Nanotechnology and Morgellons and Personal History 101

June 14, 2019
Reader email:
Hi,
Have you heard of Tony Pantalleresco?  He lives in Canada, I believe and he says that all the above ground vegetables are contaminated with smart dust….And that root vegetables are safer to eat these days.
I am interested by his views – he seems to imply that trying to directly kill the bots causes them to replicate but there is a way to destroy them (“in a top down bottom up” type method)  It’s kind of over my head but it may be something that you understand?  I thought I should send this to you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRCQXQSLSvE
Oh, and also, it struck me as interesting that there was a town in Canaan in the bible called “Ai” ; I think found in Joshua 7,8
The name of the town means heap of ruins.

My reply:

I discovered Tony P in late 2015 when I was given Lyme and Morgellons by the alphabets. In my January 2016 video on my YT Good Prevails channel (censored by YT but still there, never shows vid views and follower count is always 343, and I cannot put any more on and they use AI to rearrange my words, and edit the video visuals), I showed people how to make Colloidal Silver, based on Tony’s method, and I credited him.

I advised a nanobath soak that LookOutFCharlie also created, in a simplified form, for targeted individuals, and Suzanne Maher of Canada’s Bye Bye Blue Skies website/group who joined my Facebook group, Morgellons Focus: Alkaline Diet & Optimal Health In A Nano Toxic World, and became an FB friend as well, lifted a LOT of my original healing material and writing. My adaptation of Charlie’s nano detox bath added rotations of other things to address Lyme, Morgellons and heavy metals, as well as the frequency of bathing (increased). Maher ‘lifted’ the nanobath and published it in a form which lowered the ratios so much that it was useless. Women are so conditioned to think that elemental boron and epsom salts will “dry their skin”, yet use products made in factories from petroleum and fetal cells, dyes, perfumes and chemicals to dumb them down. The bath I did, I developed, beginning in December of 2015. Charlie’s video was a confirmation only. I was already doing what he did, based on gnowledge and experience.

Yes, I know Tony P. I never met him, but when I did glean info – we are both chemists and nerds, and both have Morgellons and are MKultra TIs – I at least credited him. I don’t plagiarize.

It is criminal that I am being followed by naturopaths who use what I have learned and developed to heal and charge big money for. Is your contact Case Adams? Or Joseph Suglia?

Tony is a dear soul. I have watched him decline as his videos progressed. Many times I have thought about how fortunate he is that at least he had someone who could tape him and ask questions so he could show healing methods and talk talk talk, all the knowledge he has to share. I have had no one to help me.

I am probably going to stop being so free with truth. I feel I am being stolen from and others are profiting. Story of my life.

Here’s my video on how to make colloidal silver.

And do not say one word to me about salt. Tony used a few grains and at first I did too, so yell at him. Read my patient and multiple replies over the last four years. People can be such cruel things, acting like herd animals on rampages. I could not remake the video. I was so sick I do not recall February and March of 2016. Then my horse Devon was laimed on the lease, and and and… life collapsed with zero support from anyone, and hardly any ability to heal, no money to spend on self-treatment and a medical system and so-called health insurance which were in actuality licensed to kill. But heal I did, and I share it with all the world. Screw you, satan.

This is the ONE video I was able to make and publish about Morgellons, published January 29, 2016. I recall making it in a stupor and it took me days. My friend Alex called me many times each day to see if I was alive. No one checked on me or cared, believing the “medical professionals”. But I survived. Now I help others, or at least, try to.

This my playlist, including the two videos of munical tapwater and nanotechnology, December 2016. More. A few vids are just shared for other channels. The NPR interview audio is completely hacked by the YT goons, rearranged to make me say things I didn’t. I have the CD of the WAMU radio station interview that NPR mailed to me. You can read the description (if they haven’t phucked with that too) to read what I said, in part. I could only do live stream videos which really were NOT live, but had to be “processed”, which at times took them overnight! WHILE THEY CHANGED WHAT I SAID AND REMOVED FACTS. Witness the clockface I resorted to using! Did they edit out my stating that I had to use it even, an analog watchface to catch them in the act?

I have been dealing with nanotechnology with complete conscious knowledge of it in my own body since I took samples of smartdust bot plates which were exuded from my right arm to a dermatologist on October 31, 2015. She confiscated them, told me I had blue fibers growing under my skin, and had me see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional”. I had been attached to by about 30 nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend of 2015 while surveying a huge property on the James River outside Richmond, VA. On June 5, 2015, I realized I had a huge sore on my right heel (how biblical) and since my primary care doctors’ offices, Glenside Medical Associates in Henrico, VA (this is written in my gravatar bio) were closed (it was after 6PM on a Friday), I went to an Urgent Care in Lakeside VA. I feared I had a Brown Recluse spider bite (I have thrice been bitten by Black Widows and survived). They took a blood sample to see if I was septic (no), drew a 4″ circle around the site with a Sharpie pen, gave me a three-day Z-pack of antibiotics, and told me to go to an ER if it worsened, or to my priomary care doctors office on Monday. I did that.

She (the dermatologist) said I “had the worst skin she had ever seen” (I used to have creamy, milky white skin and never had acne or pimples, never wore makeup – a very natural beauty, to be truthful), and in a complete flash without thinking – and the assistant was out of the room, she made sure we were alone when she told me that I had blue fibers under my skin and to see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional” – in a complete, non-thinking sentence that just came out of my mouth, I said “Do I have Morgellons?” (I had never thought the word, even) and she held her face very still, close to mine, eye-to-eye like soul-searching, her pupils going back and forth with mine like that Nystagmus thing I wrote about with my cat Viktor in a post called How We Free Ourselves And Others . That dermatologist didn’t say a word. She looked at me, her face in an obvious internal struggle (she had a conscience?), then tore away her gaze and left the room, sending her assistant in to escort me out.
Every single person with Morgellons and Lyme will resonate to this as they read it.

Also, regarding that heap of ruins (back to the email above), we are cautioned in the Marion Visions (there are more, Religion Inc and the governments have kept us from access) that when the trhee days of darkness come, we are to give our livestock and outside animals food and water to survive on and go into our homes, shut the doors and windows and draw the curtains/coverings/shades/shutters/w/e, and not look out AT ALL.

Remember Lot’s wife who tuned into a pillar of salt when Sulfur as brimstone was rained down on Sodom and Gomorrah.

We are not to speak to anyone outside the house if we are called to. AT ALL. Tp fast and pray for the first day and night, the second day and night, and on the third night the moon will shine brightly and the next day will DAWN LIKE SPRING and if we have not succombed to the noxious gases (sulfur) and been taken to the Most High as Saints because of that, or been enfolded into the earth or swept away in a cataclysm, we will have lived to SEE THE NEW EARTH AND THE THOUSAND YEAR REIGN OF THE MESSIAH.

Still, we all need to detox. The Law – sacred geometry of life on a cellular level in us – says so. Read the Essene Gospel of Peace and BEGIN. The Holy Bible (as people call it) is NOT the whole truth. It is controlled, edited and partial, misleading and out of context info that was done purposely by the ROMAN EMPIRE – the ‘Holy Roman Catholic Church’ to literally keep humanity in the dark.

Parasites! Read my posts THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL PARASITES DECEPTION AND CONNECTION TO THE FRAUD OF DISEASE and this This Post Is The Mystery They Hid!

It is never too late. Your heart will be judged, but the LAW OF THE MOST HIGH is that death and all that is of Lucifer and is evil cannot exist or manifest in His Presence (this is why He sends messengers, only Enoch walked with God). (Hint: DETOX.)

So my doctor there at Glenside Medical Associates, John White, when I told him that I had been bitten by as many as thirty nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend along the James River, said “Well, a Lyme test is really expensive, and you only have Medicare”. They [Urgent Care] gave you antibiotics, put this cream on it, and wrote me a prescription for an antisteroidal cream, basically what you can get at the Dollar Store but a little stronger.

The summer progressed. My granddaughter was with me every day as she was 11, too young to be left home alone while my son and his wife worked. We gardened and made art and canned vegetables and sewed and had a wonderful time. She is the one whose mother died and my children who have shunned me per End Days prophecy:  And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.”Matthew 10:21 – did not tell me, but an angel visted and a spirit portal opened over my home, I blogged that, I am a seer, RIP Nichole whose angel was waiting in the wings as part of the love of heart intention between us all something I am open to and active in because my pineal gland is decalcified and my VMAT2 must be off the charts.

My decripit, used, cheap 21 year-old car (I am very poor since my secretly transgender DC newsman ex-husband had stolen all I owned, and my own daughter refused to sign the tags over to the car my son owned so I could by it – she sides with my ex, I am certain he made her a beneficiary on the HUGE GANNETT LIFE INSURANCE POLICY HE WAS ALLOWED TO KEEP ON MY POST_DIVORCE, ALTHOUGH THE ONLY PROPERTY WE OWNED TOGETHER WAS MY F350 DIESEL HE WAS AWARDED BY THE COURT IN A COURT-SANCTIONED THEFT OF ALL I HAD, Baltimore County, 2013. He conspired to have me shot, and the police were in collusion. So here I was, stricken with Lyme disease, working on the Miata to redo the head hasket with my son in the evenings after he got off work. I said to him “Look at my skin!” He said “I see your sores, Mom.”

Yet Dr. John White of Glenside Medical Associates refused to test me for Lyme Disease.

So on November 1, 2015 I went to the psychiatrist I had been seeing for depression. Why was I “depressed”? Who wouldn’t be, after their secretly transgender husband stole all they owned although they had been married one day less than two years, and their own daughter took his side? (She calls herself a witch publicly, as does my new daughter-in-law, but of course the entire world is Luciferian now.)

Stanley (the psych dr’s first name) had even taken me off the antidepressant because I wasn’t “depressed” anymore, because I had had THE BEST SUMMER OF MY LIFE WITH MY DEAR GRANDDAUGHTER EMILY. As a matter of fact, this esteemed Richmond doctor of psychiatry, whose daughter was herself in art school, was more like an equal to me. He loved my artwork, and I gave him a CD of what I had left of it in photographs to give to her, as she had seen a few I had emailed him and asked to see more, being inspired.

In 2005 I participated in a University of Pennsylvania study which supposedly was looking for genetic markers for bipolar disorder. I had been told by KEY POINT HEALTH IN CATONSVILLE in the early 90’s that I “was bipolar mixed state II and had ‘unaffecting’ DID”, but the drugs they wanted me to take made me feel like ZOMBIE, so I was “non-compliant”. The drugs are made to kill us.
Within a few weeks of the blood sample I gave, I got a telephone call from one of the study’s creators, a psychiatrist who asked me to come in and talk with him. He said he would explain when we met. I went, and he told me that I did NOT HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER OR ANY DISORDER, and that he wanted to give me free psychiatric sessions at his personal offices there in Philadelphia, and removed me from the study. I met him in his luxurious downtown Philadelphia office with marble floors and huge plants and Persian carpets and scultures and paintings. He was very kind, and softspoken. He explained that we’d meet for as many sessions as necessary to help me untangled a few questions, and that I would receive a bill I did not need to pay; he would write it off. This is exactly what he did, and we met five times, I showed him my artwork (most of which Kurt stole, sold, kept or destroyed in that court-sanctioned theft), and at the fifth session, he told me I had PTSD from a lifetime of trauma.
He told me that as difficult it was to look at my artwork, if I had not been an artist and made the art I had, I would not have integrated myself from the traumas I had been through since birth, and would have had multiple personality disorder (funny how at age twelve, my mother made me read Sybil and then The Exorcist, while laying in her bed next to her in the evenings before she got ready to go to work…).
It was a lightbulb going on in my heart.

So I was one of the first people in America to be diagnosed with PTSD, and it wasn’t until almost a decade later that it was called CPTSD.

AND what my ex did to me made me have a Disassociative Fugue, and then came the medical community’s refusal to diagnose and treat me for Lyme Disease the military invented, and I developed Morgellons.
But I lost my family and I am shunned.

Back to…
He (Stanley, the day after seeing the dermo) said “Do you think you’re delusional? Because I don’t see it. I don’t think you need an antipsychotic. You need real treatment and answers and you aren’t going to get it, it sounds like.”

I think I have said enough for now. This is only the very beginning of this four-year story. When I say that my experience with being left for dead by the medical system for a disease – LYME, invented by the military on Plum Island outside Lyme, Connecticut, and Morgellons, a syndrome caused by the US Patented Ecdysone, Monsanto’s US Patented Agrobacterium which enables vertical/horizontal cross-kingdom species (animal/mold/yeast/synthetic biology utilizing heavy metals, nanotechnology and glyphosates <— abridged explanation) which like a CANARY IN A COAL MINE my body is rejecting BECAUSE I HAVE A+ BLOOD OF THE LINE OF ABEL AND A HIGH VMAT2 GENE EXPRESSION – hence I am a lifelong Targeted Individual and my own mother worked as a research nurse for the alphabets and USED ME/let them traumatize me, keeping me drugged and tied spread-eagled with ACE bandages in a hospital crib the first year of my life, and at TWO my father molested me, shattering my Kundalini, giving me a photographic memory and an extremely high IQ (between 163 and 168, depending on the test… I read 1,583 words a minute with comprehension and recall at age twelve.

AND in twelfth grade the CIA’s men in black came FIVE TIMES to my high school to recruit me. I was the only one in our 1,200 student high school less than 40 miles from DC that they recruited, the principal told me.

Oh, it’s a hornet’s nest. And I could not write fiction if I tried. THESE ARE ALL MEMORIES AND ALL ALL KNOW ME (MANY HAVE DIED NOW) HAVE HEARD THIS AD INFINITUM ALL MY LIFE.

 

My own son-in-law, a world-famous tattooer whose last name is the same as the circus leader’s in the book I owned as a child, LITTLE BLACK GOES TO THE CIRCUS (I think my daughter may have that, my book, my name written in it in my child’s hand) said to me when I once was trying to explain to him why I had so much to deal with emotionally “It sucks to be you.” Such empathy. (Ugh.)

Anyway, that is literally just the beginning of MY MORGELLONS JOURNEY, and yes, it is a book I am working on.

Remember, MARTYR MEANS WITNESS AND WE ARE LIVING SAINTS IN THE END DAYS.

So to return to the reason I am writing this: yes, I know nanotechnology. I even counselled people not to get tattooed, as two of my three tattoos “bloomed” with nanobots, Nanoswarms from my skin, activated by ELF – electromagentic frequencies.

I posted recently about Niobium magnets in a post called Excuses for Checkups and Fillings, and in the post immediately preceding that one called QuWave EMF Defender Protection Device included my Amazon Associates affiliate link to purchase them in donation to my cause of helping others here because NO ONE HELPED ME AND THE “HEALTH SYSTEM” AND GOVERNMENT AND MY OWN FAMILY LEFT ME FOR DEAD.

My Amazon Prime Account purchase history as well as all the reciepts from feed stores and tack shops, online international pharmacies and odd specialized sites are pretty impressive! Yes, Harold Kautz-Vella and I, and Max Spiers (RIP, brother killed by Black Goo, my son looks just like you, are we related?) could have great conversation and I am sure once we’re all out of these meat suits we will.

Yes, I have CPTSD. We all do, in this world hellbent on destroying humanity and replacing us with transhumans. I am very much alive and well physically and spiritually. I protect myself from nanotechnology and trauma perps and their wiles. I use the alters I was programmed with . DrippingKeysCopyrighted450p In Hawaii while playing D&D there, my character was named DRIPPING KEYS, because I made that piece my secretly transgender DC newsman half-man ex stole – it won first place at the SOWEBO FESTIVAL in Baltimore – I made it to process the experience of being raped by my father at age two, and my growth into an integrated human being because I didn’t keep skeletons in closets and do what everyone else did – that lizard in news stole that along with all my childhood writing, all my things, he is a thief and a liar and evil incarnate who, as he wrote on straightdope.com “I’m in news, I lie for a living.” and ALL OF THE ANSWERS ARE DRIPPING LIKE KEYS AT THE ENDS OF OUR FINGERTIPS.

Transhuman Comic

No, I use the alters I was programmed by Project Monarch of the CIA for GOOD. They tried to recruit me because they knew the POWER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD IN ME.

So yeah, I know a litlle bit about nano.
I can help people get the nano out. I posted the video about the nanobot swarms in the Spring right after it came out, by the ORIGINAL POSTER OF IT, not the channel that glammed onto it. (Finding that blogpost is a problem; that post and the post I did on the GEOSTORM movies of Hollywood is a problem, and if you locate them please email me their links in via the Let’s Talk contact form!) The censorship phuckery I endure drills down to accessing my own blogposts in WordPress. And I have a PREMIUM PLAN. AND yet if YouTube can edit my words and rearrange them to make it sound like I say things I didn’t, and delete visuals and replace them, and limit my channels (I’m sure it’ll be gone soon, the one I had to basically abandon – not the first one they have phucked with, they have been messing with me since I had Our Home Farm channel and the The Survivalist Gourmet! But Sally The Zombie Cheerleader can grow -> My ex’s ex? See what society has crumbled to: worse than Sodom and Gomorrah.

WHO IS LIKE UNTO GOD is what we are to say aloud in the three days darkness.

But you guys don’t hear much from me online, if you DO get a chance to notice I exist – BECAUSE I AM CENSORED.

Just like Flat Earth to dismiss God, THEY HIDE THE EVIDENCE.

P.S. I have all documentation, bills, receipts for years of self-treatment icnluding livestock medications used because Johns Hopkins would only give me three days of a vermifuge that they charged me $3,300.00 for (thank GOD I am an equestrian and know animal care and am one clinical away from my BSN in nursing, completed Pre-Med and was given a scholarship to JHH Medical School WITHOUT an MCAT because I won the AMERICAN CHEMICAL SOCIETY’S AWARD FOR OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT IN ORGANIC CHEMISTRY in 1985, have an AS in Chemistry and an AS (Associate of Science) in Nursing, and 134 college credits, also am a Microsoft Certified Lan/WAN Specialist, a Comptia PC Specialist, a Goddard Space Flight Center Macintosh Technician (worked there with a Top Secret Clearance for the Y2K Refresh, worked at Discovery Health on their Health Channel launch team, and worked for Aerotek as a subcontractor. GMO and pesticide-free organic gardener and food preserver since 1978. Resumes? Got ’em. Diploma and transcripts? Yep.

Fuck with me, I’ll show you evidence. Images? THOUSANDS. FACTS? INFINITE. Just like God.

Eph6_10_18 I am SICK OF LIES. I am calm and full of love. There is little time left to fart around hoping people get hints. Take a side and use your spiritual armor. It’s all you need: Ephesians 6:10-18

To my son and daughter: YOU WERE LIED TO ABOUT ME.

And if anyone thinks this is intense, well, tomorrow is the 24th anniversary of my brother Charlie’s death. I created this blog a year ago tomorrow in honor of him.

I’m so happy to be a Child Of The Light <3 My goodness, have you seen the kombucha? Light, Love, Blessed, Peace, Happy <3 We are all graced to be The Elect. I am now formally out of words (well, maybe for a few minutes lol!) <3

Namaste, I love you. I mean it.

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

Understanding This Matrix EMF Prison

Considering The Word spoke the Universe into existence, it is imperative that we know that we are frequency. We ARE frequency. Tartary architecture of cathedrals and institutions uses #cymatics to harvest soul energy (from trauma) from the ether. Electricity comes from this and is collected from the air by wires. They make us pay for our own pain, essentially, and profit in power. Back to the “we are batteries for the matrix” thing. Hollywood reveals what is going on, sorcery spells must be stated, that’s how that works.

In the 1940’s, the music industry set as a recording standard a hertz of 440, as opposed to the 432 natural human hertz. 440 hertz creates anxiety and anger, fuels negative emotions. Many musicians now tune in and record in 432 hertz. You can find a lot of it on youtube and make “healthier” playlists. Also, images can be embedded in sound waves and directly satanic. It is best to avoid 440 radio, records, CDs, TV, and digital transmissions. There are recordings of the Schumann Resonance – the earth’s own EMF, which our heart needs – and you can play them in the background during your days. This helps to protect you from 5G, cellular damage, and spiritual manipulation from demons.

Human Body Organ Frequencies

Exposure to low millimeter waves from 5G wireless, IoT devices, LED light, etc destroys our organs by distorting their natural higher frequency, causing DNA destruction

It is necessary to know that the millimeter waves of frequencies can be terribly manipulated to harm us (including animals and all biologic systems, even plants… look at the bee deaths, I wrote about that in 2006 on myspace, before knowledge of this “became a thing”). That’s the entire 5G death system set up to drop us. So discernment is needed. Natural tuning of instruments, especially the psaltery stringed instruments in natural pitch tunings, harp, and bells, can help heal us. Water breaking over rocks in flow. The wind making chimes or shells or shards of pottery and glass gong softly. Heartbeat… breath.

When I was 22, I was in pre-med and worked part-time in a large city hospital as a venipuncture technician, two days in the hospital’s lab, and alternating weekends of “morning rounds”. A woman who was very ill and had been there for awhile (I had drawn her before) was very peaceful and I readied and drew her four tubes. During the second tube, she passed away. I considered whether or not to stop the collection and call a code. I didn’t. She was so very peaceful. I continued the remaining tubes and experienced her spirit leave her body, passing along my hands, and up to the ceiling, where is slowly dissipated through. It was pale blue. It was intensely comforting.
I went to the nurses station, gave them her tubes and told them she had died. Immediately there was a frantic frenzy and I was rushed with them to her room, where they were deciding whether or not to recussitate her. A doctor asked me which doctor I was, looking at my lab coat and badge, realizing I was a new face to him. I told him I was a technician, pointing at my photo ID. He asked me why I didn’t call the code. I answered: “Because she was at peace”. I left. Nothing more was said, and she was not there when I checked again. So, I have seen and felt what you see in this video. It is real.

It is imperative that we raise our frequency. The entire world is an illusion. Only what is NOT seen is real. Wake up, Neo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY MY DAUGHTER

It is with a heavy heart I live today. Yet simultaneously I live in JOY.

Today my daughter Emily (who my son named my granddaughter – his daughter, after my daughter his older and only sister – after) has turned 39. This day she was born.

I mailed her a gift package to the address I knew four years ago. I hope it gets to her.

A carved Pink Himalayan Salt votive candle holder, a pair of hand-sewn curtains in a block-print vintage Victorian blown rose fabric, and an eight-page letter.

I cannot describe the profundity inherent in the challenge of being made dead by my own family. I am existentially erased. In their minds.

Me, I’ve actually let go.

Detox and removing vampiric layers will do that for a person!

All things possible with the Most High God, in this illusion of a world!

I work very hard to center within the seat of my soul to feel God’s Goodness within myself. To not succomb to the evil that so derailed my life from birth. I have come to the conclusion that I have very little genetic serpent seed in my genes. That my task as an Elect in this incarnated flesh skin is to return to the first estate. I knew my VMAT2 was high… but at this point, realizing and seeing all I do, seeing others begin to discover what I have always known within, I see why I was targeted so early – from birth – and “never amounted to anything”, no matter how manythings I tried. Something always happened, and it was usually a death, or illness, or emergency. That’s how Satan works.

The Ice Flow of my life now
Written in a #nanowrimo slam last month

 

So whatever brings your day to you Emily, know that you are loved beyond measure.

Not only by me. I just birthed you (yes, my DNA call your name).

By GOD and Yehushua the Messiah Christ.

I know that the DNA in you will win. GOOD PREVAILS: all things in Christ.

I love you, my dear daughter! Happy Birthday!

PASSING WISDOM, #NATIONALPOETRYDAY2018

And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved. Matthew 10:21-22

As we get older we want to pass
our wisdom to our children
A natural progression
now thwarted
Prohibited, made abhorrent by the powers that be
who dictate and distribute
perception of reality

Mine who I made in me
with fierce desire for their becoming
who became as they grew older
influenced by my own obstructions and
the datasets of others
These two human beings now
treat me like the plague

(To them I’m dead)

I’d say the system succeeded
in separating me from those I love
Shed tears exceed by thousands times days
since I have heard their voice
(silence) (wait)
If I give up hoping
I as I thought I was cease to exist

My condition as a truthsayer and Morgellons-hijacked body
(canary in a coal mine complicated with medically denied Lyme disease)
became the final door they closed
after years of loving strained by contradiction
as the programming their minds absorbed came between us
and the success they began to reap in worldly ways
reinforced the covert message to reject their mother

(emails, calls classified as spam, and blocked, all mail and contact ignored)

In my cells I feel these humans
and in my thoughts preserve them, heart: protect them
my first thought in the morning thanks the Almighty Father for another chance to love them
to redeem myself another day from the height they saw me fall
I cannot blame them for my descent
Nor for shutting the door between us
Neither am I capable of accepting this decree and moving on

That said I also transmute this gash
to restoration of my frame
The landscape of the world I inhabit (and create)
made better for their sakes (love in action)

And every day I live in love
for my children
for my grandchildren
for everyone who rejects and shuns me
Love Is All
Only love will save us
So I live in love alone
Eating – and *not eating* – to ascend

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
2 Timothy 1:7

#NATIONALPOETRYDAY2018

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Always Remember Who We Are As Humans

A PRAYER TO BEGIN EACH DAY WITH, NANOTECHNOLOGY, ALIENATION VIA HONESTY, ROPEWORMS

Now more than ever before in the history of humankind, individuals are faced with maintaining their identity and selfhood in the face of nanotechnology and toxins, propaganda, EMF radiation, the effects of societal marginalization which occurs when one is not a sheep, and more.

This, more than ever, we must remain strong in our knowledge and conviction and steady on the path of integrity and truth. The level of darkness surrounding us all has no precedent. We stand fast in the knowledge of our conviction and commitment in faith to Source: the Creator whose spark is within each of us: WE ARE DIVINE LIGHT BEINGS.

What is unfolding all around us so rapidly now is just the beginning of the tribulations yet to come, brothers and sisters. The prayer shared here, after the post’s other content, is thorough, and is what we need as we gird ourselves to face each day. It is truly a battle against the principalities of darkness and wickedness in high places.

You cannot unsee this. I’ll keep things brief. We knew already that nanotechnology is not good for us, that it is evil. But did you know that it is an operation from paperclip aimed at us now, and the basis for 5G? Check it out. Now you have zero excuse not to detox  and live a healthy wellness lifestyle!

Matt from Quantum of Conscience shared his experience with his family and friends on Labor Day, and it’s most likely yours as well. It sure is mine. Truth Destroys Family and Friend Relationships might as well be the fireside chat for the awakened. The point we must all recognize is that what we are dealing with is not of this world, and the level of evil we are met with in complete betrayal of human nature by those we love is unnatural, and brutal. We will stand fast. #ThinkCathar
Shoutout to Matt: thank you, dear brother. You are my family and friend.

Eating To Ascend Ropeworm Image © 2018Later today I will be sharing with you my #ropeworm removal progress on the #mimosapudica #cascarasagrada #turpentine and #cabbagejuice #protocol (combined). Intense! I hope you appreciate how the subject matter of this post interlinks in meaning (parasites of humanity).

(Edited to add this)
This man’s a brilliant ranter and is one of the most educated persons you will have the pleasure of learning from: The Fullerton Informer, Mr. Joe Imbriano, of Fullerton, California. His website is fullertoninformer.com and is where you need to start if you’re new to some of the facts this blog presents about the toxic world we are faced to live in, and will be left to our children and grandchildren.

Much love to all, in His Holy Name <3

Messianic Warfare Prayer

Our Father, which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, As it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive them that trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom, The power, and the glory, For ever and ever.

Abba Father, I bow in worship and praise before you. I cover myself with the blood of the Lord Yeshua the Messiah as my protection during this time of prayer. I surrender myself completely and unreservedly in every area of my life to You. I do take a stand against all the workings of Satan that would hinder in this time of prayer, and I address myself only to the true and living God and refuse any involvement of Satan in my prayer. James 4:7; 1Peter 5:6-11

Satan, I command you, in the Name of the Lord Yeshua the Messiah to leave my presence with all your demons, and I bring the blood of the Lord Yeshua between us.

Abba Father, I worship You and I give You praise. I recognize that you are worthy to receive all glory and honor and praise. I renew my allegiance to You and pray that the blessed Ruach ha Kodesh (Holy Spirit) would enable me in this time of prayer. I am thankful, Abba Father, that You have loved me from past eternity, that you sent the Lord Yeshua Messiah into the world to die as my substitute that I would be redeemed. I am thankful that the Lord Yeshua the Messiah came as my representative, and that through Him You have completely forgiven me. You have given me eternal life. You have given me the perfect righteousness of the Lord Yeshua the Messiah so I am now justified. I am thankful that in Him You have made me complete and that You have offered Yourself to me to be my daily help and strength. Ephesians 1:4; 2 Corinthians5:21; Romans 3:21-22; 1 Corinthians 1:30; Romans 3:24; 5:1,9

Abba Father, come and open my eyes that I might see how great You are, and how complete Your provision is for this new day. [That’s why this prayer should be offered at the start of each new day!]

I do, in the name of the Lord Yeshua the Messiah, take my place with Messiah in the heavenlies, with all principalities and powers (powers of darkness and wicked spirits) under my feet. I am thankful that the victory the Lord Yeshua the Messiah won for me on the cross and in His resurrection has been given to me, and that I am seated with the Lord Yeshua the Messiah in the heavenlies; therefore, I declare that all principalities and powers and all wicked spirits are subject to me in the name of the Lord Yeshua the Messiah.

Ephesians 2:6; context v. 1-10

I am thankful for the armor You have provided, and I put on the belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, the sandals of shalom, the helmet of salvation. I lift up the shield of faith against all fiery darts of the enemy, and take in my hand the sword of the Spirit, the Word of God, and use Your Word against the forces of evil in my life; and I put on this armor and live and pray, completely depending upon you, blessed Ruach ha Kodesh. Ephesians 6:10-18

I am grateful, Abba Father, that the Lord Yeshua the Messiah spoiled all principalities and powers and made a show of them openly and triumphed over them in Himself. I claim all victory for my life today. I reject out of my life all the insinuations, the accusations, the temptations of Satan. I affirm that the Word of God is true, and I choose to live today in the light of God’s Word. I choose, Abba father to live in obedience to You and in fellowship with You. Open my eyes and show me the areas of my life that do not please You. Help me to live so that there be no ground to give Satan a foothold against me. Show me any area of weakness. Show me any area of my life that I must deal with so that I would please You. I do in every way today stand for you and the ministry of the Ruach ha Kodesh in my life. Colossians 2:15; context v.6-15

By faith, and depending on You, I put off the old man and stand into all the victory of the crucifixion where the Lord Yeshua the Messiah provided cleansing from the old nature. I put on the new man and stand into all victory of the resurrection and the provision He has made for me there to live above sin. Therefore, on this day,

I put off the old nature with its selfishness, and
I put on the new nature with its love.

I put off the old nature with its fear, and
I put on the new nature with its courage.

I put off the old nature with its weakness, and
I put on the new nature with its strength.
I put off the old nature with all its deceitful lusts, and
I put on the new nature with all its righteousness and purity. Ephesians 4:17-32

I do in every way stand into the victory of the ascension and glorification of the Son of God where all principalities and powers were made subject to him, and I claim my place in Messiah, victorious with Him, over all the enemies of my soul. Blessed Ruach ha Kodesh, I pray that You would fill me. Come into my life, break down every idol, cast out every foe. Philippians 2:9; Ephesians 1:20

I am thankful, Abba Father, for the expression of Your will for my daily life as You have shown me in your Word. I therefore claim all the will of God for today. I am thankful that You have blessed me with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Messiah Yeshua. Ephesians 1:3

I am thankful that You have begotten me unto a living hope by the resurrection of Messiah Yeshua from the dead. 1 Peter 1:3

I am thankful that You have made a provision so that today I can live filled with the Ruach Elohim with love and joy and self-control in my life, and I recognize that this is Your will for me and I therefore reject and resist all the endeavors of Satan and of his demons to rob me of this will of God. cf the Fruit of the Spirit- Galatians 5:22-23

I refuse in this day to believe my feelings, and I hold up the shield of faith against all the accusations and against all the insinuations that Satan would put in my mind. I claim the fullness of the will of God for today.Ephesians 6:16

I am thankful, Abba Father that the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds, to the casting down of imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the Knowledge of God and I bring every thought into obedience to the Lord Yeshua the Messiah. cf. 2 Corinthians 10:4-5

Therefore in my own life today I tear down the strongholds* of Satan, and smash the plans of Satan that have been formed against me.

I tear down the stronghold of Satan agains my mind, and I surrender my mind to You, blessed Ruach ha Kodesh. I affirm, Abba Father, that You have not given me the spirit of fear, but of your power and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7

I break and smash the strongholds of Satan formed against my emotions today, and I give my emotions to You.

I smash the strongholds of Satan formed against my will today, and I give my will to You, and choose to make the right decisions of faith.

I smash the strongholds of Satan formed against my body today, and I give my body to You, recognizing that I am Your temple, and I rejoice in Your mercy and Your goodness. 1 Corinthians 3:16; 6:19 and 2 Corinthians 6:16

Abba Father, I pray that now through this day, You would quicken me. Show me the way that Satan is hindering, tempting, lying, counterfeiting and distorting the truth in my life. Enable me to be the kind of person that would please You. Colossians 1:10

Enable me to be aggressive in prayer. Enable me to be aggressive mentally, to think Your thoughts after You and give You Your rightful place in my life.

Again I now cover myself with the blood of the Lord Yeshua and pray that You, blessed Ruach ha Kodesh, would bring all the work of the crucifixion, all the work of the resurrection, all the work for the glorification, and all the work of Pentecost into my life today. I surrender myself to You. I refuse to be discouraged. You are the God of hope. “May the god of hope fill me with all joy and peace as I trust in You, so that I may overflow with hope by the power of the Ruach ha Kodesh.” Romans 15:13

You have proven Your power by resurrecting Messiah Yeshua from the dead and I claim in every way Your victory over all Satanic forces active in my life. I reject these forces. I pray in the Name of the Lord Yeshua the Messiah with thanksgiving!
Amen!

Note on strongholds against Believers:

The four strongholds of Satan are listed as follow:

  • Against our minds
  • Against our emotions } these make up our soul-life
  • Against our wills
  • Against our bodies
Satan has NO stronghold in the spirit of a born-again SPIRIT-FILLED believer!We are spirit – In our spirits, we are God-conscious
We have a soul – In our souls, self-conscious
We live in a body – and in our bodies, sense-consciousThis prayer was shared by Rabbi Michael LaPoff, Rabbi of Beth Sar Shalom in Tucson, AZ  shalomtucson.org

Scarlet Letter A

THOUGHTS AS NIBIRU IS THE CLOSEST TO OUR SUN IT GETS

(IN THIS CROSSING CYCLE)

GDS blog Mon(ster)Santo imageOn Joseph Farrell’s blog at his Giza Death Star website, an excellent article called GMO SCRAPBOOK: MON(STER)SANTO TO PAY 289.2 MILLION IN LAWSUIT
on the landmark (unbelievable) ruling which found the corporation of death guilty of more crimes than I can list offhand, but all related to their true intent and mission: corrupt the DNA of and kill all things living, and lie about it, all at great profit.

Here was my two cents I submitted to the comments (pending approval):

I am truly shocked that there even *was* a legal system verdict and settlement which clearly incriminates MonSatan’s profligate evil. Will they – and the academics, governments and military who created Lyme and Morgellons, Ecdysone, Agrobacterium, and all other pandemics be brought to task for the transhumanism and destroyed lives, the corruption of human DNA?
Evil is not equivalent in nature to the explanation of the color black for artists: black is the absence of color, white is all colors of the spectrum (including those the human senses cannot detect). Evil is the left side of the duality existing with Good, and cannot change. (Why it exists at all still baffles me; still learning.) Will this verdict create change? I did see (as of yesterday, maybe more have now) that a European country (forget which) made sales of Round-Up illegal as a result of this ruling. But the overarching question remains: will there be change, here on this earth, in this time? Is it possible? The Kolbrin record (called a bible, but that part of the title seems a misnomer, and possibly what one thinks of as a bible needs redefinition) is explicit is pointing out that over these cycles of cosmic earth resets, mankind has not heeded the warnings, or changed. Clearly the reason corruption, deceit, greed, trauma cycles and death of mind, body and soul continues is this fact of universal law of darkness. Because we are in the Age of Aquarius, and the Most High is our waterbearer, water being life’s essence to continue, as we have this digital story-sharing conduit, we for the first time have a chance to leave this soul trap.
When one looks back at the planning that went into the biggest coverup of all, religion, which completely divorces man (by man I mean both sexes, for there are only two genders) from Spirit/Light by its paradigm of guilt trip and fear, it is so completely all-encompassing that it makes Dungeons and Dragons look like the game of Go Fish. So *will* there be change for the better going forward? Will the use of RoundUp stop? How about all the other vectors of death so well elucidated in all the previous comments? Will they be stopped? As someone who considers herself an activist (59, stopped watching TV at 14, been awake forrrevvverrr, ugh), I regret deeply that I say have to say this, but I think “No, MonSatan (not my lord!) and Co. will not be stopped. At least not by us, here. I don’t get many votes of popularity for this (almost none), but Yeshua is YHVH’s rescue mission to grab some peeps at an opportune electomagnetic moment of the earth’s vesica piscis. It looks like that moment might be coming soon.
Does this mean we give up trying to be the change we want? Hell no! We are here to Love, to be LOVE because LOVE – another redefinition of word needed – is the photon force of SPIRIT and CREATION. We are It. Here in this cesspool. #sadfact
All this middle east, Vietnam, Cambodia war, destroying India, Africa, Tibet: destroy the evidence. The farce of Antarctica we are presented with. Nagasaki was Japan’s Christian population capital. Heliocentric theory AKA globe: remove G_D.
I have come to the conclusion all this MUST happen, this Doom with in this world incarnation the dumbs and fema camps and depops and all the alphabets – resilient my a%s! THEY know at some point their time will eternally end. That’s why they have no stops to pull at all. They have been *done* since they first fell here, where the UN has its fortified base. At some point these cycles will end, that’s as much as I understand.

Next!

The Criminal Prosecution And Capital Punishment Of Animals, by EP Evans

Strange things found during research… As I tackle the chapter most difficult to compile and finish (because I have learned that no one likes hearing about parasites, and that they have them, so it’s like chewing nails to write) for my first book THE ASCENSION DIET – EATING TO ASCEND, in the course of rootling around the net looking for some arcane reference to parasites from one of my Notes, I find this! THE CRIMINAL PROSECUTION AND CAPITAL PUNISHMENT OF ANIMALS, by E.P. Evans. From the introduction: “Sources—Amira’s distinction between retributive and preventive processes—Addosio’s incorrect designation of the latter as civil suits—Inconsistent attitude of the Church in excommunicating animals—Causal relation of crime to demoniacal possession—Squatter sovereignty of devils—Aura corrumpens—Diabolical infestation and lack of ventilation—“Bewitched kine”—Greek furies and Christian demons—Homicidal bees, laying cocks and crowing hens—Theory of the personification of animals—Beasts in Frankish, Welsh, and old German laws—Animal prosecutions and witchcraft—The Mosaic code in Christian courts—Pagan deities as demons—Born malefactors among beasts—The theory of punishment in modern criminology“. (Homicidal bees?)
And I thought I was morbidly focused!

Osiris/All dogs go to heaven…
Recently I adopted a Chihuahua. I know, an anklebiter! An anklebiter is what we archon-hating detox freaks call parasites! Well, in Genesis 3:15 we read “And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.” Yep.
The Scarlet Anklebiter This isn’t just a cuddly pet. He’s a therapy dog, with attitude. Little guy was on a kill list because he has been so traumatized and neglected that he couldn’t socialize in a pack/household. The world is very threatening to his eight pound self, and in the less-than two weeks I’ve had the pleasure of his company, I’ve seen a difference daily as he learns that he is safe, and can trust. Never one for lapdogs (throughout my life, and thus prior to, my divorce I had Labs, a Maremma, a Chesapeake Bay Retriever, Great Danes, Rhodesian Ridgeback, and raised Puddins, the short-legged horse and farm Irish Jack Russell Terriers), but now in an apartment with a monastic lifestyle, this little guy who needed a last chance seemed exactly right.

And I’m so glad I adopted him. The love a dog gives, the loyalty, it’s brutal in the heartstrings. Even if he still reacts with a bite when putting on his vest, drying his feet after a morning walk in dewey grass, and on and on and on (he’s got issues). Still, I love this little dog already, and am reminded of what love should be, what it would be, in a world without trauma caused by parasites of any size, class or supernatural and cosmic dimension.

Anubis So that god Osiris that the superb Bill Donahue describes as he talks about meditation, the Osiris that all the pyramidal structures on this earth are aligned with, that place of spirit in the Canis Major constellationcould it be the predecessor to man’s best friend, initially called Anubis? In Egyptian myth,  their god Anubis was revered as the god of the dead and the underworld until the Middle Kingdom, when this role was taken over by Osiris, weighing the hearts of dead souls and guiding them through the underworld and into the afterlife.

Because it has to be true that all dogs go to heaven.

 

If this rabbit hole keeps going down, how will I finish one book!

The effects of forces of CERN and The Destroyer: is THAT the voice they are straining to let speak? And TODAY it’s at its closest point to our sun. Eek! Related to this without a doubt, an email snippet of mine from this morning:

“Let me tell you, that prowling lion the deceiver seems to be making the world worse so exponentially. Yesterday Brent took me with him to his medical appts, I drove, he needs knee replacement. Stopped at Walmart so he could send someone in Congo money, I waited outside in shade, parked. Watched the parade.Am i imagining this, or have people changed? I think they have, Alex. I think we are seeing a new race like they describe, the Xian [Christian] truthers: H+. It’s really chilling and I could not wait to come back home.
I was happy to get your email, but wish I had not been depressed. I wrote above as a segue into the fact that being in the world for me does that, makes me anxious, strained, self-doubting. I concur with everyone who speaks about the increasing demonic presence in this world, that it is true. (I think I will blog this convo).”

Dr. Geordie Rose, the AI artificial quantum physics  D-Wave ‘intelligence’ tech-guru-all-governments-are-using-for-their -everything says: “So these things that we are summoning into the world now… are entities that aren’t necessarily going to be aligned with what we want.” Wait, WHAT? WTF! Why bring them!

 

On personal strength, and living in a small town (that’s not my hometown, either), church christians /Churchians, wearing the Scarlet Letter, witch hunts…

Scarlet_Letter

Yeah, nobody knows me here, and I’m a pariah, a fish out of water. Definitely living the outsider’s life, and have not met one person in the six+ months I have been here who I can even begin to have a conversation with about what I write about here. My readers know that I didn’t “come up with” all these ideas on my own. Sure I may have connected dots while walking my own path all of these years, which led me here, but I am not the only one to have reached these conclusions. And as this post is getting tediously long, I’ll just end it with the fact that I may as well have a large red felt “A” on my back.

And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.Matthew 10:21 and “But I have a few things against thee, because thou hast there them that hold the doctrine of Balaam, who taught Balac to cast a stumblingblock before the children of Israel, to eat things sacrificed unto idols, and to commit fornication.Revelation 2:14 but “Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.” Matthew 5:10.

Why we must fast will be the next blogpost, and if you want me to address anything specific about #fasting for #ascension (and detoxification, of course), please leave your questions in the comments. As always, LOVE to you.

Your sister in the Most High God,
Hester Prynne

THOUGHTS ABOUT THE GREAT COMMISSION IN DAILY LIFE

The past twenty four hours, my head’s been swimming with many things to share with you here. At first I wanted to write a post with topics in descending order of importance. Well, all were important, albeit not all of equal weight. The qualifier for that distinction is this: how will the topics help others attain eternal life? Because that’s what drives me: helping others to have better lives. Not only in terms of ascension nutrition, or feeling listened to and that someone cares (they are not alone, but loved, even if by a stranger), and which is why I encourage comments, or teaching someone something they can utilize to improve the lives of those whom they love, which creates that ripple effect so often spoken of. For the most part, humans feel that they need to matter. What matters more than making the lives of others better? If one is driven solely by personal gain and avarice, benevolence and empathy are absolutely not in their identity’s ideological and modus operandii baggage, although so many, whether the truly and outwardly malevolent, or those who, in varying states of denial, duplicitously pretend to care while wearing masks and playing the role of fellow human quite well, as wolves in sheep’s clothing do while they pick from the flock, isolating the weak members to their interactive proximity in order to opportunistically devour them to strengthen themselves. The state of the world is so: the majority of people, whether they claim to be “godly” or not, are just this.

In our daily walk we are therefore tasked to help others realize the underpinning of lies this world is based on and the truth behind the lies we have all been fed. The work of this great commission is grueling, ceaseless, and in this life, for those who practice this duty with all they are able to, frankly completely alienating, and that is a cross that we bear, as Yehushua did. Reading sacred texts, the bible, taking walks, a soaking nano-removal detox bath with essential oils all help. I find that intermittent fasting causes less roadblocks to spiritual cognition and remembrance of the truths and promises when I most need them. Of course, prayer and meditation go without saying.

Being invested less in the material possession vortex is a great help in maintaining focus on what matters eternally vs. temporally. While being judged by those who know me (and know what I have lost since the period of time surrounding my divorce and then presenting with Morgellons) is not easy, and takes energy to maintain my own self-esteem/personal estimation equilibrium, I count it as another proof that I am on the right path. If I was winning the love of many, that would be worldly love. It may be lonely and isolated, but this reality of walking the spiritual path of the great commission is the only one that matters for the soul, and the souls of others I am able to touch with the Word. I am humbled that I can even think I am worthy for this task, but for His Grace…

 

 

 

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