"The joy I used to feel at the divine service was lost. It was as if I was not entering the altar of a Holy Church, but as if I had entered the room of a house. all these things surprised me, but at the time I did not believe they stemmed from the vax. I saw familiar parishioners turn their faces away from me. The next day I found out that my conscience was causing me terrible pain. It is as if I had been pierced my heart with such pain I have never felt in my life.