It is with a heavy heart I live today. Yet simultaneously I live in JOY.
Today my daughter Emily (who my son named my granddaughter – his daughter, after my daughter his older and only sister – after) has turned 39. This day she was born.
I mailed her a gift package to the address I knew four years ago. I hope it gets to her.
A carved Pink Himalayan Salt votive candle holder, a pair of hand-sewn curtains in a block-print vintage Victorian blown rose fabric, and an eight-page letter.
I cannot describe the profundity inherent in the challenge of being made dead by my own family. I am existentially erased. In their minds.
Me, I’ve actually let go.
Detox and removing vampiric layers will do that for a person!
All things possible with the Most High God, in this illusion of a world!
I work very hard to center within the seat of my soul to feel God’s Goodness within myself. To not succomb to the evil that so derailed my life from birth. I have come to the conclusion that I have very little genetic serpent seed in my genes. That my task as an Elect in this incarnated flesh skin is to return to the first estate. I knew my VMAT2 was high… but at this point, realizing and seeing all I do, seeing others begin to discover what I have always known within, I see why I was targeted so early – from birth – and “never amounted to anything”, no matter how manythings I tried. Something always happened, and it was usually a death, or illness, or emergency. That’s how Satan works.
So whatever brings your day to you Emily, know that you are loved beyond measure.
Not only by me. I just birthed you (yes, my DNA call your name).
And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved. Matthew 10:21-22
As we get older we want to pass
our wisdom to our children
A natural progression
Prohibited, made abhorrent by the powers that be
who dictate and distribute
perception of reality
Mine who I made in me
with fierce desire for their becoming
who became as they grew older
influenced by my own obstructions and
the datasets of others
These two human beings now
treat me like the plague
(To them I’m dead)
I’d say the system succeeded
in separating me from those I love
Shed tears exceed by thousands times days
since I have heard their voice
If I give up hoping
I as I thought I was cease to exist
My condition as a truthsayer and Morgellons-hijacked body
(canary in a coal mine complicated with medically denied Lyme disease)
became the final door they closed
after years of loving strained by contradiction
as the programming their minds absorbed came between us
and the success they began to reap in worldly ways
reinforced the covert message to reject their mother
(emails, calls classified as spam, and blocked, all mail and contact ignored)
In my cells I feel these humans
and in my thoughts preserve them, heart: protect them
my first thought in the morning thanks the Almighty Father for another chance to love them
to redeem myself another day from the height they saw me fall
I cannot blame them for my descent
Nor for shutting the door between us
Neither am I capable of accepting this decree and moving on
That said I also transmute this gash
to restoration of my frame
The landscape of the world I inhabit (and create)
made better for their sakes (love in action)
And every day I live in love
for my children
for my grandchildren
for everyone who rejects and shuns me
Love Is All
Only love will save us
So I live in love alone
Eating – and *not eating* – to ascend
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7
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“A demon will follow a person, and choose the weakest moment and place in a person, and jump in.
Demons defile. They’re dirty. They’re all called “unclean”. They make you feel unclean. They fill your mind with dirty, unclean attitudes, emotions, and thoughts. Particularly if you about to read your bible or worship (or be creative, go to do something good). Anything that attacks you at a moment like that is probably a demon. You never feel really pure. You can sing about how wonderful the blood of Jesus is, but there’s something in you that doesn’t respond. Demons defile.
Demons torture. Jesus says in Matthew 18, the one who will not forgive his brother or sister, deliver him to the torturers. That means you and me, if we don’t forgive. If we retain bitterness and resentment and unforgiveness, the sentence of Jesus is to deliver him to the torturers. Who are the torturers? Demons. Very simple. They torture him anyway. They torture with emotion and fear. With guilt. With some kind of uneasy feeling that you haven’t done the right thing, but you can never put your finger on it. They torture you physically.
DEMONS AND ARTHRITIS
I have dealt with many people who have been delivered from the spirit of arthritis. To me, if you look at arthritis, that’s demonic. It twists, it tortures, it incapacitates. Now, please understand that I am not saying that everybody who has arthritis has a demon, but many do. I recall a scene in South Africa some years ago when Ruth and I were ministering together and praying for the sick, and a person, I think it was a woman, came up with arthritis. And I said to her, I want you to know that I am going to deal with this as a demon. And I said is that okay, and she said yes, and Ruth and I prayed, cast the demon out, and she was delivered. But then I thought to myself, why go through this process with everybody individually, because everybody has seen and heard it. It was a large congregation, so I said anybody who needs delivery from arthritis, will you stand up. Well about thirty people stood up. I prayed, commanding the spirit of arthritis to leave them. Now, I said to the people, don’t sit down until you know you have been delivered. And we went on ministering, but after about half an hour, every one of those people had sat down.
Later on, Ruth and I traveled in various parts of South Africa, and we met several people who had been the ones who had stood up and then sat down, and they each testified that they’d been healed. Now please understand, I am not saying that all arthritis is demonic. But if you want to get a real picture of what demons are like, arthritis is a pretty good picture. They torment, they torture, they incapacitate, they bind, they are evil things. And again, there are exceptions to this, but it’s amazing how many people who suffer from arthritis have some kind of bitterness, resentment, or unforgiveness in their heart. I need now say no more. It doesn’t mean that if you have arthritis you have a demon. But if you do have a demon, get rid of it.
(I agree with Derek Prince about arthritis being demonic. The Morgellons entities I have witnessed support this, and the observation of personality traits.)
Demons compel. They make you do things you really don’t want to do. I would say almost any act or habit that is compulsive is probably demonic. Demons also enslave. They make you slaves. Take the demon of alcohol. It enslaves you. You just CANNOT do without your drink. You know it is harmful, you don’t really enjoy it, but you just can’t help yourself. But people can be enslaved by other things. They can be enslaved by television, anger, food, masturbation…Now, put compulsion and enslaving together and you get addiction, and our culture is full of addiction. I would say 99.9% of them are demonic.
From 1 Corinthians 6:12-13: “All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any. Meats for the belly, and the belly for meats: but God shall destroy both it and them. Now the body is not for fornication, but for the Lord; and the Lord for the body.”
So overeating and sexual immorality are specifically mentioned by Paul as possible examples of addictions. And an addict is a slave. And I am sorry to say, but the churches are full of addicts. Not all of them are addicts, but there are many, many good christians who are nevertheless slaves. Slaves of masturbation. slaves of idle talk, slaves of defiling habits. Slaves of wrong attitudes. Slaves of eating and drinking.
I have come to see that my body is a temple for the Holy Spirit, and I’m responsible for how I treat that temple. I am not free to defile it, I am not free to make it anything than less good than it should be. I am very careful about what I eat and what I drink. I’m not under any law, but I try to honor God’s Temple.” – Derek Prince
As disembodied persons, the annunaki continue our enslavement in each of our bodies, doing all they can to keep a person from ascending to their first estate with the Creator. Size, time, space, dimensions… all irrelevant. This is supernatural.
Nothing has changed from the original meaning except prophecy fulfillment in this sinful world. The best of us have demons, or easily could. We are all in battle, whether we acknowledge it or not. So keep your armor ready, wear it always, and remain in praise of Jahweh, declaring His Son, declaring the truth, and fighting. Do not give in. NEVER! The battle for you was won by Christ when his head dropped forward lifeless on the cross.
As I notice that Harald Kautz-Vella’s YouTube channel has been scrubbed of all of his valuable uploads as a leading researcher in nanotechnology, Morgellons Syndrome, extraterrestrial material (Black Goo) and the deceptions being perpetrated, I am called to remind everyone of the true picture: what you see here.
While editing one of my book’s chapters last evening, I was hit with the most massive DEW attack I have yet experienced, akin to my skull in a vise between huge, ringing magnets. If this happens to you, do what I did, which helps immensely: drink a tablespoon of calcium bentonite clay (not sodium) and a teaspoon of diatomaceous earth in a glass of distilled water with ACV added, and lay down and meditate/pray while listening to a hertz healing frequency soundfile. It helps to shield your skull as well, with whatever covering you have fashioned (hint: inappropriately referred to as tin).
Focusing on body alignment while visualizing the Da Vinci diagram of man, and accessing/tapping our Almight Most High from the pineal third eye (mine is uncalcified, after all this detox… which is why I am wrapping up this ETA book for humanity) is an amazing thing. DO NOT FEAR. WE HAVE ALREADY WON.
“No weapon formed against you shall prosper.” – Isaiah 54:17
“Fight, For God has given you the victory. (I Corinthians 15:57)
“Fight, because Greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world. (I John 4:4)
“Fight, because God has us here on assignment for your protection. (Matthew 4:6)
“Fight, because you shall not die instead you shall live and tell what the Lord has done. (Psalms 118:17)
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes.12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. – Ephesians 6: 10-17
Listen to this man. Listen to the end. Look at his website, http://thefullertoninformer.com – I have gone over it with the proverbial fine-toothed comb, and his research is thorough and flawless. He has a brilliant knowledge base of chemistry and nutrition. And he will, every once in a while, have you finding yourself breaking into a grin, and saying out loud “Damn right, Joe! Thank you, man!”
God Bless him, God bless us all.
Because I have been speaking the truth of this world for all my life, and now stand alone in life devoid of kith and kin, friends and family, because of this, I dedicate today’s post to all of my brothers and sisters who walk alone as I do in this fallen world of Tavistock-engineered, Illuminati-driven propagandistic news, wag-the-dog political theater, societal decay from global human degradation caused by the influence of madness in high places.
Just breathing is hazardous, let alone the intensification of the added air particulates from the activation by the 5G networks and the IoT (internet of things). Getting the nutrients we need while not feeding the beast within is nigh impossible. Have you heard of John Rose? If you haven’t, you’re welcome. He’s the one who coined the term “solid food vacation”. I have started whizzing up the majority of my vegetables, and attest this works. But the main reason I am sharing his video today is to say:
YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I AM HERE WITH YOU.
WE STAND TOGETHER IN TRUTH.
And this article “Gut Bacteria’s Shocking Secret: They Produce Electricity” goes into some of the elegant reasoning behind why we need electric food, produce and herbs fresh, just picked and local to us. We were not designed to decay. We were designed as beings of light. Now, the air, food, water and all products are made to hurry up our demise!
So no matter how difficult things are becoming in this world of increasing demonic portals, 5G, toxins from every system angle not the least of which are the very air, food, water and every facet of allopathic (traditional, government-based and corporation-provided) healthcare, the media (entertainment, elite-controlled indoctrination program, brainwashing, slanted fake news. The education system, power grids, all neighbors, community, jurisdiction and bureaucratic pressure and prejudice, the ever-increasing targeting of individuals of stand up for TRUTH…
“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.” – Teddy Roosevelt
Satan does not mind how many days you live as long as you don’t live in the days that you have. He sabotages our success because we are created to win, FOR WE ARE THE ELECT, GOD’S CHOSEN PEOPLE.
“The greater the struggle, the greater the turmoil, is a sign that Satan has assigned assassins for you. He will do anything to overwhelm you, belittle you, to rip you of your confidence, your self-esteem. His aim is to destroy our confidence, faith, integrity and character. He wants to destroy us utterly, so we can achieve nothing of purpose to help our fellow man, in his never-ending sabotage to make us empty shells of ourselves going through the outwardly accepted motions of life with the form of Godliness but denying but denying the power of God, and the redemption of our souls through Jesus’s blood sacrifice.” – Derek Prince
So when you get to feeling like I do sometimes, remember this: you are exactly where God needs you these coming days. There is a purpose to your existence even as everyone you love has shunned you and left you for dead. They reap the benefits of this world, and we reap those of the only world that matters: God’s.
And as I realized this week, He’s only ten miles above us, seeing all we do in all the steps He’s got numbered. I thought of this in my continual quest to be cognizant of Him in all thoughts, words and actions. Non-thoughts, too. I am trying to live as if He is standing in the room with me, just feet away. I know that this may sound overly extreme, or extremely simple, but… HE IS RIGHT HERE INSIDE US.
And boy, do I fail miserably and often! If each slip yielded a dollar would have a handful of money daily for every time I cringe in shame at my failings and ask forgiveness. Lowly Worm had nothing on us people.
But we have the Messiah! Isn’t it amazing that we were chosen as The Fig Tree Generation!
The fig tree generation is the generation that will not pass till all things prophesied in Matthew 24, Mark 13 and Luke 21 be fulfilled.
When I was a toddler with my first memories I knew that I was different than others, and never felt like a child. I was called an “old soul”. I remember witnessing serpents in the air, passing through the walls of my bedroom, at the ripe old age of four. At five, I was on a television show, where, when asked on air for all of the nation to see why I was not dancing with the other children in the free-form dance portion set to classical music (and I loved to dance to this at home in the living room alone), I replied “because I am not a child”. I was pious by seven, which enraged my mother: an educated, Methodist-raised critical care night nurse, who should have valued the need for a healthy spiritual self-hood, all the dying she held the hands of, but then again, she too was a victim of generational sin (as we all are) and a full-blown narcissist.
“Now learn a parable of the fig tree; When his branch is yet tender, and puts forth leaves, ye know that summer is nigh. So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors. Verily I say unto you, this generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled.” – Matthew 24:32-34
Here’s the link to a very explicative study on this parable of the fig tree. It’s one of the better ones I have read.
So here we all are together, in our truly blessed separation from the things that are esteemed and valued in this world. It is important to remain cognizant of the reality that we are chosen by The Most High for this task and life we each lead. Our elect DNA resonates with True History. We are made for this, my friends! This is why we must stay sober, and detox! And LOVE JUST LOVE! Forgive!
Every time I fall down (figuratively speaking), I stand up, dust off my knees, and straighten my breastplate, helmet and the rest of my armor and I praise His Holy Name with thanks for every element of my life, including what most would call pain. Like Job, who am I to criticize the wisdom of my Maker? Only Lucifer twists the mind.
I am so grateful to be here, and I love you for sharing this walk with me.
This conversation spontaneously arose from comments below R. Wayne Steiger’s video Did The Anunnaki Destroy Mars. I watched it yesterday evening as a choice of somewhat lighter subject matter and to take a break from writing. Although I have seen many of his pieces, I differ in the point of view that dismisses the fact that there is one single creator. Reading this thread will explain why, in addition to my other writings. Suffice to say, the meta-parallel is akin to the alien deception: even the word god is a misnomer created to divide and conquer There are no gods – just one creator. But who says that! Here’s the video (opens in a new tab) but I’m also embedding it, because it is well worth watching, and to read the entire comment thread leading up to what gives this conversation context.
Thank you Wayne, materialclassified * and Sarah Beth.
There are five fingers – thumb behind the weapon – on that left hand.
(Image from the video)
Let me just hypothesize at the outset that the red oxide produced by #Nibiru and electromagnetically activated by both the event occurring itself as well as the #5G #SpaceFence and implemented ground level transponders is reacting with humankind’s already-diminished #sixthsense – our #God-self, so to speak , our #spiritual nature – to effect the #apostacy needed for the collapse of this organic system of species and the earth to achieve the result the #Anunnaki #fallen #angel #illuminati #elite #Vatican #NWO #world #government have been working toward since landing on Mount Hermon. Of course, that predates #Enki and #Enlil’s spat (and expulsion to/becoming Nibiru), #Marduk’s tantrums…
“The things that are seen are temporary, the things that are not seen are the things that endure.” – Paul of Tarsus
Now do you get why they are literally hell-bent on taking our God Helmet off?
This post is going to keep you busy for a few hours, so make some tea and get down with it…
There’s a lot going on, more than I have time to address, so I apologize in advance for the brevity of written content buttressing the topics I present in this #blogpost. If other things do not take precedence, or, as I complete them, in due time there will be follow-up posts, as these issues are not transitory, and are absolutely relevant. These currently pressing issues diluting workflow focus include my now-7,500+ word reply to the video recently made by Matt of Quantum of Conscience entitled Your Soul vs. The System – A Comprehensive Summary of Everything I Have Learned , which I need to finish ASAP, as Matt’s put out another video already, and, in addition to the events unfolding in this realm, unless I finish that response, an “a-ha moment” opportunity might be lost (and I don’t want that, I need all the help I can get in reaching other souls in this #GreatCommission).
Dr. Claudia Albers PHD physicist and Nibiru researcher, wonders why Nibiru has not already affected earth more, or in her words, destroyed it, check out this video (this one was posted a day earlier).
Steve Olson of WSO put out two successive videos on the cracked magnetosphere made visible by the NASA G.O.E.S. satellite, which he giftedly – and I mean it, for he is a gift through his watching – interprets for us. Go ahead and watch them both as well.
So, assuming you’ve now taken the time to watch these videos (which, sadly, few will, if any, I know, but I will still speak the truth; “Whoever has ears to hear, let them hear.” – Mark 4:9), let’s now mention a few other things, like, say, the earthquake in Oregon at the Cascadian Subduction Zone last week, the Ring Of Fire on fire right now, the sun setting in the northwest not west, two and three suns setting, sea life beaching, birds dropping from the skies, UVC radiation at insane levels, unreported-by-the-media tsunamis, dust storms, droughts, hurricanes…
In the town I live in, the crows keep dying, and their dead bodies and feathers are everywhere. This has picked up suddenly; just the last two weeks.
And the ever-increasing proliferation of the zombification of the people – and this includes my own children :’-0
Tavistock sure is effective APOSTACY CAUSED BY WITCHCRAFT
I just got back (or this post would have been done hours ago) from having a (perfectly legal during posted hours) walk with a friend I volunteer with around a local “nature center” where we were just basically ambushed by police who, when I asked why they had come to investigate us on the trail said that they were called in to “make sure we were not kids who would fool around and hide behind the water pumps”. Water pumps?
The gentlemen (one of the two was at least cordial and polite, so I am being kind here) went on to describe the proximity of the ‘park’ (this place) to the treatment plant. So putting two and two together quickly, one can see how concern exists for “safety”… And all we wanted to do was hike a bit in woods on trails (and for my part, to try to get away from the unasked-for WiFi drowning for awhile). Sheesh.
So I get back home and hear a rumbling, and this circled closeby for 10-15 minutes…
not a warm fuzzy.
Probably the last time I visit THAT place. It’s too close to the 30-40 5G transponders on the very closeby H20 tower anyway. Why bathe in that voluntarily? Also, this ‘friend’ (I know so few people here) resolutely defends the very systems which are killing us. He calls himself a christian yet thinks money and artificial intelligence are good things. n he described to me how his google robot asks him when he wants to wake up in the morning, and it is his alarm and wakes him up with Fox News, saying good night (his name) and good morning (his name)… when I tried to explain who owns the news, the facts, well, shall we say my words would have been better received by the box turtle I saw near the path we were walking on? I just shut the fuck up at that point and headed for home. Where does one begin!
I think I’m down both a park and a friend. Excellent! Less time to waste!
Every so often another person writes something which, when you read it, you feel that they just spoke your own words and experience. I just read Interdimensional_Refugees’s latest blog post, and the author – this fellow human in this experience simultaneously, and I don’t know this person, only through WordPress – has just described exactly how I deal with this reality we are faced with, if we are “awake”.
Let’s get the cliches out of the way: writing engages my intellect, all the while sharing my views with the world. Ok. I’m a teacher, a linguist. Entrepreneurial spirit. I wrote a short novel, which centers on escaping the ultimate evil plaguing our world: the psychopath – by finding your way to an alternate reality. Faced with the daunting prospect of losing the essence that defines us, my alter ego has succeeded in taking a leap of faith – and landing in an alternate reality with no money, no connections, no family. A refugee in another world.
Well that pretty much sums up my life!
Being a follower of this blog, into my inbox came this:
and for the sake of the spiders collecting, I will type it: “What if you knew your mind was about to be enslaved by psychopaths? Let’s write a story. One sentence per person. You add another sentence in the comments. [first sentence? –>] Most people we dislike aren’t psychopaths.”
Wow wow wow, there is so much to respond to; so much in this. We live in a world run by penultimate narcissists who have brainwashed the masses and poisoned us all and our planet, calcifying pineal glands to separate humanity from its divine self and make every person a transhuman synthetic biologic robot, and put on lockdown by the 5G scalar millimeter Spacefence. My sentence left in the comments was, I confess, more than just one sentence.
If they weren’t psychopaths, would we dislike them still? For it’s the psychopaths who create and then perpetuate the trauma that destroys. I imagine a world without psychopaths. I, too, in order to retain my essence, spin this whole reality to a different angle/point of view, to survive. One *has to*. Or else be negated of all meaning. We weren’t born for this, the part inside that says “I am” and drives us feels. Or were we? The eternal struggle has to be resolved. And here comes that Nibiru. Just in from walking under the strangest chemtrailled skies ever. Why they keep “us” (not all) removed from knowing this cosmic progression? It surely looks like they want mankind to be leveled once again, and not transcend into eternal being. These psychopaths. No words.
So yesterday evening was surreal and chilling. The evening sky was actually menacing. Earlier in the day, about 2PM, I observed a V-shaped cloud grid with next to it a round-shaped cover of dense clumps of cloud together (the word they coined for this geoengineered cloud is ‘mammatous’) and thought “what on earth are they hiding?”.
This morning, as I wrote, it was barely 9:30AM, and the sun, again peeking through the same-place same-type cloud cover as yesterday was as high in the sky as it would be at 11:30AM. I am absolutely sure of this, as I grew up on farms watching the skies and weather, and early on learned to tell time by looking at the sun (usually within ten minutes guess), as well as using the sun for geolocation. All bets are off on that now, though, as the earth is pretty much flipped a good 25 or more degrees, and the pole shift is affecting not only how we observe the celestial objects we have been so accustomed to seeing in a certain predictable habit, but the animals and wildlife are losing reference, with mass death beachings at an unprecedented level. Of course, there are other hugely affected facets of life as we once knew it: here I am just looking at personal dynamics of who we are in this existence that’s apocalyptic.
Be gentle to yourself and others. Only love is what matters, not ease. We are here to love one another. Trust that. Our Creator did. Love is that photon that can never be eliminated. When one photon is hit by the collider force it pops up simultaneously somewhere else. It cannot be destroyed. Remember that.