We are never given more than we can handle: BE STRONG. #paradox
“And he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver; and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they may offer unto the LORD an offering in righteousness.” – Malachi 3:3 KJV
Journal entries from May 13-19, 2020
Note to readers: If I have missed an insertion or file, please let me know in the comments, so I can complete this mission =) Thanks!
<3 Handmade by Gramma for Emily Little <3
* notes vv important
Food and the world take us from our natural state, which is a supernatural state
I’m fasting because so I can be a better herald of what is coming that I am watching for.
I began this fast three days ago. I also began Vipassana, which means being silent, not socializing or talking to others with the voice. Most know of this as “A Vow of Silence”.
HIS BURDEN TRULY IS LIGHT – LITERALLY!
May 13, 2020
Day 4 of fast.
8:42AM power went out
9:35AM power went out
10:59AM power went out
5:19PM power went out
(that was my last notation; it may have happened again and I think it did, but I did not think to note it; it’s become commonplace)
It’s hard to say what color the sky really is, because it’s artificial. It’s been light since 5 o’clock in the morning, and now at 6:10AM, the sky to the east past the foothills of the Himalayas is a glowing grey with the slightest-pinkish tint. No blue at all to be seen; no distinct cloud shapes. Every day the sun rises from further to the north. There is a diffuse light behind this small pinhole of sun, which I know is created by lenses, because I have their patent. I shared that on this blog.
The body of the being, Nibiru, dwarfs earth, that much I can tell from behind the geoengineering. Two years ago it was further away and when I could make it out, it spanned perhaps 3/5 of the horizon, but at an atmospheric distance. Now it is from edge to edge.
The frequencies are so high and thin, and I marvel at them sometimes.
I gnow that I was separated from those I love to be in the place where I can understand reality and return to God when the event occurs. If I were back on the east coast in the military lap of Ba’al, where my children and grandchildren are, and if I had never been infected by ticks and gotten Lyme Disease and developed Morgellons Syndrome, I would never have been able to put the final dots together.
God broke my heart to open my eyes.
There. It broke through the thick covering of chemicals and metals sprayed over earth which are directed by microwave beams from HAARP in Alaska and by satellites. It’s tiny, and has no warmth at all. Our artificial sun because the real sun is behind Nibiru.
I’m going to have my coffee with one of the 500Mg flushing Niacin I have cached from the states and try to get online. After I posted what I did yesterday, our entire network was given a Denial of Service Attack. Their AI – and they means satan – makes the Strong Delusion Covid coronavirus scheme their top priority because it IS their priority, to dominate humanity and to be worshipped by them by the false gods the people follow in social media, their only tool as they’re locked in place in martial law.
Later if I can get online, I’ll post this and the letter I never mailed to my children which I wrote as I was leaving Babylon. I am sewing my wedding dress (not to a man: I AM THE BRIDE OF GOD).
There are those I look forward to seeing in heaven. My Grandma Burgess and great-uncle Homer, and I hope my Uncle Mike. He was the architect of the seminary and grotto where the Marian Visions occurred, in Emmittsburg, Maryland. He was very Good. My brother Charlie and best friend Christal. Nichole. Few there are who had that purity in life, as I think of all I have loved and lost.
Last night I dreamt and I remembered it after waking up. I woke up in the dark remembering it, but went back to sleep praying for my family. I went to sleep praying for my family as I always do. My daughter told me someone was very sick. I asked who, and woke up.
Going to sew now. Hands. Making my wedding dress. Listening again to Derek Prince (I will meet him in the spirit) speak about THE ENEMIES WE FACE (1988), which is ever more clear. Derek Prince THE ENEMIES WE FACE WITCHCRAFT EXPLAINED (all four parts in one file)
WITCHCRAFT IS THE UNIVERSAL RELIGION OF THIS FALLEN WORLD
I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND WITCHCRAFT
PART 1 – THE NATURE AND STRUCTURE OF SATAN’S KINGDOM
PART 3 – THE SPIRIT OF ANTICHRIST (THE BEAST)
1 John 2:18-23
CHRIST / CRISTOS IS GREEK FOR MESHIACH WHICH MEANS MESSIAH SO THE ANTICHRIST MEANS AGAINST THE MESSIAH. THE PREPOSITION ANTI IS A GREEK PREPOSITION WHICH HAS TWO MEANINGS: AGAINST AND “in place of”. So the ultimate purpose is to put a false messiah in place of the true messiah. 2:06.xx
THIS MAKES IT VERY CLEAR WHY SYNTAX IS GIVEN RULES AND LANGUAGE IS CONTROLLED BY GOOGLE AND THE NEPHILIM LIKE THE SHIEK WHO OWNS THE HOUSE I LAST LIVED AT.
* Witchcraft is the [POWER OUT AGAIN AT 9:35AM] universal religion of the fallen race, with many different manifestations, forms and ceremonies*
PART 4 – THE CHURCH’S VICTORY: How we can obey God and overcome those enemies by the means that He has provided NOTE: the term “church” means the body of those who know TRUTH: CHRIST. Not religions or churches or types of faith. TRUTH.
5G IS SATAN’S HEAVENLY KINGDOM, MEANING, IT’S THE SPACE HE OPERATES IN BELOW THE DOME
BILL GATES IS THE ANTICHRIST
2:03:56 — PAY ATTENTION, THIS IS PROPHETIC.
1 JOHN 2:18-23 – the advent of the antichrist intensifies at the end of the age, saying “of us” means from within the church
Wherever Jesus and the gospel are proclaimed (and that is the Essene Gospels and the Apocrypha and all hidden texts coming to light now), God permits the opposite plane to follow, and humanity is goin gto be forced to choose between the true messsiah and the false.
1 John 4: 2-3 – “By this you know the spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus the messiah has come in the flesh is of God, and every spirit that does not confess that Jesus the messiah has come in the flesh is not of God.” There are three forms of antichrist, and there are many antichrists. Secondly there is THE antichrist: not many, but just one specific: the final manifestation and final product of the spirit of antichrist (remember, satan assumes innumerable forms and bodies) whose shadow has fallen across the stage many times. (2:12:15) But at the end of the age scripture makes it clear there will be one final, supremely evil, supremely powerful ruler who will dominate the whole human race for a brief period, who will be THE antichrist (2:12:32). The third form is the spirit of antichrist, the spirit that operates through every antichrist. John has given us certain marks of the spirit of antichrist which are very important. First of all, it starts on association with God’s people. For John says in the first epistle of John 2:19: “For they, the antichrists, went out from us, but they were not of us. For if they had been of us they would have continued with us, but they went out that they might be made manifest that none of them were of us.” Antichrist always begins in some way in association with the people of God, but it doesn’t really belong there and in due course that will be made manifest. (2:13:27) It denies that Jesus is the messiah. 1 John 2:22 “Who is a liar, who denies that Jesus is the messiah: he is antichrist. He is antichrist who denies the Father and the Son.” This is very important. Antichrist does not deny the existence of God; in fact, he claims to be God’s representative. What he does deny is the relationship of the Father and the Son in the Godhead, and wherever you come against the denial of that you are facing the spirit of antichrist. The fourth mark John gives in 1 John 4 is that it denies the messiah has come. It probably believes the messiah WILL come, but it denies that the messiah has already come.
2:14:38 THESE FOUR MARKS THE APOSTLE JOHN GIVES ARE EXTREMELY IMPORTANT
1. It starts in association with God’s people
2. It denies that Jesus is the messiah. Obviously that can’t be from paganism, because the antichrist can only come from where Jesus has been proclaimed.
3. It denies the Father and Son relationship within the Godhead. It doesn’t necessarily deny God, but it denies a god who is revealed as Father and Son.
4. It denies that the messiah HAS come, but very likely teaches that the messiah WILL come (the new age Christ Consciousness star seed movement who call Jesus an ascended master and insist he did not rise from the dead).
02:15:28 HISTORICAL EXAMPLES, WHICH BECAUSE THEY ARE TRUE, ARE CONTROVERSIAL
1. The first, most persistent and longstanding manifestation of the antichrist is in Judaism. We used to think Christianity branched off from Judaism, but that isn’t true. The teachings of Jesus are the true continuation of the Old Testament and Judaism branched off of it. (2:16:38) That’s the first mark that started in association with the people of God. Most of Judaism is an unacknowledged refusal to believe in Jesus.
In front of Pilate as the crowd demanded Jesus be crucified and Barabbas freed John 5:43 Jesus said “I have come in my Father’s name and you do not receive me. If another comes in his own name, him you will receive.” In other words, “I am the true messiah but you won’t receive me, and if a false messiah comes in his own name, you will receive him.”
A THOUGHT? WHAT MUSIC DID THE GROUP THE ASSOCIATION DO?
My parents had one or two albums by them and when my father and mother separated, he left them in the house for me to listen to, he told me, along with some others, including THE FIFTH DIMENSION’S “THE AGE OF AQUARIUS”, and otehrs which I will have to endeavor to recall when my brain has some filing leeway. Right now it is rather full of this MISCEGENATION and WITCHCRAFT and NANOTECHNOLOGY and END TIMES DELUSION that I am decoding.
In the ancient church, who used to use Latin, they would say: DIABOLUS SIMIUS DEI – THE DEVIL IS THE APE OF GOD.He can only duplicate.
May 14, 2020
Day 5 of fast
8:18AM power went out
9:37 AM power went out
At least three more times as of 3PM
Added to the above and two other files: a study on Miscegenation, Transhumanism and Nanotechnology and reference documentation and research, all while praying, fasting, purifying and sewing. Background soundfiles: MESSIAH by Handel, Sacred Garden 432Hertz (always transcendent).
May 15, 2020
Day 6 of fast
6:07AM power went out, 6:44AM back on
8:44AM power went out, 9:00AM back on
10:46AM power went out, came back on a few moments later
11:52AM power went out, 12:05PM back on
Power went out 2:55PM, ? PM power back on (LESS THAN 30 MINUTES LATER)
Power went out 5:48PM, ? PM power back on
Story of the Gary Larson comic T-shirt I bought at Collins Thrift Store in Irvington in 1993 (which is where I went with Nichole on December 18th, 2018, two days before she died, and bought the christmas presents she wanted to give to Emily, since she had no money, she had been housecleaning for her Aunt Charlotte for days and Charlotte still had not paid her, so I paid for all she wanted to give to Emily for christmas), which depicted with line drawing Larson was so economically and expressively adept at a view from the back of the classroom all the students seated at their desks, and the teacher at the front pointing with a cue stick at the blackboard covered with words, formulas and diagrams, and one student, about 2/3 of the way back raising his hand to ask his teacher a question, and a thought bubble saying the words “MAY I PLEASE BE EXCUSED? MY BRAIN IS FULL.”
THAT’S HOW I FEEL EVERY DAY, ALL MY LIFE, AND SO MUCH MORESO NOW. This is how it is for seers.
GOD GIVES ME STRENGTH TO CONTINUE, AND I DO THIS FOR ALL OF HIS CHILDREN (actually “HE” is not defined by male or female, but that’s ~IMMATERIAL~ LOL! =)
*Nichole’s family, including her giant-stature ex-boyfriend Jesse, father of her second daughter, may have a great deal of alien genetic serpent seed clan bloodline, as Nichole was Rh-negative and a twin, whose biological father was a persecuted man and shunned. Her stepfather continued the child abuse she had suffered at the hands of an uncle, a man who had owned the bookstore in Paradise. This is what precipitated the note Nichole wrote me when she was fifteen years old.
As a twin, Nichole was split, torn between her pure Light DNA and the satanic RNA. This “plagued” her all her life. She and her twin Morgan both very special, and dear to me.
Dr. Josef Mengele studied twins and went on the form the Rockefeller medical system in the U.S. under Operation Paperclip, which my great-uncle Homer David Lung refused to work with, and they stole his land and made a movie about that called CHINATOWN.
This is what they did to the twins:
In the Book of Daniel it is recorded that it took Archangel Michael three weeks to answer Daniel’s prayer because he was opposed by satan’s powers for that length of time as he was coming to Daniel with the answer from God to the question Daniel was asking as he fasted and prayed.
I wrote an article called [LINK] IMAGINATION LIMITS OUR FUTURE and I titled it so because the mind is the playground of satan. We have all the answers at our fingertips in the truths now revealed that they have hidden and continue to hide. The Strong Delusion is very much based on the lies put forth by the likes of truthscrambler and Aug Tellez and all who believe there is a future in being uploaded and that we are holograms. “For though we walk in the flesh, we war not after the flesh, for the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God, to the pulling down of strongholds, casting down imagination and every high thing which exalted itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.” – 2 Corinthians 10:3-5
NOW IT SHOULD BE CLEAR WHY THAT ARTICLE I WROTE WAS TITLED THAT. AT THE TIME I WROTE IT, ONLY THE REALITY WAS REVEALED TO ME, NOT YET THE VERSE JUST QUOTED.
SATAN BUILDS UP FORTRESSES IN THE MINDS OF MEN AND WOMEN AND CHILDREN TO PREVENT THEM FROM SEEING THE TRUTH OF WHAT IS IN THE GOSPELS.
I am certain that the power goes out sometimes because of the positive polarity electromagnetic forces of Nibiru, whose atmosphere and earth’s are like two pouches almost touching, one very large, one a fraction of the large one’s size. As the large one, Nibiru, makes its elliptical pass around earth each day, all things with a net negative polarity are repelled, and the positive are attracted. This is why a few people are feeling sensations of popping, pains, pressure and ringing in ears and sinus cavities (head), joints. Even in deep bones and tissues. The ancients called it The Purifier.
At other times it’s them adding on new 5G towers to the grid.
Revelation says that in the last days people have sores on their bodies. This is from The Purifier purging their bodies of alien material.
“GOD said to Jacob, “Arise, go up to Bethel and dwell there. Make an altar there to the God who appeared to you when you fled from your brother Esau.” So Jacob said to his household and all who were with him, “Put away the foreign gods that are among you and purify yourselves and change your garments. Then – Genesis 35:1-4
Job was covered with sores as God purified him by testing. It is all part of His plan somehow: the Lyme, the Morgellons, the parasites, the skin rashes from nanotechnology. The bodies of the righteous are shedding all things negative.
This is why they – the AI which is their intelligence – has made the word DETOX a forbidden keyword, as well as ASCENSION.
Yesterday my own website’s automated comment emails were filtered by Protonmail to my email’s SPAM folder for the first time. Also an email from Natural News with DETOX in the subject heading.
Protonmail support itself told me late last year (2019) that it uses AI to manage SPAM filtering, when I complained to them that I was not getting Natural News emails even though I was subscribed and the sender’s address was whitelisted in my Protonmail contacts.
I had to RE-REGISTER for Natural News newsletters under another Protonmail account (I pay for five addresses and a VPN, monthly, so I am a ~supposedly valued customer). Again, the sender address – which is the same as before, I added a note in the field in contacts – and so when yesterday I discovered my own two Eating To Ascend WordPress email notifications, originating from the same activity trigger they have for almost two years, New Subscriber and Comment, and also that NN’s newsletter with keyword DETOX was spam filtered too, I thought about how AMAZON would not permit me to include the word DETOX in my description as an Affiliate.
It is all clear.
The nanotechnology book I found – “accidentally”: it came up in searches in their store for something totally unrelated, I ~thought, about Sumer and Assyria… but there are no accidents or coincidences, so either they are bundling keywords to steer sheep into cow’s herds or The Light put it there as GRACE to send me on this path of deciphering the depopulation agenda and The Strong Delusion – refers to the use of nanotechnology as part of steering evolution.
(8:44AM power went out, a cow began to call out and people I can hear have begun “talking vociferously”/arguing in Hindi)
It could not be clearer that satan is attempting to make a new temple and altar to himself within the human body digitally and keep it in his lower frequency lower heaven which is protected by HAARP and 5G and is the soultrap, as I have discussed before.
#Skynet of the Egyptians
#Fowler’s Snare of the Levites, the Branch of David, of whom Christ was the last, through his mother Mary, and God Himself impregnated her with His Holy Spirit, and Christ shed that VESICA PISCIS BLOOD WHICH RON WYATT HAD TESTED IN DOUBLE-BLIND GENETIC STUDIES AND IT WAS ALIVE AND HAD – 33 – YES, 33 – CHROMOSOMES, NOT 46!
And of course, 5G.
So in my sixth day of fasting and purification this is what I am writing, and I hope you save THE ENEMIES WE FACE LECTURE BY DEREK PRINCE for when you can no longer find it on or use the internet, as by then, if you are blessed by GOD, you will know what’s going on and see past The Strong Delusion.
PLEASE LISTEN TO ALL OF IT.
PLEASE WADE THOUGH MY WORDS HERE.
I am doing my best to be organized and concise.
Since the SUPERNATURAL is NATURAL FOR ME, it may not always seem thematic of logical to those with veils on their eyes, expecting order of delivery the way they are entrained to by the media.
In my “off-time”, lol, I am also re-reading 1984 for the I-don’t-know-how-manyeth-time.) I’be bought three copies here in India: gave away the first, bought another, took it to another bookseller to suggest he order it, and without a word he bought that copy, and I went back to the first bookseller and bought a third, which I am now reading. The starseed pop-up who thinks he’s “an empath and an indigo new earth co-creator who is waiting for the universe to show him what it will do” – a panoply pastiche paraphrase of his own self-description/ego – hasn’t read the one I gave him last I asked, over a week ago when I decided NO MORE WORDS TO ANYONE WHO ISN’T ON THE SAME PAGE I AM, which basically means ALL here in the real world I am in, MAKING VIPASSANA A SNAP!
TO ALL LYME DISEASE AND MORGELLONS SYNDROME SUFFERERS: THE MYIAMIS STOPS WHEN YOU DETOX OF THE GMO AND ALIEN GENETIC MATERIALS, THE SYNTHETIC BIOLOGY HELD IN PLACE BY MOLDS, YEASTS, HEAVY METALS, NANOTECHNOLOGY AND TOXIC CHEMICAL MADE. WE ARE THE GUINEA PIG COAL MINE CANARIES. NO BUGS COME FROM ME ANYMORE. IT WAS NEVER A DELUSION, YOU SATANIC SELLOUTS IN THE MEDICAL PROFESSION TITLES AT:
GLENSIDE MEDICAL ASSOCIATES DERMATOLOGIST IN RICHMOND PYSCHIATRIST STANLEY ___ IN RICHMOND FIVE HOSPITAL EMERGENCY ROOMS IN RICHMOND VIRGINIA COMMONWEALTH UNIVERSITY INFECTIOUS DISEASE DEPARTMENT JOHNS HOPKINS HOPSITAL EMERGENCY ROOM AND INFECTIOUS DISEASE DEPARTMENT CARROLL COUNTY HOSPITAL IN MARYLAND HANOVER HOSPITAL IN PENNSYLVANIA FAMILY PRACTICE IN DOCTORS IN LITTLESTOWN, PENNSYLVANIA FRONT ROYAL HOSPITAL EMERGENCY ROOM
ALL OF YOU CONSPIRED TO KEEP THIS ALL A SECRET AND I HOLD EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU ACCOUNTABLE, AS GOD IS MY WITNESS. – Laura Jeanine Rohrer Little Brooks, 15May2020
THE LIE THEY SPREAD THAT USING DEWORMERS (ANTHELMINTICS) IS BAD FOR THE LIVER: WRONG! IT KILLS LIVER FLUKES AND BILE DUCT FLUKES AND MAKES IT WORK AS INTENDED! THE DOCTORS AT GLENSIDE MEDICAL ASSOCIATES NOT ONLY REFUSED TO TEST ME FOR LYME DISEASE BUT REFUSED TO PRESCRIBE ME IVERMECTIN WITH THIS BALDFACED LIE! The doctor still practicing there named Glenn B. Mizrach gave me ONE 2 milligram pill, and refused to write the six refill I had researched was the standard to treat Lyme disease when I asked. ONE TWO MILLIGRAM PILL. HE ACTED LIKE I WAS ASKING FOR HEROIN! Oh my GOD, they are so evil. Then they discharged me (fired me) as a patient by Certified letter and Registered mail, with a copy also sent by regular postal mail.
For one aspect of your health sovereignty that helps prevent 5G extra-low frequency microwave radiation damage: AVAIL YOURSELF OF THESE
Back to sewing and studying the religion of the liberal world government…
PART 4 of THE ENEMIES WE FACE – OUR VICTORY: How we can obey God and overcome those enemies by the means that He has provided.
The antichrist is a spiritual power that only has relevance where the gospel of Jesus Christ has first been proclaimed. The word “anti” has two meanings: AGAINST and also IN PLACE OF. The pressure of the spirit of antichrist is AGAINST Jesus the true Messiah, to eliminate Him, and the second move is to replace him with a false messiah.
We are seeing this with the vaccine movement and fake science worshipped as God.
Watch this latest YouTube CEO clip where she admits YouTube iscensoring videos promoting Vitamin C and Turmeric as healthful, and allowing only what W.H.O. – the World Health Organisation – says.
Science is the false god of the antichrist.
All the promises that close the bible and the final revelation of Jesus to his church, all the positive promises are ONLY for those who overcome. There are NO PROMISES for the defeated. Paul said “Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil by good.” We have only two options: we either overcome, or WE are overcome. There is no third ground. There are no positive promises of God whatsoever for those who allow themselves to be overcome. Revelation chapters 2 and 3 make this very clear. There are NO positive promises to those who do not overcome the antichrist. God has made it possible for us to overcome. This is summed up in one verse near the end of the book of Revelation: “He who overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.” – Revelation 21:7
10:46AM power went out, came back on a few moments later.
Again, as I sew, listen, prepare to transcribe from the 3:07.xx mark, and consider my family in regard to this sentence: SATAN BUILDS UP FORTRESSES IN THE MINDS OF MEN AND WOMEN AND CHILDREN TO PREVENT THEM FROM SEEING THE TRUTH OF WHAT IS IN THE GOSPELS.
It took my losing everyone and everything to see this.
Jesus: “Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation, and every city or house divided against itself will not stand.” Matthew 12:25
The first verse of 2 Timothy chapter 3 says; “But know this: that in the last days perilous times will come.”
As this age comes to its close, Paul presages eighteen moral and ethical blemishes characterizing humanity at the close of this age. The root of them all is SELFISHNESS.
LOVE OF SELF
LOVE OF MONEY
LOVE OF PLEASURE
AN UPSURGE IN THE OCCULT.
(NOW THINK ABOUT THE SUPERBOWL HALFTIMES YOU HAVE SEEN.)
Paul states in 2 Timothy 3 that “ALL scripture is given by inspiration by God and is profitable for doctrine, reproof, correction, instruction and righteousness, so that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.”
THIS explains why they removed the sixteen books of the Apocrypha and burned down the Library of Alexandria’s buildings after looting it and hiding all the whole scriptures in their secret places: the vatican, monarchy holdings, private collections.
(11:52AM power went out, 12:05PM back on)
~ * ~ * ~ * ~ Paul continues: “I charge you therefore before God and the Lord Jesus Christ who will judge the living and the dead at his appearing in his kingdom.” ~
AND I NOTICE THAT WHEN THE POSITIVELY-CHARGED GAMMA AND X-RAY ELECTROMAGNETIC WAVES COME, INCREASINGLY AS THESE DAYS PASS AS THE PERIHELIUM OF COMET ATLAS/NIBIRU/WORMWOOD APPROACHES I AM EXPERIENCING A SENSE OF HEAT WITHIN, AS IF AN INFRARED BROODER LIGHTBULB IS WITHIN ME EMANATING OUTWARD, IN A SENSE. WHEN THIS OCCURS, IT SEEMS THE BIRD CALLS OUTSIDE ALSO CHANGE, AND THE HIGH-PITCHED SONGBIRDS ARE SINGING MORE. ~ * ~ * ~ * ~
TAKE A BREAK TO READ AND RETURN AT 3:23:18
2 Timothy 3:16 2-4 – “Know this: that in the last days perilous times will come…
3:47:45 – There is a parallel between Psalm 8 and Matthew 21:9 to illustrate that God’s peoples’ praise silences satan. God has given us the means to praise Him and that silences satan. This is integral to these last days. PRAISE PRAYER IMPOSES SILENCE ON SATAN. It drives out the dark powers plaguing humanity. This is why they have imposed social distancing and closed all places of worship.
Power went out 2:55PM, ? PM power back on (LESS THAN 30 MINUTES LATER)
It is getting dark outside and hot, dry winds are coming. It is supposed to be monsoon season, but there are no rains. The utility people keep releasing the mountain waters to flow down the open sewers of this town to the river and no irrigation is being done. These people grow their own food here. This is part of the depopulation agenda, creating food scarcity. And I believe I am the only one saving water.
Power went out 5:48PM, 6:0PM power back on
May 16, 2020
Day 7 of fasting
10:31AM power went out, was out when it restored
11:54AM power went out, back on 12:14PM
4:46PM power went out, 4:54PM back on
The first birdsong began at 4:24AM, unless it began earlier and did not awake me. By 5AM it was as light as it would be an hour and a half after that. Things are definitely changing.
16MAY2020 10AM WHERE THEY ARE SNOOPING IN MY COMPUTER, LEAVING FOLDERS OPEN
C:\Program Files (x86)\BraveSoftware\Brave-Browser\Application\220.127.116.11
NOTE TO SELF – THIS MUST BE DIVIDED INTO THREE PARTS: AUTOBIOGRAPHY, JOURNAL AND DEREK PRINCE ENEMIES WE FACE STUDY. Have I transcribed that already, back in 2018? Check for it. The task is daunting. Especially so since the war they are fighting with me on is for right now in the digital realm, since my sword is truth, and this is my pen, mightier than any sword.
And the supernatural is real. A few weeks ago a woman from down the hall who is considered an HSP by her title, dress and charity and fundraising work locally and on social media (Facebook) came to my door to visit and learn about making the cabbage juice for detox. When I opened the door to her, a spider descended from a web directly onto my face, and without thinking, I gently caught it by its thin string of web attached to the doorframe, removed it from my face, and stepped past her to wrap it around the exterior stairway banister. In the months I have lived here, that has never happened, and there are no cobwebs: the door and hall are extremely clean. When she left, a very large cockroach fell into my loose hair – so large I felt it land with force and its legs moving, instantly crawling – and I had to force it out, flinging it away. She looked at me doing that, smiling namaste goodnight walking away, as if oblivious, and I am sure she was and still is. Oblivious to what, am I saying? She visited again the next evening, and when she left I saw a large spider on the inside of my doorframe inside my apartment, and it was larger than the first. I killed it. Another large roach came in from under the door the third time she left. It was as if satan sent emissaries in insect form which her presence made a portal for.
I had never seen a roach here and had lived here nearly two months.
And as she and I spoke, and I told her what I tell all of you about what’s going on – I began with the Covid Toes and what 5G is doing and the satanic end times agenda now so obvious – and she wanted only to talk about “lite” subjects. I realized that she was a “pop-up”, and saw and see how she is revered still. She helps provide food for poor people here, and collects money campaigning on Facebook. I had told her exactly the reality of Facebook and all social media, and cellphones and smart devices. Her answer to my saying people need to be woken up because they are going to die of 5G damages and cytokine swarms from activated nanotechnology in their bodies being poisoned by wheat, white rice and sugar with tortured minds full of demons, and that the food most needed was spiritual truth was “Well at least they can die feeding their families.”
So then she continued stopping by a few more times, not coming in. I didn’t welcome her, but answered the door, listening. Three times she brought me small dishes of food she had made, beautifully garnished in a very genteel presentation, really. But she was either forgetting or ignoring what I told her when we first met: that I don’t eat food made by others. That’s a rule I started to live by in late 2018 when I began the ropeworm cleanse. Since we live in a small community, for sake of peace, each time she brought the food, I smelled it and thanked her, and flushed it down the toilet, returning her containers to her doorstep. The last time she brought some food, she asked me about how to treat the ringworm she has, something she had told me about when we first met, and I told her then that the protocol I teach would cure that. I then told her how to treat with allopathics: to get fluconazole and ivermectin tabs from the druggist (it’s an open market here in India), crush them, and make a paste with mustard oil or coconut oil, depending on her sensitivity, and apply under a dressing daily, and to begin the cabbage juice protocol to get at it from the inside as well. It was frustrating and, for me, very redundant, and felt like a disrespect of my time and knowledge. She’d ignored my demonstration and instruction on how to make the probiotic cabbage juice cleanse, and instead made sauerkraut with caraway seeds to eat, bringing that and a reused plastic oregano spice jar with another hummus.) She accepted that information, and then returned to glibly talking about food; how she loves to make flavor combinations, wants to have a cafe and feed people, and I told her that I used to love to cook, and sold my homegrown foods at farmer’s markets and taught food preservation. Then she said her guru told her not to talk for three days, and she left waving.
I thought to myself after she left and before going to sleep that it was a wasted effort on my part, whether innocent to it or not, she was controlled by the demons within and how likely this is emblematic of almost everyone in the religion business and world at large. It remains fact that food is a sport, a pastime, hobby, occupation, profit industry, necessary to survive, an addiction and a human controller. One lives to eat or lives to live, and a man can’t serve two masters.
The next morning I sent her an email in which I explained that that I have been seeking God all my life since I wrote my first illustrated book called ALL ABOUT GOD when I was six, included the link to that on my website, and that I keep to myself because I practice Vipassana naturally, since most of the world isn’t on the same plane I am. I put a sign on my door: VIPASSANA. And I began to fast. That was a week ago, now it’s day eight.
She is from Topanga Canyon and is a Valley Girl through and through (Nicholas Cage’s – and wow, is he in an eternal one now – role in the 80’s movie VALLEY GIRL was dystopically prophetic). She’s also sixty. When she volunteered to me that that was her home, I said “Oh, so you know about Laurel Canyon and the military CIA MKultra film industry.” She didn’t recognize the meaning of what I said! She went on “Laurel Canyon is just next to ours”, and I said “Oh, I thought you would know about it since you organized the film festival here.” I dropped it. Began to formulate my observations into opinion now shared.
Two spiders, two cockroaches. Not one bit of interest in the facts I shared. The Strong Delusion and the grip of smart devices, social media, pharmakeia and all the viels of illusion which make the ego is VERY STRONG INDEED.
The two spiders and two roaches weren’t happenstance: they’re harbingers from the lower realm. That’s why Kurt’s house in Jefferson, Maryland was infested by roaches at the time I met him when I moved in to provide his free home nursing for his broken femur, sustained on our third date at Ragnarok in Ohio. That’s the way of low vibration demonic entities.
So when things happen now, examine them with attention. The world is not at all what it seems.
Christ told his followers that the supernatural world is the real world and that what they experience in the flesh is the illusion to be overcome. With this in mind, you can withstand these last days and not accept the forced vaccine injection mark of the beast.
May 17, 2020
Note about fasting: the things I am able to discern now that the sheath of food is removed are staggering to the mortal mind. I see clearly the demonical heirarchy of the satanic kingdom in this world and in my life and the lives of all human beings significant to me: my family and the close friends I have now lost, as satan took them from me one by one.
I am third from the left in the top row, Jill is second from right in the second row, Rhonda is third from the right in the bottom row and Suzie is on the left in the bottom row (seated).
John Anthony Baronowski of Highlandtown, of Roman Catholic Polish ancestry, his mother’s house, full of idol statues and altars and old lithographs of the Virgin Mary and Jesus’s Sacred Heart of Thorns. J.A.B., for short, as in jab you with a knife. I was thinking about my mother’s second husband we (my brothers and I, and how our mother referred to him with us) called “Mr. John”, and how I found out that he wasn’t really a detective working nights for the Baltimore City Police Department, but a pimp. I had three very close friends while in Catonsville Elementary School: Rhonda Rohrs, who lived at the end of our street two houses from the I695 Baltimore Beltway and lived in a large catholic family of seven children all togther in one house with their paternal grandparents, and the mother was a computer programmer for the now defunct Montgomery Ward department store in Baltimore – Rhonda went on into programming as well, studying it at the Vocational Technical school on Kenwood Avenue across the streey from Nichole’s mother’s house. #interesting Jill Wood was the second close friend, and her father was a politically-appointed Howard County, Maryland Executive. Jill lived at 620 Maiden Choice Lane in Paradise. Suzie (Susan) Cullum was the other close friend I had as a child. She lived on Paradise Avenue, a street not far west of where Maiden Choice Lane intersected Wilkins Avenue, the dividing line beginning the locale called Arbutus. There was a stream that ran from Jill’s to Suzie’s, and we would play in it together. It began a few blocks from my house, where the road called Paradise Avenue began, branching off of Shady Nook Avenue. I lived at 11 Shadynook Avenue from age four to seven, and then we moved to 202 Shadynook Court when first grade ended and summer vacation began and my father, who taught elementary instrumental music at Waterloo Elementary School on Waterloo Road, now Route 103, and where I bought my daughter’s first pony “Mork” for christmas when she was three, for $115.00 from an old farm that has long since been developed.
I was in sixth grade when the Cullums began inviting me over on weekends I was not required to stay home and babysit my brothers while my mother and Mr. John (they were not married yet) went out on Friday and Saturday nights and never came home until the next day, in a stupor, drugged, hung over, and stayed in my mother’s bedroom the rest of every sunday. Mr. Cullum was an engineer at Westinghouse. Mrs. Cullum didn’t have to work, and their home was a brick split-level rancher. They had books, they read, Suzie’s older brother Johnny and their father spent time hunting Civil War memorabilia: once Suzie and I were playing tickling, wrestling like otters on her bed and I fell against the wall, and on the other side Johnny’s display of Civil war shells and indian arrowheads fell. He was very angry, but not mean, and I tried to be more careful; we both did. They also went doing archeology searches at Calvert Cliffs: I never had an opportunity to go, but wanted to. In the summer of 7th grade, Mother and Mr. John grounded me to my room for a year. But I am jumping ahead.
The Cullums were very kind, a kindness and love shown only in my life by my grandmothers and my Uncle Mike. They knew something and they weren’t friends with Jill’s parents like my mother was. They didn’t go to church, which is very significant, considering how ethical and good they were. Mr. Cullum began to teach me how to play chess on sunday mornings while Mrs. Cullum cooked breakfast. She always offered me my choice of whatever I wanted, and it was like being gentle to an abused child, which I was. After a few times, as the winter went into spring, I was talking about how I babysat and waited for mother and Mr. John to come home, and how Mr. John worked nights as a Baltimore City police detective. Mr. Cullum asked how I knew and I said he showed me his badge. He put down his chesspiece – and I recall it was the bishop, red, white or black I cannot say – and looked at me and said gravely: “He’s lying. He’s not a detective. That’s a a fake badge and he’s a pimp. I had him investigated.”
Into the immediate silence his words caused he sought to gauge my reaction looking at my eyes – remember, we were playing chess, seated opposite each other at a small table in front of the living room bay window, facing west with woods and the stream and then a hill that separated them from the Spring Grove State Hospital, where many of the CIA / Leary LSD Acid Experiments were conducted, primate genetic studies, and Hinckley was kept (the man who was mind-controlled into shooting Reagan).
My mind flooded with the sounds of cars and womens’ voices sounding muffled downstairs as I slept in my bedroom while my mother was at work as a full-time night Intensive Coronary Care registered nurse at Saint Agnes Hospital on Wilkens Avenue in Arbutus. Mr. John’s suits, and his Cadillacs and drycleaning bills and starched (heavy) white shirts, and cologne, and the lipstick stains. The smells of perfume that weren’t the Jean Nate my mother wore. The time he took my brothers and I downtown and we had to – all four of us – wait in the back seat of his metallic sky blue four-door Cadillac Coupe De Ville with a white leather-look vinyl top on the left side of Lombard Street in front of a large white marble building all night long with the doors locked until he came out hours later. I never slept but kept watch. I was eleven. Jay was nine, Charlie was seven and David had just turned five.
My surviving brother (if Jay is alive, I don’t know and don’t know how he could be) David in Hampstead, Maryland, doesn’t remember any of this and shunned me when I tried to tell him how mother and Mr. John tried to murder us all for Gerber Life Insurance by burning the house down. Again I jump ahead. Gradually the family history is being documented.
Mr. Cullum looked at me with sympathy. He asked me if I knew what prostitution was, and I said yes I did. I already was reading the entire newspaper, The Baltimore Sun, everyday including Sunday by a local boy named Bill Link who lived near Eddie’s Supermarket.
“He’s lying to you and your mother. He’s a dangerous man and a criminal. It is good that you are taking care of your mother and brothers, you are very strong.”
Now here is where the memory stops, except that I knwo that I did not begin to cry or feel any more afraid that I sometimes already did. And we went and sat at the table for breakfast. I had pancakes with butter and maple syrup, scrambled eggs and sausage links and extra orange juice.
The cabal did all it could to make a specialist out of me to use in their programs, and they failed. I am a child of God.
I told my mother. Then the physical abuse stepped up. I’m stopping the accounting for now. It’s brutal.
My recurring nightmares were of Nazi stormtroopers with German Shepherd dogs on chains, and I was trying to hide my brothers and myself from them by clinging to the undersides of the silver-colored aluminum-painted metal coil boxsprings of our beds, hanging from them off the floor desperately, the paint flakes falling in my eyes, and the dogs biting at us. In those dreams we were pierced in the sides with their bayonets, and I learned to break a dog’s jaw by prying its mouth open, sacrificing my forearm as it bit it, pulling down at it’s lower jaw and bending its head back from its snout, breaking its neck. That’s when I always woke up.
MY CHILDHOOD PRECOGNITIVE NIGHTMARES HAVE BECOME REALITY IN AMERICA.
I mention all this because I have been catching bits and pieces of the “news” via my blessedly infrequent ventures online. My only news comes from sources I trust that I seek out. Remember, I wrote this about what WTOP in an article called Kristall nacht, Repeaters and Nanobot Swarms Visible: WATCH “NEWS ON THE 8’S” RADIO said last fall “IF IT’S NOT DELIVERED, IT’S NOT NEWS”.The evil disinformation agenda in place And by the way, my newsman ex is a frequent caller and contributor; I have been privy to his calls, he has WTOP on speed dial). This is all about them being finished with the human race they created to harvest resources. The penis is how they spread their evil seed. The put their genetics in everything, and MONSANTO is the commercialized example. Look at the codpiece penis armor of Emporor Ferdinand of Rome and how it iexactly the shape of the satyr’s penis, and Ba’al’s and Baphomet’s. COD MEANS FISH.
THEY ARE DAGON WORSHIPPERS, POSEIDON. See all the details I show here. Look with fresh eyes at the catholic mitre headpiece now.
HOW SICK ALL THIS IS. AND ALMOST EVERYONE IS PART OF IT.
LUCIFERASE, THE “RULE OF LAW” FORCED VACCINATION PROGRAM OF 500 MILLION PEOPLE, JUST LIKE THE GEORGIA GUIDESTONES SAYS WILL BE LEFT TO POPULATE TO EARTH AFTER THEIR DEPOPULATION.
THE 500 MILLION ROUNDS OF HOLLOWPOINT BULLETS OBAMA BOUGHT FOR THE UNITED STATES DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE, THE VERY SAME AGENCY ENTITY THAT GAVE ME THIS CERTIFICATION
BAS, as the Indians say, which means “done”, or “enough”. I’m stopping here.
PLEASE KEEP READING, this goes through the last six days, and includes what you MUST UNDERSTAND:
THE ENEMIES WE FACE: WITCHCRAFT IS THE RELIGION OF THE WORLD
I NEVER GAVE PERMISSION TO BE BILL GATES LUCIFER’S QUANTUM DOT GUINEA PIG. NO WONDER HE NAMED IT LUCIFERASE. HE WANTS TO DOMINATE AND TO BE WORSHIPED. IT’S THE AGE-OLD METHOD: HE CAN ONLY DO IT BY INJECTING HIS DEMONIC SEED, AN ENZYME OF HIS OWN REPTILIAN MISTAKE TRASH GENES – WHICH ARE GOING TO BE DESTROYED IN THE SINGULARITY EVENT COMING AND HE KNOWS IT – INTO PEOPLE TO TRY TO UPLOAD THEIR SOULS INTO HIS DIGITAL HEXADECIMAL REPLICATION SOULTRAP IN THE CLOUD.
Gates said, quoted exactly from his TED Talk speech: “If we do a good job on vaccines, health and reproduction, we can reduce the world population by 10-15%. Only a genocide can save the world”.
THEY HAVE FINISHED RAPING EARTH AND HUMANITY AND WANT TO DESTROY US – THE EVIDENCE – AND ESCAPE VIA THEIR SPACE-X IN THIS LAST PASS OF NIBIRU. BUT THEY KNOW THEY CAN’T.
With his vaccines, Gates managed to sterilize millions of women in Africa. Gates caused a polio epidemic that paralyzed 500,000 children in India and still today with DTP, Gates causes more deaths than the disease itself. And he does the same with GMOs designed by Monsanto and “generously donated” to needy populations. All this while he is already thinking about distributing the quantum tattoo for vaccination recognition and mRNA vaccines as tools for reprogramming our immune system. In addition, Gates also does business with several multinationals that own 5G facilities in the USA.
Making a transhuman body uploaded to cloud is digital temple copy of body temple of God – DUPLICATED CONCEPT
THE FIRST NET EVER PLACED UPON HUMANS WAS A HUGE FLAT ROCK THROWN ON ADAM AND EVE BY SATAN. GOD STOPPED IT FROM CRUSHING THEM AND MADE THEM A SHED OF IT. SINCE THEN SATAN HAS BECOME DIGITALLY AND CYMATICALLY REFINED, AND THE 5G MICROWAVE SPACEFENCE HAS REPLACED THE ROCK, BUT GOD IS GREATER THAN THAT OLD SNAKE.
The First Book of Adam and Eve, Female Voice, Audio Book
Also called The Conflict of Adam and Eve with Satan
1st Book Adam and Eve review, focus on the rock satan threw to crush them, which God made into a shed. Compare this to the Spacefence (and all preceding nets). We have to remember the past to move forward. The narrative misleads and all on social media are decieved. Starseed Indigo children is a psyop. They are not genetic descendents of God, but aliens.
THE BRAVE BROWSER’S PREDICTIVE PROGRAMMING, ACKNOWLEDGING HUMANITY’S NATURAL AND SACRED BEGINNINGS, AND REVEALING THEIR ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL TRANSHUMANISM PLAN
BRAVE 5G TOWERS OVERLOOK WATERFRONT NIBIRU SKY
Brave browser CODE HEAD MIND UPLOAD IMAGE
BRAVE CRYPTOCURRENCY STORING OUR SOULS IN THE AI BLOCKCHAIN SOCIAL CREDIT SCORE IN THE CLOUD MATRIX BORG
BRAVE CUBE SOUL TRAP – ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL
MAY 18, 2020
DAY NINE OF FAST
Number of transformer explosions so far – 17
7:47AM power went out, 7:51AM back on
8:26AM power went out, a fourth transformer just blew, 8:37AM as the power came back on
There is a river in the sky, and I don’t mean the Milky Way.
SIRIUS CONSTELLATION IS THE ORBS WE HAVE ALL BEEN SEEING THEY CALL LENS FLARES
7:47AM TRANSFORMERS ARE BLOWING
Three transfomers have blown in the last few minutes; seven minutes, eight maybe. The power went out after the second one.
Related to how the lens arrays and the giant screen being pulled through the sky hiding Nibiru and the Sirius Constellation is what I am about to explain now. This location at the foothills of the Himalayas in India is the closest civilized place to what was once Eden before all the catostrophic resets reshaped the earth.
*The electromagnetic forces of the Purifier making:
Birds flee, behave oddly
Butterflies seem very happy and free
Dogs, cows seem stressed and anxious; confused
Babies and toddlers crying more/coughing
I am hearing higher pitched frequencies than I have ever heard and how is this possible to detect! Much, much higher than what I was tested for in Catonsville Elementary School (the school nurse was named Mrs. Helfrich, Bill Helfrich’s aunt)
8:26AM power went out, and I can see by the cieling fan that it’s fluctuating. It’s the EMs electromagnetic forces between earth and Nibiru’s system colliding. It’s all getting closer to THE DAY THE KING THE LIGHT COMES: THE SINGULARITY. THIS WORLD IS GOING DOWN AND THE LIGHT ERADICATES ALL DARKNESS.
*Returning to the above (The electromagnetic forces of the Purifier making:):
– Waves of pressure/something like vibratory movement in my cells that I have described as internal infrared heat, but it’s far more subtle than that
– It seems to somehow ‘punctuate’ like a code of language, although I don’t want to even compare it to language, since language was created by the Mesopotamian Sumerians to do their bookkeeping counting the resources they stole from earth: humans as slaves, gold, wheat, every product of earth is a transaction they mined and tabulated. This is why language was developed. The original humans hypercommunicated in heart language.
The Anunnaki who rule this world – the fallen angels and the serpentseed reptilians in news, corporate, royalty, elite, politics, military, all governing agencies and religions – only created language, beginning with the cuneiform then heiroglyphs, to beancount the resources they harvested by enslaving and using us, the true humanity, created by the ONE TRUE GOD, THE LIGHT.
Those who run the world now landed on earth and began to rape it.
– And yes, things are still coming from my skin, small crystals and fiber bundles, things like fibrous roots tougher than leather or keratinous fingernails, and last night a very large and hard fly erupted from my left shin, I could only look down, see it twisting out and begin to go from being within the sac of my (vein?) to waving its wings in air I captured it, it did not crush, it did not drown, I had to flush it. It was synthetic biology. It looked like a normal fruitfly but was hard like a tick, and twice the size. It was very aggressive, somehow. No pic. I was dealing with it so intently as it was so real, no need to shoot a photo. Anyone who does not believe me is of satan.
UNITED NATIONS OF SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE
I am going to post this if the WiFi is on. With all the outages, the ISP’s DNS server stops working (not that I have any control or access, I just know how it works from being in the industry). Please bear with what seems to be rambling: it’s not. The focus is very singular and POINTED TO GOD AND TRUTH.
12:23PM – I wonder if this is why I am hearing what sounds like transformers blowing – the count of what sounds like explosions is at 17 right now. MAYBE I am hearing the sound of BEDROCK CRACKING AND SHIFTING.
Note 8PM – there is some kind of windstorm going on, and I am stopping for now. It’s time to be be in prayer. It’s taken all day to pull these notes and images together, and is weighing on my heart that I have not connected with my readers and those I love.
IT FEELS LIKE THIS VERY SUBSTANTIAL BUILDING IS GOING TO BE BLOWN OVER. YET THE POWER IS ON. MY EARS ARE POPPING.
May 19, 2020
The power has already been out and restored once, before 6AM.
8:29AM power went out, 8:32AM came back on
The laptop also “hiccupped” with knowing who it was from the motherboard at 8:04AM timestamp
Wind gusts continue, although yesterday evenings remain unmatched, for now. I looked at the sky a few times during the night, and it was completely clear, full of very close stars. The frequencies were intense and still are, with pressure behind my eardrums as if I am climbing in altitude. As I never have congestion, mucus, “colds” or “allergies”, no sinus material is there to blame. The chambers in my cranium are registering this. The drumskin of my brain, as it’s defined in the Kolbrin, is beating positively. There is occasionally a very strong flux of what I can’t describe that pulses through me like a beam of spiritual forces. One blogger ignorantly referred to it as “the space spiders”. I gnow it’s the positive forces of The Purifier. I release to it. This is the returning to The Light.
BRAIN MEANS DRUMSKIN, FROM THE KOLBRIN
LUC:14:14 “Man has a material sounding board called the brain, which means a drumskin, and this is very apt. However, if it is battered with impure desires or taken over by worldliness it thickens and becomes a barrier against the spiritual forces. The brain, made dense with insensitivity and calloused by wickedness, forms a door which closes out all things of the spirit and becomes a servant of the senses. It no longer admits the light, and what light does penetrate becomes disguised and distorted into gloom. The door to the soulspirit becomes overgrown with weeds and brambles, the material and spiritual are separated by an immoveable barrier and the soulspirit slumbers while the body decays.”
I will get this posted. What a blessing to be in this psychic, spiritual space. We are told to fast in this time. This is day ten. As Christ teaches in the Essene Gospel of Peace, “all manner of unclean things will leave the body of the Son of Man”. I find no parasites or ropeworms, only decreasing amounts of dark biosludge that comes out formed as if it was encysted or pocketed, or like a sheath of ancient decomposing material that shaped itself to my intestinal tract and its contours. There is always a twinge of pain and feeling of heat before the urge to toilet. Volume very low, always a small amount of putrid gas. It’s obvious this is old, old stuff. Exactly like the Tale of the Five Sheaths. So Christ told us to fast to free us from the bondage to the slavery of illusion and ignorance the sheaths of food and addictions create. Let my words inspire you.
People ask about the book, and I tell them it’s already been written, Yeshua the Christ wrote it, and it’s on the front page of this website for all. Really, it’s not eating that frees us to carry the burden of Light.
The sun is now in the North/Northwest and that is the direction that the extremely sharp, high-contrast shadows are making on the ground, heading West/Southwest. I had the LED – all lights here are LED – light on in the bathroom and it is pulsing, creating anxiety and doubt thoughtforms.
8:29AM power went out, 8:32AM came back on
The laptop also “hiccupped” with knowing who it was from the motherboard at 8:04AM timestamp
8:53AM THE SUN IS DEFINITELY CASTING SHADOWS FROM A GRADUALLY AND PERCEPTIBLY NORTHWARD TRAJECTORY THAT IS INCREASING. PEACOCKS ARE CALLING LOUDLY FROM THE MOUNTAIN. PEOPLE OUTSIDE ARE LOOKING AT THEIR CELLPHONES TALKING ABOUT COVID. NO ONE IS NOTICING THE SHADOWS CAST FROM WHERE THEY HAVE NOT BEEN CAST FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS.
The WiFi is off or I would be uploading. I still must get the lyrics to MESSIAH and the URL embed for:
– Derek Prince THE ENEMIES WE FACE WITCHCRAFT EXPLAINED
– SHARE BEFORE DELETED – WHO Planned Training & Simulation Exercise in September 2019
(if they are even up)
– The First Book of Adam and Eve, Female Voice, Audio Book
UPLOAD SKY RIVER VIDEO TO BRIGHTEON AND WP
I LOVE YOU GOD.
HANDWRITTEN LETTER, NEVER MAILED December 9, 2019 To my children, leaving for India
Emily and Max,
I have done all I could to release each of you from the lies you are victims of. Now you must prepare as best you can for a very difficult time that will come. This is the FINAL KALI YUGA of planet earth. Religion, Inc. has lied to all humanity beginning with the theft of the knowledge in and then the burning down of the lotted, empty Library of Alexandria in Egypt by Caesar, who answered to Lucifer. This is the truth, and if you still dismiss what I write, one day, sadly, tragically, each of you and your children – my grandchildren – you will see. Then it will be too late, as there will be no more soul recycling AKA reincarnation. Death itself will die. Dimensions, as we “know” them, all “math”, physics and quantitative sciences and numbers will pass. A new earth unlimited by form will come.
I left you all my books. Read my blogs. Read the Kolbrin (online: I took my kindle).
Scribes copied all truth for ages and ages so that when the every 12,000 years or so resets occurred, mind-wiped humanity on re-folded, catastrophied earth could learn what their own history was. ROME HID THAT: OCCULT means TO HIDE.
Thoughts for you (all) , especially you, Emily and max, who are my children. Emily, you wanted me to make a website and call it ANIMALS I HAVE LOVED. I have not (yet), but as ~timr permits, will, GOD willing, on http://elocutrix.com. I have written about some of my/our animals on http://eatingtoascend.com, and keyword searches top right corner for Devon, Felicity, Zoey, geese, etc, will yield articles I wrote.
Elizabeth waited in a blizzard for 3 days at that Exxon in Ellicott City by 83 Lumber when Sam let her out of the car while taking me to his parents’ cabin after Charlie died. He refused to go back to look for her when I discovered she had jumped out when he got gas. I fought with him to stop at that gas station (on the way back) and there she was late at night, at the edge of a cone of light from the pole casting a circle of white on the snow in the dark, the station closed. She waited where I could see her when I came, and she knew I would. As I wait for you.
I include two keys to a storage unit, and it is all I left for you, Max and Emily, Rowan and Albie. I love them all, but Emily is like a daughter and also twin flame to me.
There is all my art you saved for me from Kurt’s theft of my things when I had the disassotiative fugue after the after three years of trauma and gaslighting and finally the murder attempts he orchestrated to collect on the illegal life insurance policy he holds. You should read the books. There are high-end homeopathic healing teas, some vegan foods, my water distiller, electronics: many things. You and Max should go there and take it all. The space is only 5’X5’X6′ in volume.
There will be an event you all deny, but it is coming, and perhaps very soon. I will wish I was here for you all, but continually you and Max reject me, and I have left. I refuse to be a sitting duck for FEMA/MARTIAL LAW and the illegal life insurance scheme Kurt has, which I guess he told you that you too will benefit from when I am prematurely and unnaturally dead of what would look like an accident or a suicide, but actually be murder. I have all copies of everything he wrote online that he has now erased or edited. His day will come with God.
I have made amends, detoxed and healed. This is a fallen world and it’s name is BABYLON. This is the FINAL KALI YUGA, and you all must get right with the MOST HIGH GOD. I love you, I know this is harsh, but it is TRUTH.
I woke up this morning remembering the dream I had during the night without trying to think about it: it came to me from a place in my consciousness of its own accord. It’s short and very clear. I begin where it begins, without preface.
I raised my eyes to look at the sky while walking through a very large expanse of rolling field encircled by forest all around. The horizon in each direction was clear, with no buildings, only nature. It was daytime. I saw a river of what looked like fairly consistently-sized, seemingly shredded cloud puffs making this long line in the sky from the east to the west, which was at a diagonal to my travel as if west was clockface 10PM. I stopped walking and panned my eyes south then north, and saw that this trail was the only one, and that the clouds defining it didn’t appear anywhere else in the sky, which had a dark greyish, oppressive haze beginning at a distance on each side of the trail as if repelled. There were portals like holepunches at each end of this cloud swath so remarkable and I felt a sense of assured finality with resolve, and the sense of fear that felt like a habit disappeared.
Turning to my right, I looked down at the small face with eyes of love I love looking from the sky then toward me, with an instinctive startle as if being woken from sleep to wakefulness. This all happened in simultaneously and bending my knees to be eye level with the child whose small, smooth hand was in mine, I put the relaxed, not gripping trusting hand I was so guarding of, because this was my identity, to protect this child, (although none of those were thoughts, this is the reality of what I felt in the dream) into my left hand as I put my right arm over the small shoulders.
At the same eye level, the eyes that are a part of my soul searching mine, no words yet said, I thought to myself, glancing up at the path of Nibiru and back to the dear face, I felt strong in the gnowledge that because I had no fear, that was already answering the unworded question in the eyes which looked at me asking “What is happening?”
My heart and chest expanded with love and I (without decision, it was natural and part of our close relationship) softly pulled the familiar, extension-of-myself precious child into the contour of my body, now down on one knee, so I could hold [the child] close and they could lean into me and be supported, thinking/feeling this: “how much should I say to explain this without making fear; [the child] doesn’t need to be afraid; [the child] won’t understand, that’s what will scare [the child], confusion from ideas, not comprehending what [the child] already is, words will be confusing”. That thought stream was not even mentally articulated in my mind as thoughts, and this was really just the love I felt for [the child] and [the child] for me, it was one with who we were, and then I was remembering the dream.
Was I Gramma or Mom, and was this my children and my grandchildren as one in heart?
Re: “[the child]” In the dream there was no definition of girl or boy, just child of my body and lineage who I loved as life itself
May 10, 2020
(Typing the date, I just realized it’s Mother’s Day.)
Young people who ‘appear asympotomatic for Covid-19 Coronavirus’ are developing feet that look like this: this is caused by the parasites in the synovial fluids of their toes, the first joints that are affected by the filarial hookworms and roundworms picked up from life on earth. The 5G microwave radiation triggering the nanotechnology in their bodies causing them to reject the alien RNA in their systems and their immune system is mounting a histaminic response. Because this is being seen in youth, it demonstrates that is due to their having more efficient circulatory system that older people (mean averages being discussed) who have more heavy metal, toxin and plaques, less venous flow. Children will develop sepsis and cytokine swarms rapidly from this. The protocols I teach will save lives.
Read and understand: The frequency of 5G, which is 10X higher than 4G, causes cell poisoning in the human body. Nanotechnology has been put into all human bodies and activated with pulsed WiFi signals. Microwave radiation initiates the nanobots and in 10-14 days, the victim has a massive cytokine swarm even – SARS (sudden acute respiratory syndrome), or a heart attack first, especially in younger people. Now young people are presenting with the 5G effects they are calling Covid-19 toes. 5G kills our cells by shearing the DNA, and initiates a massive Herxheimer’s Response and Cytokine storm. Our body works to remove the poisonous materials by excreting RNA/DNA proteins which are called a virus. These toxic wastes eventually leave our body, unless immuno-compromised and nanotechnology-ridden, which is all of us, practically. The viruses our bodies are ejecting are actually alien DNA and RNA, and that is in the parasites, which are dying as a result of the body’s efforts to stay alive. This is exactly what I wrote in this article called THE MYSTERY THEY HID – THE RESTORED BLOGPOST and alien means non-human. The ancient texts and scriptures use this word, and call their cultures “strange”.
When I was in the first three years of extreme detox in my self treatment for medically ignored Lyme Disease and subsequent Morgellons, my toes and my fingers looked like this and I had sores all over because I was doing multiple protocols to purge the natural and also synthetic biology parasites, entities, fibers and nanotechnology from my system.
The Dollar Stores and Walmarts are the best places to get the necessary helps for nanobath soaks. They’re still open, and other things can be ordered online. If you know anyone who complains of what you see in the photo below, show them this article. You might save their children or grandchildren.
CHICAGO (WGN) – A condition nicknamed “COVID toes” could be a sign of the virus in otherwise asymptomatic patients, usually children or young adults.
Dr. Amy Paller is the chair of the Department of Dermatology at Northwestern University Feinberg School of Medicine. She is also a pediatric dermatologist at the Ann & Robert H. Lurie Children’s Hospital of Chicago.
Paller said she has recently seen a large number of teen and young adult patients with lesions, or painful bumps, on their toes.
Paller said the lesions may be on one toe, or all of them, and can appear on the top or bottom of the foot. The lesions are bright red but can evolve into a purple color.
“Sometime itchy, often times painful,” she said. “These are individuals who are often without any other sign of viral infection. We are seeing this in unprecedented numbers during the COVID pandemic.”
Paller said her team is not sure if there is a direct correlation because testing is limited.
“There have been some children who have tested positive, there have been some children who have tested negative,” Paller said. “Most who have this have not had any testing and we’re waiting for antibody testing to come out … to further answer the question of the relationship with COVID-19.”
THEY ARE KILLING YOUR CHILDREN AND MINE WITH THIS LIE CALLED COVID, THE DAMAGE TO HUMAN BODIES FROM THE EFFECTS OF 5G
Watch this report on the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation, Johns Hopkins and the WORLD ECONOMIC FORUM sponsored Event201 video and hear how they plan to depopulate the earth.
To help people lower the damage caused by 5G (Covid-19 Coronavirus), I wrote this post last week about LIVESTOCK AND HUMAN WORMERS and only one person showed interest. It’s already proven that one course of veterinary Ivermectin works.
#censorship I spent almost four hours reviving this lcomputer today, and almost three hours yesterday, and every day it’s sabotaged by the hackers in uniforms who are trying to keep me from sharing what I know. How is it that my About page on the web gets 5-6 times the views than this blog, with 3-4 times the search engine searches than visitors, according to the stats? And the automated Twitter syncronization posting my blog articles shows at most 1-2 views, yet way over 500 followers?
(Maybe it should have been “SHE WAS A GOOD UNPACKER”, Emily.)
Power on-off-on, since 10AM, now off. Intense ELF waves/pressure in inner ears/ringing/throbbing. The 5G that they are bringing online world-over is stressing the powergrid beyond capacity. As well, the electromagnetic forces of “the asteroid” Atlas/Nibiru/Wormwood/Planet X are affecting earth’s due to the ever-closer proximity. The awareness that both occur at once is something which gives me resolve, not fear, and encourages me to express for others what they are incapable of discerning, to help them preserve their eternal soul.
How are people going to know what is really happening and make conscious, intentional psychical/spiritual choices if their norm is what they experience while using a smart device and interacting with ~it, which is then uploading their conscousness – their soul as the self which is the God Consciousness that experiences life in this flesh body to purge all dross and return to become ONE with the Creator – through the entrainment of the apps, platforms, programming, media made ‘personal’ through their devices biometric surveillance and tailoring to maximize the soul upload to the cloud? And they bring their family, friends, co-workers and contacts along with them.
To remain in focus on this I will discuss clouds another time.
THIS IS MASS, COLLECTIVE SOUL TRAPPING.
As I write this article longhand with a pen on a pad of paper, I am viscerally aware of the sensations, reactions, effects physically, and also my mood, biorhythms and thought processes. Denied diagnosis and treatment by the American health system I paid into and for, I was forced to self-treat for Lyme and Morgellons beginning in 2015. I quickly learned the role that electromagnetic frequency plays in not only the afflictions I was – and still am, but to a much lesser extent – dealing with, but which affect ~all human beings and biological life forms. I learned and devised ways to ameliorate the ELF weapon attacks and live in a microwaved world.
Now that 5G is coming online all over the face of the earth, I recognize the changes and am adjusting my methods to protect myself. Others aren’t so fortunate, and I am aware that the Divine has given me the most precious of all gifts: to be able to help others through what I learned through surmounting the challenges and obstacles I had faced.
People internalize the physical and endocrine anxiety 5G causes.
Throughout my life I have had innumerable experiences which have taught me what constant physical pain stimulus does, and I learned on a cognitive level that continuous nerve stimulus causes psychological distress: anxiety, tension, and depression. Aggression is a symptom of electrosensitivity. And not only abject physical triggering events, but the loss of freedoms of speech, self-expression and the ability to create, work, self-care or care for and protect others. In retrospect I have ‘decoded’ (as readers who have followed my writing since I began here on this website will know) that I have been manipulated and sabotaged by the cabal as part of a long family history of trauma spanning generations as far back as ~I was able to trace based on direct oral and written records, which is my paternal Hessian ancestor who was conscripted to fight against the patriots in the Revolutionary War. This Rohrbaugh ancestor, according to what my father told me, and what his father had told him
had “run off with a farmgirl and deserted fighting for the King George the 6th”. I know that this happened just before 1776. On my mother’s side, from my grandmother Grace Lung Burgess’s brother my great-uncle Clarence Wesley Lung, I learned that the land that the Baltimore (Maryland, USA) City Hall is on once belonged to my Welsh Burgess ancestor, who was in “The House of Burgesses”, and when England “lost” the Revolutionary War, my Burgess ancestor lost the land. I will continue the ancestral timeline elsewhere, and introduce it here for phoenix purposes.
When my neck was broken in the car accident I suffered while providing free in-home nursing care for my then-boyfriend, now ex-husband the DC newsman, in the year and a half I was forced to endure increasing nerve damage and pain from the fractured vertebrae which needed to be physically stabilized, not ignored by pharmaceutically manipulating the body, mind and spirit of the body they are in, I learned absolutely clearly that my psychological health was almost completely destroyed through the myriad cascade of effects of anxiety, physical pain and ultimately, a completely disrupted endocrine system, e.g., fucked up chakras. All of this occurred before I “got” Lyme Disease, then Morgellons Syndrome. I will add that I was still growing my own non-GMO produce, getting eggs from my own hens, preserving my own homegrown food and, until being with Kurt, consuming less factory and processed foods than the majority of the population, as I had been fortunate to have become aware of real health at an early age. I’ve written of this many times, and my national public radio interview from April 8, 2011 is https://wamu.org/story/11/04/08/down_on_the_farm_local_growers_go_organic/ , which can be contrasted with the recent Truth Underground Radio interview on October 2, 2019 interview herehttps://wgso.com/podcast/the-truth-underground-oct-2nd-2019/.
People internalize the anxiety 5G causes, which includes the reactions of the parasites in their bodies as the nucleic acids of their DNA and RNA are sheared by the 5G microwaves like a zipper ripping apart. They clench and grind their teeth, the facial, jaw, neck, shoulder, arm and back muscles tighten, the torso, hips and buttocks draw in as if to protect the organs, the legs “get ready”, and the human organism is in fight-or-flight high alert, but in stasis, as they are being denied validation that what they are experiencing is real, and so they internalize what they feel, and their immunity system begins to attack itself and they become primed for disease and death.
In the article, “Can EMFs Affect Your Pets?” Dr. Patricia Johnson points out that wireless radiation from any source causes DNA strand breaks and oxidative stress, disrupts cell metabolism and brain glucose metabolism, reduces melatonin, permeates the blood-brain barrier and generates stress proteins. Pets develop behavioral problems such as aggression, increased anxiety and agitation, as well as a variety of health problems including cancers (she gives examples of two dogs who developed cancers after sleeping next to smart meters). She says, “…both humans and animals are sharing the same chronic diseases, mental and behavioral issues.”
It is the nanotechnology that has been introduced into all of our bodies which is the most sinister of all of the aspects of this depopulation planhttps://www.nano.gov/you/nanotechnology-benefits since this is what is used to upload each soul into their cloud storage trap, the collective hive mind of the borg matrix, the colony of hell which will cease to exist in the second death. (Revelation 20:14.) Until this occurs, however, the sense of claustrophobic suffocation, difficult-to-pinpoint unease and fuzzy fear and forboding as described in the KOLBRIN BIBLE which affect humanity in the time of The Destroyer are masked by the spellcasting of the media and the pharmakeia of the food and drug administrations and the embedded subliminal messages in the targeted 5G which, thanks to the surveillance cameras everywhere and the unprecendented and ever-increasing number of satellites in this ionized Spacefence atmosphere work together to create a completely artificial environment, like a theatre of props, and the apps people use, even those who think they are well-meaning, and the devices, are sucking them into that black hole of the soul trap.
Every single human using RFID-tracking devices to communicate is rendering their souls to the devil to devour on a digital platter of self-sacrifice.
It is necessary to practice steady, slow, measured breathing (breathwork / breathing track / panchakarma) and to forgivingly and without self-blame harness and discipline the mind. As the scripture says, “Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour” (1 Peter 5:8) and satan (whether you believe he exists or not, and if you deny that he exists you have fallen for his greatest trick, which is to convince you he does not) is “the prince of the air” (Ephesians 2:2) which is now under total manipulation and control with microwaves, and every single human using RFID-tracking devices to communicate is rendering their souls to the devil to devour on a digital platter of self-sacrifice.
A human being is like the charioteer, the horse pulling it and the chariot all at once: We achieve our own self-realization by mastering our own self-regulation and staying diligently focused on our task (journey, peace of mind, equilibrium) regardless of the ~speed of our travelling. As THE STRONG DELUSION continues and we continue on each day, assaulted on all fronts and from every direction, immersed in Direct Energy Weapon (DEW) 5G WiFi IoT (Internet of Things/Everything) GWEN (Ground Wave Emergency Network) extra-low frequency (ELF) microwave radiation SPACEFENCE ionized atmosphere below-the-firmament grid of electrified particles which are also installed WITHOUT AS WELL AS WITHIN OUR BODIES, WITHOUT OUR INFORMED CONSENT AND AGAINST OUR WILLS and we are all forced to breathe, drink, absorb, eat, be medicated, drugged and poisoned and saturated with to the extent that we all ALL test tube, agar plate, guinea pig-cloned (so fitting that my MSM newsman ex’s favorite pets are his guinea pigs he’s written so fondly of over the years), miscegenated victims of SYNTHETIC BIOLOGY AND EXTREME GENETIC ENGINEERING
In this period of time known as Tribulation as our earth resets and transforms into realms of higher density and no desnsity at all, we must resist falling prey to what PSALMS 91:3 calls THE FOWLER’S SNARE.
“Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.”
Please consider the words of that verse. This is the etymological root of the word we think of as “noise”, which actually means ABOMINABLE, LOATHSOME and UNTOLERABLE – AND THESE WORDS ARE ADJECTIVES, NOT NOUNS. They – the Roman Empire first established, and the one that satan was granted charge over – which is one of the seven nations spoken of in both biblical and extrabiblical, more accurate history texts, and then the “universal” catholic (the word catholic first meant “universe” before being appropriated by satan and his demons who invented religion to create dualism and divide and conquer – actually have substituted an adjective for a noun and everyone fell for their vocabulary shell game!
Language syntax has been and continues to be weaponized to mislead people and destroy humanity, who have been cultured like microbes in agar plates and petrie dishes. Think about it. Who says “noisome”? Has anyone ever used it in a sentence in conversation with you? Odds are, no, because no one uses the word ‘noisome’ anymore, and “noise” is simply considered to be sound which is measured in decibels. Why did the word ‘get dropped’ from parlance (another word you never hear, as it means “by the sword”, so umm… weaponized much?)? BECAUSE SATAN PLAYS THE LONG GAME OF DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS, SO TO SPEAK, AND THEY HAVE BEEN PLANNING THIS FOR LITERALLY AGES. Sound travels through what? AIR (and water, albeit muffled, which is probably why the serpent took to the ocean, to avoid hearing himself and the clamors of horror of all his own victims and demon minions!). So they changed the definition of noisome, ‘retiring’ the word as non-applicable and archaic. But does the sound of fingernails on a chalkboard bother you? Only a non-biological being would say no (or ruled by a demon, or more than one).
THE SNARE OF THE FOWLER IS THE SPACE FENCE, THE NET IT IS CONSTRUCTED WITH IS THE INTERNET, THE WORLD WIDE WEB OF INFORMATION WHICH THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE UPON WHICH GROWS THE APPLE WE NEED TO STOP EATING.
Therefore, the true and accurate definition of the word NOISOME is “a cymatic soundwave frequency on scale which causes harm to biological life forms only consciously aware of a limited range of wavelengths, but sensitive to and affected by all”.
This destructive cymatic frequency therefore makes cellular regeneration cease, and since different parts of the human body take different lengths of time to restore themselves with new cells and regenerate – from one day to as long as one to two years – on the average, along the continuum of newborn to old age and on the spectrum of body weights, six months is the mean average in which it takes to collapse the human organism which has been targeted in the pulmonary, circulatory, digestive and nervous systems, and with RFID – radio frequency identity – transmitters in the smart devices, implants, the nanotechnology ingested since use of it is completely unregulated, as well as the fact that all human bodies have been made antennas by the mass onslaught of the geoengineering, vaccines SCIENCE VIDEO What happens when Aluminum and Mercury are combined, heavy metals, fluoridated and brominated water which sedates humans, bromated flour, making the thyroid susceptible to radioisotope uptake and calcifying the pineal gland which is the seat of the soul – BROMINE IN MUNICIPAL TAP WATER NOW, HERE’S WHY – the molds and yeasts, pesticides and toxins, chemicals, GMOs – there really isn’t real FOOD anymore – and so the HAARP arrays, satellites, smart devices, appliances, your own family and friends as MIND CONTROLLED PERPETRATORS all work in concert to help trigger the programmable nanobot swarms which mount the 5G-damaged body’s cytokine Herheimer’s Reaction response to the alien RNA – the viral material of the extradimensional parasites, ‘satan’s kids’ – that the human body is doing its utter best to reject. BUT: the nanotechnology is so insidiously aggressive and every world institution is in collusion with this scheme, so the very things that will protect and save a person are withheld, and they are instead helped to die by overt omission of what the medical Hippocratic Oath dictates: “FIRST, DO NO HARM”.
On October 30, 2015 when Glenside Medical Associates in Henrico, Virginia refused to test me for Lyme disease (Nanotechnology and Morgellons and Personal History 101 article) and also refused to give me a prescription with the CDC-recommended six refills of Ivermectin and three months of antibiotics needed for Lyme tick exposure that I asked for after researching what I needed to fight the Lyme Disease that was by then already a full-blown infection in my body after going to see Dr. John White there on June 11, 2015 presenting a rash and bulls eye tickbites, and he refused to test me for Lyme disease then, although I HAD BEEN BITTEN BY AT LEAST THIRTY NYMPH DEER TICKS WHICH ATTACHED ON THE SATURDAY OF MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND LESS THAN TWO WEEKS BEFORE, on that 30th of October 2015 as I faced their Nazi concentration camp-personalitied nurse, fat with parasites and flushed roseacea-cheeked with chemically-dyed jet black hair, and three of their five doctors – Dr. White refused to face me but instead peeked out from over the top of his office desk’s computer monitor about twenty feet away at the end of the hall – they threatened to “call 911” on me if I did not leave, and like a brick falling on a butterfly, aghast with a cold realization, I realized I was dealing with evil. I said, in a voice of terrified but resolute firmness, loud enough for the entire waiting room to hear: “YOU ARE BREAKING YOUR OWN HIPPOCRATIC OATH.”
And I left.
The police never came to my house and three days later I received both a first class letter copy and a registered and certified letter original that I had to sign for informing me that they discharged me as a patient.
I have every single document, test, prescription filled or unfilled, every receipt including the thousands of dollars spent for livestock meds, Amazon orders and other online sources for Lyme/Morgellons healing – AND ALL DOCTORS’ AND HOSPITALS’ NAMES AND ADDRESSES secured for perpetuity as evidence, including the name and date of the Johns Hopkins Hospital doctor who officially diagnosed me with Morgellons Syndrome after confirming that I had smartdust in my pores. #NicholasRiskoMD
I am but one of BILLIONS whose lives have been butchered by evil. I STAND FOR TRUTH. ALL OF THE DOCTORS ARE IN ON IT. NO WONDER MY BROTHER CHARLIE WAS MIND CONTROLLED INTO COMMITTING SUICIDE SO I COULD NOT GO TO MEDICAL SCHOOL!
DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS, THE LONG GAME. I heard RFB – RichieFromBoston – use the words “They play the long game” in early 2018, and no truer words can be said. And just last week I was walking during our few hours allowed to get necessary supplies and a scooter went by with two men on it, and the passenger was wearing a jacket with the slogan on back in large white block letters: THE GAME MISTAKE and I wished I had been able to photograph it but my memory, as you can tell, is like an elephants, animals I love very, very much.
And what a mistake for all who play that game!
My Washington, D.C. newsman ex-husband, and also, tragically, my own son are both D&D dungeonmasters. My ex began when he was 13 years old, and my son was also, although they’re unrelated, K. having not T-boned my life like the car wreck I was involved in until my son was in his late twenties. He – and I suspect this includes my own two children as beneficiaries – wants me dead to collect on the absolutely illegal and unpermitted life insurance policy he maintains on me despite us having no property except the $7,000.00 value of the pick-up truck I owned which he co-signed for, AND TOOK FROM ME. The court even let him write in the divorce settlement! We had NO real estate or time shares, NO stocks or bonds, NO children, NO annuities, NO consumer loans, not even a magazine subscription together, and a marriage less than two years which I entered at age 51. This is completely illegal and HE is the person of interest and primary suspect in the advent of my premature and untimely death, for I will NEVER succomb to 5G poisoning because of the measures I take, and I certainly am not taking the mark of the beast or wearing and using its tracking devices. These three – my ex and my two children – will never pass GO at this rate. I ‘played’ D&D once, for three bored afternoons in Hawaii in 2017, and my character was “DRIPPING KEYS”, who was unvanquished by all, and the ‘game’ ended up foreshadowing how I preserved my life and left the island before Kileaua erupted).
This large piece of artwork I made was stolen by my DC newsman ex. Let me know if you have seen it anywhere, and whoever HAS all of my things now, well, you have HELL to pay.
Reeling this back in, although everything I ever disclose here is evidence for all crimes against humanity and can and will be used for not only my book, as Christ says we each will be judged by, but for all the souls in all the books of life in the Halls of Amenti who have been wronged! 5G IS THE PESTILENCE.“Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.”
Ah, the power just went out. I began typing this early this morning the 16th, as the electromagnetics were so intense yesterday evening that it was safest to be digitally detoxed!
As 5G and vaccines depopulate the world not instantaneously, but over an exponentially increasing period of time. The MSM and cabal health systems keep doling out the term “flattening the curve”, but REMEMBER! Everything satan says is the OPPOSITE, the INVERSION of the truth. The “curve” will not flatten, that dangled carrot word is only to delude people with a false sense of acceptance into being in lockdown, and this is all part of their installation of worldwide martial law.
Humanity is entrained with occult satanic ritual magic sorceric spells and practices which to be performed are required to openly state what they are doing to their victims.
THE SCRIPTURES – all of them, especially the pre-canonized bible which is simply the weaponized and edited version disseminated by the roman empire still, the head of the seven nation army – ARE PROPHETIC.
The noisome pestilience is the 5G that they have covered the face of the earth with in order to snare and trap souls and prevent the plasma human spirit – FOR IT IS AN ELECTRIC UNIVERSE AND OUR SPIRIT IS 21 GRAMS OF PLASMA (THE EGO IS MOLECULARLY ANTITHETICAL TO TRUTH) – from being attracted to the positive pole of the vesica piscis singularity horizon event (commonly referred to as “the event horizon” which IS the coming of Christ, the LIGHT, the WORD THAT WAS MADE MANIFEST. Their STRONG DELUSION has been working for thousands of years – not for one constant moment – to DECEIVE people to the point where all of this is crazy talk, total rubbish, when in fact all governments and corporations and world religions and everything commercialized, commodified, certified or accredited in any way at all BOWS DOWN TO SATAN AND HIS PLAN TO HIDE THE TRUTH THAT THERE IS A GOD FROM MAN, WOMAN AND CHILD. The 5G Spacefence and heavy metalled human bodies holding their own kill switches (smart devices) are to TRAP SOULS FROM EXITING THIS DOME WHILE EVERYONE IS LOCKED IN PLACE IN FULL BLOWN MARTIAL LAW AND THEY BEGIN “DROPPING LIKE FLIES” FROM THE DIRECT ENERGY WEAPON GROUND WAVE EMERGENCY NETWORK EXTRA LOW FREQUENCY MICROWAVE RADIATION WAVES OF THE 5G THEY ARE NOW FULLY ACTIVATING. They first turned it on in Wuhan, China [INSERT MY TWEET ABOUT THAT] and then Italy, London and the United States. I find it interesting that these three independent city-states of the Vatican in Rome, Washington DC and London, each an arm of satan, are where it was activated first, and if anyone has thoughts on the why of this (ah, the power just went out again, it’s 3PM 16April2020 Delhi time), please share in the comments. Maybe because these reptilians working in each of the three areas are capable of getting replacement clone bodies and so the initial rollout locations allow for their direct, in place, supervision and report to Lucifer? I dunno.
Why don’t I use the word ‘global’, you might ask? Have you noticed how it’s dropped into almost all corporate identity, product placement and ad copy? Because that too is part of the huge, long game lie called The Strong Delusion: IT’S FLAT. We live under the DOME OF THE FIRMAMENT. Antedeluvian researchers – and that includes me – understand that this earth has had at least five “resets”, each of which have created what can be visualized as concentric ring-shaped realms, and right now the world we perceive we are in and on is in the middle and is 3D. Each ‘reset’ has created other realms with differing dimensions and atmospheres, I won’t name them, for sake again of staying on topic, but imagine a vast pool a pebble was dropped into creating six concentric ripples, each ripple ring having it’s own cosmological bodies, separated from each other plasmically and electromagnetically according to Universal law, and each revolving in their own precessions of time based on the Fibonacci Sequence of 432,000 hertz /days/years with repeating patterns of sacred geometry. The add the rebel Yeshua Christ refers to in the Gospel of Judas as “Nebro, which is interpreted as rebel”, the WORD JESUS CHRIST SAID. Nebro is Nibiru, and has an elliptical orbit which we are experiencing now. This, to use that one heavy metal (another “loaded phrase”) IS THE FINAL COUNTDOWN, and THAT is what ALL OF THIS IS ABOUT. Just look at that album cover…
Whew, that was a mouthful. Still with me?
THE VAN ALLEN BELTS.
FLAT EARTH IS TRUE.
GLOBE EARTH IS A LIE.
HUMANITY IS SUFFERING FROM PERCEPTION BIAS AND COGNITIVE DISSONANCE AND IS A SPECIES WITH AMNESIA.
I worked at NASA Goddard Space Flight Center and in the spring of 1999 the crew operating the Hubble satellite sent it off-orbit with a fire in their Weber grill in the trailer thet were in next to ours, when I was a subcontractor for AEROTEK and a cross-platform LAN/WAN Tier 3/4 Network Desktop Computer Specialist with a top secret clearance on a project readying the “campus” computers – and all their “scientific data” for Y2K – the rollover of timestamps into the year 2,000.
NASA exists to make this a PRISON PLANET and convince you that GOD doesn’t exist and the universe came about because of a random big bang. In actuality, the governments have been talking about the aliens – AKA the fallen angels for a very long time.
THE UNITED NATIONS MAINTAINS A BASE WAITING FOR THE FALLEN ANGEL ALIENS
MountHermon was the port of entry for a group of fallen angels, who rebelled in the heavens and were thrown to earth, only to corrupt the human race long before the days of Noah. “Paris Zero Meridian” – MountHermon, the ancient territory of the *Tribe of Dann – is located at 33 degrees east of the Paris Zero Meridian (longitude), and 33 degrees north of the Equator (latitude). The United Nations Base there has it – called The Nephilim Portal – under secure guard at all times… why?
The physical bodily existence on this 3D plane is a punishment because we are, us humans, LIGHT BEINGS, all a part of the ONE UNIVERSAL SOURCE, given a spirit in a body with an opportunity to learn lessons and to transcend this limited form, the husk that dies in a world of pain and trauma run by psychopaths who are devoted to the original narcissist: the devil.
You have a choice, and it will be the hardest one you will ever make because they have cut all of humanity from the herd and are literally culling us like cattle. People are truly physically addicted to their cellphones now, and to the process of uploading their souls to the hive. Fear has been instilled in nearly every human being on the face of the earth that some “virus”, the ruse to hide the deaths from 5G, is going to kill them all. Between CERN opening portals and the push for 5G – it seems they propose 6G to maintain hell?
When the power went out the first time today (the 16th), I walked and saw a few telling things. Still waiting on another video to upload, but here’s one of the two short clips I made of what’s happening here to fabricate the Strong Delusion. IS THIS A FEMA HOSPITAL OR WHAT? INDIA, 16April2020 Description: Walking across what was for a long time an empty lot in the thrird week of worldwide martial law lockdown with no end in sight and all construction halted, I observed sudden changes: construction in rapid progress, many supplies being brought in, limestone cement poweder lines delineating boundaries and “coronavirus social distancing circles” for a que to stand in, and as I stopped to take it all in, realizing what I saw, the probable manager of the site alerted others there and everyone began to leave the area. This is what I was able to film. – April 16, 2020
I’m being brutally honest and imploring each and every human being who reads my words and sees my evidence:
DO NOT USE SMART DEVICES. DO NOT GET “TESTED FOR THE VIRUS” LIKE MY FRIEND [PATTY] DID. DO NOT GET VACCINATED OR ACCEPT ANY FORM OF NASAL SPRAY OR SKIN TAG OR MEDICATION OF ANY KIND. DO NOT ACCEPT THE FREE GOVERNMENT FOOD, WATER OR PRO-OFFERED HELP. ALL OF IT EXISTS TO KILL YOU.
Do not use social media or apps. Learn to heart communicate telepathically. In the old days before telegraphs and telephones this was called PRAYER.
Now it’s known as “hypercommunication” and telepathy, and wrongly considered supernatural.
The physics of “ascension” are better explained by Dan Winter, scroll down for two of his videos – than I. But on an atomic, cellular level, the definitive microcosmic scale, when the singularity event occurs, our 21-gram spirit must be able to electromagnetically navigate and translate plasmically to the positive pole of the universal energy source vesica piscis collision. If we die in other ways, and we are in a negatively polarized ‘state’ (I could also write at least 5,000 words about states and the use of that word when talking about periodic table elements being gaseous (and a few are “noble”, liquid, or solid and sometimes frozen, but that convo will perhaps wait until our campfire talks as stars!) of consciousness and locale, such as densely crowded rectilinear metal and plastic 5G environments full of people with parasites and heavy metals amidst so much inorganic, low-frequency materials and being constantly bombarded with mind control programming and cymatically entrained and sensorally microwaved, the 21 gram spirit may – UNLESS GRACE, AN ANGEL, A MESSENGER OF GOD INTERVENES – this spirit in the body the self is given to burn away the dross and become a pure, shining soul with may LOSE THAT “SPARK OF SELF GIVEN TO THEM ON LOAN”, as Yeshua the Christ Jesus said in The Gospel of Judas the rulers of this fallen world hid but was returned to humanity with the discovery of the Dead Sea Scrolls (1945-48), and be destoyed forever when everything that is negative is eternally destroyed because there will BE NO MORE LOWER DIMENSIONS, OR TIME, OR DISTANCE, OR ANYTHING THIS CURRENT WORLD HAS BEEN BRAINWASHED TO BELIEVE IS “REAL”.
DO NOT SACRIFICE YOURSELF OUR YOUR LOVED ONES RESPONDING TO YOU AND TRAP ALL YOU LOVE IN THE FOWLER’S SNARE WHICH HAS THE WORLD WIDE (they didn’t call it ‘the global web’, or sphere-shaped, did they? They used the word “WIDE” – like a FLAT EXPANSE IS DESCRIBED, a PLANE. See? They have to be honest in their sorcery and spell out exactly what they are doing) WEB OF IP ADDRESSES AND THE DOMAIN NAMES CHOSEN FOR ‘HOMES’ IN THE CLOUD.
CATTLE ARE DRIVEN AND HERDED, SHEEP ARE LED AND FOLLOW THE SHEPHERD WITH TRUST AND WILLINGLY.
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The slamming torrent coming at us from a chute we all helped make, all of us, until one-by-one we each realize incrementally how we had to disengage and terminate the assault program one soul at a time.
Think of the spiritual war going on as we mortals battle evil here.
A puppy named Jhoti died today, and I could not save her.
A person who came for spiritual first aid a few days ago went demon on me and I walked away. Only God will decide if I interact with her again.
I saw a man who is a Brad Pitt doppleganger, and he saw me as if he knew my face too. He had a shaved head with a wide, light brown mohawk and a tattoo from over his left ear and down his jugular vein, and he looked at me as if to say, “Yeah? DO something about it.” I looked back at him and then right through him.
I went to Ganga to be in Her embrace, and I thought: should a rock speak to me to take it?, standing amidst thousands of them. And my eyes were pulled down and to the left and there was a heart-shaped rock, bigger heart than I have.
It was after that that I saw Jhoti in her death mask.
I have seen her many times, her owner is a young man with a chai stand, and he had given her a red collar. We spoke every time I passed.
I think of all the animals who trust us humans and don’t understand what’s happening. Maybe Jhoti, who seemed like much more than a mixed breed street dog, was aware. She seemed like it. Some dogs have that. Animals.
My daughter Emily wanted me to make a webpage called ANIMALS I HAVE LOVED.
I love YOU, Emily. Do you know what’s really going on, or are you so damaged from the pharmakeia sorcery and programming that you are being led to slaughter, you and my grandchildren, and your brother, son I love, and your spouses?
Oh this is beyond imagination. This is a slow kill still, as well.
Please read my writing here. Please send me an email. I love you, Emily.
I love you all.
The frequency of 5G, which is 10X higher than 4G, causes cell poisoning in the human body. Nanotechnology has been put into all human bodies and activated with pulsed WiFi signals. Microwave radiation initiates the nanobots and in 10-14 days, the victim has a massive cytokine swarm even – SARS (sudden acute respiratory syndrome), or a heart attack first, especially in younger people. Now young people are presenting with the 5G effects they are calling Covid-19 toes. 5G kills our cells by shearing the DNA, and initiates a massive Herxheimer’s Response and Cytokine storm. Our body works to remove the poisonous materials by excreting RNA/DNA proteins which are called a virus. These toxic wastes eventually leave our body, unless immuno-compromised and nanotechnology-ridden, which is all of us, practically. The viruses our bodies are ejecting are actually alien DNA and RNA, and that is in the parasites, which are dying as a result of the body’s efforts to stay alive. This is exactly what I wrote in this article called THE MYSTERY THEY HID – THE RESTORED BLOGPOST and alien means non-human. The ancient texts and scriptures use this word, and call their cultures “strange”.
This is what happens to people with Lyme Disease and Morgellons. Canaries in the coalmine, our bodies reject the synthetic biology and are electromagnetically sensitive. They call that “delusional”. It won’t seem so delusional when your family dies all around you, or you die first, brainwashed and believing the lies.
What is being called Covid-19 Coronavirus is the effects of 5G. On the average it takes 6 months for 5G radiation to impact the human body.
As for 5G being the only network that can handle an Internet of Things transhumanist world run by Artificial Intelligence, a new one-world digital currency that is coming out, driver-less cars and the many hidden agendas connected to 5G, the involved corporations are willing to sacrifice any numbers of lives to avoid turning this back. They are order followers, and demons in flesh bodies.
The three pandemics that we had in the last 120 years illustrate the cellular effects radio frequency waves have on the human body. The 1918 Spanish Flu was caused by the introduction of radio waves. After WWII, another flu ‘wave’ was caused by the introduction of television, increased numbers of radio frequency bands and radar from satellites. In 1968 the Hong Kong Flu, caused by rolling out more radar sending another hundred thousand satellites into space. Who knows how many there are now (maybe Devon’s final boarding stable manager).
Soon there will be mandatory vaccinations with not only the coronavirus but also chemicals that enforce the result of the radiation on our bodies, these vaccines will also contain an RFID chip that will indicate who has been vaccinated and who has not. The word VACCINE comes from “vacca”, which means ‘cattle’.
Digital currency is replacing cash. This will all happen within a matter of months, not even years. Already people are being pushed by their own banks to use apps for inter-bank transfers, businesses are pushing Apple Pay, GooglePay, etc.
AI controls the food systems world-wide, and all of the merchants here receive shipments from Amazon to stock the stores, arriving daily, many, many products with exactly the same packaging as when ordered from America. Has no one noticed the takeover? I wrote here and on Twitter about being insensibly denied the ability to make purchases online, bank, pay bills, shop ON AMAZON. I was used as a test case, and with what you now know from this article the part 5G plays, it’s the entire human race.
Ephesians 2:2 – Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:
1 Peter 5:8 – Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
and his mindblowing 2015 interview with full CERN disclosure
In my Chemistry 101 class in college during the lecture on the structure of the atom and the fact that electrons can jump orbitals, I raised my hand and told the instructor that I believed that “that is the energy of God”.
ICE AGE FARMER
From the Vivekachudamani Shankaracharya, an ancient Vedic text:
“The scriptures declare that the means of liberation for seekers are faith, devotion, meditation and yoga. You too shall obtain these means, and if you practice constantly shall be set free from the bondage to the body caused by ignorance. You are eternally of the nature of param-atma. This bondage of samsara, of non-self, has come upon you only through ignorance. It will be utterly destroyed through knowledge born of inquiry into the self.
Gazing on the guru who says this, the disciple asks: “O master, what is bondage? How did it come? How does it survive, and how is it to be destroyed? What ~is the non-self, and what, indeed, is the self? And what is discrimination between self and non-self? Graciously bless me with the answers to these questions, so that by hearing your replies, I may be blessed.”
To this request of the disciple, the master answers: “Dear soul, if you have felt the desire to be the self, free from the bondage caused by ignorance, you are indeed blessed. You have achieved life’s purpose. You have sanctified, thereby, your whole line. Just as sons and other relations pay off the debts of the father, so there are others who will free one from bearing a burden on one’s head. But the distress caused by hunger only can be cured by eating for one’s self, not by others eating for one. And if you are sick, you must take medicine and keep a proper diet yourself. No one else can do it for you.
Similarly, bondage comes to you through your own ignorance, and can only be removed by yourself. However learned a person may be, they cannot rid themselves of the ignorance born of desire and fate except by realizing Brahman with their own infinite knowledge.
Liberation cannot be obtained through yoga, ritual or learning, but only through knowledge of the oneness of Brahman and atman.” – From the Vivekachudamani Shankaracharya
And from the Bhagavad Gita:
I share this now because this is hidden knowledge that all Children of Light need to hear. If you are reading this blog, you are on the path of Truth (unless you are someone with malintent who reads my posts to “keep tabs” for whatever entity your soul is sold to). And if you are on this lofty, lonely journey along with me and the very few others who see past the veils of illusion which form this world and rule over nearly all, you have lost family, friends, loved ones and material possessions, all worldly standing. But in that loss you have made the greater gain in this holy war. You are not defined by the glamor and deception made possible due to ignorance, which is being unawakened to the truth of who you are and have always been.
I have so much to say, but there is no way to write it all.
I will refrain from further comment and post this now. More is coming: writing from the last two weeks. I hope that you have been heart communicating with me, because I have with you.
So yeah, and in Maryland they are setting up FEMA camps for CoVID-19 Coronavirus cases at the FedEx Field Stadium just a few miles from my Catonsville hometown. Just to let you know, as real as a sickness it can be, it’s also a ruse to institute martial law, so be ready for home lockdown and be careful. I have tips coming soon for warding off infection and staying healthy. The plasma arc storms will be begininning again soon here, I can see from the clouds and the power that just went out, so I will do my best.
It’s not easy to explain to anyone how to hypercommunicate and live without smart devices and break from the way they entrap a being, forcing everyone to accept the mark of the beast. I am aware that most of you may think I am being irresponsible to my duty as a watcher and a detox coach. I have had a lifelong gradual deterioration of family, friend and social engagement culminating in the reptilian newsman ex, the Lyme and Morgellons, and a lifetime of being a targeted high VMAT2 child of God. Please gnow I love you. Please do not feed yourself to the beast of the digital realm, or pass your children over the fire.
“O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not! Behold, your house is left unto you desolate. For I say unto you, Ye shall not see me henceforth, till ye say, Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord.” – Matthew 23:37-39
“And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.” – Jesus, Matthew 10:21
“For I have come to turn ‘A man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. A man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.” – Jesus, Matthew 10:35-36
“Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child. Children will rise against their parents and have them put to death.” – Mark 13:12
“Men think perhaps that it is peace that I have come to cast upon the world. They do not know that it is dissension which I have come to cast upon the earth: fire, sword and war. For there will be five in a house: three will be against two, and two against three, the father against the son, and the son agains the father. And they will stand solitary.” – Jesus Christ, The Gospel of Thomas, Logion 16. This gospel was hidden by the catholic church roman empire Luciferian anunnaki world rulers until the late 1940’s when two copies were found in Egypt and another in Nag Hamaddi with the Dead Sea Scrolls. It was at this same time that Israel was given status as a nation. This is all prophetic for this playing out as the parable of the fig tree generation.
“Know what is before your face, and what is hidden from you will be revealed to you. For there is nothing hidden which will not be revealed, nor anything buried which will not be raised.” – Saying Five, The Gospel of Thomas
“But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased.” – Daniel 12:4
“Verily I say unto you, That a rich man shall hardly enter into the kingdom of heaven. And again I say unto you, It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God. But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first.” – Jesus, Matthew 19:23-24
“And Jesus said unto them, Verily I say unto you, That ye which have followed me, in the regeneration when the Son of Man shall sit in the throne of his glory, ye also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel. And every one that hath forsake houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life.” – Jesus, Matthew 19:28-29
CHRIST FORETELLS THE DESTRUCTION OF THE TEMPLE AND THE CALAMITIES BEFORE IT
“And as he sat upon the mount of Olives, the disciples came unto him privately, saying, Tell us, when shall these things be? and what shall be the sign of thy coming, and of the end of the world? And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you. For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many. And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places. All these are the beginning of sorrows. Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name’s sake. And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another. And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved. And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come. When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:) Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains: Let him which is on the housetop not come down to take any thing out of his house: Neither let him which is in the field return back to take his clothes. And woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck in those days! But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day: For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be. And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect’s sake those days shall be shortened. Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not. For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect. Behold, I have told you before. Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not. 27For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. 28For wheresoever the carcase is, there will the eagles be gathered together. Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken: And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. And he shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other. Now learn a parable of the fig tree; When his branch is yet tender, and putteth forth leaves, ye know that summer is nigh: So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors. Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled. Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away. But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only. But as the days of Noe were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark, And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left. Two women shall be grinding at the mill; the one shall be taken, and the other left. Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your Lord doth come. But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up. Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh. Who then is a faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath made ruler over his household, to give them meat in due season? Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing. Verily I say unto you, That he shall make him ruler over all his goods. But and if that evil servant shall say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming; And shall begin to smite his fellowservants, and to eat and drink with the drunken; The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of, And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.“ – Matthew 24: 2-51
I looked over past my left elbow and my meditation bell was knocked over with enough force to push it forward enough to also flip over the box of matches I had just lit a stick of incense the universe gave to me today on the road to Laxman Jhula here in Rishikesh. This just happened. Nichole, thank you for gracing me with your spirit and ringing the bell next to me. Let this be truth for all – especially you, my dear, dear granddaughter Emily: Mommy is not gone, we are all one in love and consciousness, and she is right here, right now, always with you.
Yesterday I was telling a love how Nichole’s spirit visited when I photographed the shrine vigil I kept the night of her memorial service I was forbidden to attend by my children, as I am prophetically shunned. It is difficult to see in the two photographs but flits in each like a small yellow/greenish flame, a jhoti, in Hindi.
Thank you for the beauty of your soul, Nichole. I love you so much!
And I love you, Emily. Be strong. Write to me. I will reach out to all of you soon. <3