DOOR OF MY HEART

Keys

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And I observe that sunrise is occurring to the north today, and based on the battery-powered clock (which is slower than the computer’s synched one, always now), is over an hour earlier, although yesterday it remained dark until almost 7:30AM.

Keep open the door of your heart. Fast, meditate, love. Grace is here.

Namasté.

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019

@EatingToascend http://eatingtoascend.com

THE GARMENT

October 21, 2019

You only live once, but it’s forever. You will keep changing your garments until your casting your shadows has come to an end.

There is one in front of whom and within whom this play is unfolding. He was never born. He can never die. He is thought-free. Timeless. Imperishable. Bliss absolute. He has given you the opportunity to call yourself He. But only in your heart. And the garment of personhood, no, it will not be. Too much shame there. Too much arrogance.

What you are not is floating to the surface of the ocean of samsara. You are witness to this. Your life was a path that consciousness took in order to learn about itself, and to re-awaken to its magnificence. But it will not recognize its magnificence with an ego on its back. Even the most helpless thought is watched from the unsplittable One.

Here is everlasting peace.

Namasté.

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToascend http://eatingtoascend.com

Transmutation in process

To thealchemistspottery ,

This is my response to your healing project. WordPress won’t allow me to comment. I have cleared all cache. I can’t even “like” things. I had to do this to get this to you.

I cannot describe adequately how moved I am by your project and its reasons, your givingness and the outcome ALREADY REALIZED FOR ALL HERE READING,WRITING, INTERACTING – you have made a healing circle – and my heart literally goes out to every person here and everywhere, for we all suffer.
Thank you for doing what humans should be doing, which is a system of heart healing, the true magic.

First, let me say that of all the potteries, Raku is the elemental and transformational one. What metals do from earth elements and our intention is of a power that is unquantifiable.
Like us.
I feel your grief and share with you empathy, love and all connectedness.
I’m gratefully submitting this link https://eatingtoascend.com/2018/12/27/in-memory-of-nichole-daughter-to-me-stolen-from-life-on-december-20-2018/ for you to open, print and transmute with all others in the collective fire of love.

Eight days passed since I was there. I had a silent, alone Christmas, as I have since 2012.
No one told me she had died, my own family shuns me, I am cut off from my granddaughter, Nichole’s daughter, and I had been with Nichole less than 48 hours before she died. I took her shopping for Christmas presents which I paid for, for her daughter/my granddaughter and her other daughter Lola. We stopped at her therapist’s office (state run) who broke pharaceutical protocol and yanked her off of Klonopin a week before Christmas and she was struggling with her Fentanyl addiction, badly “managed” by the Draconian ‘behavioral health care” system. In essence, she was murdered. She came out of that office sobbing, and had begged her therapist to let her stay on the Klonopin (which she had run out of and was already in need of to maintain the ridiculous cocktail they had her dependent upon) and her tehrapist refused. I stayed with Nichole until long after dark before driving the long drive home, talking with her about detox, emotional healing, spiritual growth, and things she could begin to do to regain her life and selfhood. I apologized for “talking her ear off” when she looked strained, listening, and she said “No, don’t! I’m getting it! I’m understanding so much it’s making my brain hurt!” And that’s when I knew she was having an awakening. Her pineal gland was opening up and fast.

Nichole was Rh Negative and of the Tribe of Dann. This is significant.

So the day before her death, an angel visited me and a stargate opened over my home. I gnow (gnosis/knowledge: they changed language to dilute meaning and weaponize it, and disempower the masses) that this was what it was, including the huge DNA spiral of light information.

The next day she accidentally overdosed on Fentanyl as my granddaughter was in the car being driven there to spend her school vacation with her mother.
I have to wonder, did she pass on, or take the dose, at the time on the clock in the photograph I took five years before (in the blogpost). I continued sending her heart energy and emails relevant to what we had been discussing, in particular two TED talks on spiritual awakening misunderstood for depression or psychosis, and the deadening effects on the human soul the “behavioral health system” has in its treatment methods.

Late in the evening on December 26th, her rommate called me, as Nichole’s husband, seeing my emails still coming to her phone, said something about my not knowing yet.
MY OWN SON, HER EX-HUSBAND, MY DAUGHTER, AND NICHOLE’S TWIN SISTER – also someone I have been close to these same 18 years – NEVER TOLD ME SHE WAS DEAD.
I called my son and he hung up on me.

My daughter called – for the first time in almost four years – the day before the memorial service, actually fishing for information but pretending she cared, asking how I learned of her death, but really to see if I had plans to come (to the memorial; she had been cremated), and then after we hung up immediately texted me forbidding me to come.

Nichole is the child who at 15 when she ran away from home, being abused by her stepfather, who I, a divorced working mother of two, took in. And again at 18, she came to live with me, and I drove her back and forth to finish high school – a 30 mile round trip, and I worked at a 45 horse barn, and there was commuter traffic – while her family rejected her.
She was a daughter to me and a friend.

I LOVE HER AND I MISS HER AND I MISS MY GRANDDAUGHTER EMILY, AND SHE WAS FORCED TO HAVE ME REMOVED FROM HER LIFE, AND THEN HER MOM.
I NEVER GOT TO GRIEVE, and worse than that, I myself am treated as if I am dead, with a twist: I’m not missed. (I never got to see her one last time. I could not comfort my granddaughter.)

Nichole was kinder to me in this life, more loving and supportive than any other human being has ever been.

She was heading back to SOURCE and her escort stopped by my house and made itself visible on December 19, 2018. I was wordlessly called to look out the window and see what I saw.

So please accept this letter from my heart, my spirit’s soaring song, and print it with the two printed posts I linked here, and add my love to yours and all of ours.
LOVE. Is. All.

Suffering Anneals the Soul.
Suffering Anneals the Soul.

We are ONE. Namaste and hugs to you.

 

I’ll see you soon, Nichole.
Laura

©EatingToAscend – The Ascension Diet 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

MOUTHS OF BABES – WHY I KNOW THEY WILL BE FREED, DNA BABY

Their artwork says it all. They just need to wake up now.

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Tags: ascension, Children of The Light, DNA, dome, Emily, family, firmament, flat earth, heart language, human cloning, I LOVE YOU, Max, MKUltra, slavery, soul trap, SRA, satanic ritual abuse, Truth

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

Sharing words

… happy to be in connection …  in consciousness many times, sending love … strength, in the same way faith is more real than what we sense (and the world calls real). This entire perceived world is a tale, we know this, and the process of every moment and day feels sometimes literally mindblowing, which I know is the cognitive dissonance on the synapse level. What else could that be? Because we do FEEL it, within, the vast effects of gnosis. I think this is why it becomes exactly what we need to do when overwhelmed, and let go into the Most High within us with our breath and thought-lessness… The more detox is done, the more fasting, deparasitizing and heavy metal/fungus/yeast/nanotech is remediated, the easier it is to be in flow with the dimensional shifts …  heart language energy… enjoy [that, and] within our DNA we have that third strand of serpent seed, which is why the LIGHT of CHRIST frees us. And in the mystery teachings, understanding the way-past-physics-binary-signal-light-code-cymatics-beyond quantification reality of WHAT IT (THE WORD AND LIGHT) IS doesn’t negate or disprove the TRUE history of the world … decoded so far … … a sign of heart communication… … hesitance to use this medium… supernatural events have happened with my computer – it was an apple …  [Gott] rid of it… … Having read William Gibson’s novels when they came out in real time, and most science fact (they say it’s called fiction lol) from my early teen years … leaning toward … off grid intellectually… stand against the AI and transhumanism… life existential … Paul said “For I count every loss as a victory for Christ.”  … Kolbrin Bible … HINDS FEET ON HIGH PLACES … FOXE’S BOOK OF MARTYRS…
… thank you … heart … gnow we … are … warriors … the LOVE we are all BEING is TILTING THIS INVERTED FALLEN MECHANISM SEQUENCE WE EXPERIENCE NOW and the shift is happening and we are all shining so brightly in colors of praise for the ALMIGHTY FATHER.
… OT … ALL … is reference to the days we are in and are coming, and the Destroyer, and the alien deception waiting to play out … the supposed believers IRL are in absolute disagreement / conversation stops @ subject: serpent seed. In 3D face-to-face conversations I never ever get to the points Aug makes, or anyone else from the bases… which … used to be like serial dreams…
memories …
~~~~  on this level of insight shared [darkness is] repel[led] …

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