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Heart Connecting with My Granddaughter Emily Last Night

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August 14, 2019

Last night I went to bed at 10:30PM. A strong electromagnetic storm had been going on for the past three hours, as Nibiru is now very close: the skies are very obscured with HAARPed clouds of the chemsprays to create the filters that hide the light sprectrum people would see Nibiru by, which also are toxic to all life, and killing it (all), creating destruction and a world of controllable nanobot technology for the transhuman agenda of Lucifer. Because of the plasma arc-ing, all electrical plugs are pulled from outlets except for the air conditioner, and there are no WiFi devices on, no LED is on either (LiFi), and the cell is debatteried, in a metal box. Any EMFs are from sources outside my apartment.

As I do when lying down to sleep, I thanked God for the day, and cleared my mind and breathed and let go to sleep.

I awoke two hours later (I later found out), after this. I will do my best to record simply what I experienced. There is no “transition” into this Happening; no frame of reference, segue, etc.

I realized that I was looking at a scene my granddaughter Emily had made with a program: it seemed like I had found this online (now I am blocked from her Instagram, so there is truly no ‘window’ for me into her life), and as I looked at it with the great interest I had, seeing the room, I saw it was of depth, and moving. Like an environmental shadowbox with objects and light and motion.

It was a room I looked into as if there were no wall between me and it. [small diagram] It was warmly lit with glowing golden light from three bay windows (like my girlhood bedroom had) at the wall opposite me. A soft, late afternoon light, not harsh like the light now. I could see that there was some furniture; shelves, things hanging on the walls behind the three chairs arranged in a semi-circle directly in front of me. A rug, perhaps braided like the one I had made when Emily lived with me in 2013, was in the center of the floor, the chairs around it. There were two pieces of white paper on the rug, one to the right and closer to me near the chair to the right-most of the semi-circle, and another toward the center chair. I was straining to read them (they were written on by her). All I can recall is that they expressed her feelings including about our enforced estrangement, and as I studied the scene, I realized it shimmered and was moving, and a cat quickly got up (it had looked like it was curled sleeping) from the left chair and jumped to the center chair, then the chair on the right, and sat. I saw that the cat was a burnished auburn-red colored tabby, and I realized I was seeing something that was happening, not just a painting or drawing.

And I said “Emily, can you hear me?”

After a very short pause, I heard her somewhat hesitantly reply (she is not allowed to interact with me and I am shunned, she was forced at age 11 to cut me out of her life, and she wrote in a book she made and gave to me – a small baby book with inserts she filled of things for me to remember her by “for when you think of me” she said as she took it from her purse and put it in my hand, looking back to see if her dad (my son Max) and his second wife Laura saw her do this – “I tear off a piece of my soul and give it to you for you to keep”): “Yes”. Another very short pause and in a voice that quickly shifted into the confident voice I recognized from when we were allowed to be gramma and granddaughter, she said “And you can see my thoughts and hear what I am thinking.”

And another “page” floated down, as a leaf might settle to the bottom of a pool of water, so thin and delicate, like a gossamer membrane like the inside of an egg the chick hatches from, but thinner, as if it was all color with no backing surface. It [diagram] came right down, obviously intentionally, and I saw it as if it were in a watery atmosphere. As it reached the rug, its edges still quavered and rippled, and the room was full of energy. I looked at the drawing (*it was a drawing she did) enraptured, and it was a white Rose of Sharon flower with carmine-tinted edges and center, and the one flower filled the paper, which never truly ‘settled’, but just-so-delicately hovered over the rug, as if alive.

All of this happened in an instant.

I replied (to her saying to me “and you can see my thoughts”, for all of this happened with no delays: experienced): “It’s beautiful. And I can hear you whistling.” For she had been softly whistling a melody as the flower came down. (Jamie whistled, I whistled, Max whistles.)

And then the room began to dim, and the dimension and ethereal glow withdrew as if a dial had been turned like volume down, and in the pause as I waited then, realizing as it dimmed that she was not going to reply because the portal closed, the veil drew back over, and I rose to my elbows and came to a waking state, no longer dreaming or asleep, and felt the bed and the room around me, and the sound of the ceiling fan and the clock on the wall ticking, and I sobbed, and thanked God for letting us connect in Spirit.

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** At first I wondered, awake now, if it was my ~daughter~ Emily I connected with in this experience, a vision, a soul exchange, but quickly realized it was Emme, emily my granddaughter. And the cat, the color of her henna-dyed hair… she loves cats: it was my granddaughter. I got a drink of water, wiped the tears off and blew the mucousal archons of emotional reaction from my nose and again thanked the Most High Father God for giving me this gift, allowing Emily and I to connect in our heart space.

I love you, Emily. [drawing as I always do two connected winged hearts] I am here with you always.

Gramma ❤ ❤

* from her mind’s eye, which through our DNA and pineal glands our spirits communicated

** Because also my daughter is named Emily; my granddaughter Emily is named after her. I named my daughter Emily ‘Emily’ because she did not look like a ‘Ravenna’, the name I had planned to give her at birth, the ‘art capital of Italy” so I named her after the poet whose poems I loved reading then, Emily Dickinson.]

Namasté.

Tags: DNA,dream,Emily,family,GOD,granddaughter,heart,LIGHT,LOVE,spirit,soul,veil,vision

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

CONTHINKAISISPAN

ENLIGHTENMENT

The western world locks people up for this, slapping on the mental illness label; marginalizing the targeted individual into a dark abyss. Take heart: *Grace abounds.

This satsang सत्संग – a word which comes from Sanskrit, meaning to associate with others in the company of the “highest truth,” the company of a guru, or company with an assembly of persons who listen to, talk about, and assimilate the truth. Satsang is a Hindi term derived from the Sanskrit of ‘satsangha’, which is based on the root word: ‘Sat’ (Sanskrit), which means ‘true’, and in Indian philosophy, “gathering together for the truth” or, more simply, “being with the truth”. (Indian philosophy – the recording of facts – is the first, original philosophy existing on earth upon which all Greek, Roman, European and Western cultures borrowed from (plagiarized, looted, stole, desecrated) and rewrote in accordance with their own socioeconomically geopolitical powermonger-in-world-theater goals.  The first recorded holy war (predating the nation that would become Rome) occured in India, and this began the obfuscation of truth and the beginning of human trafficking as resources.) Seekers become enlightened (released from the bondage of ignorance caused by the conditioning and programming of the world) while being in the company of the truth. Their ability to realize the truth and release from the blinding veils of illusion is related to their innermost degree of searching and Grace, which is the unknowable, undefinable, all-powerful supernatural power of God, the creative force of all existence, beyond space and time.

*This satsang is filmed at the Sri Ramana Maharshi Ashram in Tiruvannamalai, India. Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi. The word (title) Bhagavan भगवान , ‘भ’ stands for Bhoomi or Earth, ‘ग’ stands for Gagan or Space, ‘व’ stands for Vayu or Air, ‘आ’ stands for Agni or Fire, ‘न’ stands for Neer or Water. The earliest writings define this as complete splendor, virtue, glory, opulence, knowledge, dispassion; the supreme personality of Godhead, the omniscient being who has the complete knowledge of creation, dissolution, knowledge, ignorance, etc. Hence, the absolute truth. The link in the first sentence of this paragraph is to the website devoted to him, so I will only relate that the ‘takeaway’ relevant to this satsang and what you witness here – why this is titled ENLIGHTENMENT – is this: Sri Ramana Maharshi spent much time in silence, with the explanation that enlightenment came in his presence, and that is exactly happened for all truth seekers on their spritual path who spent time in his presence, time varying by individual but a shared end result of reaching samadhi, or nirvana. Such is the power of God in human form. Like Jesus.
Here we witness Grace conferred in this video.

Thank you, Moojibaba.
I love you, God.
I love, eye love.
LOVE.

The featured image of the two ripples creating one vesica piscis form while being one as water is a visual example of ‘Hari Om’, a greeting form that sums up, I think, the analogy of the water and the wave. Although there are numerous waves in the ocean, big and small, rough and gentle, they are all made up of the same material which, is water. Further more the waves cannot exist apart from water. So is it with us as well. We cannot exist without the feeling of our being. In deep sleep, which is invariably a blissful state for all, we exist though we are forgetful of our name and form, which is why we wake up and reflect that we had a wonderful sleep. So is it with self consciousness. Once we understand our true nature to be the being, the spirit, we understand ourselves to be an immortal being. This is the release from the bondage of ignorance: ENLIGHTENMENT.

Namaste.

OM DUM DURGAYEI NAMAHA

This Sanskrit mantra has the combined powers of Lakshmi, Saraswati and Kali, and is used for protection against internal or external negative forces. Sadhus chant or listen to mantras are the same sound frequencies used to move enormous stones, as seen in all antedeluvian structures, the pyramids, and in the modern Buddhist temples built in the present day. Chanting voices, bells, bowls, the resonance of OM in human voice – why eastern music sounds nasal to western ears – this is integrally part of why mantras exist and are used.

In this being’s case the OM DUM DURGAYEI NAMAHA mantra is a powerful sword against the swirling energies of persons locally, using Facebook and other social media, full of parasites and toxic foods, the Maya of television and newspapers all owned by the controllers programming illusion into human minds as boiling frogs. Even in Rishikesh, India the octopus lulls almost all into obeisance of samsara.

And if anyone is curious, Sanskrit is the true angelic language.

Namaste.

 

Music Of Cathedrals and Forgotten Temples – Atmospheric Choir Mix

Tracklist: 0:00 Jeremy Soule – Peace of Akatosh (The Elder Scrolls: Oblivion Soundtrack) 4:09 Catholic Renaissance Hymns – Adoremus in Aeternum 6:42 Hans Zimmer – Aurora 15:17 Mozart – Requiem: Lacrimosa 18:26 Howard Shore – Evenstar (The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers Soundtrack) 21:41 Gregorian Chant – Da Pacem Domine 26:15 Mychael Danna – Tsimtsum (Life of Pi Soundtrack) 29:05 Pergolesi – Stabat Mater: Dolorosa 33:48 Samuel Barber – Agnus Dei 41:44 Catholic Hymns – Pange Lingua Gloriosi 48:08 Erik Satie – Gymnopedie No. 1 (for Soprano) 51:47 Gregorian Chant – Dies Irae 54:53 Jeremy Soule – From Past to Present (The Elder Scrolls: Skyrim Soundtrack) 59:58 Howard Shore – Twilight and Shadow (the Lord of the Rings: Return of the King Soundtrack) 1:03:28 Gabriel Faure – Pie Jesu 1:06:56 Gregorian Chant – Te Deum

 

DNA SEQUENCE COUNTUP: NATURE IS GOD

Originally posted on October 1, 2019

Going over the yesterday’s post Secrets of Cymatics, DNA, and Egyptians (I comb through it, as it’s a lot to go through, the reblog of seven articles as one post here, but think of it as a book shared), the first fascination I have, since we are being purified, we Light Children, to ascend, is Susan Alexjander’s research into DNA sequencing and its direct existence as musical notes in helix tablature (my wording).
Here is one of her “pieces”:

and her entire album SEQUENCIA is on Spotify, , with tracks called Thymine, Adenine, etc., but now that Google enforces their surveillance API called “Widevine” as a requisite to continued use of Spotify, that’s out, I’m gone, pffft. Every day that passes, the beast shows itself and one can choose to walk away; not play its game. Or not.

So as the days go by now, and the dimension shift becomes apparent to you (if you are so fortunate to be your self created), understanding the roles cymatics, music and frequencies play ( ❤ <— word use ! ) in your translation is something you directly are able to take initiative and responsibility for.

Bartolomeus Traubek’s TREE RING MUSIC is creation. Immerse yourself in it. That is what the MOST HIGH hears. He (really, sex-less, but we are entrained to divide) made the instruments, the symphony of light resonance. OAK is one of my favorites, and for me, especially since I refinished so much of the antique furniture I used to have, the quality of the wood sings clearly. Truly it is heavenly.

Reflecting ( <— again ) on sounds, chants, bells, water, nature, drums and tones, the intention-all surrounding of yourself in your environment, we accellerate the translation we desire.

And then there are the symphonies of the crickets…

And slowed further…

In the Essene Gospels of Peace, the Christ Jesus, the LIGHT made manifest; materialized in form to aid humanity in its struggle against the Annunaki archons of the demiurge taught those who could gnow such things about the angels of nature. It seems to me that the sounds of crickets and water and scents of plants and the coo of babies and the almost silent unfurling of leaves and all that is organic in this world made by LIGHT as sound is the intention of angels. Who we would like to become, or something that which we cannot imagine, being in form. Pure intention.

It is difficult to word the things which I am coming into of in.

Stripping back all layers of definition, time, identification systems and paradigms…

BEYOURSELFMIRACLEPICTURE333 I wrote about our souls being the space between visible ripples… the interior of each atom is empty space… we are the spark of light made not by fire but SOURCE… our choices shape our spirit in the container of soul, that space, endless and undefinable. Illimitable.

Fragrance is spiritual: scent. Find ways to release the intelligence of plants, minerals and resins. I burn, aerosolize or passively waft frankincense, myrrh, Nag Champa Agarbatti, raw ambergris, sage, Palo Santo, peppermint, orange and lemon oils, lavender, Thieves (Five Knives), more. I burn bay leaves on salt. All this counts.

Having bells helps. The Tibetan monks, their bowls that sing. I have a bell hanging in my car. On either side of this idiot box machine, and bedside. When I approach using this technology, it’s become a ritual of cleansing before, during and after.

 

I’m just a human, and I have hurt others, as I have been hurt. I forgive all.
I just want the MOST HIGH to want me in His presence.

Namasté.

Tags: ascension,creation,cymatics,DNA,frequency,incense,music,SOURCE,spirit,soul

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

I SEE DEAD PEOPLE

I believe it is really this clearcut: All human beings, unless awakend from samsara are inhabited to some extent by demons, the disembodied spirits seeking a dwelling place in a human body.

You know when you meet someone, or see someone you already know, what can start off as a relaxed, no red lights interaction can suddenly and for no reason feel just off?

That the demons in them reacting to you, and yours to them.
Detoxing removes them over time, and the spiritual detox is so much easier when the body and the brain where the mind is are as parasite-free as possible, and this is why people fast. Food is the garment of death. In the west, it’s a past time, a vocation and a sport. In the east, they are lulled into ignorance of synthetic biology, nanotechnology, heavy metals, GMO effects including the rise of transhumanism, and the fact tha their diabetes and cardiac issues, varicose veins, et cetera, are all from parasites.
Djinn. Now glorified as superheroes and Disney characters and anime.

The prison of the ego keeping them from the sword of truth of The Self as Brahman is disassociation, neurosis, schizophrenia and multiple personality disorder, the identity-splitting of the human mind enabling demonic possession. Thus duality is introduded to the ongoing ‘reality series’ [sic] called life. People are either ruled by higher or lower forms of spirit.  Prion disease – zombification (FEMA has a plan for it) – is being spread through all cultures by natural flavoring food and product additives and all factory meat, especially ground or lab synthesized. https://eatingtoascend.com/tag/soylent/

CERN opened portals for more entities since we have so many more because of the fibers, synthetic biology and GMOs, Lyme and Morgellons, and all the parasites. Demons are not external and unseen. We are surrounded by them, and I see them in almost everyone. They entice and say smooth words and act like friends or foe in all the ways of this world. Their cellphones, Facebook, WhatsApp and all apps and social media on SMART devices – including watches – are lifelines deathgrids for them, courtesy of the matrix. Why, they’re just keeping in touch with their friends! No, it’s soultrapping. Their jars are full of ignorance and they have slowly, slowly been boiled as frogs.

People are targeted by these demonic entities working in the alphabet agencies and corporations with their ad nauseum-discussed symbology (I studied this in the 80’s and 90’s in college, not as a recent/self-described ‘woke’ person) for the devil – all of this existence is a holy war – and traps are laid daily. Most are sweet-smelling diversions in the garden of each day, sometimes these traps are obvious, but rarely, as then they could be avoided! That’s not how deception works. We mistake the rope for the snake.

I have realized this is why people take the path of silence – vipassana and brahmanchari – renunciation – and stay with their guru. Guruji Ramana Maharshi was a silent emanation of Grace, and all who were with him in silence were enlightened.

The object of vipassana practice is to learn to see the truths of impermanence, unsatisfactoriness, and the selflessness of phenomena.

At no time more than now has this been necessary. The conditioning via every sense and sheath and syntax is so vast and interconnected that it can no longer be explained. One’s DNA is synonymous with karma and is how the spheres of conciousness work in what the 3D beings we are quantify as “dimensions”, which in definition are still time dependent. Our karmic journey, THE SOULSHAPING free will process of life, is the effect upon light information within the cells being transformed by the vibrational states, and why yoga works. It defeats death. In Hindi this is called mrityunjaya: liberation from death.

The Christ Jesus studied yoga with the masters in the Himalayas of India and the east’s holy lands, and taught meditation to his disciples after He lived during those erroneously labelled ‘lost years’ from age 12 to 33. Through release from the cymatic, cellular mind illusion called Maya, Jesus Christ (Yeshua, Isha) offered rebirth through release from the body, and ascension: all of this is recorded in the Essene Gospels that were hidden from humanity.

“Now we come to the vital body of prana, which is the life breath with the five organs of action. The afrementioned sheath of food enters upon its course of activity when filled with this vital force. It is nothing but a modification of air. And like air, it enters into the body and comes out of it. It does not know its own desires and antipathies, or those of others. It is eternally dependent on the self. Therefore the vital body cannot be the self. The mental sheath is the mind with its organs of knowledge. This is the cause of the wrong concept of the self as I and mind. It is very powerful, being endowed with a diversity of thoughtforms [my note: parasitic demons], beginning with the I thought, [This author @eatingtoascend has been contemplating the last few months why babies cry and toddlers experience the “terrible twos” with temper tantrums, and this is likely why] it fills and pervades the vital sheath and the ever-blazing fire of the mental sheath is consuming this whole world lit by the five sense organs as sacrificial priests [the genesis of Ba’al] fed by sense objects as the fuel, and kept ablaze by the latent tendencies. There is no ignorance apart from the mind. It is the cause of the bondage of birth and death.” – Vivekchudamani Part 2 – Shankaracharya – Ramana Maharshi – Advaita

The word medication was [witch]crafted from meditation, and that is sorcery. The west has its Food and Drug Administration: why are they one entity even? #PHARMAKEIA We live in a world of illusion, no matter how sweet it seems. There are two sides and there’s no soft middle ground. Disinformation agents masked as content creators I have previously referenced abound, and I doubt most of them even know that they are mind controlled. I am really looking forward to meeting Moojibaba.

The power of the senses, 8th century wisdom you need NOW

“Now I shall tell you about discrimination between self and non-
self. Listen and keep it firmly in mind. Of these two, I shall speak
first about the non-self. GuruAndAspirants8thCenturyIndia_sm

The brain, bones, fat, flesh, blood, skin and bodily fluids are the seven
factors that constitute the gross body. So say those who know. The feet,
thighs, chest, shoulders, back, head, et cetera, are its members. People
regard it as I, owing to the mind’s attachment to it. It is the primary
attraction to all, and the most obvious. It is made up of ether, air,
fire, water and earth, which, as the subtle essences, form sense objects
into groups of five, such as sound, sight, taste, touch and smell. The
ego, being intent on pleasure, regards these as means of enjoyment.
Foolish and ignorant persons are bound to sense objects by the rope of
desire, attracted according to the power of their karma, which leads them
up and down and causes them to wander in distress. The serpent, Indira,
died through attachment to sound. The elephant, through attachment to
touch. The fish, through attachment to taste. And the bee, through
attachment to smell. If these die through attachment to a single sense,
what must be the fate of humans, who are attached to all five?” – Vivekachudamani Part I – Shankarachaya, Advaita

All that is perceived by the senses which the mind bases reality upon is CYMATICS.
See also “Secrets of Cymatics, DNA, and Egyptians”

There is an Indian parable called The Rope and the Snake. A man walks along a path at night, and sees a poisonous snake on the path in front of him. He turns and runs in the opposite direction. The next morning he resumes his journey and he finds a coiled rope on the ground at the spot he had turned back from in fear for his life. He realizes that in the darkness, he mistook the coiled rope as a snake and he realizes that in darkness it is hard to see reality as it truly is. In the light of day, he was able to see clearly. The snake is the human ego, which controls a person through the perception of illusory phenomena and fear. Our perception of reality can be clouded by darkness, which is ignorance to reality. This ignorance sometimes manifests as rapid judgment or fear, and we react solely based on senses or emotions. Living a life based upon intellectual decisions made in reaction to what one perceives is seeing the snake. Meditition is the key to release from this mental gymnastic which imprisons the mind bound by a body reacting to its senses. Very few people will get this memo genetically.

There is another level to this, and that is the purpose of the human ropeworm in the body, the serpent in the gut. Jesus Christ as the Most High Living God in human form taught his disciples and followers to fast and pray (meditate) a day for every year they had been born into the body, and to use the trailing vine attached to an elevated large gourd to perform enemas daily, drinking only water and doing this until all that flushed out of their bowels was as clear as water. This is what is recorded in The Essene Gospels of Peace which the newly created Roman Catholic Church hid from humanity.

When the Dead Sea Scrolls were discovered in 1948 and the cache of ancient manuscripts was translated, the Essene Gospels were read. In the 1960’s, a scholar given permission to look through the basement of the Vatican Library on an entirely different subject found the copy of the Essene Gospels that the catholic church had hidden from humanity in order to control human beings by not allowing them to know the truth of how to remove the human ropeworm serpent in the gut and free themselves from their enslavement to the senses and the blinding effect of the toxins and demonic power to affect and control thoughts and emotions this ropeworm has. It was no accident this researcher ‘accidentally’ found the Essene Gospels of Peace. The age we are in prophecied that in the last days, truths long hidden would be revealed. This is the final Kali Yuga as prophecied.

People ask why there are mosquitos, roaches, ticks, fleas and parasites, which exist only to plague humanity.

The ropeworm should be number one on that list, but then if truth had not been hidden from us, the entire human story on earth would be a completely different one, and we would be living in Peace! Those who manage to remove this internal ropeworm snake embodiment of Lucifer and his many smaller offspring minions attest to their clarity of vision and inability to harm others. They are the extreme empaths of this world, absorbing pain and living in LOVE and service to all with no attachment to earning money in a plotted-out financial plan. They serve.

Detoxing the ropeworm removes the scales from the eyes, and the path of the seeker of truth is enlightened. This is why truthseekers renounce the world, fast and meditate. The detachment from this play of life is necessary, and my readers have read ad infinitum the extent to which this goal is a part of my life, as the controllers failed to destroy me with MKUltra, and dross burned off in exquisite refinement. It is my hope that at least one person gets this message.

“Therefore if you really want liberation, cast away the pleasure of sense
objects as though they were poison. Hold firmly to the virtues of
contentment, compassion, foregiveness, sincerity, tranquility and self-
control. Give up all actions performed out of attachment to the body and
strive ceaselessly for liberation from the bondage caused by ignorance.
This body is finally consumed, whether by earth, fire, beasts or birds.
One who, forgetting their real nature, mistakes this body for the self
gets attached to it and cherishes it, and by so doing, becomes the
murdere of the self.”

THE BODY KILLS THE SOUL.

Namasté.

© THE ASCENSION DIET – EATING TO ASCEND 2020
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

 

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