November 14, 2019

This is an incomplete retrospective summary of my making sense of this incarnation. There would be more, but my ex-husband K.B. stole it from me in the court-sanctioned theft called divorce. Thousands of negatives, prints and pieces are gone, and more. In this world, money rules, not soul and spirit. Alleluia, it is the new earth coming. I hope you enjoy how I have anticipated it all these years! ~ Laura

WordPress dropped the ball a bit on this theme’s handling of portfolios, so please be aware that the redundant appearances of this retrospective are my attempts at workarounds in response to the theme’s incapabilities (like life, eh).

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Creation is never-ending. This is love. The Most High experiences through our consciousness, which we are One with the Creator within and in ALL. We LOVE and ARE the LIGHT of creation. The darkness of the demiurge has made quite a theatre. I would not trade one moment of this play for worldly success and common societal recognition.

Namaste ❤



Ridiculed by family and friends lifelong for being a "conspiracy theorist", survivalist and prepper, the author was born to ancestry on each side steeped in Freemasonry (Masonic Order Scottish Rite, Eastern Star, Job's Daughters), the Oddfellows and the Elks, John Birch and other secret societies, while being German, Celtic Irish / Welsh and Cherokee in both direct parental lineages. Those who are awake know the significance of this lineage. Her early childhood and youth were shaped by devout Lutheranism, scouting, serving as Chaplain in Job's Daughters, and almost becoming Amish! After reading 1984 in 1974, she stopped watching television at age 14, and at 17, refused multiple recruitment attempts by the CIA. By age 25, she was an antique dealer who helped coin the term kitsch, and an accomplished, self-sufficient non-GMO organic gardener and master food preserver, with two young children, a degree in Chemistry, and a scholarship to Johns Hopkins Medical School. The tragic death of her closest brother derailed her medical studies, and having become a divorced single parent by age 27 with no child support, instead pursued advanced degrees in fine arts and hospice nursing. However, monetary reward was not to come. As years went by, a pattern of MK Ultra interference emerged, interrupting completion of her goals. The strong educational background in math, sciences and computers, fine arts, literature and history imbued her ability to decipher the intentionally confusing reality of the toxic world we live in. Previous employers include NASA Goddard, the Discovery Channel and Aerotek. As the "truther movement" gained momentum world-over, the undeniably visible dangers of GMOs, chemtrails, and the surveillance state grew evident. Interviewed on NPR's National Public Radio in 2011 as a pioneer GMO-free food producer, her life took another fateful turn three years later, after her primary care physician refused to diagnose and treat her for Lyme Disease, she realized she had developed what is commonly called Morgellons, and immediately discovered that the systemic coverup and refusal to diagnose or treat meant she had to heal herself. Drawing on every aspect of her lifetime of experience and learning enabled her to not only recover, but to achieve a greater health - in middle age - than is believed possible. In the process of detoxification and physical regeneration - especially the pineal gland - she found a working diet almost anyone can follow that raises frequency and sovereign intention, readying the mind, body and spirit for humanity's greatest challenge: Ascension.


  1. Oh yea…

    We LOVE and ARE the LIGHT of creation. The darkness of the demiurge has made quite a theatre. <<< I agree to that! I would like to add that LOVE is LIGHT is KNOWLEDGE! The more knowledge we have, easier for us to love (true love is without emotional attachment)!

    I guess, now is the time for you to create something much better and meaningful to NOW!

    Thank you for beautiful post.


    1. Thank you for saying what I had not, and this is something few can begin to understand, that what ~really is LOVE~ is unbound to emotional attachment, the adrenochrome and cortisol systemic drugs manufactured by the ego of the person one is in form.

      This is something all must realize, and why lessons occur. The greatest sorrows are burnings of the things which must be removed to return to the essence of our nature, which is of The Most High.

      I agree with all you said, including the one with the present emphasis, and have been in consideration on this. I will share my conclusion (eye came to One) here: as art has been always an expression of working out problems and questions, if the person and ego are removed ‘from the equation’, what is left is the gnowledge (as you described it, as It Is, the I AM), then what is left is LOVE, which is *** service to others ***.

      My task is already in progress.

      I am grateful for you and thank you for your Being <3


  2. Thank you for the best reply I could ever get.

    Sometimes, I think that He makes me act like a mirror; reflecting what is there and perhaps things overlooked, avoided or unnoticed! Well, in a sense, He does the same with all… I also get the reflection noticed sometimes and realize something from reflection!

    Our ways of working out solutions could be different but we are required to just do that – work out the solutions – and LEARN!

    Thank you very much for all.


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