I discovered Tony P in late 2015 when I was given Lyme and Morgellons by the alphabets. In my January 2016 video on my YT Good Prevails channel (censored by YT but still there, never shows vid views and follower count is always 343, and I cannot put any more on and they use AI to rearrange my words, and edit the video visuals), I showed people how to make Colloidal Silver, based on Tony’s method, and I credited him.
I advised a nanobath soak that LookOutFCharlie also created, in a simplified form, for targeted individuals, and Suzanne Maher of Canada’s Bye Bye Blue Skies website/group who joined my Facebook group, Morgellons Focus: Alkaline Diet & Optimal Health In A Nano Toxic World, and became an FB friend as well, lifted a LOT of my original healing material and writing. My adaptation of Charlie’s nano detox bath added rotations of other things to address Lyme, Morgellons and heavy metals, as well as the frequency of bathing (increased). Maher ‘lifted’ the nanobath and published it in a form which lowered the ratios so much that it was useless. Women are so conditioned to think that elemental boron and epsom salts will “dry their skin”, yet use products made in factories from petroleum and fetal cells, dyes, perfumes and chemicals to dumb them down. The bath I did, I developed, beginning in December of 2015. Charlie’s video was a confirmation only. I was already doing what he did, based on gnowledge and experience.
Yes, I know Tony P. I never met him, but when I did glean info – we are both chemists and nerds, and both have Morgellons and are MKultra TIs – I at least credited him. I don’t plagiarize.
It is criminal that I am being followed by naturopaths who use what I have learned and developed to heal and charge big money for. Is your contact Case Adams? Or Joseph Suglia?
Tony is a dear soul. I have watched him decline as his videos progressed. Many times I have thought about how fortunate he is that at least he had someone who could tape him and ask questions so he could show healing methods and talk talk talk, all the knowledge he has to share. I have had no one to help me.
I am probably going to stop being so free with truth. I feel I am being stolen from and others are profiting. Story of my life.
And do not say one word to me about salt. Tony used a few grains and at first I did too, so yell at him. Read my patient and multiple replies over the last four years. People can be such cruel things, acting like herd animals on rampages. I could not remake the video. I was so sick I do not recall February and March of 2016. Then my horse Devon was laimed on the lease, and and and… life collapsed with zero support from anyone, and hardly any ability to heal, no money to spend on self-treatment and a medical system and so-called health insurance which were in actuality licensed to kill. But heal I did, and I share it with all the world. Screw you, satan.
This is the ONE video I was able to make and publish about Morgellons, published January 29, 2016. I recall making it in a stupor and it took me days. My friend Alex called me many times each day to see if I was alive. No one checked on me or cared, believing the “medical professionals”. But I survived. Now I help others, or at least, try to.
This my playlist, including the two videos of munical tapwater and nanotechnology, December 2016. More. A few vids are just shared for other channels. The NPR interview audio is completely hacked by the YT goons, rearranged to make me say things I didn’t. I have the CD of the WAMU radio station interview that NPR mailed to me. You can read the description (if they haven’t phucked with that too) to read what I said, in part. I could only do live stream videos which really were NOT live, but had to be “processed”, which at times took them overnight! WHILE THEY CHANGED WHAT I SAID AND REMOVED FACTS. Witness the clockface I resorted to using! Did they edit out my stating that I had to use it even, an analog watchface to catch them in the act?
I have been dealing with nanotechnology with complete conscious knowledge of it in my own body since I took samples of smartdust bot plates which were exuded from my right arm to a dermatologist on October 31, 2015. She confiscated them, told me I had blue fibers growing under my skin, and had me see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional”. I had been attached to by about 30 nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend of 2015 while surveying a huge property on the James River outside Richmond, VA. On June 5, 2015, I realized I had a huge sore on my right heel (how biblical) and since my primary care doctors’ offices, Glenside Medical Associates in Henrico, VA (this is written in my gravatar bio) were closed (it was after 6PM on a Friday), I went to an Urgent Care in Lakeside VA. I feared I had a Brown Recluse spider bite (I have thrice been bitten by Black Widows and survived). They took a blood sample to see if I was septic (no), drew a 4″ circle around the site with a Sharpie pen, gave me a three-day Z-pack of antibiotics, and told me to go to an ER if it worsened, or to my priomary care doctors office on Monday. I did that.
She (the dermatologist) said I “had the worst skin she had ever seen” (I used to have creamy, milky white skin and never had acne or pimples, never wore makeup – a very natural beauty, to be truthful), and in a complete flash without thinking – and the assistant was out of the room, she made sure we were alone when she told me that I had blue fibers under my skin and to see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional” – in a complete, non-thinking sentence that just came out of my mouth, I said “Do I have Morgellons?” (I had never thought the word, even) and she held her face very still, close to mine, eye-to-eye like soul-searching, her pupils going back and forth with mine like that Nystagmus thing I wrote about with my cat Viktor in a post called How We Free Ourselves And Others . That dermatologist didn’t say a word. She looked at me, her face in an obvious internal struggle (she had a conscience?), then tore away her gaze and left the room, sending her assistant in to escort me out.
Every single person with Morgellons and Lyme will resonate to this as they read it.
Also, regarding that heap of ruins (back to the email above), we are cautioned in the Marion Visions (there are more, Religion Inc and the governments have kept us from access) that when the trhee days of darkness come, we are to give our livestock and outside animals food and water to survive on and go into our homes, shut the doors and windows and draw the curtains/coverings/shades/shutters/w/e, and not look out AT ALL.
Remember Lot’s wife who tuned into a pillar of salt when Sulfur as brimstone was rained down on Sodom and Gomorrah.
We are not to speak to anyone outside the house if we are called to. AT ALL. Tp fast and pray for the first day and night, the second day and night, and on the third night the moon will shine brightly and the next day will DAWN LIKE SPRING and if we have not succombed to the noxious gases (sulfur) and been taken to the Most High as Saints because of that, or been enfolded into the earth or swept away in a cataclysm, we will have lived to SEE THE NEW EARTH AND THE THOUSAND YEAR REIGN OF THE MESSIAH.
Still, we all need to detox. The Law – sacred geometry of life on a cellular level in us – says so. Read the Essene Gospel of Peace and BEGIN. The Holy Bible (as people call it) is NOT the whole truth. It is controlled, edited and partial, misleading and out of context info that was done purposely by the ROMAN EMPIRE – the ‘Holy Roman Catholic Church’ to literally keep humanity in the dark.
Parasites! Read my posts THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL PARASITES DECEPTION AND CONNECTION TO THE FRAUD OF DISEASE and this This Post Is The Mystery They Hid!
It is never too late. Your heart will be judged, but the LAW OF THE MOST HIGH is that death and all that is of Lucifer and is evil cannot exist or manifest in His Presence (this is why He sends messengers, only Enoch walked with God). (Hint: DETOX.)
So my doctor there at Glenside Medical Associates, John White, when I told him that I had been bitten by as many as thirty nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend along the James River, said “Well, a Lyme test is really expensive, and you only have Medicare”. They [Urgent Care] gave you antibiotics, put this cream on it, and wrote me a prescription for an antisteroidal cream, basically what you can get at the Dollar Store but a little stronger.
The summer progressed. My granddaughter was with me every day as she was 11, too young to be left home alone while my son and his wife worked. We gardened and made art and canned vegetables and sewed and had a wonderful time. She is the one whose mother died and my children who have shunned me per End Days prophecy: “And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.” – Matthew 10:21 – did not tell me, but an angel visted and a spirit portal opened over my home, I blogged that, I am a seer, RIP Nichole whose angel was waiting in the wings as part of the love of heart intention between us all something I am open to and active in because my pineal gland is decalcified and my VMAT2 must be off the charts.
My decripit, used, cheap 21 year-old car (I am very poor since my secretly transgender DC newsman ex-husband had stolen all I owned, and my own daughter refused to sign the tags over to the car my son owned so I could by it – she sides with my ex, I am certain he made her a beneficiary on the HUGE GANNETT LIFE INSURANCE POLICY HE WAS ALLOWED TO KEEP ON MY POST_DIVORCE, ALTHOUGH THE ONLY PROPERTY WE OWNED TOGETHER WAS MY F350 DIESEL HE WAS AWARDED BY THE COURT IN A COURT-SANCTIONED THEFT OF ALL I HAD, Baltimore County, 2013. He conspired to have me shot, and the police were in collusion. So here I was, stricken with Lyme disease, working on the Miata to redo the head hasket with my son in the evenings after he got off work. I said to him “Look at my skin!” He said “I see your sores, Mom.”
Yet Dr. John White of Glenside Medical Associates refused to test me for Lyme Disease.
So on November 1, 2015 I went to the psychiatrist I had been seeing for depression. Why was I “depressed”? Who wouldn’t be, after their secretly transgender husband stole all they owned although they had been married one day less than two years, and their own daughter took his side? (She calls herself a witch publicly, as does my new daughter-in-law, but of course the entire world is Luciferian now.)
Stanley (the psych dr’s first name) had even taken me off the antidepressant because I wasn’t “depressed” anymore, because I had had THE BEST SUMMER OF MY LIFE WITH MY DEAR GRANDDAUGHTER EMILY. As a matter of fact, this esteemed Richmond doctor of psychiatry, whose daughter was herself in art school, was more like an equal to me. He loved my artwork, and I gave him a CD of what I had left of it in photographs to give to her, as she had seen a few I had emailed him and asked to see more, being inspired.
In 2005 I participated in a University of Pennsylvania study which supposedly was looking for genetic markers for bipolar disorder. I had been told by KEY POINT HEALTH IN CATONSVILLE in the early 90’s that I “was bipolar mixed state II and had ‘unaffecting’ DID”, but the drugs they wanted me to take made me feel like ZOMBIE, so I was “non-compliant”. The drugs are made to kill us.
Within a few weeks of the blood sample I gave, I got a telephone call from one of the study’s creators, a psychiatrist who asked me to come in and talk with him. He said he would explain when we met. I went, and he told me that I did NOT HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER OR ANY DISORDER, and that he wanted to give me free psychiatric sessions at his personal offices there in Philadelphia, and removed me from the study. I met him in his luxurious downtown Philadelphia office with marble floors and huge plants and Persian carpets and scultures and paintings. He was very kind, and softspoken. He explained that we’d meet for as many sessions as necessary to help me untangled a few questions, and that I would receive a bill I did not need to pay; he would write it off. This is exactly what he did, and we met five times, I showed him my artwork (most of which Kurt stole, sold, kept or destroyed in that court-sanctioned theft), and at the fifth session, he told me I had PTSD from a lifetime of trauma.
He told me that as difficult it was to look at my artwork, if I had not been an artist and made the art I had, I would not have integrated myself from the traumas I had been through since birth, and would have had multiple personality disorder (funny how at age twelve, my mother made me read Sybil and then The Exorcist, while laying in her bed next to her in the evenings before she got ready to go to work…).
It was a lightbulb going on in my heart.
So I was one of the first people in America to be diagnosed with PTSD, and it wasn’t until almost a decade later that it was called CPTSD.
AND what my ex did to me made me have a Disassociative Fugue, and then came the medical community’s refusal to diagnose and treat me for Lyme Disease the military invented, and I developed Morgellons.
But I lost my family and I am shunned.
He (Stanley, the day after seeing the dermo) said “Do you think you’re delusional? Because I don’t see it. I don’t think you need an antipsychotic. You need real treatment and answers and you aren’t going to get it, it sounds like.”
I think I have said enough for now. This is only the very beginning of this four-year story. When I say that my experience with being left for dead by the medical system for a disease – LYME, invented by the military on Plum Island outside Lyme, Connecticut, and Morgellons, a syndrome caused by the US Patented Ecdysone, Monsanto’s US Patented Agrobacterium which enables vertical/horizontal cross-kingdom species (animal/mold/yeast/synthetic biology utilizing heavy metals, nanotechnology and glyphosates <— abridged explanation) which like a CANARY IN A COAL MINE my body is rejecting BECAUSE I HAVE A+ BLOOD OF THE LINE OF ABEL AND A HIGH VMAT2 GENE EXPRESSION – hence I am a lifelong Targeted Individual and my own mother worked as a research nurse for the alphabets and USED ME/let them traumatize me, keeping me drugged and tied spread-eagled with ACE bandages in a hospital crib the first year of my life, and at TWO my father molested me, shattering my Kundalini, giving me a photographic memory and an extremely high IQ (between 163 and 168, depending on the test… I read 1,583 words a minute with comprehension and recall at age twelve.
AND in twelfth grade the CIA’s men in black came FIVE TIMES to my high school to recruit me. I was the only one in our 1,200 student high school less than 40 miles from DC that they recruited, the principal told me.
Oh, it’s a hornet’s nest. And I could not write fiction if I tried. THESE ARE ALL MEMORIES AND ALL ALL KNOW ME (MANY HAVE DIED NOW) HAVE HEARD THIS AD INFINITUM ALL MY LIFE.
My own son-in-law, a world-famous tattooer whose last name is the same as the circus leader’s in the book I owned as a child, LITTLE BLACK GOES TO THE CIRCUS (I think my daughter may have that, my book, my name written in it in my child’s hand) said to me when I once was trying to explain to him why I had so much to deal with emotionally “It sucks to be you.” Such empathy. (Ugh.)
Anyway, that is literally just the beginning of MY MORGELLONS JOURNEY, and yes, it is a book I am working on.
Remember, MARTYR MEANS WITNESS AND WE ARE LIVING SAINTS IN THE END DAYS.
So to return to the reason I am writing this: yes, I know nanotechnology. I even counselled people not to get tattooed, as two of my three tattoos “bloomed” with nanobots, Nanoswarms from my skin, activated by ELF – electromagentic frequencies.
I posted recently about Niobium magnets in a post called Excuses for Checkups and Fillings, and in the post immediately preceding that one called QuWave EMF Defender Protection Device included my Amazon Associates affiliate link to purchase them in donation to my cause of helping others here because NO ONE HELPED ME AND THE “HEALTH SYSTEM” AND GOVERNMENT AND MY OWN FAMILY LEFT ME FOR DEAD.
My Amazon Prime Account purchase history as well as all the reciepts from feed stores and tack shops, online international pharmacies and odd specialized sites are pretty impressive! Yes, Harold Kautz-Vella and I, and Max Spiers (RIP, brother killed by Black Goo, my son looks just like you, are we related?) could have great conversation and I am sure once we’re all out of these meat suits we will.
Yes, I have CPTSD. We all do, in this world hellbent on destroying humanity and replacing us with transhumans. I am very much alive and well physically and spiritually. I protect myself from nanotechnology and trauma perps and their wiles. I use the alters I was programmed with . In Hawaii while playing D&D there, my character was named DRIPPING KEYS, because I made that piece my secretly transgender DC newsman half-man ex stole – it won first place at the SOWEBO FESTIVAL in Baltimore – I made it to process the experience of being raped by my father at age two, and my growth into an integrated human being because I didn’t keep skeletons in closets and do what everyone else did – that lizard in news stole that along with all my childhood writing, all my things, he is a thief and a liar and evil incarnate who, as he wrote on straightdope.com “I’m in news, I lie for a living.” and ALL OF THE ANSWERS ARE DRIPPING LIKE KEYS AT THE ENDS OF OUR FINGERTIPS.
No, I use the alters I was programmed by Project Monarch of the CIA for GOOD. They tried to recruit me because they knew the POWER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD IN ME.
So yeah, I know a litlle bit about nano.
I can help people get the nano out. I posted the video about the nanobot swarms in the Spring right after it came out, by the ORIGINAL POSTER OF IT, not the channel that glammed onto it. (Finding that blogpost is a problem; that post and the post I did on the GEOSTORM movies of Hollywood is a problem, and if you locate them please email me their links in via the Let’s Talk contact form!) The censorship phuckery I endure drills down to accessing my own blogposts in WordPress. And I have a PREMIUM PLAN. AND yet if YouTube can edit my words and rearrange them to make it sound like I say things I didn’t, and delete visuals and replace them, and limit my channels (I’m sure it’ll be gone soon, the one I had to basically abandon – not the first one they have phucked with, they have been messing with me since I had Our Home Farm channel and the The Survivalist Gourmet! But Sally The Zombie Cheerleader can grow -> My ex’s ex? See what society has crumbled to: worse than Sodom and Gomorrah.
WHO IS LIKE UNTO GOD is what we are to say aloud in the three days darkness.
But you guys don’t hear much from me online, if you DO get a chance to notice I exist – BECAUSE I AM CENSORED.
Just like Flat Earth to dismiss God, THEY HIDE THE EVIDENCE.
P.S. I have all documentation, bills, receipts for years of self-treatment icnluding livestock medications used because Johns Hopkins would only give me three days of a vermifuge that they charged me $3,300.00 for (thank GOD I am an equestrian and know animal care and am one clinical away from my BSN in nursing, completed Pre-Med and was given a scholarship to JHH Medical School WITHOUT an MCAT because I won the AMERICAN CHEMICAL SOCIETY’S AWARD FOR OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT IN ORGANIC CHEMISTRY in 1985, have an AS in Chemistry and an AS (Associate of Science) in Nursing, and 134 college credits, also am a Microsoft Certified Lan/WAN Specialist, a Comptia PC Specialist, a Goddard Space Flight Center Macintosh Technician (worked there with a Top Secret Clearance for the Y2K Refresh, worked at Discovery Health on their Health Channel launch team, and worked for Aerotek as a subcontractor. GMO and pesticide-free organic gardener and food preserver since 1978. Resumes? Got ’em. Diploma and transcripts? Yep.
Fuck with me, I’ll show you evidence. Images? THOUSANDS. FACTS? INFINITE. Just like God.
I am SICK OF LIES. I am calm and full of love. There is little time left to fart around hoping people get hints. Take a side and use your spiritual armor. It’s all you need: Ephesians 6:10-18
To my son and daughter: YOU WERE LIED TO ABOUT ME.
And if anyone thinks this is intense, well, tomorrow is the 24th anniversary of my brother Charlie’s death. I created this blog a year ago tomorrow in honor of him.
I’m so happy to be a Child Of The Light ❤ My goodness, have you seen the kombucha? Light, Love, Blessed, Peace, Happy ❤ We are all graced to be The Elect. I am now formally out of words (well, maybe for a few minutes lol!) ❤
Namaste, I love you. I mean it.