https://eatingtoascend.substack.com/p/its-a-baby
September 10, 2024
The baby in his or her mother’s womb became human at the moment of conception.
(Asking forgiveness from my readers for the length of time it has taken to create this.)
I don’t know whose child that is above, or whether this baby is now dead or alive. Like the human knit in the womb by Jehovah, this message as the media reverberates the abominations of the Abortion Van outside of the Democratic National Convention August 19th and 20th. This isn’t news to my readers, but an assemblage to deepen the spiritual incision with compositional elements given to me by The Holy Spirit and woven together obediently, without being afraid to do what the peace in my heart tells me to. I used to make 3D found object assemblage. This, a digital collage. The hour is late and we must redeem the time. If it resounds with you let other readers know in the comments. Every one of us knows someone who’s killed their own baby.
Fallen angels – the watchers who left their first estates – taught humans how to perform abortion.
“The name of the fifth [fallen angel] is Kasyade (in some accounts ‘Kasdaye’): he discovered to the children of men every wicked stroke of spirits and of demons: The stroke of the embryo in the womb, to diminish [it]; the stroke of the spirit [by] the bite of the serpent, and the stroke which is [given] in the mid-day [by] the offspring of the serpent, the name of which is Tabaet.” – The Book of Enoch 68:18-19, and in A Dictionary of Angels including the fallen angels, by Gustav Davidson, 1996: Kasdaye ‘teaches a variety of demonic practices, including abortion’ and is one of the 7 angels reported to have led the total of 200 apostate angels in the rebellion.
*The stroke…to diminish it. Or, “the blows (which attack) the embryo in the womb so that it miscarries” (Knibb, p. 162). Tabaet. Literally, “male” or “strong” (Knibb, p. 162).
America: “They sacrificed their sons and their daughters to demons.” – Psalms 106:37
A Brief History of Abortion
The Sentences of Pseudo-Phocylides 184–186 (c. 50 B.C. – A.D. 50) says that “a woman should not destroy the unborn in her belly, nor after its birth throw it before the dogs and vultures as a prey.”
Included among those who do evil in the apocalyptic Sibylline Oracles were women who “aborted what they carried in the womb”.
The apocryphal book 1 Enoch (2nd or 1st century B.C.) declares that an evil angel taught humans how to “smash the embryo in the womb”.
The first-century historian Josephus wrote that “the law orders all the offspring to be brought up, and forbids women either to cause abortion or to make away with the fetus” (Against Apion 2.202).
In Roman culture Cicero (106–43 B.C.) records that according to the Twelve Tables of Roman Law, “deformed infants shall be killed” (De Legibus 3.8).
Plutarch (c. a.d. 46–120) spoke of those who he said “offered up their own children, and those who had no children would buy little ones from poor people and cut their throats as if they were so many lambs or young birds; meanwhile the mother stood by without a tear or moan” (Moralia 2.171D).
The Didache 2.2 (c. A.D. 85–110) commands “thou shalt not murder a child by abortion nor kill them when born.” Another noncanonical early Christian text, the Letter of Barnabas 19.5 (c. A.D. 130), said: “You shall not abort a child nor, again, commit infanticide.”
The apostle Luke (a physician) points to fetal personhood when he observes that the unborn John the Baptist “leaped for joy” in his mother’s womb when Elizabeth came into the presence of Mary, who was pregnant with Jesus at the time (Luke 1:44).
More than merely condemning abortion and infanticide, the early Christians provided alternatives by rescuing and adopting children who were abandoned. Callistus (d. c. A.D. 223) provided refuge to abandoned children by placing them in Christian homes, and Benignus of Dijon (3rd century) offered nourishment and protection to abandoned children, including some with disabilities caused by unsuccessful abortions.
*Obelisk – In the legend of the Osirian cycle, Osiris was chopped into fourteen pieces. Isis came to put him back together again and bring him to life. She found thirteen pieces but not the phallus, Lucifer’s generative force. It is now known as the Lost Word Freemasonry, and the phallus is represented by the obelisk, the monolith. It is the penis of Osiris, the generative force. It represents Lost Word of Freemasonry. It represents the Luciferian philosophy. It represents the light, the sun, Lucifer the intellect. In Dealey Plaza, you will find an obelisk. In Washington D.C., you will find obelisk, known as the Washington Monument. In the courtyard of the Vatican, you will find an obelisk.” These monuments evoking Satan’s penis are all over the earth.
Undercover Footage From Planned Parenthood Washington DC Abortion Facility, 2022 (video)
“Our heart is not turned back, neither have our steps declined from thy way, though thou hast sore broken us in the place of dragons, and covered us in the shadow of death. If we have forgotten the name of our God, or stretched out our hands to a strange god, shall not God search this out? For He knows the secrets of the heart. Yea, for thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are counted as sheep for the slaughter.” – Psalms 44:19-22
(see Deuteronomy 32:17-35)
(Continuing to weave another Truth tapesty) Since the late Seventies I have frequented thrift shops, flea markets and even trash-picked when a treasure was obvious. I walked past this antique doll semi-buried in a cardboard box of donated clothes half-covered by unwanted dresses on a clothing rack in a no-name small town for three weeks before buying her for $10.00. “The Amish have been looking at her”, the shopkeeper said, when I carried her gently like a newborn baby to the counter. Leaving the store a couple with a toddler girl walking in front of them approached to pass on the sidewalk. The at-most 20-month old child stopped mid-step with her face lighting up and hand raised finger pointing to the doll and said “BABY!’ I held the doll cradled in the crook of my left arm lower for her to be face-to-face with it. “BABY!”, she exclaimed with happiness, and she turned and walked on in a visible infusion of mastery and awareness and self-cognition with confidence. It was an unforgetabble parable illustrating our human species and our meaning.
I took the doll home (my 20’ including tongue length camper) and set her next to where I sit and work daily, the bench seat at the table, my ‘desk’ and work area. Every word I have written since March 2022 has been written here. As I examined the doll I discovered her head was made of a two-part mold and about to separate. Her Azure Blue eyes still opened and closed, however, when sitting up or laid down. Her jointed body had integrity so long as I dared not disturb her original underclothing of thick ivory-colored wool knit. Her composite face, skull, arms and legs were flaking terribly; skin cracked as enamel does over years. I dared not look for a name beneath the clothing. She is in as found condition save for the coats of Mod Podge satin I applied over the course of a week, paying special attention to repair her split skull, and to seal her eye area without affecting the human hair lashes and eye movements.
Although the dolls I used to have are gone due to my ex-husband the no-longer-so-secretly-crossdressing-transgender-Washington-DC-newsman stealing my belongings in the legalized theft Baltimore County called a divorce, the meaning and cathartic healing I experienced as an artist working with them is both a cerebral and muscle memory that cannot be taken from me. Just as we are told in scripture, the loss we endure refines us and prayerfully my writing helps others in these last days of earth.
The sonogram image of this mystery child was a sign given to me in the same obscure shop less than two weeks after finding the doll and less than two days after the Democratic National Convention-hosted abortions. I walked into the thrift shop’s small, stacked-floor-to-ceiling book room, and directly to my right at eye level was this small pieve of paper sitting on the shelf, obviously fallen out of or taken from a donated book. It struck my heart like a lightningbolt, for it was clear to see the baby’s head, arms, hands and feet, and I wondered if it was alive or dead, the date on it 2006 – a year younger than my oldest granddaughter, Emily. With care I placed it in between pages of the notebook I carry in my ‘purse’ (for want of a better term, a satchel, for I am certainly not fashionable, an anathematic word in the first place as the only One I want to fashion me is YHVH). As I drove ‘home’, I felt something gestating spiritually.
Doll work.
I began working with dolls in my artwork, mining the depths of child abuse existentially and practically; handling their ‘bodies’ in a recontextual manner. As a child, my mother refused to allow me to have a Barbie doll “because it was ‘dirty’”. On a visceral level it was cathartic: how much of that was sensorial, and how much genetic memory? Surely it was induced biologically as a female. Gender IS binary.
The doll to the left is the mechanical doll I am holding in the self-portrait above. On the right is a thrift store doll I covered with python skin. I once kept snakes as pets, something which I am not proud to admit. Most interesting to consider is that the doll invented by Mattel was called Barbie, which means “Alien”, and the accompanying doll “Lilly”, for Lilith, a demon. The Ken doll reflects kindred roots. Kindred is the miscegenated progeny of Nephilim mating with human women destroying the human race with the seed of the Serpent, Lucifer.
The Vanguard Group and BlackRock are Mattel’s major shareholders.
You know, that BlackRock, the magnetic vortex below the Pole Star, AKA Sheol:
Harder to admit is the fact that I had three abortions between 1982 -1990. As I said at the beginning of this piece, “every one of us knows someone who’s killed their own baby.”
What’s the backstory on this collective embrace of murdering our children?
To discuss the pressures leading to consideration of ending one’s own unborn child’s life, I believe it helps to examine the psychospiritual battle we are all embroiled in as humans in a cursed world of serpent seed control systems and manipulated on every level of existence. Now don’t assume the images here are ‘off the rails’ of this subject of murdering one’s own children (abortion of unborn babies to the slow-kill that is society now, where toddlers are swiping screens instead of turning pages. From media to foods to medicine to story hours with drag queens, who we are as a people is now destroyed. Any church or so-called spiritual leader saying otherwise is LYING. We are in the very last seconds of the very last minute of earth’s very last hour. The soul trap is set (which is why Vanguard and BlackRock own Mattel Toys).
Many readers already know that Gloria Steinem was a Jewish CIA operative who founded MS. magazine, then came the magazine called SELF, and the women’s liberation movement was crafted in the long line of – still ongoing – Tavistock Shocks. The family was destroyed, before that the advertizing age began, showcasing androgeny with the Flapper era clothing and “the right to vote”. The churches are run as state-controlled corporations. Even the few pastors I myself will listen to are part of the web of lies. Who to believe? I never thought I would showcase a Jonathan Kahn video, but YHVH is using so many wake-the-sleepers avenue these days.I just know that I have used dolls in ways to heal from Evil perpetrated against me. And others. And Evil I myself committed. For we are all sinners. Our righteousness is as filthy rags and we are molecularly incapable of not sinning.
The Creator came as Jesus Yeshua the Christ on a rescue mission – we are Children of the Light trapped in this matrix about to end in roughly seven years. Unthinkable things await.
Let me share one last thing before I close here. Two summers ago I was praying one afternoon, laying on my bed, and it was a very serious session of talking to God in which I asked forgiveness for many things, including my abortions. The next thing I knew it was like I was in a different space where the walls and ceiling were non-existent and by my left hip was a small child in a silhouetted 3/4 view, and it was stroking my arm and comforting me for what I had done. And I woke up immediately and the room was 3D-normal and I realized it had been a visitation of one of my children in Heaven. I wept.
“Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, That in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven.” – Matthew 18:10
How a Baby grows in the Mothers womb (slideshow)
How the abortion is done (video)
What is done with the murdered babies? (video)
I am doing all I can to shatter the programming holding so many souls back from knowing the TRUTH that has been hidden, for the Truth will set you free.
My love for you in Christ, who is the WAY, the TRUTH, the LIGHT and THE DOOR.
Laura
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