GENERATIONAL METADIMENSIONAL ENTITY ATTACHMENT: IT’S RELATIVE
April 21-24, 2019
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As a person goes through life, they are attacked by disembodied spirits seeking bodies to dwell in, for their souls to affect. Interestingly (there are no accidents), I have been thinking about this lately: I can recall my granddaughter twice (age 9 and 11) beginning spontaneous crying, coming under an instantaneous mood flux of such bad negativity that she was sobbing, when nothing seemed to have led up to it, and felt that she was bad, expressing shame and guilt for no reason. Asking her what was going on, how she felt, did anything happen leading to this, was there anything I should know led to only that it came from within her mind. This is demon possession. To comfort her, each time, I had to call her father (my son) and his voice calmed her. Then she had a what we called “nice bath” and we went to sleep (it was bedtime and both of these incidents occurred after dark). I know now that she was spiritually attacked. I wish I had known more, sooner, but I know this now. It has happened to me in the course of my life, and everyone I know.
Before Nichole died, she showed me some of E’s moleskine sketchbooks, and what she wrote. Actually, on December 18th, the last night I ever saw Nichole alive on this plane, she sadly showed me the last entries from her Thanksgiving holiday visit, where she drew a very disturbing caricature of her face and hair, with a written cartoon bubble of the most negative language one can inflict upon oneself. N’s face was so given to complete helpless sorrow showing me this, standing at my right side with our shoulders against each other. I held the book closer to the light (this truly has got to be allegorical as well!) and said with no pre-thought “This is voices she hears about herself, this is demons telling her these things” (paraphrase, forget exact words, but that’s the gist).
We all suffer this. This is the battle for our souls. Lucifer lives in the aether and infected us through sperm and becoming physical. We were not to be creatures which died. Look at the root of that word, creature. Once we were created by the Creator who is Light. We are Children of the Light, not beasts of burden. Being only the latest of recorded texts humans are allowed to read by the powers that be since the last earth cataclysmic reset, the Mud Flood (a relatively minor reset compared to the flood deluge of Noah about 6,00 years ago, and +/-12,000 years ago the immense pole shift with its flash freeze and the Ice Age that killed the dinosaurs) which took place before what we know of as the United States Civil War which covered over and disrupted the Tartarus Empire of energy harvesting from the aether, and of course to which Tesla responded rationally by – helping humanity, he thought – reverse-engineering and re-interpreting that aetheric power collection process for all to benefit from, but the Draconian elite quashed that in the name of oil and gold and trains and the fabricated mythology of the discovery of America and colonization, putting gas lines into homes, then electricity and telephone, creating utility companies and taking the Tartarus Empire to the next level.
I have tangented here, but to bring this back to us all, this is just the tragic, close-to-home example I must draw upon, and if she or my family read this, I pray that understanding grows for them. I am doing all I can to shine the light – when I told her mom the decoding of that sad sketch which looked like this – the sketch my granddaughter did of herself AND my daughter-in-law’s face , and OH, her face… I weep as I type this… THEN SHE DIED LESS THAN TWO DAYS LATER OF THE ILLUMINATI SACKLER FAMILY’S DRUG FENTANYL, CREATED TO KILL PEOPLE AND STEAL THEIR SOUL ENERGY. Look at the Georgia Guidestones.
AND the Purifier is hastening peoples’ exits now. The planes, the spheres, they’re blending as it approaches.
It is done to all of us. Unless we succomb to the cumulative nudges and shoves to do wrong things, past the tipping point of physical death before withdrawing ourselves from the demoralizing behaviors and we clean ourselves by detox and peaceful, compassionate life of giving, we will lose our inner light to be harvested in the soul trap.
I don’t want to use that term loosely, but we are responsible for answering to our lives’ products and this Grand Crossing coming, for which they hide the skies with the geoengineered weather – the lie called Climate Change – and set up 5G military DoD and DARPA and GWEN towers and the overhead DEWS over the face of the entire earth to maintain their control while people lose their sanity as the Purifier comes.
THE DARK MATTER CERN IS CREATING, AND THE ENTITIES IT IS SUMMONING ARE ALL A PART OF THIS
I love my granddaughter so very, very much, more than my own self (I love my other two grandchildren as well, but did not have the close relationship that Emily and I did before I became ill with Lyme/Morgellons that the medical establishment refused to acknowledge and treat, causing the shitstorm of all that on top of my dastardly ex-husband, and familial crap because of worldliness (I am way oversimplifying here). And I have always had a huge heart worn on my sleeve. Back in the late 80’s/early 90’s, it was told to me that I had “global depression” by one of the bottom-of-the-barrel government-sponsored
terrorists therapists who treat according to AMA etc guidelines, based upon Bilderberg group mandated social steering agendas. I couldn’t take a transit bus to work or go pretty much anywhere without experiencing such extreme empathy for the pain I saw inflicted and perpetuated without weeping on the spot. The profundity of this collective sorrow overwhelms one, and indeed seems to open doors to these ever-lurking disembodied spirits.
During the night, having soul talk with God in the DaVinci pose of man as I have described in other blog posts as how I meditate and connect with Our Creator within, the Soul Source, I considered some of the readings we are actually all blessed to have access to, and thought about how the flowers are that bloom, come up in color and beauty and fragrance and wither and die and rebirth themselves. They do not ask for notice or express needs. They do not stand out as different. Are they not all expressions of what LOVE is? So our going down low in this world, our struggle daily, every moment, to keep our rudder straight, our shock when the world hates us, we are these flowers that bloom. Our souls connecting without words, fragrance? The ancient sacred texts say that to the angels in the heavens, this world smells putrid.
The trauma system set up to harvest us as human resources, in Satanic Ritual Abuse via the programs the alphabet agencies do – my life as victim/witness/victor through The Light – which is demonstrated as truth by the words I share, and although perhaps more extreme than some others experience, in fact we ALL are sabotaged by these dark forces seeking to keep us from leaving this energy-sucking vortex their parasitic structure requires… THIS SYSTEM (the soul trap), a quantum game of thrones and numbers, only our adherence to the choice we make with our will to be good and accept the gift of knowledge of who we really are can get us off this coil of regenerated struggle.
Last week Aug said he had been attacked online and physically. Notre-Dame and other churches were defaced or destroyed. I was verbally attacked by two people, and then again last Friday, to the degree that a fear of physical safety is not unwarranted, based on this person’s statements and attitudes, their way of going, as a horse person says (I am one). This caused a repercussion yesterday which was another sad gutkick (I never want to not be shocked by evil and its voice). There is no need to verbalize the content, just to say that if this person was able to see the Light, they would not have even said the things they did, or thought them. “Eyes to see, ears to hear” – OR NOT.
But it did send tremors in my framework inside me (terrible grammar but expresses like a knife). I talked with God My Light Within. I examined back so far it is basically impossible to mine that deep in oneself, the reverbs and reflections again like that crazy hall of mirrors like screencast software, or a funhouse (I have always hated them, anything BUT fun). I asked myself the question I was asked, and come to the same conclusion life’s proof bears out: I AM NOT OF THIS WORLD AND EVEN IF I WENT ALONG WITH TRYING TO BE, WAS NEVER ALLOWED SUCCESS. Like I told that person yesterday, it’s in my DNA. I am way oversimplifying and perhaps confusing this, not being more wordy. So be it, you get it if you do, and I gnow you do. Looking at every measure of success in this world of quote/unquote “diversity”, it is antithetical to all I am, and always has been, to compare myself to and to consider that I could have taken other paths. Always an outsider, standing up for a virtue or ethic which others thought fine to redefine and live life differently from how we were created, because “everyone does”. People in this world are rewarded and followed for being order followers. Every single time I climbed some ladder wrungs (of diverse topics and talents, always with industriousness and creative effort defying and exceeding others’ expectations, for ‘genetic reasons AKA VMAT2 gene expression, inherent angel knowledge but on the good team from within my soul’s seat, my nature, despite the soils of conflict which occurred when embedded in the world I was not supposed to be trying to fit into in the first place) either a tragedy occurred such as death of close loved one, or a severe trauma caused by wrongdoing of someone who was supposed to love me, or some societal system screw-over (for example Baltimore County Child Support deciding to relieve the father of my childrens’ owed FORTY-FOUR THOUSAND DOLLARS IN ARREARS (that is still owed/unpaid), granted in the divorce decree, or my ex-husband the secretly wanna-be transgender DC newsman’s AGAIN Baltimore County – SHAME ON YOU, YOUR SO-CALLED JUSTICES WILL ANSWER TO THIS IN THE HIGHEST COURT OF ALL: GOD’S – a court-sanctioned theft of all I owned from childhood on, with my ex and his best friend (an obese man with parasites with a bookend wife, they can barely walk, and have too many cats, and likely they have brain tapeworms… would it be any surprise to know she is a daughter of a Naval admiral, and wealthy?) lying under oath, and fraudulent witness signature of his best friend’s wife on the separation agreement I was coerced to sign while undergoing a visibly apparent (and even over the web via social media, my friends noticed and were concerned) DISASSOCIATIVE FUGUE / nervous breakdown because I was being shot at by neighbors who sought to murder me in collusion with my ex and the local police (and higher, I am certain) because my presence and call about their “burning trash” disturbed their meth production ring that the county police were involved with and hiding), and my so-called husband had lied to me about his sexual proclivities which I would never have married into: THERE ARE ONLY TWO SEXES, AND TRANSGENDER IS AN ABOMINATION AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN.
The story of my life led to this. Some are born good in a world of evil and our soul’s wills picked our addresses long ago. THANK GOD.
And THAT is an excerpt from my autobiography. Hopefully learning of some of my experiences as a targeted individual who refuses to consent to the trauma helps you to detangle what has appeared to be a life of undue and shocking traumas and a derailed course, whilst being maligned by others who seem to receive worldly acclaim and rewards although their ethics and virtue fell short of yours, in practice, long ago.
Like the travelers in Sodom and Gomorrah, you were sabotaged.
However, the benefit to us is the greater in the long run. (Read the Book of Enoch.)
THE SOUL’S OPPORTUNITY OF THE REFINER’S FIRE EN MASSE
“Pleasure never comes unadulterated, and no form of goodness, which man seeks to promote, is unencumbered with restriction. Nevertheless, there is no form of goodness, which is unproductive of happiness in the hands of those governed with wisdom. Joy and sorrow, pain and pleasure, success and failure are all moulding processes operating on the spirits and natures of man. Neither of the opposites is of less importance than the other.” – Kolbrin SOF:16:3
COULD IT BE THAT THE TIME CALLED THE TRIBULATION IS THE TIME OF THE PURIFIER, AND THEY ARE ONE AND THE SAME? The electromagnetic shift occurring, and the plasma arcs, media-unreported ‘weather’ and geologic cataclysms, people being shuttled off in FEMA buses never to be heard from again, and the vast numbers of those who are giving in to any lust and pursuit they fancy, the “DO AS THOU WILT” wickedness now engendered in infancy, the cradle to grave and now late term and post birth abortion added, and children choosing genders and assimilating pronouns? Because those who took the reins of their souls and in this time are dealing with the horror of this malevolently fomented world of evil disguised as acceptance called Diversity are assaulted to their heart’s core by the rot of filth now passing for civility, locked down by the grid of brainwashed programming. ((((((( INSERT SCREAM painting HERE )))))))
“Moral laws and restraints are essential to the progress and welfare of mankind. When passions are unrestricted and weaknesses unfenced by moral laws, various forms of vice and perversions become accepte and sap the stamina of nations. When the abnormal is given free access to intrude upon the normal, the nation degenerates, the race is contaminated, and mankind suffers a reverse. The Great Law practices an obligation upon mankind to improve itself. Every man and woman must safeguard their heritage and raise themselves above earthly sordidness. This is one of the reasons for living. The struggle of life is with man; the struggle of man is with himself. Wise leaders in every land and age have made laws restraining the weak and abnormal from satisfying their carnal appetites and immoral urges. If their own uncontrolled desires were allowed freedom to dictate their actions, then not only would the weak and abnormal destroy themselves, but they would be like a cancer in the living body of mankind.” – Kolbrin SOF:16:9-10
“THE SOUL MUST BE WROUGHT WITH THE HARD, SMITING BLOWS OF ADVERSITY AND SORROW. It must be gently moulded by the waters of humility and charity; it must chased (*THE DEFINITION AND EXAMPLE FROM METALLURGY EXPLAINING WHAT “TO CHASE METAL MEANS – NOT WHAT YOU THINK) by understanding and patience (look at the images in that Wiki link). These are things which form a shape of harmonious beauty. But other things shape it in ugliness… evil qualities.” – Kolbrin SOF:20:9
“As man’s understanding of God increases, so does God recede; so that though through the ages men come to understand God better, He ever keeps the same distance away. We who dwell in the Light of the Supreme Spirit have come closer to understanding, not because we are better men but because we have devoted our lives to the search. If any man seek carefully and diligently enough, he must find whatever it is that he seeks.” – Kolbrin SOF:19:11
*Repoussé [ʁəpuse] (listen) or repoussage [ʁəpusaʒ] (listen) refer to a metalworking technique in which a malleable metal is shaped by hammering from the reverse side to create a design in low relief. Chasing, chased work, or embossing refer to a similar technique, in which the piece is hammered on the front side, sinking the metal. The two techniques are often used in conjunction. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Repouss%C3%A9_and_chasing