HOW WE FREE OURSELVES AND OTHERS

May 21, 2019

Please wade through the first seven paragraphs, which are the flow to the ocean of this.

Had the cable reconnected (only internet, no TV or devices), have two modems on hand to use, each a boxed labelled for the provider. At activation, was told by “tech” in Phillipines that they could not activate it because it wasn’t supported. Meanwhile, it had already seen the network when my line from pole was turned on and I launched computer and browser. Like a racehorse at the gate, it leapt to run! She wasn’t going to complete the install even. I had to request a supervisor, who I explained this to quickly, and verbalized the steps I was doing on their launch page to activate my account the modem they said I could not use saw. Note: I use a VPN, do a few things to housekeep IP-wise, and other than that, am not a super-geek right now. For the sites I use, it should not be necessary. But we are all forced to prove our physical location with “security checks” when we do anything related to identity online. We are not at liberty. We are tracked physically, and they monitor everything, recording it. They have digitized our life now, and we feed that feast for them.

It worked great for over 48 hours straight. Then I had to log into gmail for something. The G stands for government. It feels negative and draining just using it, and who knows what is created that interacts with us via binary 1s and 0s released and emitted in the monitor refresh rate? Did what I had to do and some “housekeeping” and left, did the prophylactic geek stuff, hibernated (look at this language! What nonsense we speak!), and a few hours later got back online to watch a saved video on YT, a place we should really never sign in. Well, I HAD signed in, and replied to a comment from my very-suppressed legacy account. I chose to reply because the video itself is helpful to people (how to make colloidal silver inexpensively at home), and the comment was detracting. GovernmentMail took the opportunity to create a DOS – Denial of Service IP attack – against me. That was at 7:15-ish-PM. Did local stuff (on equipment here), nada. Had to call.

It was not until 10:15-ish-PM that I was able to get back online. Had to speak to a tech and a supervisor. When I called, the automated system did not recognize my phone number as an account, and would not let me input my account number. Had to do a manual que. The call eventually went to the tech, and she saw my account populated based on the phone number despite what I had to go through and the system had said. No explanation for that had she. Acted touch patronizing at first, but that dissipated. Meanwhile, I stayed in a place of love and patience. Explained this end here. She “pinged” the modem with a new signal at my request. Twice. It seemed dead to her. I switched it out for the other, same model. She contended again that it was not supported, I re-explained the activation experience Saturday (this was now Monday). My cell then sounded like an extension picked up, and began an audible doppler-like echo. She said she heard it.
I asked if she could access any change logs and she said she could. If that ws true, I was told there had been no account or system changes.

After what ended up a fairly authentic convo, she could do no more except advise I buy a new modem on their list – and she said something contradicting what I had been told, that they DO sell approved modems to customers, while I had been told they do NOT and had to furnish my own – I asked for a supervisor. Her name was Shae, and she was in Northern Florida. She wrote a form, read what she was typing so I could edit what she was conveying if necessary, and told me I would get a callback within two hours.

It took ten minutes. Ronald in Louisiana spent time doing same diagnostics, but assured me that he did not see why my modems should not work. He had used them for years with this ISP. Same model. He agreed that the problem was not my modems, that it may be the line. In March the line was checked twice physically when all this happened then. The tech they sent, a local resident and employee too, said it was a great line with string signal and put new connectors on. Not many people on the node, cable from pole installed before me here. No drops. So, Ronald confirmed that it was not my modems, which both worked as they should. He suggested it could be squirrels chewing the line, which I had never heard. He suggested they send a repair tech next day to put in a new line from pole, explaining a schpiel about payment for it. Hoops.

I looked at my modem and it had begun to change light patterns. Two that had been unlit (receive, online) on EACH modem the last two hours had begun to vary, and slowly began to illuminate. I asked him if he saw this on the data end and he did. Within seconds, it was fully lit, and I was able to refresh a webpage. He was able to offer no explanation. I told him in plain and clear language that this was exactly what happened in the winter, and he seemed to absorb what I was saying, in a jovial, salesman-type way. I have patiently explained all, and what seems like IP address, DNS and MAC address data is used to interfere with my online access, at node and machine level now. Asked him how to proceed if it happened again, that this is now a pattern and their observations and the service call logs document it. He was continually friendly, told me he has outages as well, and to be patient, and if it happens again to call.

I have determined that that is what gives those who target me pleasure, to surveillance and record for eternity how I handle this event. When it was going on in the late Winter, I determined not to feed into the stress they create to set a trap for my spirit.

It has been an amazing learning experience that I thought I should share. Saying NO TO 5G BY HAVING A HARD-WIRED NON-WIFI MODEM AT HOME means they will “mess with you”. We are going to spend eternity as the spirit we form ourselves with, exude, and shape others with HERE IN THIS FIVE SENSE PHYSICAL BODY INCARNATION.
This is our cloned body experience.
To free our souls and help free the souls of everyone we interact with, we must not succomb to the traps laid for us.We are here in this life to create the type of soul we will have eternally.

What we do here determines whether when, at death, our soul leaves our forging furnace and hammering experience of life to become a glorious being of form and radiance or a formless horror. Our discipline and attention to what we focus on, from every small action such as taking care to only use enough water needed to wash a dish and not picking our nose with our fingers, picking up a piece of trash we happen upon while walking, being kind to others, keeping good body mechanics, eat‌ing what we ought and detoxing of parasites/heavy metals/chemicals/molds/yeasts/pesticides/nanotechnology, not allowing social media to farm our endorphins by likes and virtue signalling and follower numbers – I could go on – ALL WE DO SHAPES THE FORM OF OUR ETERNAL BEING.

We were instilled with our eternal soul at conception, a Vesica Piscis creation event or torroidal force, with a pure element of THE LIGHT, the MOST HIGH GOD. We are literally graced with free will and all we do in response to what happens step-by-step in life shapes who we become when our physical body dies. Our soul is ours to shape. There is a wisdom to this that we cannot understand in the dimensions we are in here, but we must try anyway. The soul seeks and it is good to try to understand the meaning of why we are here and what Existence is. We are drawn to the Light as plants.

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It is an instantaneous and constant shift, reminding me of my dear (now passed) Siamese cat Viktor’s lavender crossed-eye Nystagmus, the constant shifting of focus between his eyes, as he paid attention and translated what he saw. I actually called him a Godcat. It is like this, and we must forgive ourselves and others for our constant missteps and failings. As Yoda said, there is no try, only do. We are perfection in the doing, choosing Good, striving for the Light, which is completely and always has been and will be unless we extinguish it ourselves, within us.

This is why The Most High took human form in The Light created as Yeshua, to cease the harm to the miscegenated masses already mislead hundreds of thousands of years ago. An example we can see is the Antlanteans, although there is evidence of earlier wiped-out-because-they-were-evil cultures in our TRUE HISTORY that they have tried to keep hidden. Atlantis was a highly technological culture who worshipped the sea-god form of satan, a Saturnalian form of what roamed the seas as the Lucifer, the dragon, the feathered serpent, Poseidon, Dogon, Leviathan, Zeus, his brother Enlil going to the Americas while he went to populate Northern Europe’s Vikings… lesser gods eventually India and sea continents…Enki, who Anu cast out, becoming the Annunaki who came here… Enki attacked his mother Tiamat, tearing her body into two and spilling her blood, the gold in earth. Earth is half of her body, Nibiru/Wormwood/PlanetX/The Destroyer is Enki’s belt and club pieces which broke apart on impact when he struck her.
Atlantis got folded into the earth by The Destroyer.
Old battle. Many earth resets by the Destroyer, which is the Purifier – The Most High God’s cleanse. But we are all drops of God, just as droplets of water in all water.
THIS IS WHAT IS HAPPENING NOW THAT THE EVIL SOULLESS BEINGS STRIVE TO KEEP YOU FROM SEEING. The reason for all the lies.
But YOU can DO THIS ❤

You need to take care of yourself kindly. You have three brains fed by all you take in: mind, heart and gut. This is why you need detox.

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Every vector the controllers’ matrix has us use or be exposed to is sorcery to keep your third eye blind. They know they have already lost though!

So be kind to yourself and others, and forgive and love yourself and others. YOU ARE ALREADY WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO BE AT EVERY MOMENT AND WHEN YOU DIE YOU BECOME THAT. Yeshua broke the contract and you are free to be LIGHT. We are TRICKED that we do not have a chance, are accidents, or meaningless.

What you can do each day:

Remember that The Purifier is here, which is why they hide the skies with geoengineered clouds (that also do many, many other harmful things as they spray us like bugs) so this geomagnetic energy is the dimensions transitioning and has effects on every level. Just remembereing that and being mindful, slowing down, not reacting but choosing, and doing this which reinforce what you CHOOSE TO BE ETERNALLY is what you need to focus on now. IT IS HAPPENING.

The shift is now and the 3rd, 4th and 5th dimensions – more? – are interacting with the Light in you and changing your DNA.

Repeat: there are unsettling, surreal and challenging things occurring everywhere to all life on all levels.

Maintain a high vibration and reinforce it with all you think, drink, do, eat, breathe, listen to, look at… CAPTURE YOUR THOUGHTS. Be like my Godcat, Viktor.

Do not allow yourself to be swayed or pulled into a current of distractions, meme-like social-steered (media or IRL in real life) currents.

Lead others to their soul’s freedom by your own being and doing.

Don’t put things off: handle stuff. At the same time, you can’t finish everything. Just your choices to do right daily are sufficient. We are never finished, but accrue achievement by our intention. There is a Higher Wisdom we will never know in this mortal life our soul is in, and some are taken before their work is done so others can continue it and finish. Be gentle with yourself.

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Be who you visualize and already are for eternity.

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Capture your thoughts and if on a negative or regretful trajectory (path), immediately shift (NYSTAGMUS!) into being in LOVE, a being of Love, and you will have transcended and therefore transmuted pain, dis-ease and suffering like gold in a furnace or crystallized elemental mineral become pure of unwanted particles (demons, basically).

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“A termite, trapped millions of years ago in pine resin, was embalmed when the resin hardened into amber. The rainbow colors indicate areas of strain created during the insect’s death struggle.”

Struggle to LIVE is better said. Though they feed on our trauma energies, which they inflict perpetually, and sorcerically, pharmaceutically and via programming, trick us into willing servitude and enslavement. I have found no better visual proof of how we become stars – angels – than this. “The rainbow colors”: the living organism’s ENERGY created this color, and color is a frequency and we SEE it, meaning it is STILL IN MOTION ETERNALLY, interacting with US, NOW.

This should help explain TARTARUS soul trap energy extraction, their charging us for utilities, what TESLA tried to let the world know was there for them, and much more.

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YOU ARE FREE ALREADY. CHOOSE TO EMBRACE THIS TRUTH, OR STAY THE HOST BODY AND BECOME A FORMLESS BEING CONSTANTLY RECLONED INTO A HOST BODY.

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Breathing Track, from PTSD – A Way Out page. I discovered this in 2012 after returning from the Dissassociative Fugue after years of MKUltra.

Breathe. Try the breathing track if you need help. You are Good, you are the love you want, we were all lied to, and you are already free, existing in each moment. Just be yourself. If you get interrupted in a process, or suddenly feel waylaid or have doubts, re-focus like Viktor. YOU ARE A VICTOR. YOUR WERE BORN A VICTOR AND THIS IS WHY THEY STEAL OUR ENERGY FROM US. That is the mystery they hid. You are DIVINE and have been since inception.

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Image courtesy of @multistagecorre

Namaste.

Tagged: targeted individual, MKUltra, mind control, pole shift, LIGHT, divine being, DNA, detox, frequency, intention, soul, Ascension, liberty, eternal, mystery school, liberation of humanity

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY MY DAUGHTER

It is with a heavy heart I live today. Yet simultaneously I live in JOY.

Today my daughter Emily (who my son named my granddaughter – his daughter, after my daughter his older and only sister – after) has turned 39. This day she was born.

I mailed her a gift package to the address I knew four years ago. I hope it gets to her.

A carved Pink Himalayan Salt votive candle holder, a pair of hand-sewn curtains in a block-print vintage Victorian blown rose fabric, and an eight-page letter.

I cannot describe the profundity inherent in the challenge of being made dead by my own family. I am existentially erased. In their minds.

Me, I’ve actually let go.

Detox and removing vampiric layers will do that for a person!

All things possible with the Most High God, in this illusion of a world!

I work very hard to center within the seat of my soul to feel God’s Goodness within myself. To not succomb to the evil that so derailed my life from birth. I have come to the conclusion that I have very little genetic serpent seed in my genes. That my task as an Elect in this incarnated flesh skin is to return to the first estate. I knew my VMAT2 was high… but at this point, realizing and seeing all I do, seeing others begin to discover what I have always known within, I see why I was targeted so early – from birth – and “never amounted to anything”, no matter how manythings I tried. Something always happened, and it was usually a death, or illness, or emergency. That’s how Satan works.

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Written in a #nanowrimo slam last month

 

So whatever brings your day to you Emily, know that you are loved beyond measure.

Not only by me. I just birthed you (yes, my DNA call your name).

By GOD and Yehushua the Messiah Christ.

I know that the DNA in you will win. GOOD PREVAILS: all things in Christ.

I love you, my dear daughter! Happy Birthday!

IS THERE A CREATOR? A conversation from YouTube comments #amazing

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This conversation spontaneously arose from comments below R. Wayne Steiger’s video Did The Anunnaki Destroy Mars. I watched it yesterday evening as a choice of somewhat lighter subject matter and to take a break from writing. Although I have seen … Continue reading

Le Bouvier – Hymn of the Cathars

“At the end of seven hundred years, the laurel will be green once more.”
Anonymous Cathar Troubadour, 13th Century

We’re in that seven hundred year period now.
The significance of the crowns of Laurel leaves placed on the heads of gladiators who were victorious against their enemies, means VICTORY.

 This song contains light codes for the listener.  It is Le Bouvier – the Hymn of the Cathars, and is the ancient Cathar hymn to the Bootes Constellation and Arcturus. The Bootes constellation is also known as the *Cattle Herder, and in Occitanian dialect is called “Le Bouvier”, phonetically (roughly): ‘ler-boo-yay’. Le Bouvier is the french name for the Bootes constellation, where the star Arcturus is. Sung in ancient Occitan dialect. The translation of the title means “The Herdsman”. A religious chant with the meditative effect of the Buddhist “Om”, this song tells the story of a Cathar herder come home to die, knowing that the Catholic church is going to kill them all. It is the chorus – the a, e, i, o, u – which is the imprint, the trigger for the soul.

English translation: When the herdsman comes back from work, plants his fork, finds his wife at the foot of fire, all discomfited. “If you’re ill say yes! We will make a soup with kohlrabi, a cabbage, a lark thin.” “When I die, bury me deep in the cellar. Put my feet against the wall, the head in the tap. And the pilgrims will take the holy water and say, ‘Who died here? It is the poor Joana, who went to paradise, to heaven with his goats'”.

He makes the water holy with the photons of his spirit as it leaves his body.
(Rainbow Bridge exists.)

“The text of this Cathar hymn contains an encoded message, Joana being the medieval Cathar “church” [emphasis mine, as they were against the institution of religion], which has been weakened and finally eliminated in Southern France (Occitanie) through the horrible Albigensian crusade. The spiritual essence of the Cathars is still vibrating in caves and waters.”Hans-André Stamm

It is a gift.
Is there a gift higher?
THIS IS SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT.

*And “they” – the nephilim-bloodline illuminati – refer to us as “cattle”.

“When it came to daily life, Cathar habits were also quite different from other groups at the time. For starters, they did not kill anybody, and they even made capital punishment illegal which was unheard of at the time. They also had some habits that modern Gnostics don’t bother with like not eating meat and abstaining from marriage and sex, viewing earthly pleasures as being from the ‘demiurge’ and hence evil (modern Illuminists now view the flesh as requiring to be sated and not ignored – this is Sin for Salvation). They also treated women as equals.” – The Meritocracy Party

Here is a good set of search results of real history, Cathar and Gnostic facts for you <— click that. If you need more links to validate, please ask in comments. You just might need some keyword/vocabulary nudging! Whatever you do, I hope you are spurred to learn, and will engage in communication in the comments.

What do I mean by “light codes for the listener“?
I will do my best to explain this economically.
The computer was created mimicking the human DNA storage based on photons of light, which in arrangement stores data.
Our DNA, therefore, stores knowledge in each cell of our bodies.
This DNA in infinite in its storage capacity. In fact, quantitative science does not have the computing power to measure it.
We press for truth because we sense it (hence the water fluoridation, etc etc: to detach us from our own divinity).
This song activates the knowledge stored within us where our soul is as we are simultaneously in this matrix body incarnation.
The energy stored as photons in all our cells vibrate when we listen to and sing this song, which is in 432 hertz, not the weaponized 440 of the music industry the elite created.
The frequency of this song does more than ground or center the listener: it reorganizes them at the most irreducible level.
The ultimate detox.
WE ARE WHO WE ARE – spiritual beings in a body experience.
Have you noticed the gravatar I created?
This is who I am and who you are.
Photons of pure light.
Light is Love, Love is Creation, Creation is Good, Good Prevails.
Listen. – Author, me
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THE ORIGINAL TRUTHERS GAVE LANGUAGE
WHICH THE ANUNNAKI LATER
WEAPONIZED
(imagine language without vowels)

 

Original Cathar Hymn Lyrics in Occitan, a Catalan French

Can lou bouyè ben de laoura
Planto soun agulhado
A.E.I.O.U. Planto soun agulhado

Troubo sa femno al pè del foc
Touto déscounsoulado.
Se ‘n es malaouto digas oc
Te faren un poutadzé

Amb uno rabo un caoulét
Uno laouzéto magro

Quan séraï morto rébound mé
Al pus pirou de la cabo.

Méttras mous pès à la parét
Lou cap jous la canèlo.

E lous roumious que passaran
Prendran d’aïgo ségnado

E diran: l es mort aïci
Es la paouro Joana.

Que ‘n es anado al paradis
Al cèl ambé sas cabros