years had elapsed and I had not gotten the sheepskin degree yet, although I worked in private care nursing, mostly palliative, end-of-life hospice care… now I refuse to do the remaining clinical for my BSN because I will not participate in that industry of lies and death) that the body self-regulates and will shunt off nutrients to the building of the placenta if the developing baby gives off a spectrum of nonfamilial identity blueprint. That the body will stop nourishing it and reject and EJECT the unwanted pregnancy if it is faulted. That this does not happen always, apparently hence the birth of infants with genetic abnormalities… or are these teratogenic only? I believe that IS the case: that it is the mutated genes damaged by the miscegenated DNA from the eons of activities of the fallen angels and the waste they have worked at destroying earth and God’s people with which are the reason for miscarriages. The parasitic serpent seed sin in us. #detoxplease
But in the case of first pregnancies, perhaps it is the Creator’s way of clearing the deck, so to speak, to make way for the child He intended to be conceived in the womb of the mother from the seed HE chose the lineage of. I had a miscarriage before my daughter was conceived, and I was alone and it was awful. I was 18 and quite lost then, post-Forever Family cult, reeling from the trauma of our childhood and its continuance in my brothers lives which I was unable to put an end to, as my parents and the system (see Second Segment above, a partial accounting) were more than I could change. The baby I lost was not from the man I married’s seed: it was an error, a sin of fornication product. I believe wholeheartedly that everything happened because it had to then. This is The Law of God.
My heart literally goes out to the parents of this child who stayed behind the veil and is with the Creator. His ways are perfect.
Oh, and if you are not already, get off all dairy, STAT. IT ALL HAS LUNGWORMS (THREADWORMS). That’s what mucus is. Period.
#detoxplease
Namasté ❤
Postscript: P. Knight, the queen is dead 🙂
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Collage and drawing FALL FROM GRACE done in 1991 while studying at MICA. dealing with the Forever Family and the failure of religion
May 28, 2019
The future is limited by our imagination, not driven by it. It is the world of science and technology, a world which was invented to imitate, invert, displace and deny God and our identity as divine beings that came up with that statement and mentality. A world made up of thoughts and desires arising from a base of foundation-less dreams because the base of knowledge of truth was destroyed and all taught was based on the construct of lies that man shall do as he wilt, as Crowley said, while delimiting and quantifying and defining the possibilities of his self-conjected futures upon quantum physics science with faulted formulas man conjured himself, in his own flawed self-reverential understanding.
Imagining the future, “dream it, you can be (or do) it”, and “if you build it, they will come” are all hubris.
Hubris
noun: overbearing pride or presumption; arrogance.
noun: excessive pride, presumption or arrogance (originally toward the gods)
Through the success of deluding the masses into thinking that the limits of the future exist in connection with the potentials of the minds of men and their imaginative “powers”, those who seek to entrap the human soul, thereby enslaving humanity and miscegenating it beyond their serpent DNA +2 seed to next-level silica-based transhuman lifeforms existing in low-vibrational grids built to harness their etheric energies, blood and offspring, even on off-planet worlds within the dome. What exists beyond the sphere, we are only able to glean from ancient texts. The words of supposed seers must be taken with circumspect, and the star races must still obey The Law of God.
The third eye, the pineal gland, the seat of the connection to The Light of God within themselves, in which the VMAT2 gene resides and is expressed, in some more markedly than others, and in some not at all (revealing their reptilian Annunaki fallen angel genetic code predominance in percentage), creates and releases DMT in sacred visions of enlightenment and, at death, carrying them through the Dark Portal. Their third eye, the Soul’s eye, their pineal gland, if calcified, is blinded and gouged out. In some cases, they let it happen by their continuation upon a faulted path of precepts based on the imagination lie coupled with digital technology and quantum physics, science crafted. Craft is not creation – to duplicate the presence of life, consciousness and existence is not LIFE.
Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic. – Arthur C. Clarke, “Profiles of The Future”, 1961
Science craft to expand the potentials and limits of the human biome need parameters in a form of man called H+.
This is Transhumanism.
This is playing God.
This is hubris.
There is an eternal punishment for that.
Because that means saying to the Christ Messiah that His sacrifice was unneccessary.
The organic, natural world being altered by nanites, metals, chemicals, frequencies, synthetic biology, images embedded in sound and movies: radio, music, television, film, all corporation-owned and produced media – products, programming, social program steering, fashion… EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD IS MIND MANIPULATION.
The use of “smart devices” and apps, through their built in biometric, aetheric biotransmission sensing technologies and database correlation tied to one’s blockchain identity and physical location based on MAC address (no way now to evade the military surveillanced internet grid network knowing where we are anymore, even with proxy servers, VPNs, etc – those days are OVER), the retina and touch screens pads and keys, the adaptive/responsive AI learning of one’s voice, cadence, typing speed, vernacular – all word preferences are predicted for all communication and logged, and unbeknownst to the person, they follow.
This is the sheep’s conundrum in this digital age.
Every era of civilization resets caused by Nibiru’s tectonic plate re-formings and electromagnetic humanity mind-wipes has place mankind back into servile mode to empire-building rulers who capitalize – look at the etymological root (that’s redundant grammatically, but for the benefit of less well-versed readers) of that word, “capitalize”. What form was atop the ancient structures that we see still on all government, religious, and (supposedly) academic building? The capital. Every city, county, state and country has a building designated as such. The cymatics of these archeologic featues collect human bioetheric energies which they harvest and feed on, and sell excess back to us as electricity, the free energy Tesla tried to make available to all – but they killed him.
Trump’s uncle… the Tesla connection… I’ll leave that easter egg right there.
Being embedded with digital technology, frequencies and adaptive sentient devices affects anyone using them and, like the boiling from effect, they become changed without realizing it. That is why it is a seductive dilemma for us now.
One may believe that they are dedicated to truth and human freedom and love others from their deepest, innermost stance and still succomb to the delusion of thinking futuristically based on the imaginative constructs that have been instilled.
The cataclysms and the religious conglomerate controller corporations will have accomplished their desired goal if they can get all the good people of the resistance to think that there can be an ethically just digital future, marrying technology and nanite-based CRISPR cell adaptation. NO amount of hacked “clean” foods or detox will save a person – or an entire future generation of humanity (a tragic domino effect) from the lock-down grid of that quantum physics “imagined” reality. It’s driven by AI, and the CERN people have already stated that they have summoned demons, and these entities don’t care about us.
The ghost in the machine, the duplicated reality postulated as holographic consciousness where Lucifer, his 200 fallen angel followers, the demigods revered in Buddhist, Hindu, Norse and so many indiginous cultures, the mythological beings, the aliens waited for as some kind of saviors… all these are part of the attempt to displace God while copying Him and inverting truth. Yes, it’s binary code and they have harnessed light and God is Light. Yes, there are black holes. But there is a natural world of the toroid, the sacred geometry and numbers – this is duplicated, NOT CREATED, in the chips in processors
This is still duplication.
Adherents to this imagined world of a digital future think they can forge on in brave new worlds.The reptilians who are the descendents of the fallen one cast out; Lucifer, Enki (his brother Enlil went to live on Nibiru after leaving Ameru, read the ancient texts, it’s all there), Thoth, Poseidon, so many names, have ensured with this “imagination makes all things possible” futuristic utopia of fair, just and ethical human/digital biosysnthesis and I see that it’s succeeding in drawing in good people who, because of the successful agenda to prevent access to the ancient text knowledge – Gnosis – these good people mistakenly take the assertion by those who have read the gnostic texts and who know the meaning of the Law – as they have so far, it’s a lifelong process and no one is complete, though humans did used to live very long lives and were much smarter – and who ACCEPT that there are things we will not know in this mortal body – these people, the proto-digital future set who grew up with game controllers in their hands, these people are fooled. Lulled into a unique type of new cognitive dissonance when presented with the idea that indeed all the ancient texts tell the future generations – and they are written with great responsibility and care, engraved on copper and stone, and inscribed in clay, or on leather or papyrus or linen, placed in copper boxes, sepulchres and urns, and also one must see the Emerald Tablets of Thoth (Enki the Alchemist, for that’s angel knowledge – it’s innate, there are no angel schools in those spheres, that IS the knowledge within of Being as created by God) which are really not on emerald stone, it’s just that color, but is an alchemically indestructible material, unknown to “scientific experts”, and absolutely durable.
These scribes all told us one thing to know, more than any other: that man can never understand God or what the meaning of all that IS is, in this mortal form. That the soul that seeks will find what it is seeking. That the shape of our eternal light being after physical death will be based on what we do while our soul dwells in our human body. That it is HUBRIS to do as we wilt according to our imaginations, no matter how “ethical”. That we will never get the answers in this mortal life.
The generation now, which has influence on the stream currents must take this admonition: a deceit is upon you that will sway and trip up others. It is wrong to imagine a future that exists in which man lives in ethical coexistence that is digital.
We have been shown this in Star Wars by the Hollywood production programming of “let us show you what’s coming down the pipeline” sorcery disclosure. That’s how magic must work, to work the magician must tell the audience what he will do. In Star Wars (or Stargate, or name so many films) people live in nomadic tribes, in tents and underground adobe-like dwellings, growing plants, living remarkably Luddite, so very 1970’s earth-movement hippie generation stuff.
So very like the minimalistic lifestyle practiced by adepts thourghout the ages.
Take heed of what I am saying, because I am telling you the truth, and I will die a Truther: it’s all I have ever lived.
Do not embrace the digital synthesis of humanity. Do not fall into the realm of the end of days demonic deceptions! Do not lead others down that path: souls will follow you. Any construct imagined by the human mind is tainted. The TRUTH prexists and endures, resolute and unchangeable. Digital reality IS NOT REAL.
We are truly not digital. We are organic.
We’re just spheres and dimensions from ability to comprehend.
Digital is a copy.
Do not be deceived.
These were my dreams until my early thirties, and I grew up fighting off the Nazi stormtroopers, ripping their eyes eyes out with my bare hands, my fists throttling down the throats of their dogs on chains attacking me, using my right arm as a wedge to keep their jaws open as I pulled their snouts back. my feet against their neck and chest, breaking their jaws and killing them. I tore my clothes to wrap my hands and arms. I fought these fuckers and helped others escape, pulling children off IV’s, carrying my brother who couldn’t walk, leading them to safety. I’m still fighting and almost sixty. My own mother used me for their “research” in the labs below Washington DC, Maryland and Pennsylvania at Fort Detrick, where my first cousin was a medical officer years later, and told me in 1996 that AIDS was invented there to kill the gays. I remember and never forgot, just was sabotaged by MKUltra mind control.
So please do not let yourself be seduced into a digital future because it’s what you grew up with and it seems that that’s the way things are going. That’s a trap. Another trap. A SOUL TRAP.
I will share a family memory with you. In 1989, I bought a raw Baroque pearl necklace for $1.50 at a church thrift store, as the old ladies thought it was plastic (obviously, they didn’t bite it: that’s how you tell real from fake, teeth don’t lie). I sold it and used the money to buy my children Christmas presents, and one of them was a Sega Genesis game system and games. The next few days or so, I was walking through the living room and I heard Max say to Emily “I died”. This stopped me in my tracks, I was 29. “You died? What are you talking about!” Max, who was five years old, said “Just in the game, Mom.” “Well, I don’t like that language, it’s not right”, I answered him, carrying the laundry basket into the other room. It unsettled me. Little did I know what we would be facing now.
The controllers did. Why do you think they are called “game controllers”, the things one uses to “game” with?
Listen to me, PLEASE. I’m here to lead you. I rose from the ashes cleansed in life’s furnace – I’m still burning off dross as I type. But I’m here to lead you, to help you to see. And I say this with confidence, because I’ve been where you are. I’ve taken myself completely offline, more than once. I’ve lived off grid in jungles. I’ve been reduced to near death and reborn by self-healing from Lyme and Morgellons. As some know, who read what I share here, I live mostly offline now, and that I do actually read all these ancient texts I refer to. So far there has been no time yet to write and share all that I have experienced and continue to experience, but if you read my blogs from the beginning, you have a sense of it, although I still have not even “hit all the high points” of events in my life.
An example for you of the supernatural in my life, the way the controllers work to prevent us from fulfilling our inborn spiritual destiny… the artist who painted the Michael Jackson album cover “BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR” was my friend in high school, two years older than me. (AND from age 12 to 17, I was the chaplain in Job’s Daughters, the Freemason group for teenage girls being groomed… for the boys, it was DeMolay). We used to work in the art room after school alongside each other on the same bench after classes ended. He taught oil painting at the reknowned Schuler’s School of Fine Art in Baltimore before he even graduated high school. His name is Will Wilson, and HE is the one who had the great idea to take me to a cult meeting (he had visited, but not joined), and I fell into it, the Forever Family, led by Stewart Traill ( will get to writing about them eventually, lots to reveal!). (I was 15.) The CIA creates all cults in this country, to discredit true believers (I purposely to not use the word christian, which was not contemporaneous, but a term created by the Roman empire) of God dwelling in us and our bodies being His Temple. For all religions acknowledged by governments that give them 501c3 designations and exemptions are controlled opposition. If a 501c3-designated organization (religious church group) even talks about Nibiru, they lose their funding and are labelled a cult by the alphabets. (Hence NASA, to hide the evidence. Period.)
So we’ve got:
1. The alien deception, and 2. The digital future deception. Both create what is called the Strong Delusion of the last days.
Postscript:
I have seen crafts, orbs, spirits, demons and now angels, since age two. I’ve seen and communicated with the same “UFO” craft five times. The CIA came to my high school when I was 17 in twelfth grade also five times, and called my house at least as many, until they took my efusal to join them seriously. Obviously that’s why I haven’t been allowed to succeed in anything in life. They don’t like it when you say no to them and expose the truth. They want to keep their enemies – God’s children – on their side. I’m clairvoyant, with a high VMAT2 gene expression. I grew up in Catonsville, Maryland, and my college physics professor mixed the incendiary chemicals for the Catonsville Nine, who burned the draft records in 1968 and helped end the Vietnam War. For this, Dean Pappas was never tenured by the University of Maryland. I stopped watching televison at age fourteen, and in that same year, read To Kill A Mockingbird, Fahrenheit 451, Animal Farm, Brave New World and 1984, and more. I had precognitive waking visions at age 11 in sixth grade of our house being set on fire by my mother’s boyfriend “Mr. John” who drugged me to get me to go back to bed, because my “antenna were up” and I’d still woken up in the middle of the night, saving myself and my three brothers after he had doused the kitchen with gas and left the house. I had not consciously realizedd I’d precogged it. I saved my mother from suicide she attempted a few months before that, even, having had hours of dread and bodily reactions when she should just have been having her usual pre-shift nap (she was a night nurse in coronary care full time all her life). Once, the “UFO” tried to take me with them, but I refused to go, to stay and take care of my brothers (age 18). I foresaw the end of the world in my age nineteen “Not for a constant moment but the world will be obliterated vision“. In 1985, 23 hours and 50 minutes prior to the event, I had a waking dream vision of my brother Charlie’s death
when he was three weeks shy of 21 and I, same, almost 25 (our birthdays were four days apart). By the way, he was mind-controlled into that. I tried to investigate the event that killed him and my phone was tapped and plainclothes detectives in unmarked cars followed me everywhere and parked outside our house, where I lived with my two children ages 5 and 2, very vulnerable. I COULD NOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP. I have survived at least ten murder attempts; if I don’t write it, I lose count, and honestly, I don’t have time to do that at this moment, that’s not the point here.
Regarding technology and lens flares (for Terral Blackstar’s benefit, as he’s limited by the science lies), I am (was, I guess, since now I truth 24/7/365) Microsoft Certified Lan/Wan Professional, a Comptia A+ Certified PC Technician and a Goddard Space Flight Center Apple Technician when I worked for NASA there. I forget how many computers I’ve built. I was the only cross-platform (MAC/PC/SUN SOLARIS/LINUX) tech at NASA for the Y2K refresh. Prior to that, I ran both the Black and White Darkroom and the Digital Graphics Lab at University of Maryland Baltimore County, where I studied Digital Technology also (1996-1997) in one of the first programs nationally. I created the Help Desk for the Catholic Church Archdiocese in Baltimore, where a Father Rheusing, their IT priest (yes, that was a title) told me “Every priest and nun in here is a pedophile, the church gives them desk jobs.” Just before Charlie was killed, I had received a full scholarship to Johns Hopkins Medical School to become a surgeon; they even skipped the formality of the MCAT since I had won the American Chemical Society’s National Award for Acheivement in Organic Chemistry. I thought I would be a doctor, work at shock trauma (Baltimore had the first in the nation) and save people, little did I know they’d kill my brother to keep me from going. I had turned down jobs with Dow, Merck and McCormick (so glad I did! 🙂 and now I can’t get a job as a cashier at the local thrift store because of the SCS and being blacklisted – see my post called EMBRACE YOUR LOW CREDIT SCORE.
I have learned first-hand about nanotechnology, demons and TRUE HISTORY after “getting” Lyme/Morgellons. I’ve been an organic, Non-GMO gardener and food preserver since age 18 (again, I am almost sixty now). I am a natural healer an energy worker, an artist, an empath. I’m a Light Worker and I’m talking to you now.
This is not my first time blogging. I’ve been stifled and messed with and sabotaged online since 2007 (MKUltra’d). I began this blog you’re reading now and I was going to come forward with this in 2018 here, but when my daughter-in-law Nichole was murdered by the elites, the Sackler family is responsible for the creation of the drug fentanyl, by her accidental fentanyl overdose last December, I feared that my granddaughter was too fragile to learn yet – if she did read my blog – because of losing her mommy at just shy of age 14. It’s a terrible thing, and you all know, if you know me though this blog I write, just how much a tragedy this is for my granddaughter Emily. But now is the time, I cannot wait any longer. Many lives can be saved with these truths.
You saw my post MOUTHS OF BABES. My children drew these.
WAKE UP. I’m talking to you, my children and grandchildren!
And for everyone, please do not be fooled by the digital synthetic human holographic bio-interface. It is true, 3D printing and holograms are a thing, yes. But they are duplications of the original that only the True Creator – there is only one, The ONE, GOD. We cannot know His Face or His Ways here.
Do not be seduced.
WE ARE NOT WHAT WE CAN IMAGINE. That is DECEPTION.
The reality is, we cannot KNOW what God is. The reality is, we cannot KNOW what God is. We posit the astrotheology of Yggdrasil, the Tree of Life. Still, we are tainted by the serpent seed which has miscegenated the entire human race AND ALL BIOLOGY: plants, animals, mold, yeasts, bacteria, viruses. Viruses are aliens! My college professor – tenured, even! – taught us that in Virology 101!
There is a place beyond all knowing which we can never guess at. That’s what Faith is for.
Do not feed yourself to the machine.
Post-postscript: in my first-ever computer job, I was called Counselor Troy. There was even a figure of that Star Trek character on my desk. I even kind-of looked like her, with my long dark hair then. Year: 1997.
Tags: astrotheology, digital synthesis, DNA H2 serpent seed, end times, Kolbrin, Nibiru, organic, Pineal gland, soul trap, strong delusion, supernatural, that old serpent, The Law, Yggdrasil
Like the bottlecap I put on my brother Charlie’s roadside cross said, Harald – and all who stand against the fiery darts of evil – SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE ❤
Looking at the word KAHAN in pictographic letter form, as it always is in the Hebrew, one sees it is of three letters (pictograph symbol elements, to the western mindset), reading from right to left. The first one is an upturned open palm, which signifies “bend, allow, open, tame”: to submit; to be open to input. The next letter is a man with arms raised up with inspired revelation. The last letter is a nune, a representation of a sperm, and means life, or if in the final position, means the final son or heir who is the Messiah.
Every city, county, state and country has a building designated as such. The cymatics of these archeologic featues collect human bioetheric energies 
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Post-postscript: in my first-ever computer job, I was called Counselor Troy. There was even a figure of that Star Trek character on my desk. I even kind-of looked like her, with my long dark hair then. Year: 1997.